[Korean entertainment] beige

Xin Mi, who had a vacation, stayed at home with her father for a few days, then flew to Jeju Island, and returned to Seoul in the last two days.

Coming out of the airport, in October, the weather in South Korea has gradually cooled down. Simmi, who has been half-isolated from outside information at home for a few days, raised his eyes from under the brim of his hat and looked at the passing crowd through plain glasses. The milky white scarf was wrapped round and round, and the chin looked extremely sharp when it was pressed against it.

The exhaustion, boredom, and even negative emotions when returning to Gwangju were temporarily forgotten by Xin Mi in the comfort and relaxation that could only be brought to him by his family and at home. Afterwards, running to Jeju Island was almost a forced way to let himself forget the things that made him helpless.

However, at this time, those emotions returned unreservedly after he set foot on the land of Seoul again.

A heavy reality that leaves no room for escape.It must be clearly set before him.

Taking out the phone from the pocket, it's no surprise whose text messages are on top.Simmi exhaled, and a faint mist came out under the low temperature. He watched the mist rise and blur his lens, and the information on the screen became blurred as a result. There was a pause of about two seconds, and he put Putting the phone back, he waited for the lens to become clear again before walking out.

who cares.

The place Xinmi was going to, thinking in this way, was Dongdaemun.

shopping?No, he wasn't keen on those.

Simply disguised and wearing a private suit, bigbang Xinmi spent a day sweeping all kinds of game equipment in Dongdaemun.

There are young people everywhere, but Simmi covered her most conspicuous dark gray eyes with glasses, wearing a hat, a well-regulated hoodie and sneakers, except that she occasionally stretched out her hand because of the sight of passers-by Pulling up the scarf, it looks like an ordinary young male student.

In fact, there are a lot of idols in South Korea, and you may run into one or two when you go to the street. Xinmi didn't think that she would be chased and intercepted, so she dressed like this and played video games and dance machines without any scruples. It can be said that after letting go of his hands to play, Xinmi got started quickly with all kinds of game consoles.

After playing one machine after another, Xinmi's mood improved a lot, and she felt that she was no different from before.

Chimy on the stage is an idol, and Simmy off the stage is just an ordinary person.

But is he really the same as before?

Xin Mi, who got off the dance machine, panted slightly, and pulled the scarf covering his chin. Seeing a young female student looking at him and whispering, he lowered his eyes and walked to the other side.

Actually not, he understands this truth better than anyone else.

Since when, the thoughts began to become deeper and deeper.

Since when did my mind become more sensitive and complicated.

So I began to feel tired, and sometimes, I even wanted to run away.

How could he still be Simmi?How could it be possible, just because of the naive and reckless and fearless Cha Xinmi who only followed behind Li Shengxian.

His goal has not changed, nor has his personality changed, but there is still something different.

He thought, because of this, Li Shengxian told him so solemnly that there would be no change between them.

I used to feel that there were a lot of words in my heart, but I lost the opportunity to say them in time, and then they were sealed there forever.

It wasn't until one day that you suddenly recalled that you realized what you had missed.

So in fact, Simmi is more afraid of change than anyone else.

He was afraid that some things would disappear silently, and they would never be found again.

Like, his relationship with Quan Zhilong.

Mituan followed Xinmi cautiously, watched Xinmi having a good time, and found that this kind of Xinmi had a more real magnetic field than the dazzling one on the stage.

Xin Mi found out and waved to them, and they gathered around sensiblely to ask for an autograph.Maybe because they noticed the difference in Xinmi's smile, the rice balls just greeted him a few words, and then quietly watched him sign.

In the eyes of Mituan, the child they like gives them a delicate and soft feeling, but when you get to know him gradually, you will find that his softness is as resilient as a spring, and after pressing down, there will actually be strength The rebound is like a bigger surprise for you.

Fearing that it would affect his rare time to go out for entertainment, the rice balls left one after another after Xin Mi finished signing.

And Xin Mi smiled when she saw their sensible appearance.Everyone's smile is different, and everyone's smile is different when facing people on different occasions. Xinmi doesn't say that she doesn't smile very often, but as an artist, she laughs more often as an official courtesy, and At this time, his smile is very real, and a smile from the heart is always moving.

He is not willing to break everything now.Probably, he only has this idea now.After firming up this idea, everything seemed to become easier again.

So when An Quheng called and informed him that bb had a trip to Japan together, Xinmi no longer had any hesitation or anxiety on his face.

There was a shop playing Quan Zhilong's song, Xin Mi listened, the dark gray eyes under the glasses shimmered, and he said to the phone, "Brother, the house is found, help me directly Take it." He paused: "Don't let brother Zhilong know about this for now."

Although we know that it is impossible to hide Zhilong's power for a long time, we should avoid causing some situations as much as possible.

Of course, as far as this matter is concerned, he doesn't think Quan Zhilong can stop anything.

He thought, only by constantly increasing the distance can Quan Zhilong wake up in such a situation.

Soberly understand that his feelings for him are probably just an illusion caused by being too persistent in a certain situation.

Xinmi hung up the phone, reached out and stopped a TAXI.

If so, it really couldn't be better.

Knowing that everyone has a trip to Japan, Quan Zhilong's mood that has been at a freezing point began to warm up.

People came and went in the backstage lounge. He took his mobile phone and opened the missed call record, but there was no name he wanted to see.

No phone calls, no text messages.

After taking a few days off, is that kid planning to isolate himself from the world?

The back molars were grinding, Quan Zhilong really wanted to bite that boy hard, it would be better if the pain made him realize his mistake, and he knew that even if he took a rest, he couldn't ignore his connection.

If at this time, Quan Zhilong was still gnashing his teeth and thinking of meeting Xinmi with some joy, then when he heard Jin Nanguo in the nanny car saying that Xinmi would fly to Japan with Dacheng Shengli first , The flame in my heart burned my brain.

There was an eerie silence in the car, and Quan Zhilong's cold expression made Jin Nanguo a little puzzled.However, Quan Zhilong's thoughts are really incomprehensible to ordinary people, so he didn't bother to think about what was wrong with him, and continued: "By the way, when I was helping you go back to the dormitory to get things, I ran into Qu Heng. , It’s so strange, why did he pack so many things of Xinmi away, does he need to bring so many things to Japan? It looks like moving.”

Quan Zhilong raised his head violently, with a trace of unsteadiness in his voice: "What move?"

"I don't know, and I won't say anything when I ask. Ah, don't make any quarrels. I don't know what to say when the president asks." Jin Nanguo mentioned it casually. In fact, he can roughly guess that Xinmi is He has the idea of ​​moving out, and he can see that the relationship between Quan Zhilong and Xin Mi has been a bit stalemate recently, although he doesn't know why.

But for the harmony of the team, he thought it was better to let Quan Zhilong handle it.

Quan Zhilong didn't respond, and Jin Nanguo, who was sitting in front, didn't see his cold eyes at the moment.Sharp as a knife.

Holding the phone tightly, his palm ached from the chain of the phone.

And the emotion in his heart that almost made him explode, after he returned to the dormitory and saw the few things in the room, he had no reason to endure it.

He slammed the opened wardrobe shut again, and he looked around the room. The mobile phone he had been holding tightly in his hand was about to be dropped when he picked it up, but finally, he slowly put it down again.

He squatted down slowly, and finally sat down on the ground again, hugging his knees like a child.

Everything that belonged to Simmi was gone.In this space that originally belonged to him and him, all traces of Xinmi were taken away by him.

This kind of cognition makes Quan Zhilong irritable, but after the irritant is over, it is a kind of sadness that cannot be distinguished.

Actually, no kidding, Quan Zhilong felt abandoned at that moment.

Simmi is a smart kid, if he pulls his face down cruelly and doesn't let go, then he will make such a decision even more cruelly than him.

In fact, he has nothing to do with Xinmi. Just like before, he got angry and quarreled with Xinmi. No matter how strong he was, in the end, he still felt that he was ignorant and had nothing to do with that child.

He had seriously thought about it, and he didn't necessarily need Simmi to respond to him immediately, and he knew it was impossible.But he was afraid that Xinmi would escape, so he eagerly drew the ground into prison.He hoped that in this circle, Simmi could not respond, but not to evade his feelings.

He should be like an excellent hunter, encircling the child bit by bit. How could he know that it has become what it is now, but he has no way to turn back, so how can he allow Xinmi to lose sight of himself.

This deadlock not only traps Xin Mi, but also Quan Zhilong himself.

He took his feelings as a bet, so he was unscrupulous.

He has to go a little higher, and when he has more and more, he can have more capital to let the child only look at him.

Are you pushing him too hard?

Quan Zhilong slowly closed his eyes.

So, for now, try another way.

The author has something to say:

It can only be said that Long Ge will be very embarrassing in the face of other people's persuasion, saying that I will not dump you, this is my business, but if he still meets Xin Mi, he will still soften involuntarily.

From an immature liking to a deeper understanding and love is the change in Long Ge's relationship that I want to write about.

The collision between the two will not happen all the time, after all, it is impossible for them to stand up against each other all the time, it is just like this.

Writing essays is indeed the same as falling in love. There will be a period of burnout. After you get better, you will love more. If it is not good, you may break up. Bei Se and I are in a precarious state of breaking up.