Young love is always desperate and exhausting.

The same is true for me. I once loved a woman deeply, and I was willing to give everything for her, and I was willing to be angry for her.

It's just that this kind of love once is enough, people always need to learn to be smarter.

The first time I met Xi'er was at the Qinxi Poetry Fair in the Yellow Crane Tower.

I seldom participate in this kind of poetry meeting. I am not interested in a few literati who come to flirt.It's just that Li Jiance has been jealous of me for a long time, if I don't show some fun, I'm afraid he will be even more restless.

I have never paid much attention to Li Jiance's imperial power. I have conquered most of the country in this world. If he hadn't pretended to be a few years older than me, the throne should have been mine.However, before I started to make preparations, he started to fidget.When I was leading the army abroad, he was worried that I would rebel; when I returned to Beijing to report on my duties, he was still tempting.But the military power in my hands will not be given up because of his worries, and those brothers and soldiers who are born and died will not want to choose another master. He really can't handle this hot potato.

The poetry meeting was no different from usual, I thought it would just pass away, but unexpectedly I met someone I will never forget in my life.

The moment he came in, everything lost its brilliance.With an outstanding figure, petaled begonias are raised while walking lightly, and the waist-length hair is slightly swaying. Unfortunately, the veil covers his face, only the bright eyes like autumn water are shining with a different style, just want to make people awe-inspiring. Find out.

A veil can always give people a sense of mystery. I have seen countless beauties. If his face is not satisfactory, it will really disappoint his graceful figure.For the first time, I discovered that the figure of a man can be described as ecstasy.

It's just that he appeared suddenly and didn't show his true face to others, so there must be some small thoughts on his mind.

Later, I heard that Mr. Xiyan was the guest of Piaomiaoxuan, and many people came here because of his fame. Piaomiaoxuan has changed from a small unknown brothel to an elegant wine shop, attracting many princes and princes' children.

But I don't care, and I never go to that kind of romantic place.

There are many beauties in the world, but I only love Yunxi.

Yunxi is the woman I rescued in Beiliang, and she followed me to repay my life-saving grace.It's a pity that she is not the daughter of an ordinary family, but the queen of the White Fox Kingdom, and the White Fox Kingdom was destroyed by me, so she has been hiding her name, disguised as a man, and hidden by my side.

I knew her identity early in the morning, but I didn't reveal it. I enjoyed watching her racking her brains and struggling, but I was also attracted to her unconsciously, and I was with her naturally. Son.

Although I was crowned king at the age of 16, my father gave me a main concubine and two side concubines, but since I have Yunxi, I only dote on her, and I also want to grow old together.However, Yunxi's status is special, so my relationship with her is secret, only those close to me will know.

Although Yunxi and I did not fall in love at first sight, our relationship is deep.Touched by the sacrifice she made for me, I will love and protect her for the rest of my life even if I give my all.

This is why I hold a heavy army but do not intend to seize the reason.I already have a good wife and beautiful family members, so there is no need to gamble my life to fight for the ninety-five honors.As long as Li Jiance doesn't drive me to extinction, I can go back to the first fiefdom and live happily.

However, I didn't expect that Li Jiance would know Yunxi's identity, and I was worried that I would use the power of the white fox country to mercenary rebel or help the white fox restore the country.He is determined to take back my military power, but once I hand over my military power, there is really no way to recover.

This stalemate lasted for a long time, until one day Yunxi was kidnapped into the palace and forced me to submit.As a last resort, I launched the Xuanyang Change.And what I never expected was that Yunxi would commit suicide.She is Li Jiance's biggest bargaining chip to hold me hostage. Li Jiance will never let her die, but she chose to use the most tragic way to break up our brothers.

In fact, I don't know that she has endured hard work these years, from restoring the country to disrupting the current situation, she has gradually weakened Daxia's national power, and finally forced me to seek rebellion to protect myself.Perhaps from the very beginning, she approached me for this moment, but I was deeply involved in it and had already forgotten it.

Before she died, Yunxi begged me to promise her two things, otherwise she would go down to the [-]th level of hell and never rest in peace: one is that she will only love her for the rest of her life;

I said yes.The first one can be done without a doubt, and the second one is to avenge her destruction of the country.Yong'er is the blood of Yunxi and me, half of the blood of the white fox royal family, so Daxia is half of the white fox.However, I don't mind, it doesn't matter who will be my successor, as long as he is capable.But what makes my heart hurt is that Yunxi still hasn't given up her persistence after so many years, she would rather give up the life of a fairy couple to embark on the road of revenge, maybe she still hates me after all.

Since then, Yunxi has been a pain in my heart.

I started to spoil the concubines around me, but I will no longer love them.

When you fall in love with someone, you will mess up your mind.If he had understood Yunxi's plan back then, cut off her wings and made her powerless, maybe they wouldn't be separated like today.It was I who indulged her and let her go farther and farther step by step.

After the Xuanyang change, I abolished Li Jiance and ascended the throne as emperor.An Chenxu is his heart, and he has a son for him. I will not touch him, and it is necessary to stabilize his father An Qinghou through An Chenxu.I will reserve the throne for An Chenxu, and at the same time let him take charge of the male concubines in the West Palace and stabilize the West Palace.

The change in publicity was accidental. Although I was powerful, I didn't have much power in the court except that I had 20 soldiers and horses. Li Jiance was abolished, but a mess was left behind, which really took my brains.Needless to say, it takes a lot of effort to secure the interior.Especially a few old ministers who are not open-eyed, they are openly against me and vow to maintain orthodoxy.And my subordinates are all reckless men, who are first-class in marching and fighting, but don't understand the way of officialdom. The most urgent task at hand is to make the various institutions operate normally. I can only rely on those ministers who protect the emperor for the time being, and then make other plans.

The forces in the DPRK and China are intertwined, and there are not many that can be used for me. The only thing I can do is to carry out a major exchange of blood.But relying on the imperial examination alone is not enough. It takes time to train newcomers. During this period of time, there is a better way to firmly control the power of the previous dynasty, and that is the draft.

This general election covers the senior officials of the seventh rank and above in the DPRK, including the children of important local officials, especially the children of loyal ministers who I need to rely on.If there is no daughter, it will be replaced by a son, and the front and rear palaces can be firmly controlled by me.

I had a bed-warming maid at the age of 12, two side concubines at the age of 16, and a main concubine at the age of 20. There is never a shortage of women around me.Ever since Yunxi was born, she seldom doted on other women. After Yunxi's death, she recruited a few more women, but none of them were tempted.In this general election in the palace, there are both male and female concubines, and the main purpose is to control the court situation, and the matter of being lucky is not just based on preference.But among the male concubines there are several sons of loyal ministers, even though I have never been fond of Long Yang, I have no choice but to show it, so I had to resort to some special means.I don't have much control over the male concubine, as long as I don't make too much trouble, I can ignore it.Maybe because of running the army since childhood, I still feel a bit overqualified for the men in Shensuo Palace.

I thought this life would pass like this until Xi'er appeared.

He is indeed a bold man, humble and silent on the surface, but fearless on the inside.He dared to make such a conceited bet when he met me for the first time.I knew he wanted my attention, I didn't know why, but it did pique my interest to see what he could do.

Unexpectedly, he went straight into the Hall of Eternal Life and climbed onto my dragon bed. I was really shocked that day.What shocked me was not only his alluring appearance, but also his courage and courage to advance and retreat freely.It's not that there are no other women trying to get my attention by tricks, but he is really the first one who can think of entering the Hall of Eternal Life.

I have to admit that he is really a handsome man, and he has the capital to be proud of.If he hadn't had enough concentration, maybe that day he would really be favored by him.But I didn't do that. Compared with his beauty, I am more interested in what kind of soul is under his frail body?

If it's what he wants, it won't be so interesting.And in my life, there has been no word "expectation" for a long, long time.

I raised his status, but I also banned him for life, which is tantamount to being thrown into limbo.Since living in the palace, how could he not have the power to protect himself.Therefore, although I know everything he has suffered, I don't help him. Let's see how he gets out of this predicament this time.

Unexpectedly, he burned Nanshan Pavilion down.

However, when I saw him come out of Nanshan Pavilion, I felt an inexplicable joy, happy to see him again, although I didn't put this strange emotion in my heart at the time.

When he came out of the Nanshan Pavilion, he really bloomed his beauty. At this time, Xie Lingxi was quite different from the original, because he finally decided to place himself in the vortex of the harem, and he was the center of the vortex, showing off his beauty. With his unparalleled sharpness.

His casual posture and arrogant arrogance naturally attracted the envy of the other concubines. The endless plots and tricks did not change his posture, but instead made him exude a deadly temptation.

He is very smart and knows that only by being favored by me can he truly have no worries.The temptation of being close at hand, the teasing more than once, I never thought that I would be unable to control my heart because of a man.

Knowing that it was Poppy, I still couldn't help but approach it. In fact, since I made the bet that day, I have already lost, but I just don't want to admit it in my heart.But if it's just that, then forget it, I'm a king, and it's only natural for me to favor my concubine.It's just that what Xi'er wants is not favor, but love.And my love died with the wind long after Yunxi died... Love?Does a king need love?

However, I am not a person who likes self-abuse. Since I am interested in him, why not try his taste?After all, he is just a male concubine, within the appropriate range, I can tolerate all his willfulness.

It is very surprising that such a man who is good at seduction has never experienced anything between men and women. His green reaction is hard to imagine that he came out of Piao Miao Xuan.I have sent people to investigate him since he appeared in the Palace of Eternal Life, and I know that he is not only the third son of the Xie family, but also the Xiyan of Misty Xuan, and even a descendant of Tianlin Kingdom.He and his mother have no status in Xie's family, but they have transformed into a well-known Xiyan son in Beijing. Xie Kang will never know these two faces.

Isn't the golden scale a thing in the pool, it will turn into a dragon when it encounters a storm.Xi'er is not just an ordinary son of an aristocratic family, his outstanding talent, indomitable will and unruly personality are the charm.

I was deeply attracted by him, and I could no longer tolerate other people in my eyes.I thought we could always love each other like this.

Prescribing drugs to Xi'er was a last resort. With Xi'er's character, she would never agree to abort the child, and would even go back to the root cause and involve more.But what I didn't expect was that Mu Bin turned out to be his man, and finally let him know everything.

I know Xi'er hates me very much, but I can accept him beating and scolding me, I just hope he doesn't close his heart.But no matter what I did, he was unwilling to forgive me and kept me away from him.

I don't know what to do, I'm helpless, I can't do anything, I'm in chaos every day, I can only empathize with others.

But I know in my heart that no one can replace Xi'er, all I want is Xi'er.As long as he.

Because of the child, there was a rift between Xi'er and me, but the matter of Yunxi really made us break up completely.

It wasn't until the fire in Xiling Pavilion that night that I finally saw my heart clearly. The heart that I always thought was impenetrable was actually already occupied by a person named Xie Lingxi.I have already violated the oath to Yunxi, but I am still deceiving myself.This is also the reason why Yunxi forced me to set up this formation. She used the formation to remind me all the time, but I still failed to do it in the end.

The one who is sorry for her is me.But I got angry with Xi'er, and said something to him in a fit of anger.

The despair and loneliness in Xi'er's eyes that night were deeply imprinted in my mind, and what he said was even more decisive.But I didn't know at the time that it was not only his words that resolute, but his heart.

When he insisted on leaving the palace, I had a bad feeling.I never believed in Qin Tianjian, and this is the first time I look forward to speaking auspicious words from them.However, this is not the case.

I don't want to let him leave, and I can't stop him from being determined despite all kinds of obstacles.And he is really powerful, he can gather so much power to fight against me in a short period of time, or he has planned it long ago, so that I have no time to worry about him.

For the first time in my life, I regretted letting him go so much.

If I knew that I would lose him for the rest of my life, I would rather deprive him of his freedom and imprison him for the rest of his life.

However, if freedom can change his life, I am willing to let go.

Xi'er, if there is an afterlife, I only hope to meet you at the very first moment.

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