Ten years in love with GL

Absolutely, Jiayi said: "Don't refuse, no one understands your sadness better than me."

Jiayi stood at the door to let food be brought in. She seemed to resent contact with people outside the room. Those brothers and sisters who didn’t want to remember and the difficult aunts and aunts only opened the door a crack, just enough for them to bring their food. send it in.

The Filipino maid brought in the food on a tray and put it on the simple table on the bed.It's not the usual soup and water, but the fried chicken and French fries that children like. Jiang Yanling asked curiously, "Do you eat these at night?"

"It's usually home-cooked food, but today it's special," Jiayi picked up a chicken wing, "I don't eat with them, and they don't eat these either."

Jiang Yanling was tempted by the golden and crispy fried food, so she also took one up. Usually, grandma would not let her touch these greasy foods, so she called it a lady who should eat less foreign garbage.She doesn't want to be a lady, she sounds mean, and she doesn't want to be called gentle because she likes to be in a daze.

"You only need a kitchen, and your room can be used as a small suite." She said while eating.

"I basically don't go out when I come back here. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't even open the curtains."

"Sounds like an autistic child."

Jiayi snorted, but didn't speak.

She kind of understands why Jiayi is with Guoxing. Guoxing is a very interesting person. He will take Jiayi to try many novel things. Things that are not allowed at this age are the most attractive.In this seemingly majestic house, people's hearts are very indifferent. People are animals that seek benefits and avoid harm. Jiayi does not leave the room, perhaps to avoid harm.

She and Jiayi have been friends for nearly ten years, but they have never entered Jiayi's heart.Today I realized how naive I was. I thought that girls who lived in a small apartment would have troubles, but I didn't expect that people from good backgrounds would also have worries.Jiayi's father is by her side, and she yearns for father's love more than herself.

Jiayi suddenly said: "Do you still remember when I gave you and Zhenzhen candies in the first grade, and then told you that my dad brought them back to me from England?"

"Remember, I wanted to take another look at that box at that time, and you put it in your schoolbag."

Jiayi laughed and said, "I actually stole it from my brother. My father didn't bring me anything back. After my brother found out and reported me, he was beaten up by my father."

Jiang Yanling felt inexplicable sadness, bit his lower lip and did not speak.

"He only loves my elder brother and my younger brothers. My father's family business is very big, and he gave me the house I live in. But a few years ago, his capital chain was short for a period of time. I heard my uncle say that it is better Sell ​​my house first, let me come back and share a room with the Filipino maid." She shrugged, "Anyway, I'm an irrelevant girl."

"Are you saying I'm greedy for his family's wealth? I don't want it at all, let those aunts fight for it! If there is no dignity in this family, what's the difference between living on the road and in a house? People need face, I I don't want others to think that I am miserable, I have a driver and a servant, but I still live a life of begging for charity."

She wiped her mouth and said, "That's why I envy those racers and racers. We are all the same. We die when we die. There is no one who cares about us."

Jiang Yanling was speechless, she never knew Jiayi was so lonely in her heart.

"Lingling, in any situation, don't embarrass yourself."

After hearing these words, Jiang Yanling's heart ached and said, "Jiayi, I'm not worried about any embarrassment, I'm only worried about you."

Jiayi sucked off the greasy fingertips, and said: "I don't worry, my life has been arranged, I have nothing to worry about except to live quietly until I die..." She pretended to be relaxed, "Isn't it? very good?"

Jiang Yanling was about to shed tears, she said, "What's wrong with you? Why do you always say you're dead?"

Jiayi leaned back on the bed and said, "Because I'm really tired... Lingling! Do you want to drink?"

She suddenly wiped the sadness on her face, and instantly became excited.Jiang Yanling pressed her hands and said, "Calm down! What's wrong with you?!"

Jiayi stared at innocent eyes: "I'm fine, I'm very happy, I really want to drink. Lingling, can't you even satisfy my request?"

She broke free from the restrained hand, Jiang Yanling watched her take out the half-drinked whiskey from under the bed, she casually spilled the coke on the ground, and poured the wine into it.Jiang Yanling looked at the soaked carpet distressedly, but Jiayi said, "Don't worry, someone will clean it. This is his house, and he cherishes it the most."

Jiayi pushed the wine in front of Jiang Yanling and said, "Drink a little, don't worry, you will feel better after drinking."

Jiang Yanling was dubious, not sure if Jiayi was crazy now.But her eyes were looking forward to it, so she dipped her tongue in it, and it was instantly hot as if it was about to burn.

"It's so spicy, Jiayi, how can you drink it?"

Jiayi proudly said: "Take your time, just try a little bit, it's always like this in the beginning."

Jiang Yanling drank a little more, the whole esophagus was hot and irritating, and everywhere she drank was burning, her stomach became very hot, but her head gradually became lighter.

"Do you feel better?" Jiayi took a sip by herself, as happy as drinking Coke.

Jiang Yanling smelled the alcohol on her body and said, "Drink less, don't you worry about being discovered?"

"Anyway, no one cares about me. If you say that, why don't I put it on the table?"

Jiayi knelt down and dug out the wine bottle, and when it was empty, she said angrily, "Why is it gone again?"

"Jiayi, stop drinking."

She took another sip, and her body began to adapt to the attack of alcohol, and she understood a little bit why drinking alcohol is pleasurable.She stepped on the solid floor as lightly as she stepped on the clouds, and the silk-like curtain turned into water waves in her eyes, but it was a pity that it was not cool to the touch.

She began to think that drinking was not a bad thing, nor was it a drug.

The Coke bottle was light, and she stepped on the blanket soaked in sugar, her feet were sticky.Jiayi said, "Shall I ask Uncle Geng to send you back, or should you stay here for one night?"

Jiang Yanling's eyes were blurred, and he said, "Go back...go, go to Dongqing's house, don't tell my grandma."

"Then leave it to me, your grandma." Jiayi looked sober, and picked up the phone in a serious manner. Jiang Yanling looked at her and said, "Hi, grandma, I'm Jiayi. Lingling lives at my house today... ok Yes, I'll take care of her, bye."

Because she had lied too many times and no longer felt guilty, Jiayi hung up the phone and said, "Your mother-in-law doesn't seem to know about your parents."

"Why did they bypass my grandmother to find me?"

"Haha, could it be that you are some unspeakable illegitimate daughter?"

After speaking, both of them calmed down for a second.Then they laughed wildly together, she was laughing at the childishness of adults who always praise blood kinship, but Jiayi was more helpless.Jiayi smiled and wiped her tears, and said, "Maybe in a few days, you will have to change your name. It's like something... Aixinjueluo, Li Jiang..."

Jiang Yanling couldn't stop laughing, and lay down and said, "Jiayi, have you studied at all?"

"Of course I can't read you, our Lingling is a good student~~" Jiayi rushed over and said, "I heard that good students don't beat people?"

Jiang Yanling turned her down, clamped her waist with his legs, clasped his hands above him, and said, "You know I can't fight?"

"Ah! Lingling hit someone! I'm so scared!" Jiayi struggled while laughing, she brushed against Jiang Yanling's pubic bone, the more she struggled, the stronger the pleasure under Jiang Yanling felt.

A strange current invaded her body, and she suddenly couldn't bear it and fell backwards. Fortunately, Jiayi bent her legs in time to support her, and she didn't roll under the bed.Jiayi got up, and Jiang Yanling sat on her lap, neither light nor heavy, she hugged Jiang Yanling in her arms and said, "Lingling, don't leave me, okay?"

Jiang Yanling was dazed, and said, "Okay, don't leave."

"Then we'll be friends forever."

Jiang Yanling hugged her back and said, "One lifetime is one lifetime."

She knew that the two of them were drinking mad, but she said this sentence sincerely.

Jiayi laid her down, breathed out alcohol, and said ambiguously: "Haven't you never kissed before? Do you want to know what it feels like?"

Jiang Yanling giggled and said, "Kissing someone you don't like is no different from licking sandpaper."

Jiayi pushed her and said, "Your face is so red, Lingling, when you're blushing, don't just play with fire."

"My whole body is so hot that I'm on fire," Jiang Yanling said, "Jiayi, are you a fire?"

Jiayi smiled and brushed the hair off her face, "Go away, I'll teach you something real."

Jiang Yanling quietly watched her lower her head, and then accurately bit her lips.She has watched countless movies and literature works, and kiss is the most primitive impulse of human beings, even alongside sex and love. Will there be similar acts of expressing love in the animal world?She couldn't imagine two chimpanzees kissing, or a giraffe, though she'd heard of a fish that kissed, too, but in the fish world, it was a way of fighting.

Fish are cold-blooded animals, can cold-blooded animals also have love?Cold-blooded animals also monogamous?

But it doesn't have to be couples who kiss, right?

Jiayi's kissing skills are very young, not so much a kiss, but more like a child sucking milk.She curled up Jiang Yanling's tongue in her mouth, and then used her own tongue to test it gently. Jiang Yanling pulled her closer, their teeth gnawed together, and they pried each other's lips and tongue apart until she felt each other Creamy touch in the mouth and a soft tip of the tongue.

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