Ten years in love with GL

She is afraid of forgetting, perhaps because she has read too many old poems.

There was no explanation later, Dong Qing was fascinated by it, but Jiang Yanling was bored digging the bottom of the bowl with a spoon.She doesn't like violence, but she loves this girl who is desperate to grow up.

Leon, she remembered that the man in the movie was called Leon, with blind eyes on his face, the picture quality was poor, and it could be seen that he was not young.

He is so old, so cruel, and so indifferent, but there is a girl who is willing to follow him to wander the world. What is the emotion behind him?

When the DVD was ejected, Dong Qing didn't put the disc away, but asked, "Do you want some milk?"

She nodded vigorously and said, "I want to eat milk ice."

"The ice hasn't frozen yet, why don't you wait a while, and I'll take you home after eating."

"I don't want to go home, I want to live."

"Your grandmother will be worried."

"I'll talk to her."

Dong Qing sank, Jiang Yanling asked her tentatively: "Do you want me to go?"

"Lingling," Dong Qing asked back, "What do you think this girl's feelings for Leon are?"

"She has no choice?"

"Then why do you wander the world together? Learn to kill together?"

She was silent, this question was too difficult, but she thought that the heroine of "Jane Eyre" ended up with Mr. Rochester, even though his wife died because of the fire, even though their entanglement was far more than love.

"The girl is in love with the killer," she said hesitantly, "because she said 'He'snotmyfather.He'smylover'."

Jiang Yanling stopped playing with the spoon, "They are in love."

"Not necessarily, Leon asked her, you have never been in love, how do you know it is love."

It was like a torture, testing her emotions.

Jiang Yanling said: "I have never been in love, but I know what love is."

"You are too hesitant about everything, you dare not take that step, because love is too noble for you, and making rash decisions is a kind of pollution, isn't it?" Dong Qing asked her back, with conviction in her tone .

Jiang Yanling's heart was shocked, this was her psychology.

"Do you think the relationship between Jiayi and Guoxing, or Zhenzhen and Afa, is not worthy of love at all?" Dong Qing stood up and said, "Even your friend Cheng Shi, her feelings for Jiayi and her thoughts on love It's far, isn't it?"

Jiang Yanling raised her head dumbly, her eyes were out of focus.

"Lingling," Dong Qing knelt down and looked at her sincerely, "you have to accept it, the emotions that are hard to get rid of, the people who make you toss and turn, the people who affect your emotions and even make you unable to distinguish between reality and dreams, It's the person who makes you 'love'."

She couldn't see the despair in Dong Qing's eyes, she just thought it was sadness.

Jiang Yanling asked her: "Have you ever had this relationship?"

"Yes, I thought there would be no more, but now she appears."

"Then does she love you?"

Dong Qing smiled bitterly: "She loves me, how could I be desperate?"

The timer sounded, and both of them were startled. The ice was already frozen, so Dong Qing stood up and prepared to make milk ice.

Jiang Yanling reached out and grabbed her.

"Then wait until he realizes that he loves you too."

She didn't stay that night, the movie made both of them feel heavy, and even milk ice didn't taste good anymore.There was someone in Dongqing's heart that made her think about it day and night, and it affected her emotions. After a year and a half, the intimacy between the two of them was covered with a layer of veil.

She didn't realize that she had been walking with her head down, and she didn't feel the pain coming from her lower body until she tripped over a rock and broke her knee.

"Oh Lingling... why are you so careless!" Grandma hurriedly disinfected her with a potion. She watched the coagulated blood clot fall off, and thought of the person who fell under the hail of bullets in the movie.

What Matilda loves is Leon. They are separated by age, years and experience, but she still falls in love with this man wearing sunglasses desperately. Until his death, she still holds the potted plant to continue his life. .

This profundity has already exceeded her interpretation of love, and has lowered the standard of love. Not all love is great and eternal, but more nuanced.It is the hug that lasts in the winter night, the arms you lean on when you are helpless, and the hands you hold when you are powerless.

If this is love, then she already has someone in her heart.

And that person just said that the person she loved made her despair.

"Lingling, why are you crying all of a sudden? Girl... don't cry, don't cry... the pain will stop after a while.

Matilda said, I've grown up, I'm getting old.

She was only 12 years old that year, and at that time, she was also 12 years old.

Chapter 14

Jiayi didn't know which little mother had wronged her when she went to the house, and she was depressed when she went to school the next day.Jiang Yanling handed her the completed homework, and she also said, "No copying, criticize if criticized."

"Did something happen to Guoxing?"

"Guoxing is fine. His brothers take turns guarding the hospital and go to school right after leaving the hospital. His father paid some money to settle those people, so he doesn't have to worry about being beaten again."

"Then why are you unhappy?"

Jiayi remained silent, lying on the table and said, "Let me sleep for a while, I'm so sleepy."

This season should be said to be winter, but the weather here never follows the 24 solar terms, and it makes people sweat profusely.Last year, when Christmas was approaching, the autumn breeze brought coolness, and this year, even summer has not left.

During the class break, Jiayi was full of sleep and jumped up very energetically.Jiang Yanling went to talk to her and found that the back of her skirt was very dark red.

"Hey, you're having your period, have you brought an M towel?"

Jia Yi sat down vigorously and looked around, hoping that no one would see her embarrassment.

"No, I didn't keep track of the time."

"What should I do? People will definitely see me if I go out now, and I don't have a spare skirt."

"Let me help you get your sportswear, and you can change into it."

"Then the whole class will know that my skirt is dirty!"

The two were struggling, and Cheng Shi came over and said, "Lingling, have you moved your homework? The teacher is looking for you."

"But……"

She gave Jiayi a complicated look, and said to Cheng Shi, "I'll leave it to you!"

When she came back, Jiayi changed into a long skirt, but I don't know whose skirt it was.The two had lunch together, and Jiayi suddenly said, "I think Cheng Shi...is quite a nice guy."

"Why do you say that, it's so sudden."

"The skirt on me is hers. If she doesn't like me, I will like her very much, like a friend."

"If she likes you, can't she be friends?"

"Okay." Jiayi smiled and narrowed her eyes, "She also said that she doesn't like me anymore. From this moment on, I declare that Cheng Shi is my friend."

Jiang Yanling still had food in his mouth, wanted to laugh but was afraid of losing his composure, and looked awkward.Because they like each other, they can't be friends. On the contrary, they are a fire-fighting skirt, which makes there be another person between them.

"Lingling, besides grandma, do you have any relatives here?" Jiayi asked suddenly.

"No, what?"

"I went home by car yesterday, and there was still some way to the top of the mountain. Uncle Geng and I decided to walk there," Jiayi said hesitantly, "then a car stopped suddenly on the opposite side, and an aunt got out of the car and asked me if my name was Xie Yanling .”

"Xie Yanling? It's like my name."

Jiayi frowned and said, "Don't you think it's weird? She looked like she was about to cry, and she was about to rush over to hug me. Fortunately, Uncle Geng reacted quickly and took me away."

Jiang Yanling was thoughtful, and said, "Maybe it's the wrong person, after all, we were often wronged before."

"But the name she said is similar to yours! I thought..."

"I have no relatives here, and they have different surnames."

"That's right, it must be a misunderstanding."

Jiang Yanling smiled softly and said, "So you've been confused all morning because of this matter?"

Jiayi was bitter: "That's right! I can't hold back things, and you don't have parents, so I must have thought a little bit more!"

"My parents are in the mainland, but they don't have time to see me now." Even so, she is not sure whether her parents still remember her as a child. "It's good to be here alone."

"If they want you to go back to the mainland, will you go back Lingling?"

"Of course not! At least finish middle school, unless they tie me back." She breathed out easily.

Cheng Shi walked over with the bowl in his hand and said, "Miss, can I sit next to you?"

Jiayi moved to the side and immediately said, "No problem!"

Cheng Shi took a seat opposite Jiang Yanling, and the conversation between the two of them about their parents ended here.Although the three of them were already "friends", the topic was too boring to get together. Compared to the lively scenes at other tables, they were too silent.

In some cases, Jiayi and Lingling were chirping, while Cheng Shi remained silent.Jiayi said to her: "Shi Shi, hello gentlemen, if you are a boy, there must be many girls who like you."

Cheng Shi pursed his lips and smiled, narrowing his eyes, looking at Jiang Yanling.Jiang Yanling was also amused, it was the first time she heard Jiayi making fun of Cheng Shi.

"Ah, your hair has grown a lot, have you ever thought about growing it?" Jiang Yanling asked her.

"I won't stay anymore, it's inconvenient to play."

"That's right."

In a blink of an eye, school was over, Guoxing was lying in the hospital, and she was told not to visit him for a few days, for fear that there would be bad guys around him, so the three of them went home together after school.At the fork in the road, Jiang Yanling suddenly chose another road, letting Cheng Shi and Jiayi go first.

"Lingling, where are you going, aren't you going home?" Jiayi asked her.

"I'll go to Dongqing's side."

"Who is Dong Qing?" Cheng Shi asked curiously.

"She's my brother