Naruto Diary

...don't...worry...worry...I...always...are...me...}

Yes, I will always be me, only me, and will not change because of whether I am a fox or a human or something else.

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I too... will always be your child...

I love you……

33. Thank you

The last traces of father and mother were also gone.

As a result, there was no chance to meet each other until the end...

{It's okay, finally I can know that Naruto has grown up to this size in a healthy and smooth way... Mom is very happy!In the future, even if mother can no longer protect you...you must always, always continue to grow up happily...bye...and...thank you...}

……

Really, it's obviously very regrettable, what a show of strength...

In front of me, even if you don't force yourself to smile, it doesn't matter... because even if you force yourself to smile heartily, there is no way to change your true mood!

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Hey, who told you that you are my mother... So, I won't expose you... Am I being considerate...

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{Dad is leaving too... Originally, I sealed myself and Kushina's Chakra in your body to help you master the power of Nine-Tails... But now it seems that the plan can't keep up with the changes... Ha, ha ...}

{……}

{Hey, Naruto, I, I have always believed in you until now... I believe in you, and one day I will save this world... I can't say why... I have always had this strong feeling... ...}

{so!You can definitely give yourself more confidence...Come on~}

……

What... such a bright smile...

I can't look directly at it at all, as expected of Konoha's golden glitter.

It's so dazzling, if the consciousness and the body are still connected, they will probably be crying...

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Saving the world or something... Sure enough, I still can't do it!

However, you have already said so, Dad, no matter what, you must encourage others to do it!

……

Now, in this way, can you feel less regretful?

Anyway, thank you for making me your child...

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The gossip seal, which had been loosened because of Kyuubi's determination to perish together, was not only restored but also strengthened after father and mother used all the remaining chakra to repair it.

Because of the enhanced seal, Nine-Tails' Chakra and hatred were forcibly driven back into the cage, temporarily avoiding the rapid "tailed beast transformation" of the body and soul.

but……

For some reason, I can clearly know that the "tailed beast" has not really stopped, and I am still slowly and slowly changing from the inside out.This process has already started, and there is no way to stop it... Moreover, the more I use chakra, the faster the transformation will be.

One day, I will completely bid farewell to being a human being, and become neither a human nor a tailed beast.

Yep, neither humans nor tailed beasts.

Although Nine Tails said they were "of the same kind", I never forgot that the so-called Nine Tailed Beasts here were originally one...the existence called Ten Tails.

Therefore, after I have completely "beast-tailed", I will only be a "heterogeneous" who is nothing. ...Although I have never cared about the form of existence itself.All I care about is how to survive.

Sometimes, I really don't like the terrifyingly accurate "intuition" endowed by my strong and somewhat exaggerated special perception ability.

Many things, if you don't know so clearly, it will be much easier.

However, this time, thanks to this "intuition", it is much easier to let go of a boulder that has been hanging in my heart for a long time.

Nine tails, this way, I will have the courage to get along with you.

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Consciousness slowly returns to the soul.

Slowly, a huge dark cage gradually appeared in my vision and perception.

In the dark cage, a pair of huge golden beast eyes opened, and then, a huge beast mouth full of sharp fangs opened.

{...Yo, consciousness is back? }

……

Looking up at the magnificent red behind the giant iron gate from a distance, I said: {Hey, Nine Tails, let's talk. }

What responded was a long-expected cold snort and suddenly cold tone: {Hmph!Now that things have happened, do you finally have the courage to talk to me!You coward! }

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{Timid...that's true.For me, you are too dangerous a existence...I have never had the courage to approach you...}

{Hmph... So now you have the courage? } Kyuubi's tone is really not friendly, coupled with the irritable atmosphere all over his body, it is really oppressive.

{……yes. }

Close your eyes, take a deep breath, let it out slowly, and then slowly open your eyes.

This can be regarded as a little trace left over from the previous life.Whenever I make this small movement, I can quickly put aside the distracting thoughts in my mind, and keep my head clear and calm to the greatest extent.

And this also made me empathize with Kyuubi's mood more clearly.

{For me, life is nothing at all, only the consciousness of "self" can never be given up no matter what.I... am not sure that I will be able to face you without being confused by the hatred in my heart, and I will no longer be like me...}

Kyuubi said coldly: {So, now you have confirmed that you will not be fooled by my hatred, so you have no worries? }

{……yes. }

Nine-Tails' golden eyes narrowed: {...It really is a real coward! }

{Yeah... I never intend to deny this. }

Nine-Tails grinned even wider with its fangs, and raised its brows, revealing a grinning expression.In the depths of the darkness, nine huge tails raised and swept, stirring up the whistling wind, like phantoms.

{Humph!In that case, you actually have to thank me... If it weren't for me, you coward probably wouldn't be able to muster up the so-called courage for the rest of your life! }

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{Ah, I really want to thank you...}

{...} Kyuubi stopped laughing terrifyingly, and narrowed his eyes even more.

{Thank you, even if I am so timid, I am willing to hold such deep expectations...}

Didn't miss Kyuubi's momentary gaffe.

{you……}

{……Humph!You only have the advantage of being considerate...}

{but! }Nine-Tails Roaring, {This is also the most annoying thing about you! }

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{Sorry, this is a passive skill... Anyway, thank you for being willing to be my friend...}

Nine-tails slapped the ground and roared: {Don't get carried away too much!Brat!Have I ever said that I admit you! }

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But that's what your heart says, Kyuubi...

Do you know, I have never been hostile to you, even if you have brought such deep sorrow to Konoha... But, as you said, I am a coward, and I have never even had the courage to face you Ah... So, I can clearly feel your heart, your loneliness, your expectations, but I have to deliberately ignore your existence.

But it's me like this, you still have expectations...

Really, thank you very much.

Kyuubi glared angrily at me who was silent and didn't refute at all, and slowly finally lost her anger.

{Little ghost, do you know?There is one more thing I don't like about you, that is, you obviously have such a powerful force, such a terrifying aptitude that can even control hatred, but you don't even have the courage to fight hand-to-hand with enemies who are much weaker than yourself No! }

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I've been seen through... It's true that half of my dislike of physical arts is an excuse.

The trembling feeling of lingering on the front line of life and death, I still can't accept it calmly.

{so! }Kyuubi emphasized, {If you can overcome your fear of hand-to-hand combat, I don’t ask you to be such a great taijutsu ninja, as long as it’s not so embarrassing, I’ll admit you! }

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"I will admit you"...

what.

It seems that it really won't work if you don't do it.

The author has something to say: I really can't accept the name Nine Lamas... What should I do?You can't call with nine tails and nine tails, can you?Xiaojiu doesn't fit the protagonist's personality... TAT

34. Renzhuli

The dissociated consciousness finally returned completely, and the mental perception and vision of both eyes returned to normal operation at the same time.

The first thing you notice is the transparent red that is swaying gently all over the field of vision, then a few steps away, several Anbu, the leader of the ninja, and the examiner who are at war, and then, the third Hokage standing solemnly in the distance And the terrified candidates, and finally, Gaara who was still standing there, his breath was chaotic and his heart was also chaotic.

Only then did I realize that I had never closed my eyes.Familiar red, familiar breath, this is a layer of nine-tailed chakra clothing covering the whole body.

After a little counting, there are indeed nine tails.

It seems that every cell in the whole body has a slight but hard to ignore burning and powerlessness, and the spirit has never been exhausted before. Apart from this, there is no more discomfort.

The chakra wrapped around him has always been docile and quiet, just swaying gently, and there seems to be no trace of destruction around him, if it weren't for the incomparable hatred contained in the red chakra, it would still be stinging the whole body slightly and uninterruptedly. Every inch of skin, I almost thought it was Kyuubi deliberately drawing out the hatred of Chakra.