[Korean Entertainment] Just look at me

An Ning, thinking that you didn't get used to it when you first came to Korea, and now you're going to the United States, will you also get used to it?

But you didn't even speak Korean at the beginning, but your English is very good. Now you should meet new friends there soon.

Remember what I said, don't trust others easily!

If you are so simple, you will definitely not be able to do it.

Then, please don't like others easily, because I am waiting for you!

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Now that we have entered the debut preparation period, we have cameras to record our practice and life every day.I don't know if you will be able to see these records when we debut.But in my heart, I will share with you every day what is happening around me, as if you are still by my side.

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In addition to Da Shengxian and Xiao Shengxian, the people selected for this casting also have Jiang Dasheng.Zhilong said to me quietly today: "Are we going to debut with him? Are our looks really on the same level?"

I answered him: "Almost!"

Then Zhilong actually said: "You have to give up on yourself and don't drag me!"

Do you think Zhilong is narcissistic to a certain extent?Do you still remember when he walked with his head tilted for more than half a month because the president said he didn't have the aura of a rapper?Now he still likes to tilt his head when he sings, but he doesn't need to do it deliberately, he already has a natural momentum.

Jiang Dalou is a boy who loves to laugh. Although many people in the company think he is not handsome, in fact, I think the boy who loves to laugh is very comfortable to look at, and he will not be annoying.Also, he sings really well. At first I thought I would be the lead singer in the group, but no one can beat him for the position of lead singer now.

But don't worry, I won't be compared to him just like that!

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Today the president talked to us.He said that our performance at se7en's concert in Japan made him speechless with anger, and said that it was less than 15 points compared to what he expected, which made him feel ashamed and wanted to get into a mouse hole.

Hearing such criticism is not sad, but self-blame.It is our responsibility not to live up to the expectations of the president.I feel guilty for failing to live up to the president's expectations.

But I don’t know what kind of physique Zhilong is. When the president gave a lecture, I actually laughed out loud. The president found out, and then the president said, “Zhilong, you’ve practiced for six years, do you want to go home?” At this point, Zhilong must be very sad, but I still can't understand why he can still laugh when he is trained so badly.Is it because the president criticized me alone after criticizing the two of us, is he gloating?

Is it possible?

I decided not to sympathize with him this time!

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Today, Da Shengxian was reprimanded by the teacher again because he couldn't dance well.

And you know what he said?

After the teacher left, he looked at Zhilong enviously and said, "Sure enough, as An Ning said, smaller people are more flexible! Zhilong xi dances so well because of his small stature!"

Then he was beaten by Zhilong!

Zhilong is our captain now, maybe because of the responsibility of the captain, he is very good at training people now.But he hardly ever scolds Dae Seung Hyun and me because we are older brothers.

But sometimes Da Shengxian really deserves a beating when he is stupid.

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Today the president asked us to divide into two teams, three on three for a dance competition, and then appointed Zhilong and Xiao Shengxian to lead a team each.To be honest, this made me a little lost.

I feel in my heart, shouldn't I be the one who leads a team with Zhilong?

But it cannot be denied that Xiao Shengxian's dance is indeed very strong.Everyone is so strong, even I, who has already signed, will feel a sense of crisis.

In the end, I formed a team with Xiao Shengxian and Da Shengxian, and Xiao Shengxian was mainly responsible for the choreography.

Zhilong and the others quickly choreographed the dance and have entered the practice stage, but we didn't even choose the music.I was actually very anxious in my heart. Even if I wasn't the team leader, I still wanted to win.

Now, any opportunity to perform is very important to us, I will make [-] points of effort, you will support me!

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Because we had to do hairstyles when we debuted, we can’t cut our hair short now, and my hair grew a lot longer.

I don't know if you like me the way I am now?

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The three-on-three dance duel has not yet started, the company asked us to participate in se7en's mv in order to let us adjust our nervousness.In fact, we all know that the company wants to save production costs.But we are still very happy to have the opportunity to perform.

My brother is an actor, and I also have rich experience in MV performances, so don't worry about me, I will definitely do well.

Before the filming started, Zhilong kept saying "Please pay attention to our acting skills" to the camera. I also want to say, please pay attention to our acting skills!Maybe you'll see me in se7en hyung's new mv when it's released.

Se7en hyung's appearance in formal clothes is really handsome!Maybe one day in the near future, I can also become so handsome and become the center of the camera.

You will look forward to seeing me back then!

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Today is the day of the dance showdown.Before President Yang came, we changed into performance costumes and painted mask makeup.

I have to praise Xiao Shengxian's choreography ability.Based on the African aboriginal dance, there are many freestyles in the creation, which are not chaotic and creative, plus the slightly weird and funny makeup on the face, which shows vitality and makes people feel mysterious at the same time. It can catch people at once Sight, and stimulate people's curiosity and desire to explore.The dance is rich in content and novel in form, and even the president is amazed when he sees it.

Zhilong later told me that the president opened his mouth in surprise when he saw us blowing out the white powder from our palms.That was an expression the president would never show normally.I feel a sense of accomplishment to be able to make the always strict president show such an expression, and I finally got the president's approval.But the big hero is Xiao Shengxian, because the dance idea is his.While being happy, I will blame myself for not having such innovative ability.

When President Yang commented, he called our team Yongbai. Although he was happy that President Yang affirmed me at that time, he felt sorry for the young and old. He choreographed the dance. It should be Xiaoshengxian’s team.

Young and old who have put in a lot of hard work may feel disappointed when they hear the name "Team Youngbae".

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Today is probably the saddest day since I became a trainee, not only sad, but also embarrassing.

The president criticized me when he talked to us today. If the criticism was only pointing out the shortcomings, I would not be so sad, but he said to the younger brothers, "If you continue to practice like this, you will become like Yongbai".

I feel ashamed to be denied this in front of my younger brothers.

An Ning, I will embarrass you like this!It's a good thing you didn't see me like this.

After I came out of the president's office, I found it difficult to face Zhilong and the younger brothers, and I also felt very disgusted when I saw the practice room.I really want to go to church, but when I think of church, I think of you. I can’t let you see me at the end when you come back!So, no matter how embarrassing it is, you still have to persevere!

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I went back to Uijeongbu today to visit my seriously ill grandpa. Grandpa was lying on a white hospital bed, looking so old and thin.Suddenly, there was a feeling that the child wanted to raise but could not be loved.

At this moment, I realized how many things I had neglected for my dream!

At the beginning, I must have ignored you like this.

Understand too late.I hope grandpa gets better as soon as possible, and I must see the day when his most beloved grandson will have a future.

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The president decided to let us perform as backup dancers at Se7en's concert, and we will be selected based on our performance on stage, and those who don't do well will be eliminated.

Da Shengxian's dance is still always criticized by the teacher. Dancing is his weakness, but the stage he is selected for is to perform as a backup dancer.He is also practicing desperately now, and often does not go back to the dormitory to sleep in the early morning, practicing dances in the company.

After passing se7en's test, we finally have to wait for the selection stage.

But during the rehearsal, I had a problem. I fell while doing a backflip and hurt my finger.

Why can't I do backflips that I have done no less than a thousand times since I practiced?In addition to guilt and self-blame, I was suddenly very nervous.If such an accident happened during the performance, all my hard work and all the things I lost in pursuit of my dreams would be meaningless and ridiculous.

After putting on makeup and waiting to go on stage, Da Shengxian said: "This is really the last stage for the six of us, there is no other way, we really have to work hard to do our best, don't mind the result, let go of everything, Do your best!"

This sentence is the voice of each of us.I will do my best to live up to my six years of youth, the people who love me, and my dreams.

An Ning, cheer for me!

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The performance is over, and it's time for the president to make a decision.

That moment was so cruel to us, as if the power of life and death was controlled by someone, waiting to be judged.

The president said that he was sorry to decide our lives from his point of view.However, our life is actually chosen by ourselves, it is we who choose to take this path, and we are chasing our dream of becoming a singer.Dreams may come true at this moment, and hope may be lost at this moment.

Looking at these companions who worked hard together, chased dreams together, sweated and shed tears together, they all seemed to be looking at another self. I don't want anyone to leave, because I don't want to see any dreams fall.

But the decision-making power is not mine.

When Zhilong and I were announced to stay, we were indeed relieved, but this feeling was not happy, probably because the atmosphere was too depressing.

Xiao Shengxian and Zhang Xiansheng were announced to leave.When we sent them away, we couldn't help but shed tears. I dare not imagine their despair at the moment. That feeling will make my heart feel like being squeezed and painful, like the desperate person is It's me.

I have been so lucky to have been favored by so many people, thank you all.

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Xiao Shengxian and Zhang Xiansheng returned to the company for practice.Because the president promised to lend them the practice room when the practice room is empty.

So they always practice in the wee hours of the morning.

Physical exhaustion and hard work are secondary, and their hearts bear too much.Such a hopeless setback was too much to bear once, but they decided to try again.

I began to admire their dedication to their dreams.

In the end, Xiao Shengxian managed to stay and became our youngest.

And Zhang Xiansheng left without regret.

For us who are chasing the same dream, not being able to go to the end together is a more sad thing than setbacks.

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We've already started recording our debut single.

An Ning, you will see me on tv and online soon.

However, will we go to the United States so quickly?