Ten years in love with GL

Over the years, more than half of the crystal clear plastic flowers have fallen off, and she has never noticed that the delicate little girls in the past have been tortured into men one by one by the rough high school life. If the school allows it, many people would like to wear slippers to go to school. Too busy too busy.

She took Jiang Yanling to eat Sichuan cuisine. It was delicious and spicy. Jiang Yanling couldn't resist the spicy food. Every time he forced himself to eat two mouthfuls of boiled beef, he couldn't wait to jump to the door of the store and come back for a drink of ice water. rushed out.

Dong Qing was overjoyed and asked her, "Why don't you dance in the shop?"

Jiang Yanling said: "Dancing like a fool in the store." Dong Qing said: "Dancing like a fool outside." Jiang Yanling pouted and said, "Don't you just like fools?" Dong Qing was speechless.

When Jiang Yanling came out of the store, his face was red and his ears were red, and he couldn't speak fluently.On weekdays, Dongqing felt that she looked like the kind of high-cold bastard whose IQ dumped you by a few blocks, and choked you out of the blue. A meal of Sichuan food made Jiang Yanling a lot clumsy. If there were not too many people on the street, she would like to hug her. She shouted: "This silly girl is my wife."

Jiang Yanling asked her, "What are you laughing at? It's weird." Dong Qing shook his head and said, "I'll take you to buy a pair of shoes and see how dilapidated they are." She took Jiang Yanling to a sandal store, where No one was there because it was too expensive.When Jiang Yanling walked to the store, he smelled the smell of RMB. He pulled Dong Qing away and said, "It's too expensive, let's change to another one." Jiang Yanling couldn't resist her, so Dongqing picked a pair that was similar in style to her feet, and asked her, "How about this pair?" Jiang Yanling looked at the price, and it was worth half a month's living expenses for her!"It's ugly, I don't like it at all," she said.

The salesperson came over and said, "This is a long-lasting style in our store. It has been reprinted several times. Sister, you have a good eye."

Dong Qing squatted down to change for her, looked at the shoes she was wearing, was happy, and said, "Jiang Yanling, are those shoes on your feet my grandma's?"

She turned over the soles of Jiang Yanling's feet, and sure enough, the same logo was printed on the bottom of the two pairs of shoes.

The salesperson said, "Yes, yes, you see, the place is different only with lace."

These are the shoes she and the Feng family bought together. She has long since forgotten what brand it is, but she only remembers that it is a shoe store on the side of Caishikou Road, where many female students go to buy shoes.The salesperson said: "Our shoes are of good quality, and they will be fine after seven or eight years." Jiang Yanling was confused. Could it be that she is a big wildebeest on the grassland, and the shoes of seven or eight years' quality would wear out in two years?While she was hesitating, Dong Qing had already bought the shoes. She took classmate Xiao Jiang out and said, "Little friend, you bought a fake." Dong Qing dragged her to a stool by the street, and Dong Qing opened the The packing box for the shoes, squatting at her feet to change her shoes, Jiang Yanling quickly said: "I can do it myself..."

Dong Qing said, "Can I change shoes for my little girlfriend?"

Jiang Yanling choked up, this was the first time she heard Dong Qing call her "little girlfriend".It was as if Dong Qing had stamped her face, "Dong Qing's little girlfriend".Seeing her dumbfounded expression, Dong Qing lowered his head and smiled.

People came and went on the streets in [-]. At that time, everyone was talking about whether the earth would explode, be occupied by UFOs, or be destroyed by a meteorite.

Jiang Yanling had a silly idea, to stay with her lover on the last day of the earth's destruction, and perish together.

She chose lovers, not relatives.

Did Dong Qing think so too?Meet the end of the world with her?

"Dong Qing," she shouted, "if the millennium is the end of the world, how do you plan to die?"

Dong Qing looked up and said, "I'm probably still busy with the draft."

Jiang Yanling said, "Will you choose to die with me?"

Dong Qing said, "I will choose to die before you."

Jiang Yanling's eyes widened, and he said doubtfully, "You mean you'd rather die before me than die with me?"

Dong Qing said: "If I die first, you will be sad, and I don't want you to be sad, but I never want to see you die, Jiang Yanling, if there is such a day, I would rather die first selfishly."

Jiang Yanling was silent, and said: "Then we should die separately." She was even more unwilling to see the person she loved leave before her. She had witnessed the death of a close friend once, and she also hoped that this would be the last funeral together by her side.A fresh life disappears in an instant, and the pain is hundreds of times stronger than taking away one's breath.

Dong Qing was not hypocritical, and said with a smile: "Then each will die."

They spend every day in fear, afraid of being discovered by those around them, afraid of being exposed, how different this silent torture is from the end of the world.The scary thing is that the two of them are not the only ones who are going through this experience. There are all kinds of passers-by around every day, and there is an unknown side behind them. Men and women, they are as close as brothers and sisters, but they have a deeper barrier than blood.

Jiang Yanling still can't forget, the teachers talked about the contempt in the eyes of "Er Weizi". She has a brother who loves her, she has Dong Qing, and she has friends. If someone finds out, she will suffer the contempt of "Er Weizi" The target is her. They are all normal people who are healthy, hardworking and tireless. Why should they be classified according to their sexual orientation?

She loves Dongqing, this kind of love is like a locked shackle, although it is extremely difficult to move, but she is willing to do so.

In the evening she went to Dongqing's house, Dongqing told her to sit down, and then found a treasure box from under the TV cabinet, which was full of various glossy movie discs and tapes, she said: "Let's watch a movie, it's been a long time I've seen it." Jiang Yanling said, "Haven't you been to the cinema after you returned to China?"

Dong Qing said: "The theater near Jianguomen, I came back in [-] and showed "Love on Lushan Mountain". I went to see it a few days ago, and the poster of "Love on Lushan Mountain" was still pasted at the door."

Jiang Yanling also hates going to the cinema, because there are always a group of people who go to the cinema for the opposite purpose, otherwise there wouldn't be so many supervisors shooting out of thin air with big flashlights.

Dong Qing chose a disc and put it into the DVD player.This is a high-end gadget, and Xian Chenghai is also tinkering with players and call machines from Japan and Hong Kong.The CD was playing in it, Jiang Yanling asked her: "What movie is this?" Dong Qing said: "A movie from a few years ago, four weddings and one funeral."

Jiang Yanling hated words like "funeral", Dong Qing added: "It's a romantic comedy, very interesting." Jiang Yanling leaned against Dong Qing's arms, holding an orange soda in his hand.

In the beginning, several early couples were preparing their clothes. Among them, a thin-faced man and a bearded man made a very intimate gesture. Jiang Yanling asked her: "Is he gay?" Dong Qing said: "Yes, they live together. "Jiang Yanling said: "Why can homosexuals live together?"

Dong Qing said: "It was abroad, in the UK, homosexuality is not so severely excluded." Jiang Yanling said: "A boy in our school was expelled, and the teacher said they were two-tailed."

Without knowing it, Jiang Yanling's hand holding the soda froze instantly. Dongqing stopped the movie and asked her, "Is this true? You didn't tell me." Jiang Yanling faltered and said, " It was a few weeks ago..."

Dong Qing said: "It doesn't...affect you, does it? Most people have a closed and short-sighted view of homosexuality. They don't understand this natural phenomenon, except for blind hostility." Jiang Yanling explained: "It doesn't affect you. Don't think too much." Dong Qing held her face and said, "I'm sorry, Lingling." This is her nickname, and it's been a long time since anyone called her that.Jiang Yanling looked to the other side and said, "It's not your fault, I like you, not because you liked me first." Dong Qing hugged her and said, "I'm sorry... Lingling."

She buried her head in Dong Qing's chest, listening to her beating heart.She understands that same-sex love is no different from that between men and women, that society has far higher expectations for men than women, and that the teachers are angry not just because they are gay, but because the label of homosexuality will ruin their lives.

Homosexuality is a crime, Jiang Yanling knew, she closed her eyes, and thought: If it is a crime, then it is a crime.

Previously, her crushes were all men. If Dong Qing hadn't broken into her life, she might have been torn between loving and not loving.What she loved was Dong Qing, and she was the only one from the beginning to the end. No matter what kind of label was put on her, she had the confidence to carry Dong Qing to the end.

Dong Qing also has the confidence to carry her through to the end, she thought confidently.

Dong Qing lightly stroked her cheek, she still treated her like a child, as if she wanted to make up for the love she had lost these years, Jiang Yanling shook her head and said, "Let's watch a movie."

She leaned in Dong Qing's arms, the body temperature of the people around her was very warm.

The camera turned to a pair of latecomers. It turned out that Charles, who was wearing glasses, was the leading actor. He was the best man of the couple, and he fell in love with the guest who appeared at the wedding—the woman in black hat, Kelly.

The wedding of Angus and Laura went on as usual. After a simple speech, there was a piece of joyful music, and the guests inside danced to the music.Jiang Yanling leaned over to look carefully, and said, "They are dancing the swing dance! You taught me the swing dance!"

Dong Qing smiled and said, "Yes, it's swing dance." Jiang Yanling said, "How can they do swing dance? Isn't that from another movie?" Dong Qing said, "Do you want to dance?"

In front of her eyes came the funny appearance of the man with the back of the head and Mia swaying back and forth, Mia rubbing her feet on the ground, and the hand of the little back like a windshield wiper, saying repeatedly: "Stop dancing, I've grown up. Dong Qing burst out laughing and said, "Yes, our Lingling is going to be a big