[Korean entertainment] beige

The next day, Xinmi woke up very early, but he looked at Li Shengxian who was still sleeping soundly, and pushed him to wake him up. Li Shengxian opened his eyes, rubbed his eyes very tiredly, then turned his head and fell asleep again.

Xin Mi is only one month older than Li Shengxian. Although he was autistic, as he grew up, he gradually has a sense of responsibility to take care of Li Shengxian and protect Li Shengxian.This is something that others don't know, but Xin Mi is very stubborn.

Because I am an older brother.

During this period of time, Li Shengxian was really tired.So Xin Mi hesitated for a long time, looking at Li Shengxian's deep dark circles, he didn't wake him up, and he didn't get up either.

Maybe it's because Xinmi's brain structure and way of thinking have always been different from ordinary people. This kind of behavior of staying up in bed when he first arrived will give artificial people a negative impression, and it's just because Xinmi wants the tired Li Shengxian to sleep for a while.

As for why he didn't get up early either, Simmi just thought that would create a contrast.As if he is a good younger brother and Lee Seung Hyun would be lazy and stay in bed.It's not that he doesn't understand South Korea's strictness on the relationship between elders and children, but because he understands, he can't let Li Shengxian face the reprimand at that time alone.Even if it's bad, he wants to bear it with Lee Seung Hyun.

So now all he thinks is, anyway, if we want to be scolded at that time, let's go together.

Of course, if he was more mature, he wouldn't think this way anymore. After all, it's not a good thing to give people a bad impression when he first came here, but at that time, he was only a 15-year-old boy. Go childish, and protect people who care about.

Under normal circumstances, Xinmi always makes people feel that his performance is too weak, but, is this really the case?

Xin Mi adjusted the quilt for Li Shengxian, and lay down on her own carefully, but she opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling without a trace of sleepiness.

Hmm... a little dizzy.

After a while, I heard noises from outside, probably because other people got up.

Xin Mi gently sat up again, paying attention to the situation outside.After a while, he heard a knock on the door. He looked nervously at Li Shengxian who was asleep, and then heard the voice of the smiling brother named Dong Yongpei from yesterday: "Aren't you up yet? Xiao Shengxian? Xin rice?"

Xin Mi got off the bed and opened the door, but her body skillfully covered the situation in the room.

Let Shengxian sleep for a while...for a while...Xin Mi muttered to herself.

Dong Yongpei was taken aback by the sudden appearance of those big sober dark gray eyes: "Hey, are you up yet?" Then he looked at Xinmi who was wearing a blue pullover T-shirt with a messy bang on his forehead, The chubby face in the hat has no expression, but it makes people want to pinch it.

This kid seems to like clothes with hats...

Yong Pei, who observed the details, spurned the itchy self in his heart, and then smiled: "The first day I slept in the dormitory, are you still used to it? Tell brother if you remember anything."

In fact, Xin Mi was secretly looking at the smiling brother. His latent defensiveness made it difficult for him to get acquainted with others quickly, but from what he said just now, he could feel that this brother was as warm and genuine as the smile on his face. smell.

kindness.Not a false mask that makes people uncomfortable.

So Xinmi blinked, he pays attention to his voice during vocalization period, so he keeps the volume down, which is the kind that can be heard by others, and it sounds very comfortable and well-behaved "Ah, thank you, Brother Yongpei .”

The pleasant voice made Yong Pei's hands itch a little more.Ah, brother or something, he is really a healing type!Big eyes, slightly round bun face, all kinds of round, chubby Xinmi may not look outstanding in the eyes of girls, but in the eyes of Yongpei who is a boy and an older brother, he is very cute and lovable.

In addition, Xinmi is short and growing, she looks small, her skin is fair and tender, and she doesn't have any pimples that a teenager should have. She is just like a chubby mascot, and her voice is nice.Dong Yongpei thought he knew why Dacheng was so close to this younger brother in the first place.Dacheng, who is a doraemon lover, has no resistance to such a fat and cute brother!

Speaking of it, Xinmi looks a bit like Doraemon in this way, first of all, they are all round.

He stretched out his hand and shook it in front of the brother with a pair of smiling eyes. Seeing that there was no reaction, Xin Mi blinked, grabbed the straps hanging from both sides of the clothes and hat with both hands, and squeezed her face tighter with a little force. In the hat, I don't know what the situation is.

Dong Yongpei came back to his senses, looked at Xinmi's movements, and still couldn't help touching Xinmi's head, ahhh... so smooth and soft...

Dong Yongpei maintained the warm smile on his face and said: "Get up, go to the company with your brothers in a while, you are not familiar with this area. By the way, you and Xiao Shengxian are both from Gwangju?"

Xinmi was a little uncomfortable with the intimate action just now, but she didn't show it. She nodded and said obediently: "Nei."

Dong Yongpei patted him on the shoulder, then looked around the room, and said casually, "Is Xiao Shengxian still awake?"

"No, he's putting on clothes." Xinmi, who hadn't moved at all, suddenly felt a little differently excited when he heard this. He stepped back and bowed to Dong Yongpei, "I'll come out with him in a while, Brother Yongpei will see you soon." "

Seeing the door closing quickly, Dong Yongpei couldn't laugh or cry.It's just changing clothes, and it's not impossible to watch. It seems that Xinmi and Xiao Shengxian have a very good relationship.

While thinking about it, he shook his head and walked towards the living room, hey, there are still two children.But it feels good.

After closing the door, Xin Mi let out a long sigh of relief, but looked at the head buried in the quilt on the bed, and smiled again.After thinking about it, I still pushed Li Shengxian awake in the past.

Li Shengxian who opened and rubbed his eyes saw Xinmi's expressionless face, and smiled in a daze.

"Good morning Simmi"

"Well, good morning"

Unlike Li Shengxian's strong adaptability, it is difficult for Simmi to truly integrate into a new environment, but he will not show it.And compared to Lee Seung Hyun's strong and confident forward style of doing things, Xinmi is really a very thoughtful child. After debuting, everyone in the show unanimously said that Xinmi's brain is very lively.

It looks quiet, but it is actually very thoughtful.Although sometimes people feel majestic ideas, but reveals a different kind of strange.This is also the reason why he belonged to the quiet type, but was able to join bigbang in the end.

But at this moment, Xin Mi looked at Li Shengxian volunteering to make tuna pancakes for everyone, and twitched the corner of his mouth.

As long as Li Shengxian is still here, he is not afraid of being so silent.Seung Hyun is great... Really... As for him... Simmi reached out and grabbed the hat on his clothes, and pulled it forward to cover his head unchanged for thousands of years.

In my own words... Maybe there is no way... But... You have to work hard... You must... Work hard...

But... it seems like I'm going to start losing weight first... the president said when we first met.

Walking over to help Li Shengxian take the eggs and pass them over, Xinmi's thoughts changed very quickly.

After brushing their teeth, the brothers who were sitting there waiting for breakfast watched the two youngest new members prepare breakfast.

Dacheng hesitated for a moment, stood up and wanted to help, Quan Zhilong, who was the latest to wake up at this time, came out of the room rubbing his eyes, he could only greet this brother first: "Brother Zhilong"

"En..." Quan Zhilong was angry about getting up. When he just got up, he always had no expression on his face. He responded lightly. He glanced at the two figures who were busy, and asked casually while sitting down in his seat: "What's the matter?" What are you doing?"

Yong Pei glanced at him: "Xiao Shengxian said he made food for us to taste."

Quan Zhilong didn't respond enthusiastically as he expected, and looked over there again before lowering his head and closing his eyes.Dacheng looked at Dong Yongpei's slightly worried expression and Quan Zhilong's obviously indifferent attitude, and sat down.

At the beginning, I didn't pay attention to it, but now it seems that Brother Zhilong's joining of Xinmi and the others is quite different from their attitude.

Zhang Xiansheng looked at the several people with different eyes, and kept silent.

At this time, the oldest Cui Shengxian knocked on the bowl with his chopsticks to break the atmosphere, and shouted like a child: "I'm so hungry, so hungry, so hungry!"

Everyone looked at him, Cui Shengxian was a little satisfied, that's what he wanted, it was so dead early in the morning, it was really bad!

When Li Shengxian, who had already finished it, heard it, he quickly distributed the finished tuna pancakes to everyone. Watching everyone eat it, a few brothers sighed in amazement, and the little tiger teeth were looming.

The first step, should be, not bad, right?

Li Shengxian was still holding the pot in his hand, turned his head and subconsciously looked for Xin Mi's gaze, the other party was standing behind him, wearing a hoodie, his big eyes were bent, his fleshy face made people want to rub it, Li Shengxian's uneasy heart calmed down.

This time, we must work hard not to make people feel impolite. Although it is not the original intention, it has to be changed.That way, Simmi won't have to work too hard.

Thinking about accepting those "gossips" with him when he participated in the Shinhwa show, but always understanding him and defending him and standing with him, Li Shengxian thought, he can no longer be malicious because of his own reasons, from entering At that moment, YG made this decision.

Isn't it just to be the youngest, isn't it to be the maknae who works hard without complaints? Although I am the eldest man at home so I don't know what to do at all, but I don't know what to do until I have to do things.

Moreover, not everyone has the opportunity to turn their dreams into reality.Even if it is a small trainee opportunity, you have to work hard.

After all, it won’t work without hard work, those memories told me.

I always take the bus back and forth between Jeolla-do, Gwangju and Seoul. I don’t have a place to live, so I can only take the last bus back every day. I miss the last return bus and spend the night curled up at Gangnam Station, sleeping next to Simmi. Night.Those days and nights that came over are about the indelible memories of growing up.

At the beginning, he was even reckless and self-confident. For the first time, he brought Xin Mi and the two of them 10 yuan to Seoul. They didn’t even know the way. They thought of being a taxi smartly, but they didn’t want to be caught because they couldn’t speak Seoul dialect. The taxi driver defrauded nearly half of the money by taking a long detour.Apologizing to Xinmi with guilt, he got the blunt "Shengxian pobo" comment from the other party, but his eyes were full of trust and comfort.There are more setbacks, big or small, that are too numerous to count, but because the two of them bear and support together, they are more persistent in getting through.

The hard work of those days may not be worth mentioning, but it is a precious experience that cannot be given up.

After being eliminated, I felt aggrieved because of the reason for being eliminated. I obviously didn’t really want to be lazy, but I just squinted for a while and was caught by the camera. Moreover, there are artificial and unchangeable factors such as the voice change period.

It was also even more angry that Xinmi, who was eliminated just like herself, and was ridiculed by some people for not only singing, but also dancing and even laughing at her appearance.

Obviously, they have worked so hard to overcome, mustered up the courage to stand on the stage over and over again, and never wanted to back down, Xin Mi, who worked hard, they didn't at all.I don't know.

Therefore, no matter how hard the experience is, I still want to work hard and work harder.

Because the future is still uncertain with such hard work, if you indulge yourself to get used to muddling along and giving up, when the future is lost, you will have nothing.If you lose the idea of ​​​​chasing this dream, then everything you have done and all the unwillingness to swallow will be nothing.

I can't stand ridicule, let alone the feeling that my efforts are denied and underestimated.

Besides, Simmi did not give up.Obviously, those who used to be so afraid of the crowd were obviously hurt more after participating in the competition. Whether it was the cold eyes of other players in the audience or the evaluation of the audience, Xin Mi, who was surrounded by so many strange eyes, still showed that kind of embarrassment. He couldn't deny the look in his eyes, as if he was holding an uncompromising reason, walking with him all the way here.

The real Xinmi is not what they look like in their superficial comments and eyes!

So, how can I give up?Li Shengxian looked at Xinmi and thought.

Unexpectedly, Quan Zhilong, who was eating breakfast without saying a word, suddenly raised his head, looked at the two smiling teenagers, and then lowered his head again.

cut…

Quan Zhilong actually met Li Shengxian and Xinmi earlier than Yongpei and the others.

And the first time he saw Seung Hyun, he recognized the Gwangju boy in the Shinhwa show at a glance.

Some showed off and asked him if he knew himself, but his words made Quan Zhilong remember him completely: "G-DRAGON grew up when he was young."

As for Lee Seung-hyun's flustered appearance and wanting to make amends afterwards, Quan Zhilong, who turned and walked away, didn't see it.

Don't let this kid fall into his hands.After watching that game, Quan Zhilong thought of it for the second time.

In addition, the name of another new trainee that Quan Zhilong remembered was a child named "Xin Mi" that he had heard from the president and the teacher.

Especially sharp timbre, very beautiful and great treble, compared to Dacheng's sunny voice, the voice is more like clear water.These comments from the president's mouth made Quan Zhilong a little curious.

And it is said that that person also made the president want to be recruited into YG training at a very young age.

So finally, I saw a real person with the teacher once.

The boy who came out of the recording room was as tall as his ears, wearing a hoodie that Quan Zhilong couldn't understand, with his chin resting on his collar, his fleshy bun face became more distinct, and his originally mixed-race facial features were destroyed. People probably only feel "fat".The eyes are obviously single eyelid but very big, those dark gray eyes are very rare, the pure natural effect is incomparable to any color contact lenses later, it is extremely beautiful.

Quan Zhilong stared at it for a long time and felt that it really looked like a cat's eyes.

But it was only the eyes, the rest of it was extremely ordinary, and even the fair and tender complexion only gave people the feeling of being too fleshy.With such a Xinmi, it is difficult for Quan Zhilong to think that the high note just erupted came from this slightly fat boy.Quan Zhilong looked at Xin Mi, and had a vague impression in his memory.

Oh, that humble kid who was in the draft with Lee Seung Hyun.

However, to be praised so much by the president and teacher, this kid is probably not as mediocre as in the draft.

If you look at it this close...

It's not easy to get close to people, how can I put it...too weak...Xinmi or something...In fact, it would be more appropriate to call it glutinous rice.

As a child, I don't feel confident, and I don't look very attractive.At that time, Quan Zhilong looked away after looking at it twice, and didn't pay much attention to it.

Little brother, isn't it cute when he is obedient and quiet?Don't be so brash as Lee Seung Hyun, but also have a bit of energy when the time is right.

Otherwise, it is not suitable for debut.

He likes the child's voice very much, but not necessarily the person.

I heard that like Lee Seung Hyun, he is 90 years old, and he is only 16 years old.

It's just more immature.

"What are you looking at?" After Simmi left, the teacher asked Quan Zhilong.

Quan Zhilong turned around and said with a smile, "It's nothing."

"Did you see that kid?"

"Well, I saw his voice." I said casually, and I didn't know how much truth was mixed.

"You kid" the teacher couldn't laugh or cry.Then he rubbed his chin, "But his voice, maybe, the president will really let him make a group debut with you guys."

What... Quan Zhilong thought in his heart at the time.

How come, just such a child.

Such a... not very likable kid.

Although these two children are only 15 years old, for Yong Pei Quan Zhilong who has been practicing in the company for so many years and has never met a child younger than himself, it seems that two children suddenly came to a family without children.

But Quan Zhilong, who already had Zhang Xiansheng before, was not too excited.

However, Quan Zhilong is still interested in these two new children, but it is far from a good impression.But his attitude and so on made others misunderstand that he was unfriendly.

Along with Lee Seung Hyun and Simmi himself.After all, the other party had never laughed before, and he didn't seem to want to talk to them.It can be seen at a glance.

In fact, at that time, Quan Zhilong felt ridiculous about Xiao Shengxian's excessive self-confidence, and even more disapproved.So the attitude is naturally neither salty nor weak.The feeling for Xin Mi is even less and more ordinary. This child who seems to have no bright spots except for his voice, and a slightly fat child, is not as impressed as Xiao Shengxian.

But in the future, who can say for sure.

Is not it?

The author has something to say:

In the early stage, Brother Long just tried to kill his favorability...→＿→Why don’t you like me? My glutinous rice is fat and cute. , after all, it’s too imaginary~ Just look at it and make it~