[Korean entertainment] beige

"I don't want to help her do those things anymore. I don't want to stand behind her so cowardly. I love her more than you. You are an artist, right? You can't accompany her at all."

"Do you know now? She is not so pure and kind in your eyes, but I can accept even the most real her, can you?"

Telling the truth, the man's aggressive words did not make the smile on Xin Mi's face recede.It seemed that he hadn't heard anything.

"No, no, OPPA, what he said is not true, he is crazy, he is crazy, OPPA." Shen Yinen pushed the man out of the door with all his strength, and the man looked at her with helpless eyes , then took a deep look at Simmi, and left on her own initiative.He knew that it was impossible for Shen Yinen to be with this person.

This, she made the fake come true, the person she really likes, this love made of lies, it is impossible to continue.In this case, Yinen, she will still be that bad girl who will not give her heart, will not fall in love with him, and will not fall in love with others.This is the best way.

She just needs to continue to be a bad child and not become good because of one person, so even if she loves to play and do those strange things, she can continue to let him act for her.

As long as she is, don't fall in love with others.In that case, he couldn't bear it anymore.Thinking of this, the expression on the man's face was so gentle that it was sickly.

As for Xin Mi and Shen Yinen who were staying in the apartment, none of them spoke at this time.

Shen Yinen closed the door, leaned against it, and looked at Xin Mi standing there sideways, his side face was still deep and handsome, his eyes covered by the shadow of the brim of his hat were completely invisible.

Just like that, after calling her name from beginning to end, he listened to the man finish everything.

Shen Yinen's eyes were red, she really panicked, she didn't expect that man would dare to answer her phone secretly, and even called Xin Mi here.She was too worried about him, and in the end...

She staggered towards Simmi, grabbed his hanging left hand with both hands, and said in a crying voice: "OPPA, talk to me, talk to me, I made a mistake, I will change it, don't do this, just talk to me , OPPA..."

The more she spoke, the more uncomfortable she became, tears finally rolled down her cheeks from her eyes, and Simmi, who had been motionless, finally moved, and he slowly pulled his hand out of her hand.

Shen Yinen stared at him with wide eyes, but saw that he turned to face her, rubbed her head with a smile, but when she wanted to grab the hand on top of her head in surprise, he took it back without the slightest bit of nostalgia.

Shen Yinen knelt down on the ground with no strength, looked up at Xin Mi, and finally found that the eyes that were clear and gentle in the past were dim and dull, but the corner of his mouth was still curved like that.

"OPPA, I love you, I really love you, don't leave me." Shen Yinen was too scared, this kind of Xinmi, this kind of him.So far away from her, so far away.

She stretched out her hand, crying and grabbing the hem of Xinmi's coat, talking non-stop.

Seeing that Xinmi's eyes moved, he finally squatted down.He took out a tissue from his pocket, and gently helped her wipe away the tears on her face. He looked at this pear-blossoming rainy face with his watery eyes, making his heart beat, sad, and so concerned. , Let yourself be so heart-piercingly painful.

Because of his actions, Shen Yinen cried more and more.She sobbed, stretched out her hand to cover the back of Simmi's hand, said more words, but lost the courage to speak out.She looked at him with blurred vision, and it took a long time to see clearly, only to realize that this handsome young man who wiped away his tears gently, had already covered his pretty face with tears.

But he still looked at himself tenderly, his foggy eyes were full of fragments.In this way, slowly, he wiped away his tears.

At that moment, Shen Yinen only felt a pain exploding from her heart, which made her almost suffocate.

She hurt him, she hurt her favorite boy with her own hands.

She actually let him cry like this.

Finally, she who was on the verge of fainting heard his words that seemed to be squeezed out bit by bit from her throat, with a little trill: "Yeah, so why are you doing things that hurt me in the name of loving me. "

"You are not a bad child, at least you are in my heart, and you have never been. The child I accepted, I only know that she smiles as brightly as the sun, cares about me, and always retreats where I can see, see looking at me. I thought I knew her."

"But, Yin En, so these were all fake from the beginning?"

"This child I trust, has she been lying to me from the beginning?"

Listening to the trembling in his voice, listening to his choked question.

"miya...OPPA...ah..." Shen Yinen was crying so much that she couldn't utter a complete sentence, she could only call him over and over again, she wanted to say sorry, she wanted to say, really really sorry.

Just let me hurt, it's obviously my fault, why did you suffer the most pain.

"I wish I could forgive you, but, miyanei [sorry], I can't help it."

"Yin Eun, at least thank you for making me feel happy."

After he finished speaking, his throat seemed to be blocked by something.He stroked her hair for the last time, and slowly stood up. After standing upright, his body shook slightly, but he reached out and pressed the brim of his hat without noticing it.

Then, he lowered his head towards Shen Yinen and showed a last smile. The color of his nose and lips was so red that it made him look more and more fragile at this moment, as if he would be torn to pieces in the next second. He said in a low voice, bringing With a little nasal sound, it still sounds good: "Yin En, goodbye."

After finishing speaking, he walked around her, walked straight out step by step, and finally opened the door to leave.

The sound of the door closing was barely audible.

Even the way he said goodbye was unbelievably gentle.

It's just that there is no way to go again and experience this kind of tenderness.

At the end of the whole "202", only Shen Yinen's broken cry echoed.

This love, which started with her willful hunting, ended with a loss for both sides.

Where should I go?

After coming out, it was already dark, and the wind was blowing on Xinmi's face after tears had dried up, feeling a little painful.

But this kind of pain is far less than the kind of pain in my heart.

It really hurts, it hurts more than the foot is injured and it hurts to keep practicing, it hurts more than being sprayed by fireworks.It hurt so much that he wanted to fall down.

But he cannot fall.Can't fall down in disgrace.

Simmi twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled, he found that besides maintaining this expression, he no longer knew how to make himself look less embarrassed.So he took out the mask in his pocket and put it on.

This apartment was not very far from their dormitory, so he was going to walk back.

Just one person, quietly walking back.

He felt that his mind was clear and chaotic, like countless voices arguing, but also like a blank and quiet scary.He seemed to feel that something was peeling off from him bit by bit.But he has no ability to stop it.

She personally shattered the dream she gave him.

Even though, he seemed to be dying of pain.But he still resolutely chose to let go.

It's over, so he, Cha Xinmi, won't want broken things.Because he was afraid, he pierced his hands to pieces.

I'm afraid, if I take those pieces, I will feel even more pain.

However, this time, he began to clearly recall the abnormalities that he noticed but was ignored by him.

The photo incident mentioned by Li Shengxian and Quan Zhilong, Xin Mi did not know that it was Shen Yinen who posted the photo at that time, but he chose to tolerate it.

What's more, because he had never had a girlfriend before, he just thought at the time, maybe it was because he didn't formally introduce Shen Yinen to the people he knew, which caused the girls to feel uneasy?Because he couldn't figure it out, and he didn't want to argue with Shen Yinen in a questioning manner, so he chose to remain silent.

Even though she felt that Shen Yinen's behavior was wrong, Xin Mi was willing to give her a chance, no one would not make mistakes, maybe, he should tolerate her more.He thought it was right to treat his girlfriend like this, and Shen Yinen did not do similar things after that, which also made him think that this was right, so Xin Mi never mentioned it.

But it doesn't mean that he really knows nothing like Quan Zhilong and the others think.

However, he didn't know that when they were together, Shen Yinen didn't love him that deeply. What she did was just like what she did to those stars in the past, fearing that Xinmi would turn back after discovering her motives at the beginning. Come here to take revenge on her, and when you attack her, you can use this to threaten him. Of course, the most important thing is that she didn't have deep feelings for Xinmi at the beginning, so she made it out of the excitement of being with idols. move.

It can only be said that although Xin Mi has noticed some abnormalities in Shen Yinen, he still doesn't understand how different Shen Yinen's thoughts are from ordinary people.

Xin Mi thought, why did he become less wary of Shen Yinen in the first place?Perhaps, he was touched when he saw her vulnerable expression towards her ex-boyfriend.He had little contact with girls of the opposite sex in private, so Shen Yinen felt that Xin Mi was too naive at first.

Although he was trying hard to erect hard thorns, there was a kind of defense that strangers should not get close to, but when he really touched him, he found how soft he was.His vigilance is not mature enough after all.

After all, she didn't hold out hope at the beginning, Xinmi would give her a chance to get close because of a letter, but at this time, Xinmi was too innocent, and she cherished the fans' hearts too much, so Shen Yinen unexpectedly broke through the barrier. pass.

Of course, after passing her, Xin Mi will become more and more famous in the future, and she will never make such a rash move again.He was only 19, strictly speaking, he should be 18, he just never thought that he would meet such Shen Yinen, such complicated things.

Thinking about it now, I thought I just met a cute and gentle child and fell in love.Now I suddenly discovered that it was so complicated, even as terrifying as danger.

What if Shen Yinen didn't like herself?So what happens?So, I was as stupid as ever.What's the use of trying desperately to make other people think you've grown up?In the end, in the eyes of others, it was just a funny relationship.

Sometimes, the relationship between people is really strange, it seems that I have always seen it too simple.

There was a flash of disdain for herself in Xin Mi's eyes.For a while, I felt that there was no one more naive and stupid than myself.

Who is to blame?No one can blame it.

I can only blame you Cha Xinmi, I am not smart enough.

It seems that it has been sealed in a container and looked at the outside world, and now someone smashed it from the outside, so that you can really, see clearly, see how innocent and ridiculous what you think and do.

Probably because of such bad luck, when Xinmi was about to walk back to the dormitory, the rain suddenly started to fall at this moment.Pedestrians on the road were rushing to hide from the rain and run. Xinmi looked at them, but he was only thankful that no one would see him like this at a time like this.

Such an extremely embarrassed Che Xinmi.

The heavy rain hit his hat, making it painful.

He lowered his head and walked slowly in the rain until he finally felt the vibration in his pocket and took out his mobile phone, he couldn't see who was calling from it.Press to answer, and then put it to his ear, because his whole body was wet, his lips were white, and his whole body was trembling: "Yo...not blocked..."

Hearing the voice from his side, Quan Zhilong sensed something was wrong, and he said loudly: "Ah! Where are you now?!"

"Oh, I'll go back right away, hiong...right away..." But the child replied him in a confused tone, as if he didn't hear him at all.

Quan Zhilong became more and more flustered: "Brother, I'm going to pick you up, where are you, tell me where are you? Ah! Cha Xinmi!"

Until Quan Zhilong hung up the phone and rushed out of the dormitory, he saw the thin, trembling figure under the rain. He didn't bother to open the umbrella, and rushed over to pull the child into the dormitory building.

Finally arrived at a sheltered place, Quan Zhilong turned around and yelled: "Aren't you going to find a place to hide from the rain? Ah? You're not afraid of being healthy, are you?!"

He wanted to say something more, but found that the child kept his head down. He took off his hat and mask, and the water dripped from the child's chin and hair, which made the red-eyed child in Quan Zhilong's eyes at this moment, It was even more worrying, the expression on his face was blank, and his eyes were dim.

At this time, Quan Zhilong had already guessed it.

Sure enough, Simmi still knew.

And Xinmi, whom he least wanted to see, finally appeared like this.

He gritted his teeth, watching Simmi shivering subconsciously because of the cold, as if he had just recovered from the cold, he shrunk his nose, and then gave him a hard smile.

Not brilliant, but a heartbreaking smile.It makes you feel like your eyes are red.

It's terribly stupid, but it also makes people feel distressed as hell.

I don't want to show my sadness, so I just pretend to be calm, as if nothing happened: I'm fine.Don't worry bro.

His smile was exactly what he said to Quan Zhilong.

Quan Zhilong finally couldn't bear the overwhelming emotions in his heart, stretched out his hand and hugged this heartbroken but desperately brave child into his arms, he hugged his head with the palm of his hand and pressed it to his neck, and hugged his waist tightly with one hand between.It's the same as locking him firmly within his own protection range.

"Does it hurt? Just cry out when it hurts. Brother is here, it doesn't matter. Brother is here."

"It's okay, it doesn't matter what you do in front of brother, don't laugh like this, don't laugh like this. qiebai [please]" Please cry, don't laugh like this.

Quan Zhilong could feel that after he finished speaking, the body in his arms vibrated visibly, and then began to tremble slightly.Then, there was something hotter than cold rainwater, and a lot of liquid dripped on Quan Zhilong's neck, giving him the illusion of being scalded.

Quan Zhilong even thought in a daze that today is the child's birthday.

Obviously, at this time, it should be, smiling.

mine, brother.

Obviously it should be, happy to welcome his 19th birthday.

But he was crying in such pain and suppressed.

Crying like a poor abandoned child.

He clenched his back molars tightly and hugged Xinmi even tighter.His heart was clenched into a ball because of Xin Mi's tears, and the pain was severe. Even because of the pain, Quan Zhilong's body twitched slightly, but he still hugged the sad child tightly in his arms, and did not relax. Divide the effort.

It's like hugging your own world, more like, supporting a world for him.

I'm sorry, brother didn't protect you well.

I am sorry.

Let you, after all, still have this painful memory.

sorry.

Meter.