Naruto Diary

Forcibly help me improve my spiritual connection and perception acuity.

Just kidding, where did I find so much time for me to practice slowly!What's more, the secret technique of the mountain clan is really not suitable for me, even if I practice for another ten years, I still can't master it.Therefore, it is the wisest choice to use violence directly.

This is already the tenth day of using this spell array.

For a long time, because of concerns about the sequelae and my brain's ability to withstand, Tsunade and Yamanaka Kaiichi have always controlled the enhancement and improvement to a very subtle level.But that's it, as the strengthening range gets higher and higher, I, who was relatively easy at first, are getting closer and closer to the limit.In the past two days, the signs of headache have become more and more intense, and even after the operation circle stopped, it only eased, instead of completely subsiding as before.It's not just once or twice that I fainted halfway.

However, it cannot be stopped.Even if you get a permanent headache, you can't stop it.Such an awareness, I have, Tsunade has.And Haiichi Yamanaka, after strongly protesting and even refusing to continue, Tsunade simply told him about Uchiha Madara had to have it.

Uchiha Madara is really a terrifying man who can make people extremely fearful with just an uncertain form of existence even in the past few decades.

Head hurts.

Although I have always maintained a state of consciousness that seems to be out of the body, it is because of this state that I can know more clearly that the degree of fuzzy physical thinking is really infinitely approaching a coma.

However, it was almost there.Just a little bit more, I can break through the invisible shackles that have always been, and perceive the existence of the other party.There's no basis for that, that's what my gut tells me.

Based on this reason, I closed my eyes and took a nap to relieve the pain of my brain nerves that were overstimulated by the secret technique.

After a while, I felt that my physical condition was a little better, I raised my heavy eyelids, and tried to let my weak voice fully express my will: "It's ok... let's go on, it's just a little bit... one more time Just a little...it will be over..."

Kaiichi Yamanaka, who personally presided over the magic formation, frowned, his face full of hesitation.He looked hesitantly at Tsunade who was standing outside the magic circle with the same frown, and silently asked for instructions.

Tsunade was silent for a few seconds, then shook his head.

Seeing this, Yamanaka Kaiichi couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and began to form seals on his hands, intending to completely stop the operation of the spell formation.

Although the physical state is extremely poor, as long as I still have a little consciousness, all the information around me will be automatically received by my perception.The only difference is whether I still have the energy to distinguish and process these messy information.Therefore, I am still clear about the surrounding situation, including Yamanaka Kaiichi's plan to stop the magic formation.

If I just stop like this, I don't know when it will be the next time I feel like "I can succeed".Time is running out, and I also want to end this painful torture quickly, so I struggle to speak, and my voice is amplified-although it is still not as loud as usual: "No...can't...stop...stop If... next time... I don't... I don't know... When will I be able to... Please... It's still a little bit... Just a little bit..."

After listening to my intermittent words quietly, Tsunade was silent for a long time, struggling in his heart, finally he bit his lip, stared at me and said in a deep voice: "You have reached the limit, if you continue, even just a little bit, There's also a very real possibility of irreversible and permanent damage to your brain ... and even if that's the case, is it going to continue?"

"Master Tsunade!" Kaiichi Yamanaka couldn't help shouting anxiously.

"Yes." I said weakly but surely, without hesitation.However, Uncle Hai, I still want to thank you for your concern... If you can get through this calamity safely, I will definitely treat you to a feast of "Xianshu Cuisine".

"...I know. But!" Tsunade said in a deep voice, biting his finger and quickly forming a seal, and channeled a small slug, "I will let the slug stare at you at any time, once it is judged to be dangerous or you lose consciousness. No matter what, it will be forcibly terminated!"

"..." Knowing that this is an absolute prerequisite for Tsunade to make concessions, I did not make a sound and acquiesced to this condition.

Tsunade took one last look at me, waved his hand and gently threw the little slug onto me, then turned his head to signal Yamanaka Kaiichi: "Haiichi."

"But, but... I know." Kaiichi Yamanaka still disagreed, but he still compromised under Tsunade's persistent gaze.

The magic array that temporarily stopped strengthening continued to run slowly again, increasing the strengthening effect slowly and gradually, making the blue chakra light in the room brighter again.

The brain nerves that had finally adapted to this level of stimulation were stimulated again, and new waves of pain continued to hit, each wave getting stronger.The pain seemed to burst my head, making my body curl up involuntarily.

It seems that the dissociated consciousness is empty, thinking about nothing, just watching and feeling every bit of pain in the body indifferently.

Every cell in the brain feels pain as if there are countless tiny drills drilling hard.This seemingly endless pain was slowly transmitted to the whole body through the conduction of every nerve, causing the whole body to twitch slightly uncontrollably.

In this wave of growing pain, the spiritual connection seemed to be forcibly magnified by an invisible force.Some things that I can't feel at all on weekdays, the thoughts and thoughts of others, even if it is just a vague idea, seem to have no secrets in my spiritual realm.

However, what the villagers are thinking is not what I care about at the moment, even the most annoying Danzo.

Indifferently exclude all irrelevant things, pain, thoughts, emotions.My consciousness seemed to be blank, waiting quietly in the pain where even my physical thinking was almost stagnant, waiting for the moment when the spirit of the person in my memory appeared in my perception field.

Waves of pain are stronger than waves.What seemed like an eternity of 3 minutes passed, and finally, on the verge of physical coma, that person's spirit finally appeared.

At this time, perhaps because of the stimulation of the joy of successfully achieving the goal, or because of the intuition of some kind of "failure", the brain that has almost paralyzed the instinctive processing of the surrounding environment information suddenly becomes bright again.And this also made me realize in time that Tsunade and Yamanaka Kaiichi were trying to stop the magic formation.

"Wait!" I yelled hoarsely before I could react, "Wait! Wait! I feel it! I feel it! Wait! Let me remember it! Soon I'll remember it! Just wait!"

The brain that started to be chaotic again suddenly felt the pause of the two people's movements.Then, the rising waves of pain finally stopped intensifying, and only maintained the original level and continued.

If the pain before was like a rough sea, then the pain now is a calm and boundless ocean.

In the midst of this long-lasting pain, the dissociated consciousness that seems to have no joy, no sorrow, no thought, and no feeling is indifferently watching the weak and almost non-existent spiritual connection with that person.Indifferently and clearly, staring at the most essential reality and feelings until the body is completely unconscious.

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In the endless darkness, it seems that someone is watching me coldly.

I know, it's Uchiha Madara.

Born into this world, the ego resides in the depths of my soul, in the deepest shadows.

In the darkness, someone is patting my cheek gently.

This is Uchiha Madara.

But why?

Thinking dully as if frozen.

The warmth covering the body was taken away, and the cold wind blew in, making the body tremble involuntarily.

I want to reach out to find that piece of warmth, but I can't move even a finger.

The dull thinking followed the instinctive desire in his heart, and continued to try to reach out to find that piece of warmth.

In a trance, the hand seemed to stretch out, looking for the warmth.

The body curled up hard, trying to hide in this small piece of warmth.

However, he found that his body was still lying on his back, cold and shivering, and he never curled up at all.Hands never moved.Warmth is just an illusion.

In the darkness, the body was hugged.

This is also Uchiha Madara.

But why?

Trying to mobilize the slack thinking.

However, every time I think about it, there is a specious and bizarre conclusion, so I am even more at a loss.

It seems that the stagnant thinking doesn't know how to give up, and it keeps repeating the process of being at a loss, thinking, and then being at a loss again.

cold.

The body was suddenly pulled from all directions, as if... as if...something...

Thinking bluntly, constantly at a loss.

got windy.

It was windy and colder.

His body was shaking violently, and he began to struggle and try to curl up, hiding in the little warmth that moved from his back to his side at some point.

Countless times I felt successful, and countless times I found that I didn't move at all.So again and again.

In the darkness, there was the sound of waves.

I found myself in the midst of the sea.

In the dark night where you can't see your fingers, there is a frozen sea.

In the endless daze, I intuitively felt that something was wrong, and there was also an endless sense of uneasiness, but I couldn't understand why.

why?

Until my heart was in severe pain, I finally naturally understood why.

In front of me was a blue, calm sea.

On his chest, a blood-stained hand was holding a still