[Korean Entertainment] Just look at me

Quan Zhilong returned home.

The family never talked about what happened before, as if nothing had happened, and gave Quan Zhilong the most cordial care.

Turn off the mobile phone, do not go online, and rarely watch TV.Quan Zhilong locked himself up.

Lying in bed at night, I can't help but think of when I was a trainee, when everything was full of hope.Every day, I squeeze the subway with Yongbai, run together on the way to work, clean up the practice room together, and go to Dongdaemun to buy clothes together just for a chance to be on stage...

In the few months before debut, although it was sad, it was full of great joy to get closer to the dream step by step. No matter how tired I was, I didn’t feel tired, and even if I lost, I had more fighting spirit.

But now, Quan Zhilong felt that he could do nothing.

President, they must be very disappointed!

It costs a lot of money to be able to return to the team after adjustment, and now there is no hope.He had already suffered the blow, but now he had to add another layer because of himself.

Yongbai, top and Shengli are the ones who are sad, they worked so hard, Yongbai and Shengli's solo has just achieved good results, top has just made good progress in film and television, and they have paid so much, but they have to be restricted because of him .

And mother, she has always wanted to see her son have a future, she has devoted all her efforts to him since she was a child, and now, this is what he gave her in return.

Unable to fall asleep, Quan Zhilong got up and went to the bed, the lights outside the window were dim, and the lonely stars were dim.My own future is like these few lonely stars.

Sitting on the floor by the floor-to-ceiling windows, with his head leaning against the glass, tears flowed down his face involuntarily.

When was the last time you cried?

It was a long time ago!

He remembers that in 09, when someone accused him of plagiarizing other people's songs, he didn't cry. At that time, he felt the pain of being wronged, and the slander for no reason made him almost depressed. But now, he is still struggling with the pain I have no strength left, I just feel ashamed.

There seemed to be some sound floating in the black sky of the city.

It's a dirge.

Sad and melodious.

Lamenting can't help but make people feel sad.

Tears ran across the cheeks, and fell to the floor drop by drop, leaving traces of despair in the silent night.

Quan Zhilong seemed to see that the whole world became blurred, cracked, made a crisp sound, and then turned into fragments, falling off one by one.

At this time, Dong Yongpei was lying on the sofa in the living room, An Ning was sitting beside her, her feet were raised, and her sketchbook was placed on her lap. She was drawing a sketch with a pencil, and there was a rustling sound in his ear, which he remembered deeply. The sound that can easily touch the heartstrings.

"If I am no longer the sun from now on, will you still like me?" Dong Yong Pei asked in a low voice.

Although he knew that there should be no such doubts, Dong Yongpei wanted to get some positive answers.

What happened recently made him feel insecure!

An Ning continued to draw, and casually said, "When I liked you, were you the sun now?"

Dongyong Pei smiled, this is the affirmation An Ning gave him! "No, it's Dong Yong Bae! It's the sun who exists only for An Ning and doesn't cry alone in the dark."

"Now that you have encountered difficulties in your career, you can say that you are my own sun. Why didn't you say that before? Is it to please me and want me to take you in?"

"Nei, that's it. I'm facing difficulties in my career now, so at this time, you have to take me in!"

"Then how do you repay me?"

Dong Yongpei sat up and kissed An Ning on the cheek. "Is this an answer?"

An Ning looked at Dong Yongpei with some surprise: "Mo? Repay with beauty?"

Dong Yong Pei was speechless.

An Ning has officially graduated, but too many things have happened during this period, An Ning is not in a hurry to find a job, but spends time with Yong Pei Zhilong and the others.

On this day, An Ning and Dong Yong Pei were cooking at home when they received a call from Xi Cai.

An Ning, who was wearing an apron, held up her mobile phone with her wet hands and said, "Xicai, what's wrong?"

On the other side, Xi Cai's voice seemed a little anxious. "An Ning, have you seen Zhilong during this time? His cell phone can't be reached."

"mo?" An Ning was surprised, "Didn't you have no contact with Zhilong? Didn't you say you were just an idol?"

"Oh, I'll tell you about this later. Anyway, I ran into him accidentally once, and then I contacted him occasionally, asking for an autographed photo or something. How is he doing now?"

Hearing this, An Ning actually wanted to laugh, but thinking about Zhilong's situation, she couldn't. The smile on her face was extremely ugly. Fortunately, Xi Cai couldn't see it through the phone.

"He's at home now, and I haven't contacted him for several days. I originally said that I wanted to go to his house with Yongpei to look for him in the past two days. Do you want to go together?"

"Uh...to his house?" Xi Cai hesitated, "I'd better forget it! Is he in a bad mood now?"

"nei, when I saw him before, it was terrible. I always felt that I was not careful, hurt the members, and made everyone worry about him, so I persuaded him to go home and take a rest."

"Oh, as fans, there are still many people who believe in Zhilong. He shouldn't be depressed like this. At least, he should give some explanation to those who love him. Are we true fans worthy of being depressed for those who are not true love?"

"Ah, it turns out that Xi Cai is true love!"

Xi Cai became a little anxious, "Don't be kidding, I'm talking about being a fan, not what you think!"

"Nei, no kidding, if I see Zhilong, I will tell him this sentence."

After hanging up the phone, An Ning put the phone on the coffee table.

Dong Yongpei asked at the kitchen door, "Is it Xicai?"

An Ning replied: "nei!"

"How many years have I not seen her?"

"She has a connection with Zhilong, didn't Zhilong tell you?"

"no!"

"Well, I don't understand them. When are we going to find Zhilong?"

"Do you think Zhilong wants to see us now?"

"I don't know, but I still have to go, otherwise he will feel that he is lonely and sad, or that the members are blaming him. We have been friends for so many years, so we can't always avoid us!"

So, Dong Yongpei and An Ning really went to Zhilong's house to find Zhilong.

It was Zhilong's sister who opened the door and led them into Zhilong's room.

Seeing them coming, Zhilong smiled. "Why are you here?"

"Let's see how far you have reached in retreat?" An Ning replied.

"What realm do you need to cultivate to?"

"Invulnerability!" An Ning said seriously.

It made Quan Zhilong show his neat teeth. "Our An Ning is really funny, Yong Pei, you found a treasure."

Yong Pei smiled and was about to speak, but An Ning said first: "Mo? What is picking up? Could it be that I was thrown on the ground, and it's just fun for others to pick it up?"

Quan Zhilong: "Ah, you are not happy to say that you are a treasure?"

An Ning: "Well, what have you been doing at home these days?"

Quan Zhilong's smile became a little forced: "I don't do anything, I just eat and sleep all day long."

An Ning looked very surprised: "Really? But why didn't you gain weight? Did you secretly waste your brain writing songs at home? You won't release hundreds of new songs as soon as you come out next time, right?"

"How can it be so exaggerated? I haven't written a song recently, and even if I write, it's impossible for hundreds of songs to be so exaggerated!"

"Aren't you the Quan Zhilong who comes out with a song as soon as you close your eyes? Look at how fast your eyes are closed and opened!" An Ning blinked vigorously.

It made Dong Yong Pei and Quan Zhilong laugh.

When they were laughing happily, An Ning changed her tone of earnestness and said, "Zhilong, someone asked me to tell you that many fans have always believed in you and supported you, you should give them an explanation, and Instead of focusing on those who don't love you."

Quan Zhilong closed his smile, feeling a sense of enlightenment.Yes, there are still so many people who are willing to believe in him, why doesn't he pay attention and repay, but is influenced by people who don't like him? "Who told you to say that?"

"Xicai!"

"Oh!"

An Ning stared at Quan Zhilong: "Just an 'oh'? Why don't you tell me what's going on with you?"

Alas, Quan Zhilong felt that he really couldn't stand An Ning.Why is your mind so active?Always a simple sentence can take away the original feeling.So is it now gossip?

"There's nothing wrong with us, aren't we just old friends?"

An Ning is obviously not going to let Zhilong go. "But when I came back at the end of last year, you hadn't contacted yet."

"Half a year has passed, don't you know that many things are changing rapidly?"

"Yeah, it's changing rapidly!" An Ning also sighed, "Too many things can be changed in half a year, just like half a year ago we wouldn't know what will happen now, who knows what things will look like in half a year? We can All I do is try my best and prepare myself, maybe half a year later, everything will be different again!"

After An Ning and the others left, Quan Zhilong stared blankly in the room again.But this time, it seems to have some different ideas.

Thinking about his state before the accident, Quan Zhilong thought, maybe now is just the time for him to think carefully.

Happiness is not about achieving great achievements. Of course it is fun to realize your dreams, but being with your family and people you like is happiness!

People can't force everyone to believe that you like you and support you unconditionally. As long as there are still people who are willing to believe in themselves, they can't live up to her trust, right?

In the evening, my sister came to ask Quan Zhilong for dinner.

The whole family sits at the same table together, eating home-cooked food cooked by their mother, and occasionally chatting about home-cooked food.Quan Zhilong was suddenly moved so much that he wanted to cry.Such a beautiful thing, why did he wait until now to find out?

At any time, he will not have nothing.He still has family and friends who love him!

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Fortunately, it's not too late!