Naruto Diary

Three generations of Naruto-sama, and even the entire Konoha will be your most solid backing. "

"...Because of this, I don't want everyone to be affected by my weakness." I said, "Also, I never think that what that person is asking for is just nine tails."

"..." Kakashi frowned in thought, and asked me solemnly, "What do you already know?"

"...I can't speak the language clearly." I said, "Recently, I am learning illusion. After a while, I will directly present to you what I have experienced through illusion... Of course, there are three generations of Hokage-sama."

"Is that so..." Kakashi seemed to respond and to himself.

37. Give up being a ninja

The door of the small apartment where I live.

"Just get here, Mr. Kakashi, go get busy." I said, taking out the key from my pocket.

Kakashi said indifferently: "It's okay, anyway, the qualifiers are almost over, as for the battle table of the main match—"

In the middle of speaking, Kakashi stopped abruptly.

I know why.

What I did before has dealt a big blow to Sakura. Even after all the qualifiers are over, I probably won't be in the mood to care about the Chunin exams.

The atmosphere suddenly became tense.

Sure enough, Kakashi is still quite concerned about my behavior.

But I don't regret it.

Although it is entirely possible to bid farewell to Class [-] in a gentler and more acceptable way, as I said before, there is no time to grow slowly, not just me, Sakura, and even Konoha.

People often realize their powerlessness more deeply when they experience pain and dissatisfaction, and the strong unwillingness and reluctance derived from this understanding will promote rapid and effective growth.

Even if due to a wrong start, the fetters have been involved, no matter how thin and sparse, they are no longer strangers that can be ignored.

The so-called cutting off has always been something that can only be done by both parties.

I am a selfish person, I will not sacrifice myself for anyone or anything.I am also a hypocrite, no matter how empathetic I am, no matter how sad and sympathetic I am, I will just watch silently instead of taking the initiative to stand up and do something.

So, hurry up and grow up, grow up to have the power to survive independently.

Best, treat me as a stranger from now on.

Because ah, when I don't have confidence in my own safety, I will probably die.

In this depressing silence, there was a "click", and the door lock opened in response.

"Will Kakashi-sensei come in and sit for a while?" I asked, pulling the key out of the door lock and putting it back in my pocket.

Kakashi shook his head: "I'll go see how Sasuke is doing, you should have a good rest."

Nodding goodbye, Kakashi turned and left.

Standing in place and watching Kakashi's back until it disappeared, I settled down, leaning on the wall, turned around and opened the door and walked in.

I didn't care about taking a shower anymore, and just collapsed on the bed with all my clothes on.

It was as if the exhaustion accumulated for a long time erupted in an instant, and the mind was dizzy for a while, accompanied by a trance.

It seems that this time is really approaching the limit, not only the spirit, but also the body.

Trying to concentrate the spirit that could not keep getting closer to sleepiness, mobilized the remaining chakra, and raised the tired hands with difficulty.

Now is not the time to rest in peace.

With the cover of three generations of Hokage, it is not a big deal for Bo Feng Chengying to disappear for a few days.But Itachi was different. Although he slipped out of the sight of Kisame Kisame in time, if he disappeared for too long, it would be difficult to go back as a stray cat.Moreover, no matter what the truth is, Itachi is an S-rank wanted criminal after all, and picks up a kitten or puppy on a whim, but one must be the same, and there is no one in Akatsuki who is really stupid.

This time the technique was performed at an unprecedentedly slow pace, almost reaching the minimum threshold required for shadow points and body skills, but it succeeded in the end.

Use all the chakra to generate a shadow body, let him directly become a falcon good at flying and fly out of the window.

With the cover of three generations of Hokage, there is no need to worry so much.Moreover, the shadow component and the body technique copy the current state of the main body. Although a little improvement has been added based on the understanding of the immortal technique, it is easier to maintain than the original shadow component and body technique, but in the current state, the existence of the safe maintenance technique is already It is the limit, and there is no spare energy to do much to cover up.

When I was about to fall asleep, I heard a voice from the spiritual space.

{Since there is trouble, why bother to reveal the identity of the civet cat's Jinjuriki? }

……

It's Nine Tails...

{...It's just a mistake...I'm also Renzhuriki, I'm used to it...I didn't expect their reaction to be so big...}

{……Humph. }

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When I woke up, my first reaction was that this was a strange place.

I have to say that this realization shocked me a lot, and it probably felt like my heart almost jumped out of my mouth.

Afterwards, he regained consciousness and immediately let go of the heart that was hanging so tightly in his chest.

This is a single ward in Muye Hospital, and there are three Anbu hidden on the ceiling, old acquaintances.

Finding that I was awake, one of the three left quietly, probably reporting to someone.

One hand propped up the upper body, and the other hand gently touched the forehead.

Probably due to sleeping too long and too deeply, my head hurts a bit.Other than that, there was no discomfort or uneasiness, which reassured me a lot.

So far, my intuition has been extremely sensitive to bad things. Although I have never encountered them before, I think it is not much worse than those legendary fortune-tellers.There is no response, at least it shows that chakraization does not pose any threat to me, at least not in the short term.

He was wearing the uniform hospital gown. The original clothes were washed and stacked at the end of the bed. On the low table next to him were ninja kits, ninja covers, forehead protectors, and other odds and ends.

When he came out of the bathroom after changing clothes, the Anbu left on the ceiling had returned to its place, and Tsunade was sitting on a wooden chair with his legs crossed in the room, looking through a medical record.

Habitually glanced at the sky outside the window, just as he perceived, it was approaching noon.

"Good afternoon, Tsunade-senpai." While saying hello naturally, he walked over to pick up the things on the low table and began to equip.

During this process, Tsunade didn't say a word, didn't look at the medical records, and just looked at me silently up and down.

It wasn't until I put the last forehead protector on my neck that Tsunade, who had been silent all this time, spoke out and asked me seriously, "Do you know what's wrong with you?"

After a moment of silence, I replied, "I know."

"Oh?" Tsunade raised an eyebrow, looking straight into my eyes.

I looked back at her calmly, and explained concisely: "Kyuubi suddenly went berserk, and I was almost assimilated by his chakra. At the critical moment, the last chakra left by my father and mother stopped Kyuubi... It's just that chakra transformation is no longer possible. stopped."

Tsunade was silent, his eyelids drooped slightly, and he stroked the pendant on his chest with one hand, wondering what he was thinking.

After a long while, she raised her eyes to look directly at me again, and said slowly and unquestionably, "Since you are aware of your situation, then I'm not talking nonsense. In a word, give up being a ninja!"

I am silent.

If it's really that simple, why do I have to work so hard.

"You know this is unrealistic, Tsunade-senpai," I said.

Tsunade narrowed his eyes and said, "The existence of Jinchuriki itself is a deterrent, and you don't need to take action at all."

Generally speaking, it is, if no one bothered to collect tailed beasts.

and……

"In an era of peace, it probably works. It's just that how long do you think this kind of peace that is always tilted on a seesaw can last?" I said.

Tsunade was silent again, and the left hand holding the medical record was unconsciously tightened, and the hard plastic floor was twisted.

She said coldly: "The more you use Chakra, the faster your Chakra will be converted. According to the daily Chakra usage of a normal ninja, you will not last for three years at all! This does not include the Chakra of fierce battles." Consume!"

"I know..." I said again before she could speak, "but, so what? It's just chakra transformation, it's not like I'm going to die."

Tsunade narrowed his eyes, almost yelled, but held back.

"That's it?! Do you even know! When you completely chakra-like, you will completely lose yourself and become a monster like Nine-Tails who only knows destruction!" She gritted her teeth, almost squeezing out these few words.

{Humph! }

In the space of consciousness, Nine Tails bared his teeth in displeasure and snorted coldly.

Ignoring him, I looked straight at Tsunade calmly, and said slowly and firmly, "Since I didn't lose myself then, I won't either."

"you--"

Tsunade's rebuttal just started and didn't continue, staring fiercely at my calm eyes.

It has to be said that Tsunade's aura is really strong, and the angry stare is really oppressive.It's just that, in a sense, I have the perspective of God, no matter how strong the aura or aura is, basically it can't really affect me.

And, I'm telling the truth.

Chakraization will no longer affect my ego.

After a while, Tsunade took the lead to look away.

Leaning back and letting the front two legs of the wooden chair dangle in the air, she said somewhat angrily, "Whatever you want! After a while you will know how powerful you are! It will be too late to cry!"

Lowering my eyes, I lowered my posture, bowed my body, and said, "Thank you for your understanding."

"Humph!"

"If there is nothing else, I will take my leave first?"

"roll!"

He didn't take Tsunade's bad tone to heart, it's just that he didn't agree with what he said.

Bending again, I turned and left the single room