[Korean Entertainment] Just look at me

2010, San Francisco.

"Xiaomin, can you help me get the ticket I want?"

Xiaomin rolled his eyes speechlessly, "I regret letting you see their pictures on my computer four years ago!"

"why?"

"Because spraying my computer with water is just the beginning of all tragedies, and now I have to write programs and make software to grab tickets for you."

"I will thank you very much!" An Ning is very good at reading faces when she is asking for something.

"How can I thank you?"

"Let's talk after we get the tickets!"

On July 7st, Taeyang's first official album ranked No. 1 and No. [-] in the R&B section of the iTunes rankings in the United States and Canada, becoming the first overseas artist to enter this list.

From the young boy with black hair and afro when he first debuted, to the Asian idol who is as imposing as any stage singer and can stand on his own, in the past few years, he has experienced too much and grown too much.

All these trials and achievements made him the most dazzling sun.

What An Ning asked Xiao Min to buy for her was the tickets for the Sun San Francisco Fan Club.

When Xiao Min came to An Ning with two tickets to the Sun Fan Club, An Ning's face was full of joy.But……

"Why are there two?"

"I go with you!"

"Uh, no need..." Seeing Xiao Min's threatening eyes about withdrawing the ticket, An Ning immediately changed her words, "That's really great!"

There is no way, he is so popular now, even in the United States, the tickets for his fan club are sold out in seconds!

When queuing up with tickets to enter, An Ning looked very excited like an ordinary fan, and there was an emotion in her heart that was called reunion after a long absence.Hyomin kept making black lines beside her, not knowing whether it was because of despising her behavior or being squeezed by the crowd.

Fan club venues are smaller, different from concerts.

An Ning and the others bought tickets for the front station area.

Before the opening, looking at the fans next to him holding the crown lamp and his photo, An Ning felt a sense of pride in his heart, this person you admire is my good friend!

But, after being away for so long, will they still be good friends?

Whether we will meet again or not is already to the extent that we can only say "hi, long time no see".

He is now the most influential Asian superstar, and he is going to the world.But I'm just an ordinary college student, and I'm already in a completely different circle from him!

Did he commit suicide too?

Looking back now, if she did it all over again, she would still leave.In the past few years in San Francisco, although I will miss it, it is really peaceful.

In the quiet days, An Ning learned to be grateful, and no longer blamed her mother, because she understood that she was also very hard, and no longer fantasized about why Yong Pei didn't keep her before she left, because it was her choice.

It's just that alienation is the imprint of time, which cannot be easily erased.

Just like the relationship between An Ning and her family, although she didn't hate or complain, and started to be grateful, but the feeling of intimacy was hard to get back.Alienation is a habit, but getting close is embarrassing.

So, if we meet Yong Pei again, will it be the same?

When the five of them held a concert together in South Korea, she could actually go to see it.After all, in 08, she flew from San Francisco to Beijing to watch the Olympics!It was not difficult to fly back to watch their concert, but An Ning never went.

I don't know why, but there is always an awkward feeling in my heart.I don't want to go to their concert like an ordinary fan, I hope to be invited, I hope to be the VIP seat that I joked a long time ago.

I don't know if others are the same as me.Although I left first, I still hope that I will be found first. Although I know that he has no contact information, I still hope that he will use all means to find me, come to me, and come to him like a prince. The princess said, "Come back with me, and I will protect you."

Although such fairy tale dreams are ridiculous, they often appear in peaceful dreams.

But now, An Ning understands that not everything will develop according to her script, life has too many coincidences and too many possibilities.

It's not that I didn't find you, or I don't care; not every little thought of yours can be guessed by the other party; it's not that anyone is destined to lose something, maybe it's just because I didn't strive for it, didn't cherish it, and didn't understand the true meaning of so-called possession.

Now, An Ning understands that in fact, she has always been lucky, and there will always be someone by her side to accompany her through the most difficult times.It was true in Korea, and it was true in San Francisco.

In fact, I miss him very much, and it just so happens that he came to California to perform, so it seems unreasonable not to come and see him.

It's actually not bad to be able to watch him shine like ordinary fans.

He is still the sun that can illuminate her life...

Putting aside the hypocrisy, An Ning, as a friend, as a fan, is sincerely happy to see his success.

The lights are on, the rhythm is sounding, and the fan club has begun.

When the sun came out, An Ning held the crown lamp and screamed loudly with other fans to support him.

In the four years since his debut, he has gradually faded away from the youthful traces and became the king on the stage.Listen to him say: "are youredey, sanfrancisco?"

An Ning remembered the boy who stammered "my English not well" before the church in 03.

Time carved his edges and corners.

The crowd was crowded, and An Ning looked up at her sun.

At this moment, Xiao Min was squeezed close to An Ning's back by the crowd, with both hands protecting An Ning's side.An Ning just stayed in the small space supported by his arms.This first intimate contact made Xiaomin a little uncomfortable, but also a little excited. The noise around him seemed to have nothing to do with him, as long as he guarded the people in front of him, it would be fine.

Following An Ning's gaze to the man who attracted many eyes on the stage, Xiao Min suddenly felt very depressed.Isn't he too generous to accompany her to see other men's performances?Glancing at the excited girls around him, Xiaomin comforted himself, it's just chasing stars, it doesn't matter.Besides, compared to those girls who were so crazy that they fainted in tears, the tranquility in his arms was much calmer.

The "calm" An Ning just looked at that person, thinking about the past.

Sun on stage likes to interact with fans.The venue is relatively small, so if Sun stands at the front of the stage, fans can touch his legs.

His interaction provoked screams from the fans.More fans rushed forward and stretched out their hands, wanting to touch their idols.

An Ning was staggered by the crowd coming from behind, Xiao Min quickly reached out from behind to wrap her around her, and directly held her in his arms to prevent her from being pushed down.

At this time, An Ning took out a note paper and a pen from the small bag on her side, and wrote "anny, (phone number)" on it.

Xiaomin looked at it strangely, what are you doing on the phone!

But An Ning left her embrace and squeezed to the edge of the stage.At this moment the sun is kneeling on the ground and singing.With lightning speed, An Ning stuffed the note paper with her phone number written on it into Taiyang's white boots, then immediately turned around and pulled Xiao Min to squeeze out.

Dong Yongpei felt something was stuffed into his shoe, but years of stage experience made him not show his face, he continued to sing his own song, stood up slowly and looked at the fans naturally, wanting to see who was going There was something stuffed in his shoe.But the lights were too dim, and there were so many people in the audience, he didn't notice anything unusual.

Maybe it's just a prank by crazy fans, but fortunately, it doesn't affect dancing too much.

When the halftime went to the backstage to change clothes, Dong Yongpei hurriedly took out the things in the shoes, and he was shocked at just one glance, it was anny, it was her...

After being surprised, I couldn't help laughing.Sure enough, it was her style, seemingly quiet, but she would go offline when people least expect it. With such a sudden post, Dong Yongpei felt that she was going to drive him crazy.

The staff kept urging him to change his clothes. Before he had time to think about it, Dong Yongpei quickly put away the note paper, put it in his pants pocket, changed into his clothes and went on stage to continue performing.

From time to time, he looked in the direction just now, but still did not find An Ning, so Dong Yong Pei had to give up.

On the other side, Xiao Min, who witnessed An Ning's whole behavior, couldn't help but said while being dragged away by An Ning: "Are you crazy, is it useful to leave his number? He is a star, he has so many fans, why? I will see you! What are you thinking?"

Crazy, crazy, An Ning must be crazy!

An Ning walked forward quickly, the concert was only halfway through, and there were not many people who showed up early, so compared with when they entered in the afternoon, this street looked particularly deserted.

"It's really crazy. It's okay to chase stars for four years. Do you still want to develop with them now? An Ning, do you know what you are doing?" Xiao Min seemed a little excited.

"I know!" Different from Xiao Min's irritability and excitement, An Ning's tone was calm, even revealing joy, as if he had finally accomplished such a great thing.

"You...what are you thinking?" Xiao Min pulled An Ning who was still walking forward, and stopped on the side of the road, wanting An Ning to explain his behavior.

"Well, are you asking what I'm thinking now, or what I was thinking when I just stuffed the note?" An Ning asked with her head tilted.

"What are you thinking now?"

"Wondering if he'll call me."

Xiao Min was angry, and continued to ask: "What happened just now?"

"I'm thinking, he must be very surprised!"

sky!Xiao Min gave up, pursed his lips and pulled An Ning to go back quickly, talk slowly after going back, otherwise she would be mad at her.The problem of chasing stars should be guided slowly!Just let her know it's not love.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, An Ning was still sitting on the bedside holding her mobile phone.

When the phone rang, An Ning took a deep breath and pressed the answer button.

"Tranquility!" Dong Yongpei's voice sounded even deeper through the phone, as if it had been stained by night fog.

"How do you know it must be me?" An Ning said softly.

"You left your name."

"But there are countless people called Anny here!"

"You're the only one I know." Dong Yongpei smiled silently while holding his mobile phone. He was a little tired and his throat was uncomfortable, but he was very happy, "Besides, probably only you can do such a thing."

"What, have an opinion?"

"No."

"..." An Ning didn't know what to say for a while.

"peaceful!"

"Ok?"

"I am very happy!"

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