Sticker, come here
Chapter 56
"I found a job."
Xiong Xi raised his body a little and looked down at him: "Go to the forest to guard against theft or pick up trash?"
"The King of the Mountain has taken a fancy to me and wants me to be Mrs. Yazhai." Lin Zhengqi winked at Xiong Xi.
Xiong Xi moved his hand upwards, drawing a circle on Lin Zhengqi's chest, "Did you tell the king that you lost your virginity? Does the king not mind?"
Lin Zhengqi was serious, "The ones behind are gone, but the ones in front are still there. Your Majesty is a 0."
Xiong Xi laughed out loud, "Yo, you are quite capable, and you want to suppress the king?" He stopped circling, and directly grabbed the protrusion of Lin Zhengqi's chest, twisting it hard, "Why don't I Do you know that you still have chastity in front of you? Have a j8 chastity?"
Lin Zhengqi took a deep breath, was hurt by him, and said stiffly: "It's just that j8 has chastity."
At first I thought that Xiong Xi would be even more angry, but he let go of his hand all of a sudden, and rubbed him twice, the pain was a little itchy, Lin Zhengqi felt quite comfortable after being rubbed.
Xiong Xi kissed him on the cheek with a smile, "Are you acting like a baby with me?"
"Your brain is filled with water?" Lin Zhengqi didn't quite understand why Xiong Xi suddenly changed his face.
Xiong Xi kissed the other side of his face again, "It's so cute."
"..." Lin Zhengqi was a little speechless, "Hey, be normal."
Obviously, it was Lin Zhengqi who was the one who told nonsense first, and Xiong Xi was called abnormal even if he saw through his trick wisely.The latter expressed dissatisfaction and lay down on the side, and continued to cooperate with Lin Zhengqi to chat about some unnutritious words with a serious expression.
"Then you go back and tell the king that whoever sees it first will own it. You have been masturbating in front of me since you were a child, so you are mine from front to back, so let the king give up." Xiong Xi put his hands under Lin Zhengqi's waist Defend sovereignty.
"What do you mean masturbating in front of you when you were young? Why did you say that I look like a pervert?" Lin Zhengqi turned sideways and turned to Xiong Xi to express his dissatisfaction.
Xiong Xi spoke illogical words very logically, "How about this, let's compare who is bigger, and whoever is bigger will listen to whoever is bigger. If you lose, you will run to the mountain. There is not even a restaurant on the mountain. You Want to eat roast chicken three times a day without cumin chili rice?"
"Okay, you won. I won't go up the mountain just to eat seasoned chicken."
"Do you like chicken?" Xiong Xi moved forward, getting closer to him, his nose almost touching his nose.
"Yes, I like it. You can chop it up and sprinkle some chili rice and bring it to me." Lin Zhengqi gestured on Xiong Xi's pants.
Only then did he realize that Xiong Xi's pants, who had been planning to take a shower, were still half wet, and he didn't know how he could endure his cleanliness.
Lin Zhengqi helped Xiong Xi untie his belt and zip it, and was about to take off his trousers. After taking off a little, he felt pain in his back, so he groaned and lay down, "Take it off yourself."
"You're still thinking about that after you're like this? A minor injury won't leave the line of fire." Xiong Xi pushed his trousers to the bottom of the bed in admiration, and hugged Lin Zhengqi, "Want?"
"Go away. I'm afraid your trousers will stain the bed sheet. No, it's already dirty, so why are you so careless?"
Xiong Xi poked back Lin Zhengqi's frowning brow with his index finger, "Don't frown, you're like a little old man. The sheets were supposed to be changed."
"Old man? Think I'm old? Are you kidding me? What did you say just now, who is bigger than you? Come on, take off your pants, don't be cowardly." Lin Zhengqi wanted to fight for his dignity.
"Huh? I'm cowardly?" Xiong Xi's personality has changed since he went to work. Compared with his attachment to Lin Zhengqi at school, he seems to be a bit rude now. The rude one doesn't want Lin Zhengqi to treat him as a child who needs to be taken care of.
Both of them threw away their underwear very frankly. Lin Zhengqi was completely naked, and Xiong Xi was wearing a white shirt with a slightly wet collar.
Putting them together for comparison, because the state of emotion is not quite the same, it is impossible to say which one is bigger, so adhering to the principle of fairness, impartiality and openness, Lin Zhengqi put the two together and put them together in his hand to help fondle.
Xiong Xi didn't do anything, just watched Lin Zhengqi doing it. After doing it for a while, his breathing became heavy and his eyes became hot.
Lin Zhengqi looked up at him, "The biggest?"
Xiong Xi closed his eyes, "No, you continue."
Xiong Xi's skin is fairer, but Lin Zhengqi's is whiter over there, with a slight visual impact of color difference, something that is slightly jumping and closely attached, and Lin Zhengqi's serious expression of wanting to compete , making Xiong Xi feel his brain emptying out for a while.
Lin Zhengqi looked at Xiong Xi's forgetful expression with his eyes closed and his head up, and couldn't remember what he was going to do for a while.He paused for a few seconds, Xiong Xi opened his eyes, looked at him fixedly, and said hoarsely, "Do you understand?"
Lin Zhengqi thought Xiong Xi with red eyes was so fucking sexy.
He dragged his aching waist, raised his head to kiss Xiong Xi's mouth, stuck out his tongue and licked his lips over and over again.Xiong Xi let out a "hmm" like a small animal, his lips were wet and soft.
After kissing intimately for a while, the two of them focused their attention on the waist again, and they still stuck together, he helped him, he helped him, caressing each other...
In the end, I didn't figure out who's bigger.
Xiong Xi wiped Lin Zhengqi off with a wet towel, and then went to take a shower by himself. When he came back, he felt refreshed, but he was a little hungry.
"What do you want to eat, order takeaway." Xiong Xi swiped the phone screen to show Lin Zhengqi.
Lin Zhengqi tilted his head, and felt back pain from accidentally exerting the wrong force. He said to Xiong Xi depressedly, "I feel like Hawking." He tilted his neck to imitate Hawking's appearance while talking.
Xiong Xi laughed so hard that he choked on his saliva and coughed for a long time, "How dare you say it, where's your face?"
Lin Zhengqi took Xiong Xi's hand and patted his face, "Here."
Xiong Xi's hand on his face didn't move away, and the other hand was still swiping the screen, "It won't taste good when you get home the barbecue, um, do you want to eat hot pot?"
"It's raining, don't trouble the delivery boy." Lin Zhengqi rubbed his hand.
"You don't feel comfortable going out like this now. There's nothing to eat at home, so don't worry about your takeaway brother. He earns this money. It's not a loss if more people come out on rainy days." Xiong Xi Still looking at the menu, "How about the Japanese food? Unagi rice?"
"Then you should watch it and order me Pan Sashimi." Lin Zhengqi compromised.
Xiong Xi pinched his face, "You want to feed me mustard again? How dare I smear mustard on your back like last time."
Lin Zhengqi felt his chrysanthemum tighten just thinking about it.
Xiong Xi was sitting on the bed, Lin Zhengqi was lying down, he hugged Xiong Xi's waist as soon as he stretched out his arms, his face was pressed against Xiong Xi's body, and he protested weakly, "Xiong Xixi, you have changed. Thinking about having sex."
After Xiong Xi placed the takeout order, he slid down to let Lin Zhengqi hug him more comfortably, then rubbed his face, "It hasn't changed, this is what I was thinking before."
"..."
"And it was obviously you who took off my pants first."
"It was you who suggested comparing the sizes."
"It's you who is talking about the king of the mountain getting mad at me."
The two rejected each other, and then talked about why they made up the strange image of "King of the Mountain".
"By the way, I just wanted to tell you that I found a job." Lin Zhengqi scratched his head, not understanding how the matter developed to the point where both parties had a good time.
"Well, what kind of job did you find?" The rain outside the window became lighter, and the voices of the two people also became quieter.
"I was approached by a studio before. It's an old-fashioned studio with some reputation, but it hasn't been a big hit. The section chief Xie used to belong to their studio, but was poached by the current one, so this studio I am quite concerned about Section Chief Xie’s matter. Didn’t Chen Weitang find a lot of marketing accounts on the Internet before, so they found me and asked me if I want to join their studio, apart from regularly needing to draw advertisements and participate in some The trade show, other things I paint according to my mood, and I will be guaranteed to produce a picture book for a year. I think the conditions are pretty good." Lin Zhengqi explained everything that happened before to Xiong Xi, "I want to promise, I also felt that I always said before that I don’t want to paint and now I change my mind and you will laugh at me, so I ran out to play, but I always missed you when I was playing, and I couldn’t get up, so I ran back early and spent more money Bought another itinerary from a travel agency.”
Xiong Xi listened to Lin Zhengqi's explanation for a long time, and finally only asked: "Why should I laugh at you?"
Lin Zhengqi buried his face in the gap between Xiong Xi's body and the pillow, "After thinking about it, this idea is stupid."
"So you've decided to go now, right?" Xiong Xi was rather happy that Lin Zhengqi had found a job he liked, and stopped arguing with him about the previous matter.
"Hmm." Lin Zhengqi shyly revealed his face from the pillow, "Do you think I'm an idiot?"
Xiong Xi lay down completely and put his arms around his waist, "Are you acting like a baby with me again?"
"..." Lin Zhengqi said with a cold face, "Get out."
Just when I thought everything was about to return to normal, something happened again. Papa Xiong fell ill.
It's not an ordinary disease, it's liver cancer.
No matter how weak the relationship between Xiong Xi and his father was, when he heard this kind of news, his heart still hurt for a long time.He asked for leave from the unit and went back to his hometown to see the situation.
Naturally, Lin Zhengqi also followed. The contract at work has not been signed these days, and he is drawing a little yellow picture for Feng Han's new calligraphy, unlocking many new poses that make him jaw-dropping.
But when Papa Xiong fell ill, he decisively put away the little yellow map, and followed Xiong Xi home with a heavy heart.
After getting off the plane, Xiong Xi went straight to the hospital. When he was about to arrive, he remembered that Lin Zhengqi was following him, and said to him in a daze, "You should go home first."
Lin Zhengqi shook his head, he didn't tell Mama Lin that he was coming back, so he didn't need to rush home, he followed Xiong Xi to the hospital.
When he reached the door of the ward, he patted his shoulder, "Don't worry, I'll wait for you outside."
Xiong Xi nodded, and he didn't care about him anymore. When he entered the ward, he saw the man curled up in pain on the bed. The man who had been his reliance and nightmare when he was a child, was now pitifully shriveled.
There are various tubes inserted into his body, and he looks very painful.
Both the stepmother and Xiong Lie stood aside, Xiong Xi first asked Xiong Lie, "Don't you need to go to school?"
Xiong Lie shook his head, "I asked for leave."
Xiong Xi gave a "hmm" and then said to his stepmother calmly, "Xiao Lie can't help much here, you can let him go back to class early."
The stepmother looked tired, but she agreed with Xiong Xi's words, "Let him go back tomorrow."
Only then did Xiong Xi turn his gaze to Papa Xiong. He forgot how many years he hadn't looked at this man carefully. It seemed that since Mama Xiong left, he had never looked at him again, because he looked like his mother. I'm afraid that Papa Bear will be angry, and I'm also afraid that Papa Bear will be sad.
Now he closed his eyes, his body seemed to be extremely uncomfortable, and he didn't know whether he was in a coma or asleep, and his brows were tightly knit together.
Although I don't know whether Father Xiong is still conscious or not, and whether he can hear their conversation, Xiong Xi and his stepmother only talked about their condition after they walked out of the ward.
The stepmother’s eyes were red, but she didn’t shed tears. She had probably cried many times. She told Xiong Xi, “It’s an advanced stage. The doctor said that the difference between chemotherapy and chemotherapy is not very big. It’s recommended to treat conservatively, saying that it’s too late. It's too late, it's estimated... two months at most."
Xiong Xi didn't expect the situation to be so bad, at most two months, which means that he might be gone at any time.
After talking for a while, Xiong Xi asked his stepmother to take Xiong Lie home to rest, and he watched over here, sending Xiong Lie back to school and then changing shifts with him.
The stepmother spent two days here without much sleep, and took her son back after listening to his words. Such a change was really sudden for this reorganized family.
Xiong Xi went back to the ward to look again, and saw that Papa Xiong was still sleeping, so he left the ward.
Lin Zhengqi went to the stairwell to call Mama Lin just now, and when he came back, he saw Xiong Xi sitting at the door of the room, his head bowed in a daze.
He sat next to Xiong Xi, Xiong Xi glanced at him, then continued to lower his head in a daze, and said in a low voice, "The doctor said he can live for at most two months."
"Well, you should ask the unit for leave first. If you can't ask for it, you will resign and stay at home for two months."
Lin Zhengqi is his kind, he knows what Xiong Xi needs now.The reason they are so reckless is that they don't have much, and they don't care what they will lose.
"Okay, I'm going to ask for leave." Xiong Xi nodded awkwardly.
Lin Zhengqi grabbed him who was about to get up, "It's almost ten o'clock, it's not appropriate for you to call your boss now."
"Oh." Xiong Xi then sat down again, "Let's call tomorrow."
"Ah."
Speechless for a while.
Xiong Xi leaned his head on Lin Zhengqi's shoulder, and didn't care whether anyone would see this crowded corridor, and lowered his eyes, "In fact, he has always been very bad to me."
"Yeah." Lin Zhengqi didn't interrupt and listened to him.
"When I was young, when my mother was still there, he often beat me and my mother. At that time, my mother would protect me. In fact, he was teaching me. My mother was protecting him before he got angry and beat my mother. It was when I was young. Always disobedient." Xiong Xi closed his eyes, blaming himself a little, if Mama Xiong hadn't blocked too many beatings for him, Mama Xiong might not have eloped with others.
"I don't blame you." Lin Zhengqi held his hand. He could still remember that when he was a child, Xiong Xi would often wrinkle his face and complain to him that Papa Xiong beat him. At that time, there seemed to be no child who had never been beaten. Lin Zhengqi It is impossible to reason with Papa Xiong during the period, so he can only lead Xiongxi to buy delicious candies every time he complains.
"After my mother left, I thought that no one was protecting me. Maybe I would be killed by him by accident. But after my mother left, he never beat me again. It should be said that he never looked at me again. Me. People introduced him to someone. After the aunt brought Xiaolie in, he couldn’t see me even more. Xiaolie seemed to be his real son. He even took Xiaolie to play with bumper cars. He never took me to play. I'm sorry." Xiong Xi still feels wronged when he thinks of those trivial things.
Lin Zhengqi rubbed Xiong Xi's head, "Xiao Lie is going to play with bumper cars, and Xiao Xi is also playing. I'll take you there, and I'll take you on a roller coaster."
Xiong Xi seemed to remember something, he was still sad, but he smiled, "You also took me to play with bumper cars when I was a child, the one in the park only lasted 10 minutes and cost 15 yuan, you let me play it at that time, He stood outside the door and looked at me."
Lin Zhengqi had long forgotten about these things, and didn't know what to say other than rubbing his head.
"When I was young, I often thought that it would be great if you were my dad." Xiong Xi gave him a wry smile.
Lin Zhengqi was so distressed, "It's okay, I will be your father from now on."
"You don't take advantage of me." Xiong Xi shook his hand instead, and was silent for a moment, "But I still don't want him to leave so early."
Lin Zhengqi understood that even though he hated Lin Wendong, if he really wanted to say it, he hoped that Lin Wendong would live a good life. In his bones, he and Xiong Xi both cared about eating but not fighting.
Xiong Xi's voice was a little choked up, he looked at Lin Zhengqi, but he seemed to be looking at someone else, his eyes were a little erratic, "After all, after all these years, he never abandoned me."
Lin Zhengqi held his shoulders and pressed his head against his chest, "Do you want to cry?"
"A little bit." Xiong Xi rubbed his face, "It can still last."
"Cry if you want to cry, why hold on."
Suddenly there was a sound in the room, Xiong Xi stood up abruptly, opened the door and went in, Lin Zhengqi didn't follow, stood outside the door and looked inside through the small window.
Papa Bear just woke up and wanted to drink water, but when he reached the cup, his hands shook and he dropped the cup on the ground and broke it.He didn't expect that it was Xiong Xi who entered the room, panting heavily, but didn't speak.
Xiong Xi first took a disposable cup to fetch him a cup of warm water, then found a rag to wipe the floor, wrapped up the broken glass and threw it away.
Father Xiong's consciousness was not very clear. After drinking water, he asked Xiong Xi with great difficulty, "Why are you back, don't you have to go to work?"
Xiong Xi took the paper cup and put it on the table, "I asked for leave."
"Just started working, don't, don't ask for leave, it won't affect you well." Papa Xiong took a medicine that contained tranquilizers, and he fell asleep again without saying a few words. The last thing he said before he woke up was, "I'm going to sleep, you Also sleep for a while, don't watch over, I'm fine."
The tears that Xiong Xi was holding back dripped down unconsciously, only a few drops, he turned his back and wiped it, and turned back to normal.He pulled up the quilt for Papa Xiong, silently watching Papa Xiong fall asleep.
The door was opened, Lin Zhengqi walked in, stood side by side with Xiong Xi, and looked at the old man on the bed together.
After a long time, Lin Zhengqi took Xiong Xi's hand and interlocked his fingers, "I'll be with you."
"Ah."
Papa Xiong's illness worsened faster than they thought, they stopped taking the medicine, and took Papa Xiong out of the hospital for a walk.
Father Xiong, stepmother, Xiong Xi, and Xiong Lie really look like a family.
Lin Zhengqi drove for them. Xiong Xi didn't explain his identity, only saying that he was his good friend.
It is not far to go, which is the forest park on the outskirts of the city.
It was midsummer, and Papa Xiong felt much more comfortable basking in the sun than when he was in the hospital.
They had a picnic under the shade of the tree, all of which were homemade by their stepmother, and they had never stayed together so harmoniously before.Lin Zhengqi took Xiong Lie to play archery not far away, and his stepmother went with her worriedly, while Xiong Xi played chess with Xiong's father.
Papa Bear's hair was almost all white, but he looked a lot more friendly.
He asked Xiong Xi, "After I leave, I will leave all the money to you. You can take care of your aunt and brother for me. They are not easy."
Xiong Xi said "OK".
After a while, he asked Xiong Xi again, "Xiong Xi, do you hate me?"
Xiong Xi paused, "Can you persist until I don't hate you?"
Papa Xiong actually laughed when he heard this, "I'm really, really sorry for you. I haven't cared for you all these years. My dad is very incompetent."
Xiong Xi didn't care much about such a feeble apology, he continued to play chess, "I'm not very filial either, let's call it even."
Father Xiong tried his best to reach out and touch the top of Xiong Xi's head, "I didn't say it, but I know every time you have achieved in these years, and I have always been very proud of you."
Regardless of whether Papa Xiong's words are true or not, Xiong Xi is very grateful to him for being willing to give him such an impression before leaving.Perhaps with Papa Xiong, he said these things just to show that he still has the responsibility of being a father.But for Xiong Xi, knowing that he has not been forgotten by the world is a very warm feeling.
After returning from an outing, Papa Xiong passed away within a week.
On the way back from the funeral parlor, Lin Zhengqi followed Xiong Xi all the way, maybe his feelings were not so deep, although Xiong Xi was still sad, but it was not so painful that he wished to die.
He had already experienced a similar experience of losing a loved one when he was 12 years old, and the tears probably flowed down by that time.
Xiong Xi told Lin Zhengqi, "It's so strange, I can't cry."
Lin Zhengqi wiped his sweat for him, "It's too hot, you lack water."
"Oh." Xiong Xi bowed his head, reached out and grabbed Lin Zhengqi, "I really only have you now."
Lin Zhengqi still said to Xiong Xi as he said in the hospital that night: "I will accompany you."
Ever since he followed him asking for candy when he was three years old, Lin Zhengqi seems to have been by his side all the time. Lin Zhengqi, who can't do anything, will always solve all problems for him.
In the past 20 years, Lin Zhengqi's name has been engraved on his life stroke by stroke. For the next 20 years, he still hopes that only this name will be enough in his life. In a closed and narrow space, he feels that Lin Zhengqi is not lonely at all.
I remembered the lyrics: "Thank you, you will never retreat in the wind and rain, and you are willing to stay with me."
Xiong Xi nodded and squeezed Lin Zhengqi's hand: "Okay, you stay with me."
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Xiong Xi raised his body a little and looked down at him: "Go to the forest to guard against theft or pick up trash?"
"The King of the Mountain has taken a fancy to me and wants me to be Mrs. Yazhai." Lin Zhengqi winked at Xiong Xi.
Xiong Xi moved his hand upwards, drawing a circle on Lin Zhengqi's chest, "Did you tell the king that you lost your virginity? Does the king not mind?"
Lin Zhengqi was serious, "The ones behind are gone, but the ones in front are still there. Your Majesty is a 0."
Xiong Xi laughed out loud, "Yo, you are quite capable, and you want to suppress the king?" He stopped circling, and directly grabbed the protrusion of Lin Zhengqi's chest, twisting it hard, "Why don't I Do you know that you still have chastity in front of you? Have a j8 chastity?"
Lin Zhengqi took a deep breath, was hurt by him, and said stiffly: "It's just that j8 has chastity."
At first I thought that Xiong Xi would be even more angry, but he let go of his hand all of a sudden, and rubbed him twice, the pain was a little itchy, Lin Zhengqi felt quite comfortable after being rubbed.
Xiong Xi kissed him on the cheek with a smile, "Are you acting like a baby with me?"
"Your brain is filled with water?" Lin Zhengqi didn't quite understand why Xiong Xi suddenly changed his face.
Xiong Xi kissed the other side of his face again, "It's so cute."
"..." Lin Zhengqi was a little speechless, "Hey, be normal."
Obviously, it was Lin Zhengqi who was the one who told nonsense first, and Xiong Xi was called abnormal even if he saw through his trick wisely.The latter expressed dissatisfaction and lay down on the side, and continued to cooperate with Lin Zhengqi to chat about some unnutritious words with a serious expression.
"Then you go back and tell the king that whoever sees it first will own it. You have been masturbating in front of me since you were a child, so you are mine from front to back, so let the king give up." Xiong Xi put his hands under Lin Zhengqi's waist Defend sovereignty.
"What do you mean masturbating in front of you when you were young? Why did you say that I look like a pervert?" Lin Zhengqi turned sideways and turned to Xiong Xi to express his dissatisfaction.
Xiong Xi spoke illogical words very logically, "How about this, let's compare who is bigger, and whoever is bigger will listen to whoever is bigger. If you lose, you will run to the mountain. There is not even a restaurant on the mountain. You Want to eat roast chicken three times a day without cumin chili rice?"
"Okay, you won. I won't go up the mountain just to eat seasoned chicken."
"Do you like chicken?" Xiong Xi moved forward, getting closer to him, his nose almost touching his nose.
"Yes, I like it. You can chop it up and sprinkle some chili rice and bring it to me." Lin Zhengqi gestured on Xiong Xi's pants.
Only then did he realize that Xiong Xi's pants, who had been planning to take a shower, were still half wet, and he didn't know how he could endure his cleanliness.
Lin Zhengqi helped Xiong Xi untie his belt and zip it, and was about to take off his trousers. After taking off a little, he felt pain in his back, so he groaned and lay down, "Take it off yourself."
"You're still thinking about that after you're like this? A minor injury won't leave the line of fire." Xiong Xi pushed his trousers to the bottom of the bed in admiration, and hugged Lin Zhengqi, "Want?"
"Go away. I'm afraid your trousers will stain the bed sheet. No, it's already dirty, so why are you so careless?"
Xiong Xi poked back Lin Zhengqi's frowning brow with his index finger, "Don't frown, you're like a little old man. The sheets were supposed to be changed."
"Old man? Think I'm old? Are you kidding me? What did you say just now, who is bigger than you? Come on, take off your pants, don't be cowardly." Lin Zhengqi wanted to fight for his dignity.
"Huh? I'm cowardly?" Xiong Xi's personality has changed since he went to work. Compared with his attachment to Lin Zhengqi at school, he seems to be a bit rude now. The rude one doesn't want Lin Zhengqi to treat him as a child who needs to be taken care of.
Both of them threw away their underwear very frankly. Lin Zhengqi was completely naked, and Xiong Xi was wearing a white shirt with a slightly wet collar.
Putting them together for comparison, because the state of emotion is not quite the same, it is impossible to say which one is bigger, so adhering to the principle of fairness, impartiality and openness, Lin Zhengqi put the two together and put them together in his hand to help fondle.
Xiong Xi didn't do anything, just watched Lin Zhengqi doing it. After doing it for a while, his breathing became heavy and his eyes became hot.
Lin Zhengqi looked up at him, "The biggest?"
Xiong Xi closed his eyes, "No, you continue."
Xiong Xi's skin is fairer, but Lin Zhengqi's is whiter over there, with a slight visual impact of color difference, something that is slightly jumping and closely attached, and Lin Zhengqi's serious expression of wanting to compete , making Xiong Xi feel his brain emptying out for a while.
Lin Zhengqi looked at Xiong Xi's forgetful expression with his eyes closed and his head up, and couldn't remember what he was going to do for a while.He paused for a few seconds, Xiong Xi opened his eyes, looked at him fixedly, and said hoarsely, "Do you understand?"
Lin Zhengqi thought Xiong Xi with red eyes was so fucking sexy.
He dragged his aching waist, raised his head to kiss Xiong Xi's mouth, stuck out his tongue and licked his lips over and over again.Xiong Xi let out a "hmm" like a small animal, his lips were wet and soft.
After kissing intimately for a while, the two of them focused their attention on the waist again, and they still stuck together, he helped him, he helped him, caressing each other...
In the end, I didn't figure out who's bigger.
Xiong Xi wiped Lin Zhengqi off with a wet towel, and then went to take a shower by himself. When he came back, he felt refreshed, but he was a little hungry.
"What do you want to eat, order takeaway." Xiong Xi swiped the phone screen to show Lin Zhengqi.
Lin Zhengqi tilted his head, and felt back pain from accidentally exerting the wrong force. He said to Xiong Xi depressedly, "I feel like Hawking." He tilted his neck to imitate Hawking's appearance while talking.
Xiong Xi laughed so hard that he choked on his saliva and coughed for a long time, "How dare you say it, where's your face?"
Lin Zhengqi took Xiong Xi's hand and patted his face, "Here."
Xiong Xi's hand on his face didn't move away, and the other hand was still swiping the screen, "It won't taste good when you get home the barbecue, um, do you want to eat hot pot?"
"It's raining, don't trouble the delivery boy." Lin Zhengqi rubbed his hand.
"You don't feel comfortable going out like this now. There's nothing to eat at home, so don't worry about your takeaway brother. He earns this money. It's not a loss if more people come out on rainy days." Xiong Xi Still looking at the menu, "How about the Japanese food? Unagi rice?"
"Then you should watch it and order me Pan Sashimi." Lin Zhengqi compromised.
Xiong Xi pinched his face, "You want to feed me mustard again? How dare I smear mustard on your back like last time."
Lin Zhengqi felt his chrysanthemum tighten just thinking about it.
Xiong Xi was sitting on the bed, Lin Zhengqi was lying down, he hugged Xiong Xi's waist as soon as he stretched out his arms, his face was pressed against Xiong Xi's body, and he protested weakly, "Xiong Xixi, you have changed. Thinking about having sex."
After Xiong Xi placed the takeout order, he slid down to let Lin Zhengqi hug him more comfortably, then rubbed his face, "It hasn't changed, this is what I was thinking before."
"..."
"And it was obviously you who took off my pants first."
"It was you who suggested comparing the sizes."
"It's you who is talking about the king of the mountain getting mad at me."
The two rejected each other, and then talked about why they made up the strange image of "King of the Mountain".
"By the way, I just wanted to tell you that I found a job." Lin Zhengqi scratched his head, not understanding how the matter developed to the point where both parties had a good time.
"Well, what kind of job did you find?" The rain outside the window became lighter, and the voices of the two people also became quieter.
"I was approached by a studio before. It's an old-fashioned studio with some reputation, but it hasn't been a big hit. The section chief Xie used to belong to their studio, but was poached by the current one, so this studio I am quite concerned about Section Chief Xie’s matter. Didn’t Chen Weitang find a lot of marketing accounts on the Internet before, so they found me and asked me if I want to join their studio, apart from regularly needing to draw advertisements and participate in some The trade show, other things I paint according to my mood, and I will be guaranteed to produce a picture book for a year. I think the conditions are pretty good." Lin Zhengqi explained everything that happened before to Xiong Xi, "I want to promise, I also felt that I always said before that I don’t want to paint and now I change my mind and you will laugh at me, so I ran out to play, but I always missed you when I was playing, and I couldn’t get up, so I ran back early and spent more money Bought another itinerary from a travel agency.”
Xiong Xi listened to Lin Zhengqi's explanation for a long time, and finally only asked: "Why should I laugh at you?"
Lin Zhengqi buried his face in the gap between Xiong Xi's body and the pillow, "After thinking about it, this idea is stupid."
"So you've decided to go now, right?" Xiong Xi was rather happy that Lin Zhengqi had found a job he liked, and stopped arguing with him about the previous matter.
"Hmm." Lin Zhengqi shyly revealed his face from the pillow, "Do you think I'm an idiot?"
Xiong Xi lay down completely and put his arms around his waist, "Are you acting like a baby with me again?"
"..." Lin Zhengqi said with a cold face, "Get out."
Just when I thought everything was about to return to normal, something happened again. Papa Xiong fell ill.
It's not an ordinary disease, it's liver cancer.
No matter how weak the relationship between Xiong Xi and his father was, when he heard this kind of news, his heart still hurt for a long time.He asked for leave from the unit and went back to his hometown to see the situation.
Naturally, Lin Zhengqi also followed. The contract at work has not been signed these days, and he is drawing a little yellow picture for Feng Han's new calligraphy, unlocking many new poses that make him jaw-dropping.
But when Papa Xiong fell ill, he decisively put away the little yellow map, and followed Xiong Xi home with a heavy heart.
After getting off the plane, Xiong Xi went straight to the hospital. When he was about to arrive, he remembered that Lin Zhengqi was following him, and said to him in a daze, "You should go home first."
Lin Zhengqi shook his head, he didn't tell Mama Lin that he was coming back, so he didn't need to rush home, he followed Xiong Xi to the hospital.
When he reached the door of the ward, he patted his shoulder, "Don't worry, I'll wait for you outside."
Xiong Xi nodded, and he didn't care about him anymore. When he entered the ward, he saw the man curled up in pain on the bed. The man who had been his reliance and nightmare when he was a child, was now pitifully shriveled.
There are various tubes inserted into his body, and he looks very painful.
Both the stepmother and Xiong Lie stood aside, Xiong Xi first asked Xiong Lie, "Don't you need to go to school?"
Xiong Lie shook his head, "I asked for leave."
Xiong Xi gave a "hmm" and then said to his stepmother calmly, "Xiao Lie can't help much here, you can let him go back to class early."
The stepmother looked tired, but she agreed with Xiong Xi's words, "Let him go back tomorrow."
Only then did Xiong Xi turn his gaze to Papa Xiong. He forgot how many years he hadn't looked at this man carefully. It seemed that since Mama Xiong left, he had never looked at him again, because he looked like his mother. I'm afraid that Papa Bear will be angry, and I'm also afraid that Papa Bear will be sad.
Now he closed his eyes, his body seemed to be extremely uncomfortable, and he didn't know whether he was in a coma or asleep, and his brows were tightly knit together.
Although I don't know whether Father Xiong is still conscious or not, and whether he can hear their conversation, Xiong Xi and his stepmother only talked about their condition after they walked out of the ward.
The stepmother’s eyes were red, but she didn’t shed tears. She had probably cried many times. She told Xiong Xi, “It’s an advanced stage. The doctor said that the difference between chemotherapy and chemotherapy is not very big. It’s recommended to treat conservatively, saying that it’s too late. It's too late, it's estimated... two months at most."
Xiong Xi didn't expect the situation to be so bad, at most two months, which means that he might be gone at any time.
After talking for a while, Xiong Xi asked his stepmother to take Xiong Lie home to rest, and he watched over here, sending Xiong Lie back to school and then changing shifts with him.
The stepmother spent two days here without much sleep, and took her son back after listening to his words. Such a change was really sudden for this reorganized family.
Xiong Xi went back to the ward to look again, and saw that Papa Xiong was still sleeping, so he left the ward.
Lin Zhengqi went to the stairwell to call Mama Lin just now, and when he came back, he saw Xiong Xi sitting at the door of the room, his head bowed in a daze.
He sat next to Xiong Xi, Xiong Xi glanced at him, then continued to lower his head in a daze, and said in a low voice, "The doctor said he can live for at most two months."
"Well, you should ask the unit for leave first. If you can't ask for it, you will resign and stay at home for two months."
Lin Zhengqi is his kind, he knows what Xiong Xi needs now.The reason they are so reckless is that they don't have much, and they don't care what they will lose.
"Okay, I'm going to ask for leave." Xiong Xi nodded awkwardly.
Lin Zhengqi grabbed him who was about to get up, "It's almost ten o'clock, it's not appropriate for you to call your boss now."
"Oh." Xiong Xi then sat down again, "Let's call tomorrow."
"Ah."
Speechless for a while.
Xiong Xi leaned his head on Lin Zhengqi's shoulder, and didn't care whether anyone would see this crowded corridor, and lowered his eyes, "In fact, he has always been very bad to me."
"Yeah." Lin Zhengqi didn't interrupt and listened to him.
"When I was young, when my mother was still there, he often beat me and my mother. At that time, my mother would protect me. In fact, he was teaching me. My mother was protecting him before he got angry and beat my mother. It was when I was young. Always disobedient." Xiong Xi closed his eyes, blaming himself a little, if Mama Xiong hadn't blocked too many beatings for him, Mama Xiong might not have eloped with others.
"I don't blame you." Lin Zhengqi held his hand. He could still remember that when he was a child, Xiong Xi would often wrinkle his face and complain to him that Papa Xiong beat him. At that time, there seemed to be no child who had never been beaten. Lin Zhengqi It is impossible to reason with Papa Xiong during the period, so he can only lead Xiongxi to buy delicious candies every time he complains.
"After my mother left, I thought that no one was protecting me. Maybe I would be killed by him by accident. But after my mother left, he never beat me again. It should be said that he never looked at me again. Me. People introduced him to someone. After the aunt brought Xiaolie in, he couldn’t see me even more. Xiaolie seemed to be his real son. He even took Xiaolie to play with bumper cars. He never took me to play. I'm sorry." Xiong Xi still feels wronged when he thinks of those trivial things.
Lin Zhengqi rubbed Xiong Xi's head, "Xiao Lie is going to play with bumper cars, and Xiao Xi is also playing. I'll take you there, and I'll take you on a roller coaster."
Xiong Xi seemed to remember something, he was still sad, but he smiled, "You also took me to play with bumper cars when I was a child, the one in the park only lasted 10 minutes and cost 15 yuan, you let me play it at that time, He stood outside the door and looked at me."
Lin Zhengqi had long forgotten about these things, and didn't know what to say other than rubbing his head.
"When I was young, I often thought that it would be great if you were my dad." Xiong Xi gave him a wry smile.
Lin Zhengqi was so distressed, "It's okay, I will be your father from now on."
"You don't take advantage of me." Xiong Xi shook his hand instead, and was silent for a moment, "But I still don't want him to leave so early."
Lin Zhengqi understood that even though he hated Lin Wendong, if he really wanted to say it, he hoped that Lin Wendong would live a good life. In his bones, he and Xiong Xi both cared about eating but not fighting.
Xiong Xi's voice was a little choked up, he looked at Lin Zhengqi, but he seemed to be looking at someone else, his eyes were a little erratic, "After all, after all these years, he never abandoned me."
Lin Zhengqi held his shoulders and pressed his head against his chest, "Do you want to cry?"
"A little bit." Xiong Xi rubbed his face, "It can still last."
"Cry if you want to cry, why hold on."
Suddenly there was a sound in the room, Xiong Xi stood up abruptly, opened the door and went in, Lin Zhengqi didn't follow, stood outside the door and looked inside through the small window.
Papa Bear just woke up and wanted to drink water, but when he reached the cup, his hands shook and he dropped the cup on the ground and broke it.He didn't expect that it was Xiong Xi who entered the room, panting heavily, but didn't speak.
Xiong Xi first took a disposable cup to fetch him a cup of warm water, then found a rag to wipe the floor, wrapped up the broken glass and threw it away.
Father Xiong's consciousness was not very clear. After drinking water, he asked Xiong Xi with great difficulty, "Why are you back, don't you have to go to work?"
Xiong Xi took the paper cup and put it on the table, "I asked for leave."
"Just started working, don't, don't ask for leave, it won't affect you well." Papa Xiong took a medicine that contained tranquilizers, and he fell asleep again without saying a few words. The last thing he said before he woke up was, "I'm going to sleep, you Also sleep for a while, don't watch over, I'm fine."
The tears that Xiong Xi was holding back dripped down unconsciously, only a few drops, he turned his back and wiped it, and turned back to normal.He pulled up the quilt for Papa Xiong, silently watching Papa Xiong fall asleep.
The door was opened, Lin Zhengqi walked in, stood side by side with Xiong Xi, and looked at the old man on the bed together.
After a long time, Lin Zhengqi took Xiong Xi's hand and interlocked his fingers, "I'll be with you."
"Ah."
Papa Xiong's illness worsened faster than they thought, they stopped taking the medicine, and took Papa Xiong out of the hospital for a walk.
Father Xiong, stepmother, Xiong Xi, and Xiong Lie really look like a family.
Lin Zhengqi drove for them. Xiong Xi didn't explain his identity, only saying that he was his good friend.
It is not far to go, which is the forest park on the outskirts of the city.
It was midsummer, and Papa Xiong felt much more comfortable basking in the sun than when he was in the hospital.
They had a picnic under the shade of the tree, all of which were homemade by their stepmother, and they had never stayed together so harmoniously before.Lin Zhengqi took Xiong Lie to play archery not far away, and his stepmother went with her worriedly, while Xiong Xi played chess with Xiong's father.
Papa Bear's hair was almost all white, but he looked a lot more friendly.
He asked Xiong Xi, "After I leave, I will leave all the money to you. You can take care of your aunt and brother for me. They are not easy."
Xiong Xi said "OK".
After a while, he asked Xiong Xi again, "Xiong Xi, do you hate me?"
Xiong Xi paused, "Can you persist until I don't hate you?"
Papa Xiong actually laughed when he heard this, "I'm really, really sorry for you. I haven't cared for you all these years. My dad is very incompetent."
Xiong Xi didn't care much about such a feeble apology, he continued to play chess, "I'm not very filial either, let's call it even."
Father Xiong tried his best to reach out and touch the top of Xiong Xi's head, "I didn't say it, but I know every time you have achieved in these years, and I have always been very proud of you."
Regardless of whether Papa Xiong's words are true or not, Xiong Xi is very grateful to him for being willing to give him such an impression before leaving.Perhaps with Papa Xiong, he said these things just to show that he still has the responsibility of being a father.But for Xiong Xi, knowing that he has not been forgotten by the world is a very warm feeling.
After returning from an outing, Papa Xiong passed away within a week.
On the way back from the funeral parlor, Lin Zhengqi followed Xiong Xi all the way, maybe his feelings were not so deep, although Xiong Xi was still sad, but it was not so painful that he wished to die.
He had already experienced a similar experience of losing a loved one when he was 12 years old, and the tears probably flowed down by that time.
Xiong Xi told Lin Zhengqi, "It's so strange, I can't cry."
Lin Zhengqi wiped his sweat for him, "It's too hot, you lack water."
"Oh." Xiong Xi bowed his head, reached out and grabbed Lin Zhengqi, "I really only have you now."
Lin Zhengqi still said to Xiong Xi as he said in the hospital that night: "I will accompany you."
Ever since he followed him asking for candy when he was three years old, Lin Zhengqi seems to have been by his side all the time. Lin Zhengqi, who can't do anything, will always solve all problems for him.
In the past 20 years, Lin Zhengqi's name has been engraved on his life stroke by stroke. For the next 20 years, he still hopes that only this name will be enough in his life. In a closed and narrow space, he feels that Lin Zhengqi is not lonely at all.
I remembered the lyrics: "Thank you, you will never retreat in the wind and rain, and you are willing to stay with me."
Xiong Xi nodded and squeezed Lin Zhengqi's hand: "Okay, you stay with me."
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