The Legend of Nanshan Jun

However, at that time, I was only concerned about escaping for my life to give birth, and did not care about the battle situation.

Everyone joined the battle, only me, Dieyi and the coachman were left in the carriage.

I don't know what's going on outside, and I don't know where the carriage is going, and my thoughts are completely disturbed by the pain after wave.

I don't know how long I stayed in the carriage, but every moment was like sitting on pins and needles, and the pain was so painful that I wanted to die.

Although I had prepared for a long time, I never thought that having a child would be such a painful thing, especially when it has not yet been born.

Gradually, the noise from the outside world was no longer heard. I can only guess that we are already in the depths of Mount He, but I don't know the exact location.

Heshan is a part of the mountain range at the junction of the Three Kingdoms, which is endless.And once entering the main mountain range through Heshan, even if Li Zhenrui wanted to hunt me down, he would not be able to hunt me for a few months, and I had every chance to escape while he was hunting, which is why I finally chose this place as a hiding place.

However, what I didn't expect was that my body really couldn't bear the torment of climbing mountains and ridges anymore, and every bump of the carriage made me extremely uncomfortable.

This situation is really impossible to produce.

I suppressed the uneasiness and anxiety in my heart, turned over, "Dieyi."

Dieyi has been staying by my side, when she heard me call her, she leaned over and asked, "Master, what's the matter?"

I took out a jade pendant from my sleeve and put it in her hand, and said softly, "This jade pendant is my token, you can freely enter and exit Misty Pavilion and Wuhuan Tower with it, please keep it."

"Young master, what do you mean?" Dieyi seemed to have a premonition, shook her head and pushed my hand away.

I smiled slightly, and said in a relaxed tone as much as possible, "You don't have to think too much, I just leave it to you because it is inconvenient for me to put it on my body."

Dieyi breathed a sigh of relief, took my jade pendant and put it in his arms.

"Dieyi, you've been by my side for so long, it's time to exercise. In my current situation, I can only rely on you." I sincerely said to her.

"Don't worry, son." Dieyi shook my hand and nodded to me, "I will definitely take good care of you."

I smiled and shook my head, "It's not about taking care of me, it's about taking care of yourself."

"Young master, you... I can't understand what you are talking about." Dieyi said nervously with reddened eye circles.

"It's nothing." I patted her on the shoulder to comfort her, "Just in case, the future of this trip is dangerous..."

Before I finished speaking, another labor pain hit me, making me frown.Dieyi looked at me from the side, extremely anxious but to no avail, he could only keep reminding the driver to drive carefully.

After the pain passed, I smiled and said to Dieyi, "Do you regret coming out with me?"

Dieyi shook her head, "I don't regret it."

"I can't go back to the palace anymore. From now on, I will be homeless and alone. Don't you regret it?" I asked.

"With the young master, how can you be alone?" Dieyi asked puzzled.

"Things in the world are unpredictable, and it is impossible for me to be by your side forever." I sighed.

"My lord, please don't say that." Dieyi knelt beside me, with tears in her eyes.

"Okay, silly Dieyi, I'm just talking casually, you don't have to take it seriously." I had no choice but to smile helplessly.

"Young master, don't scare me with such words in the future, okay?" Dieyi begged.

"Okay." I nodded with a smile.

Seeing that Dieyi was still wiping away tears, he had no choice but to change the subject and ask, "Where are you going now?"

Dieyi asked the driver who got off the coach, and then said, "We have already entered the mountainside of Mount He, and further inside is the main mountain range."

I calculated that at this speed, it would take a day and a night to completely cross the boundary mountain.

But my child can't wait for a day and a night, it seems that he can only give birth in this mountain forest.

Although the premature birth of the baby was not what I expected, I had no choice but to give up and run away at the moment, and the most important thing was to find a secluded place suitable for childbirth to give birth to the baby.

Thinking of this, I reminded the driver to change direction and find a secluded place suitable for production, preferably with a family.

I don't know how long it has passed, but the sky has gradually darkened.

Although I don't have a good appetite, but thinking that I will need to spend a lot of energy next, I had to cheer up and eat something.

I opened the car curtain while eating, and saw the driver driving on a small path, one side of which was against the mountain, and the other side was a cliff, and there were scattered families under the cliff.

This place should be my first time, right?The last time I walked in this direction with Li Zhenrui was not this direction, but why does it always feel a little familiar.

Carefully recalling bits and pieces of the past in his mind, the ominous premonition gradually expanded.

"Stop..." I called the driver, but no one responded.

Dieyi looked at me suspiciously and said, and also called the coachman, but there was still no response.

Suspicious in his heart, Dieyi lifted the curtain, and his face turned earthy in shock.

The coachman was still in the car, but he had died with a short arrow in his neck.

"Dieyi, drive the horse quickly, don't let it run away." I hurriedly said.

If it weren't for the fact that I am pregnant and bulky, I should have pulled the reins immediately.

"Your...Young Master, I don't know how to drive a horse..." Dieyi's face was pale, and his hands were already trembling before touching the reins.

"Don't be afraid, this horse hasn't gone mad yet and won't hurt you or me. If we don't control it quickly, we will fall off the cliff if we are not careful." I comforted.

With my encouragement, Dieyi finally had the courage to pull the rein.

However, before she could control the horse, a shadow suddenly jumped over the roof of the car, and then grabbed the rein at a very fast speed, strangling the horse's neck.

The carriage gradually stopped under the control of that person.Immediately, a group of people surrounded him, each holding various weapons in their hands, with fierce faces.

"Grandma, I finally made a vote today."

"Yeah, I don't know what happened these few days. Many people of unknown identity appeared on the mountain and down the mountain, causing us to hide."

"Be careful sailing for thousands of years, just don't turn somersault like last time."

"I don't know if there are many people in this car, so don't make us busy."

"Hmph, if there is oil and water, you will know if you look at it."

Listening to their conversation, I secretly thought it was not good, I am afraid that the robbers in the mountains are outside.

"This little girl looks very delicate! Haha, I haven't eaten meat for several days, and today I just have a taste of this little girl."

"Son..."

I heard Dieyi's voice outside, and it seemed that they had caught her.

Reaching out to touch it, I secretly hid a small package in my arms.Then he smeared a handful of ashes on his face indiscriminately, mixed with the sweat on his face, his appearance became much uglier.

I raised the car curtain and looked at the person coming, and said coldly, "I'll give you all the money, let her go."

"Hehe." The leading robber took a step forward, glanced at my stomach, then at my face, and mocked, "So it's a monster with neither male nor female."

The people around him also tilted their heads and looked at me for a long time, "This man can also have children, haha, it's really interesting."

"What do you know?" Another person patted his head, "I seem to have heard from the village master that there is a kind of man who can have children...what is it called..." That person thought for a long time, but still didn't think about it Woke up, looking extremely distressed.

"Okay, okay, don't worry about these irrelevant things." The leader of the robber waved his hand to stop them, then looked at me again and said, "Hmph, of course we want money, but..."

He walked to the side, touched Dieyi's face, "I want this little girl too."

Dieyi wanted to avoid his hand in disgust, but was restrained, and could only be groped by him.

"You..." I was so angry that I wanted to get up, and suddenly there was a piercing pain in my abdomen, which made me so painful that I could only lean on the edge of the sedan chair.

Sweat dripped from my forehead and my eyes were wet. I was in so much pain that I had no strength at all, feeling that every second was extraordinarily tormented.

"My lord...don't worry about me." Dieyi cried and begged me.

The leading robber circled around me, "It looks like he's about to give birth." He turned his head and looked at the people on the left and right, "Do you want to take him back?"

The person on the left shook his head, "Forget it, it's too troublesome."

"Yeah, and if you bring him back like this, will it be possible for us to help him deliver the baby?"

The leader of the robbers thought it was right, so he winked at the two people on the left and right, and pulled me out of the car.

My legs were weak, and as soon as I got out of the carriage, I fell to the ground.

"Young master..." Dieyi cried out, and vigorously broke away from the robber who was restraining him, ran to me, and helped me up.

"Dieyi, don't cry, be strong." I smiled at her.

"Okay, I won't cry." Dieyi wiped away her tears and helped me to the place next to the mountain.

With my back against the mountain, I slowly sat on the ground, and finally felt better.

Seeing that we didn't run away, the bandit leader didn't come to arrest us any more. He only sent someone to watch us, and the others started to carry things into the carriage.

I don't know if this group of robbers is the same as the robbers who caught me last time.If the robbers who caught me last time were at least hundreds of people, then the two of us were caught, I am afraid that there is really no way out.

I shouldn't have let Dieyi be caught by robbers and taken into the stockade. How could she, a weak woman, resist those robbers who looked like tigers and wolves.However, if I am arrested together with her, it will only become her burden and make her lose hope of escape.

I carefully analyzed the various possibilities, and found that the chance of escaping together was too small, especially now that I was about to give birth with a big belly, and it was difficult for me to even walk, let alone run.

Taking advantage of the fact that no one else noticed, I took out a small knife from the package in my arms and stuffed it secretly into the sleeve of Dieyi, and whispered in her ear, "Hide it well, you can use it when you need it."

Dieyi nodded secretly.

I put another signal tube in his hand, "Use it in an emergency."

Dieyi looked at me suspiciously, "What is this?"

"Signal tube." I glanced at the person who was following me, and said softly after confirming that he didn't see anything strange about us, "This is the person I sent to meet us."

"But once you send the signal, other people will also see it, so be careful... remember." I couldn't help but whispered in her ear again.

"No." Dieyi shook her head and said in a low voice, "Young master gave it to me, what should you do? You are going to give birth soon, what if there is no one to take care of you!"

"It's okay. I have my own arrangements." I smiled at her.

In fact, there is only this signal tube, and I only arranged for this group of people to respond, but in order to let Dieyi accept it, I can only lie.

However, Dieyi still refused to accept it and could only shake her head.

Xu Shi's voice was too loud, which attracted the attention of the bandit leader, "What are you doing?"

When asked by the bandit leader, Dieyi had no choice but to hide the signal tube in the palm of his hand.

I turned my head and sincerely asked the bandit leader, "Everyone, my sister and I have been dependent on each other since we were young. She is the only relative I have. If you take her away, please treat her kindly."

Fortunately, I was wearing ordinary people's clothes these days, so the bandit leader couldn't tell whether we were rich or not.I also call Dieyi my younger sister, saying that we depend on each other for life, so that the robbers can dispel the idea of ​​kidnapping us for ransom or tearing up our tickets.

"Sister?" the bandit leader asked, "Why did he call you son?"

"My little one's surname is Gong, Longgong Gong; his name is Zi, Mu Xinzi." I quickly explained.

The bandit leader waved his hand, "I don't understand names. Since you are brother and sister, why do you call them by names?"

"We are all orphans, not biological. My sister has been playing around since she was a child, so she never only calls me by my first name." I explained to him calmly.

The bandit leader didn't seem to have much patience to listen any longer, and he no longer doubted at the moment, tied up the butterfly clothes and stuffed them back into the carriage, and then urged, a large group of people quickly disappeared from my sight.

The moment Dieyi was tied up and left, I mouthed to her, "Take care, you'll be fine."

Dieyi's eyes were red from crying, and she kept looking at me, "My lord, you must take good care of yourself!"

I smiled and nodded until she was pushed into the carriage.

I couldn't bear to see her being taken away.The catastrophe she suffered was all because of me, and she felt even more guilty.I hope that she will be lucky and have her own celestial appearance, and that her fate star can protect her so that she can get out of this disaster and be happy and healthy from now on.

I prayed silently in my heart, and when I thought that I was alone in this deep mountain and old forest, and I was about to give birth but there was no one to accompany me, I couldn't help feeling sad.

However, I was only dazed for a moment before I adjusted my mood.

Although the difficult situation is not what I want, how can I thank Lingxi for feeling sad?

I rearranged my clothes and set foot on the unknown road.

I have never regretted the choices I made, including planning this escape.

Although I am alone now, life and death are uncertain, but thinking of the sky and the sea from now on, I feel a lot more comfortable.

I didn't know the way, and it was already dark at this time, and I couldn't tell the direction.

I don't know how long I walked, and I don't know where I am. I just feel that the pain in my abdomen is getting more and more frequent. Finally, I can't walk anymore, so I have to find a place that can shelter from the wind and rain to rest.

This cave is far away from the place where the robbers found it, and presumably it will not be discovered by the robbers who are chasing again.

I leaned against the cave, and I happened to be able to see the sky at this time.

There are few clouds and fog tonight, and the stars in the sky are bright and bright, but they are not mine.

I smiled wryly and closed my eyes.

It's a blessing, not a disaster, it's a disaster that can't be avoided.

But even so, I cannot do nothing.

Suppressing the pain in my abdomen, I searched for firewood in the cave.

It was very difficult for me to bend down every time. It took me almost two hours to pick up a small pile of firewood.

Among them, the more intense labor pains made me unable to bear the pain.

By the time the bonfire was lit, I was already sweating profusely, leaning against the cave wall and panting heavily.

I didn't expect that one day I would be down to this point, it's really sad.

Sitting on the ground covered with hay, he hadn't rested for a while, but another burst of pain hit him. This time the pain was quite different from the previous one, the pain was more intense and piercing.

I know it's the amniotic fluid drying up.

The amniotic fluid has been broken since this morning, and until now, the amniotic fluid has already drained.

The current pain is dry pain, which is ten times worse than the previous pain.

I curled up my legs and tried to make my posture suitable for childbirth, but it still didn't help after working hard for a long time.

The child was stuck in the abdomen, motionless and unable to get out.

I was almost crying in anxiety. The longer the time dragged on, the more I would not be able to give birth, and I might even die... Even if the baby was born, I would probably die.

I couldn't help hating myself for my mistake, and even more hating why Li Zhenrui forced me like this.

If it weren't for these series of accidents, I should have given birth to the child by now. Why am I waiting alone in this cave in the deep mountains and old forests.

Even though I have read a lot of books produced by men, what is in the book is far from the reality after all, I really don't know how to start.

I couldn't help feeling a little desperate in my heart, and I could only continue to exert force with the remaining strength.

However, it is like a drop in the bucket, unable to promote the process of this life.

I don't know how long I persisted, and even half of the bonfire that I worked so hard to build was burned, but the child still couldn't be born.

It would have been nice to have someone around to help me, but now it's just me, and I'm getting more and more exhausted.

I leaned against the cave wall and gasped for breath, feeling a little dizzy after exerting myself for a long time.

If things go on like this, the child will not be born, unless there is a miracle.

The body structure of Tianlin men and women is different, because the tunnel is much narrower, Tianlin men are ten times more difficult to give birth than women, and it can be said that they are close to death.

And because my amniotic fluid was drained, the baby couldn't come down for a long time, so I couldn't give birth through natural methods.

Now there is only one way that may have hope, and that is to cut open my stomach and take out the baby.

However, the only knife on my body was given to Dieyi for self-defense, and there was no other tool that could be used except for the remaining coil of thread.And even if I have it, how do I do it if it's just me?

Thinking of this, I was also relieved.

Or maybe it was God's will.

I have already known that this crime is more dangerous than good, and I have been mentally prepared for everything I will face in the future, so I have nothing to fear.

Something will occur if it belongs to your life, if not, do not push it.

Maybe I, Xie Lingxi, should be like this, and I can't blame anyone.

With the last of my strength, I finally gave up.

Looking back on everything I have experienced over the years, there are regrets, remorse, sighs, and happiness.

I didn't expect that at the last moment of my life, I thought about him the most.

There was never a moment when he was needed so much.

There was never a moment when I loved him so much.

However, our fate in this life came to an end like this.

Li Zhenrui, he is the man I love the most in this life, and the man who hurt me the most.

Maybe this is retribution, how many people's hearts I have hurt, and now I am finally hurt to pieces.

But even so, if you give me another chance, will I repeat the same mistakes?

I don't even know the answer...

There are all kinds of tastes in my heart, no matter how much I chew, I feel that this life is far from enough.

There is a clear sound of water droplets in my ears, one after another, the urging sounds seem to drip into my heart.

The pain in the lower abdomen has gradually become numb and unconscious, and through the towering belly, the vision is as bright as strange.

I saw a familiar handsome and majestic man walking towards me, he put his arms around my waist, and leaned my head on his shoulder.

We looked up together, surrounded by a dense peach forest, like pink clouds, covering the halfway up the mountain, gurgling water slowly descending the side of the green hill, behind us is a simple log cabin, you can hear intermittent birdsong.

There are no more magnificent palaces and pavilions, no more groups of maids and servants, no more intriguing disputes in the harem, no Hongsu Tang, no Bai Yunxi, no Shangguan Wenya, everything in the past is an illusory dream.

I stretched out my hand and stroked the beauty in my heart in mid-air. The handsome man in front of me was smiling softly at me and whispering love words in my ear.

Closing my eyes, a tear fell, and with the last breath I exhaled in my life, I called out to the man in front of me, "Husband... Jun..."

"Husband, I really want to grow old together in this paradise with you, and never care about the worldly disputes outside."

"Okay, when I abdicate, I will spend my love for the mountains and rivers with you. From now on, I will pick chrysanthemums under the eastern fence and see Nanshan leisurely."

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