[Korean entertainment] beige

The first single of the same name "BIGBANG" was released on August 8 at MBC's Music Bank. The 30-minute stage included the introduction of DANSE by six people and a complete live performance of two songs.

The mood is even more nervous than when I appeared on the stage of the YGFamily World Tour concert in Seoul, maybe because I am closer to the fans in the audience.In short, Simmi seemed to be doing well at the time, and his calm performance, in fact, his mind went blank many times at that time.In Fan's eyes, he was the least talkative among several people, standing next to Li Shengxian who was similar in stature, wearing a singing suit, his small face was very calm, and he was extremely cute.

As soon as the voice came out, it made people look sideways.

The sharp voice and eyes in the performance are the advantages that let people know him the fastest.

It turned out that it was even harder after debut than after debut. If you said that before your debut, you had the feeling of not knowing if you could make a debut but still had to work hard, then after your debut, you will face a hundred times more difficult pressure. To win the love of the audience, to attract Fans still have to bear those malicious attacks.

Simmi closed the webpage and hugged his knees. Like Li Shengxian, he didn't think that he and his brothers were any worse.As far as appearance is concerned, whether it is TOP or Dacheng, he thinks he is very handsome.

What "the ugliest combination", he would not agree with that kind of words.

Thinking of this, Xin Mi's eyes dimmed for some reason.

In fact, the comments on the Internet tend to criticize their appearance, but for some reason, Xinmi receives more attacks. If people who don’t understand are talking about their appearance, then some of their fans also have such voices, such as Xin In addition to Mi's appearance, her voice is not as good as Dacheng Sun's, and her dance is not as good as Li Shengxian's.

Xinmi's outstanding and beautiful appearance, although he is a male, makes fans who tend to their respective OPPAs feel dangerous, and Xinmi's fan base is not as large as the other five, so naturally he became the most excluded member for a while.

Is this just like the Chinese phrase, internal and external troubles?

Xinmi stood up and looked at Li Shengxian who was already asleep, only to realize that it was so late without realizing it, but at this time, he could let himself show a tired and sad expression.

But it wasn't enough to really frustrate him.He made his debut with great difficulty, so he wouldn't just fall into a slump like this.

Xinmi pinched her cheeks, deeply feeling that people are sometimes strange creatures.In the past, he was fat and unattractive. Everyone didn't like him and denied him.Now he is thinner and looks better, but he is not recognized because of this.

Ah, it's really annoying, I don't know what to say.Xinmi scratched her hair irritably, opened the door and went out, preparing to drink something to make her feel better.

In fact, a lot happened during this time.

First of all, Lee Seung Hyun's little girlfriend, whom Xin Mi had only met a few times, broke up with Lee Seung Hyun, and then they ushered in their first showcase after their first fan meeting.

Finally, there is Miss J who was written by Quan Zhilong in the lyrics. Because Quan Zhilong left a message on her CY on her birthday, CY was turned off by fans, and Quan Zhilong was finally cut off by the other party. Contacted.

Thinking of this, Xinmi covered her mouth and thought seriously.

So, in fact, Zhilong brother was really played very simply from the beginning to the end, yes, is that so?It's also fortunate that a person as proud as Brother Zhilong will suffer so miserably in love.

Simmi shook her head.Recalling the night of the breakup, Li Shengxian also cried all night, and couldn't help but sigh.

love~

But he can only sigh in this way, after all, he is like Brother Yong Pei, so far he is still a love insulator and has never been in contact with that world.

Seeing Li Shengxian and Quan Zhilong like this, Xin Mi felt a little glad that she hadn't been exposed to that world yet.

While thinking, Xin Mi opened the refrigerator, only to find that all the drinks were taken away by Li Shengxian, the drink killer. Does a broken-hearted person use drinks to vent? !Lee Seung Hyun, your tears are actually caused by drinking too many drinks, right? !

Xin Mi, who urgently needed a drink at this time, thought frantically.Checking the time, Xinmi put on her clothes and prepared to go shopping.Anyway, let's blow the evening breeze by the way to relieve the bad mood.

After getting off the dormitory building, Xin Mi just took a few steps, and looked strangely at the shadow not far from the dormitory building.

Who is it?

The two figures noticed by Xin Mi, one was leaning against the wall and the other was standing. Before Xin Mi could see more clearly, the two of them seemed to have noticed his existence, turned their heads, and the standing figure Someone a little taller suddenly called out "Who's there?"

Scared by the sudden voice, Xin Mi took a step back, his already big eyes became round subconsciously, but now he finally saw who it was.

Brother Zhilong and...?

Simmi has never been in contact with circles outside of YG, let alone Kwon Ji-yong's circle of friends, so he doesn't know Lee Soo-hyuk.At most, he realized that this tall man was Quan Zhilong's friend.

Lee Soo Hyuk watched the child obediently salute from a distance, then nodded, and said to Quan Zhilong who was looking at him, "In the team?"

"Well, the second youngest." Quan Zhilong, who had a cigarette in his mouth, saw Xinmi, stubbed out the cigarette, and replied in a low voice, and then waved to Xinmi who didn't know whether to leave or stay, "Come here, with brother Say hello to friends”

Simmi walked over, wearing a dark blue hoodie and jeans, wearing a hat and a black scarf around his neck, revealing only a pair of dark gray eyes, bright and clear.He came over and called "Brother Zhilong", and after greeting Lee Soo Hyuk, he didn't speak anymore, just looked at people like this.

Lee Soo Hyuk smiled, "Why so small?" He had met Lee Seung Hyun before, and it was true that he looked small, but he didn't look like a maknae.

This makes people feel smaller, more like a maknae.

Simmi was confused.Quan Zhilong's tense face because of Jin Jiner's matter at night also relaxed. He pulled Simmi to his side and pulled down the scarf for him a little, so that Lee Soo Hyuk could see clearly, and then carefully tightened the scarf , looking at Simmi still wrinkling his nose uncomfortably, and seeing Lee Soo Hyuk's funny expression, he laughed and said, "Yeah, our team is really young."

After hearing this, Xinmi's expression became even more strange. What did Brother Zhilong say, I'm not a young lady.

Quan Zhilong naturally saw his thoughts at a glance, and couldn't help laughing. Seeing how tightly he was wrapped, he remembered to ask, "It's so late, why did you run out alone?"

"The drink is gone, buy a drink." Although Xin Mi felt that it was a bit embarrassing to say this, she still told the truth. Otherwise, she ran out in the middle of the night to let the captain, Quan Zhilong, know. , he and Li Shengxian are also under strict control in private, and the text messages will be checked by the team leader as usual.

Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, Quan Zhilong and Li Xiuhyuk laughed.Quan Zhilong said, "What's going on?"

Xin Mi glanced at Li Soo Hyuk, and then said in a low voice, "Seung Hyun drank it all." Well, Seung Hyun, I really didn't mean to spoil your image in front of others, and Xin Mi didn't regret it. 【le】regret 【huo】thinking.

Sure enough, he was still a child.Quan Zhilong, who was smiling, couldn't help thinking, and then told Li Xiuhyuk to go back first.

"Are you all right? You should see clearly about that woman," Li Xiuhe said. After all, Quan Zhilong still had a little too much to drink tonight, so he was in a bad mood.

Quan Zhilong glanced at the side, looked at the nose, looked at the heart, turned his head and wished that Xin Mi, who hadn't heard anything, couldn't help laughing, why is this kid so funny.

Immediately after making an ok gesture to Lee Soo Hyuk, Quan Zhilong grabbed the unsuspecting Simmi's shoulders and led him away, "Okay, okay, you go, I'm going to take my brother to buy drinks now ,Ha ha"

At the end he couldn't help laughing again.

Simmi turned his head away because he was being embraced by Quan Zhilong, so he could only say goodbye to Li Xiuhyuk in an awkward posture. Li Xiuhe waved to him without hesitation, "Zhilong, he drank a little too much, take him back to the dormitory." Then he left .

Xin Mi naturally smelled the alcohol on Quan Zhilong, but he felt that Quan Zhilong was not much drunk. Of course, what he said just now proved that he was definitely not completely sober. After all, he was usually quite reserved in front of Xin Mi. ?Well, it is very face-saving.

But no matter how you look at it, this brother is in a good mood now.Xinmi murmured in his heart, but he gave up his plan to buy a drink, and said to Quan Zhilong, "Brother Zhilong, it's late, I won't buy it, I'll take you back to the dormitory first." In order to take care of Quan Zhilong's ears that were too close, he subconsciously lowered his ears. In the quiet street at night, there is a magic power to listen to.

Quan Zhilong, who was originally smiling exaggeratedly, turned his head in such a posture, looked at Xinmi's serious eyes, stopped laughing, and showed a very weak smile. He rested his head on Xinmi's not generous shoulder, He closed his eyes and said softly, "Okay, take me back to the dormitory."

This simple sentence made Quan Zhilong feel at ease suddenly, maybe the people who are slightly drunk also become more vulnerable, in short, at this time, his heart was completely softened by this sentence.

In Quan Zhilong's heart, if Kim Jin Ah and Big Bang were to be put on the same scale, Quan Zhilong would undoubtedly choose the latter, even if it was uncomfortable or painful, he would not hesitate.What's more, he has now seen clearly the despicableness of this one-sided love, so it's only a matter of time before he gets over it.At this time, he felt more and more that what he should put first at this time.

Quan Zhilong opened his eyes, looking at the pure Xin Mi with a pair of brown eyes, and for some reason, the irritated mood that was so irritating due to recent events has faded away a lot.

That's how Simmi made him feel, even in normal times, it would make people believe that he would reach out to him, like when he was sick.

In fact, he is a gentle and unreasonable child.

What's more, it's not done deliberately, but it really gives people a feeling of strength when they need it.

It’s like he chased the bus desperately like that and let Lee Seung Hyun try again, like he would keep talking to Dae Sung who blamed himself for his stage performance mistakes, like he gave up buying drinks now and said in a low volume that he would take him Back to the dormitory.

Quan Zhilong didn't know the real reason why Xinmi was still obsessed with drinking a drink so late, but he could guess that it was definitely not simply wanting to drink, it was the pressure Xinmi was under.

During the period when he first debuted, he was a little breathless under the pressure of responsibility, and at this time he also realized that no matter what, he still has this team and this child, and he needs to protect him.

He knew, and could tell, that Simmi's world was pure.

Of course, this kind of purity does not mean that he simply does not understand anything. On the contrary, it can be seen from life that Simmi has his own set of principles and logic in doing things. Annoying thing.In addition, he is really kind and can be seen by everyone, and he will not lie at all. Although the words that pop up sometimes are as four-dimensional as Brother TOP, it also proves that this child is also a very thoughtful child.

The special dark gray pupils are very beautiful. When you look at them, it seems that you can see the bottom at a glance, or you can see yourself clearly. For this kind of pure eyes, Quan Zhilong does not want to disappear one day.

Shengli and Xin Mi’s practice careers are not long, and because of their age, they are also loved by everyone in the company. This is beyond doubt, so many dark and realistic things, they have not experienced Quan Zhilong and others. many.

At least something about them has already been obliterated by Quan Zhilong.Although he is more proud than anyone else, Quan Zhilong is still humble in private. These two seemingly contradictory combinations are actually Quan Zhilong's smart side.After all, having been a trainee for so many years, it is impossible not to have some dark experiences.

Therefore, it is not unreasonable for Li Shengxian and others to worship or respect Quan Zhilong, because they also know that what Quan Zhilong has paid is multiplied to achieve this point, and Xin Mi also knows this truth.

Of course, if it went deeper, he couldn't understand it.

At this time, Simmi just stood on the outside looking into Quan Zhilong's world, and he didn't even have any extra interest in participating. He felt very comfortable with a safe distance.

Although Quan Zhilong likes to pull him by his side occasionally, no one can tell that as long as Quan Zhilong is by his side, Xin Mi is the most rigid, more precisely, he is very conservative, obedient, speaks very respectful, and does not Can act like a baby, in short, the awkward relationship between the two can be seen at a glance.

How could Quan Zhilong not feel it?He can even get close to Li Shengxian who has not been able to speak for 2 months, but his relationship with Xinmi has not changed.

Returning to the room, Quan Zhilong looked at the dark ceiling, and slowly closed his eyes when he heard Xinmi's voice returning to the room.

It seems that there is only Xinmi, so he still has nothing to do.

another room.

After waiting for a long time, Li Shengxian, who was in a daze, turned his head and hugged Xin Mi who got into the bed, and smacked his mouth before letting go of sleep.

Finally going to sleep.

Go to sleep, Simmi.

Tomorrow will definitely be better.

The author has something to say:

I didn't expect the same stage name at all, so I will modify it, but jj keeps saying that it didn't pass the review, so next time you can modify it, please read Chapter 18 again.

Xinmi and Shengli took the route of love (☆罒ω罒)

Then Brother Long and Xinmi must not have a love route, so what route can they take? Guess what? (o゜▽゜) o In other words, I always want to write something profound, but the writing is very long-winded, and I don’t know whether I can express it. I am really entangled.