Dude with little heart and innocent little warm boy

Summer Hee is gay.

Mu Nuanyang knew about it early in the morning, but seeing it with his own eyes still brought a lot of shock.

What made him even more confused was the pain that accompanied the impact.

Mu Nuanyang couldn't ignore the piercing pain, and felt an inexplicable sense of oppression in his heart.

Mu Nuanyang sent Shan Shining home, and when she was about to say goodbye, a warm body hugged her, and Mu Nuanyang stiffened.

Shan Shining has been chasing Mu Nuanyang for so long, and her behavior now is obviously asking for Mu Nuanyang's answer.

But Mu Nuanyang felt bitterness from the bottom of his heart, raised his hand, and opened Shan Shining's arms.

Shan Shining was startled, and looked up at the warm boy.

"Shan Shining, I..." Mu Nuanyang gently pushed her away and apologized, "...I can't."

Shan Shi withdrew her hand embarrassingly, Mu Nuanyang didn't dare to look into her eyes, her clear eyes were full of guilt, "I'm sorry."

The atmosphere became awkward, Shan Shining lowered her head and bit her lips silently, Mu Nuanyang really didn't know what to use to comfort her.

"Mu Nuanyang, I'm leaving."

Shan Shining broke the deadlock as soon as she opened her mouth, and completed all the things she wanted to say and do all night.

Mu Nuanyang looked at the opposite person in surprise, a little at a loss: "Is it..."

Shan Shining seemed to know what he was going to say, so she spoke first: "No, my parents planned it a long time ago, and I called you out today just to say goodbye to you."

"I've been chasing you for so long, and finally I have an answer, and I can leave with peace of mind, at least I don't have to worry about anything."

Shan Shining stubbornly held back her tears, but her slightly trembling shoulders betrayed her emotions.

Mu Nuanyang embraced the girl with open arms: "You will find a boyfriend who loves you."

Perhaps in the youthful years, we all have a person who failed us, and we all have a dream that cannot be answered.

But at least we have tried and sought.

Shan Shining's home is not far away, it took only 10 minutes to walk there, but it took Mu Nuanyang a full 10 minutes to look back.

He held his homework and looked at the topics in the book, trying to calm down his noisy mind.

But I couldn't read a word, and there was no way to calm my mind.

That naughty Xia Xi, that gentle and considerate Xia Xi, that fiery kissing Xia Xi just now...

Mu Nuanyang held his head in pain, shook his head, trying to drive this mess out of his head...

In my mind, I kept thinking about the figure of two men kissing passionately in the blurred night, that Xia Xi who was gentle and considerate to him just pressed a man against the car door, kissed and touched each other.

Where do they go after the drive, a hotel?what to do?

Thinking of Xia Xi's gentleness being given to others, and being intimate with others, Mu Nuanyang felt distressed, and the intractable pain became more and more intense until he couldn't breathe.

Mu Nuanyang's expression suddenly became strange, and he couldn't figure out why he had such big mood swings.

The figure of kissing and caressing the strange man is deeply engraved in my heart, playing it back over and over again like a camera out of control.

Huge pain surged up from the bottom of his heart like a tide, Mu Nuanyang felt betrayed and abandoned, and wanted to rush to separate them and question him.

But what is the question?

Why kiss someone else?

Why was I seen?

Mu Nuanyang looked at the book on the table flusteredly, and told himself over and over again: Maybe I read it wrong, that's not Xia Xi at all.

Looking blankly at the phone in his hand, make a call to confirm?He wanted to hear Xia Xi tell him personally.

The finger slides away from the screen, the familiar number, the finger rubbed on the screen for a long time, but still did not press down.

Putting down the phone, Mu Nuanyang went into the kitchen and poured a cup of hot water. Even though it was summer, he couldn't drive away the chill in his body.

Thinking non-stop, he couldn't stop no matter what, took a deep breath, Mu Nuanyang ran back to the bedroom, picked up the phone and pressed the call button.