Rihu's Pit Brother's Journey
Chapter 4
The matron of the step-country passed away.
This is the second time Ji Guoyansheng has encountered the death of someone close to him, and the strange thing is that he didn't feel much this time.
Yes, he naturally felt lonely and sad. Although he didn't spend much time with his mother, in his memory, the warm hand touching his head was also one of his truths.
Probably, compared to the weak body, everyone was prepared in their hearts, compared to the mother's peaceful and peaceful death, the man's death was too violent and unexpected.
Who made that guy talk about death too often, which made people lose their sense of reality.
The result is that it's just another joke.
Just like the story about how wolf came, no one, including him, was willing to believe that man.
When he thought of the same death, the grief he felt for his mother's departure was far less than that of Osamu Dazai in his vague memory, Ji Guoyankatsu felt sad.
Yes, he and his mother...in fact, they haven't even chatted a few words.
Not to mention the father, it is not so much the father and the son, as it is the superior and the subordinate.
As for him and his younger brother, it is completely the communication between adults and children. Yuanyi doesn't know anything and needs him to teach everything. What can such a younger brother talk to him about?Maybe I talked about ideal topics, but in retrospect, they were all innocent and ridiculous childish words.
In fact, he and Dazai have never talked about anything meaningful. The black mud spirit knows how to pour out negative emotions. Even if he plays with knowledge to make himself look more high-end, he finally draws a pessimistic conclusion, which makes people want to beat him up. pause.
But the amazing thing is that even if Iwakatsu didn't understand everything, he understood the meaning of Osamu Dazai's words.
Probably because they are all lonely people.Even in modern times, surrounded by people, there are so-called family and friends, but their hearts are lonely, and it is difficult for others to understand let alone touch their inner world like an abyss.
Osamu Dazai probably saw the loneliness and darkness deep in Ji Guoyansheng's soul, and wanted to drag him into the water and into the world of Osamu Dazai.
But this kid was too arrogant to open up, and also too stupid to see the true side of Osamu Dazai.
Ji Guoyansheng lived in his own world. In the past, he locked himself in a world where his father didn't value him, his younger brother didn't understand him, and he resented his lack of talent.
But now, he seems to have stepped out of that world, but fell into another closed world, hating his incompetence for failing to save Osamu Dazai, failing to understand Osamu Dazai, and finally full of anger and resentment towards himself, and full of indifference and indifference towards those around him. The world of disregard.
He was very angry when he was forcibly taken back to the successor country by Yuan Yi. He was tantamount to being betrayed by someone he trusted.He always thought that even if Ji Guoyuan became stronger, he would still be the younger brother he loves in his heart, but he didn't want the psychological status of the two to change, and he would become the one who had to obey the other's arrangements.
——What qualifications do you have to arrange my life?
——What qualifications do you have to be condescending and 'give up' the position of Patriarch to let me do it?
"Yansheng, you have to cherish your younger brother. He is obviously stronger than you, but let you take the position of Patriarch. You have to cherish his friendship with you."
Listen to what my father said, it is obvious that Yuanyi is placed in the position of a high-ranking person.
This made Iwakatsu feel ashamed.
He decided to live the life he chose, and it was shameful to return here in the end; it was even more shameful that everyone recognized Yuanyi, but was humbly allowed to be the head of the family; the most shameful thing was that he had to choose to accept .
After a short period of traveling and living, Ji Guoyansheng understood a truth, that is, he is not yet an adult, and he has not obtained a formal social status, so it is difficult for him to live alone easily.
Of course he can use force to solve the troubles around him, but his age determines that he cannot get justice by himself in society.This is exactly what he can't stand.
——"Look, I said just take the money and leave. If you have money, you won't just go as far as Yuanyi can reach, will you?"
Teacher Dazai's voice seemed to ring in his ears, and he could even picture that vulgar face in his mind.
Ah, I know you hit it again, but I just don't want to do it.
That's right, I don't want to.
Ji Guoyansheng felt confused, so what was he thinking?
Thinking of someone who doesn't exist at all, laughing at yourself in your mind, is that what you want?
Before he figured out whether his brain was damaged by Teacher Qi Mu's experiment, he received the news that Yuan Yi had left Jiguo and is currently missing.
I don't know if it was an illusion, but all the people in the successor country breathed a sigh of relief, including his father.
Yansheng soon returned to a normal life and continued to be trained by the head of the family.He soon had his own confidants and gradually mastered the power of the family.
At this time, he heard about Ji Guoyuanyi's miraculous operation after he ran away from home and was brought back.
Ji Guoyan Sheng: ...
I'm ashamed, thank you.
As expected of Yuan Yi, this was a blow to himself in all directions, regardless of means, and the blow made him almost bruised.
He also tried to find Ji Guo Yuan Yi.
It took nearly five years to find someone.
Still relying on the tracking method he learned from modern times.Speaking of how I learned it... No, I don’t want to recall that bastard teacher took him to another teacher’s house in Central Plains to break open the door to steal red wine and credit cards, and tracked down a famous philanthropist Mr. Mori to find out that he was a child lover. The secret was also sold to the newspaper, thank you.
In short, among the memories that they don't want to recall with Hei Ni, apart from chatting, they also did some things that walked in the gray area.Probably the skills I acquired at that time, anyway, I don’t want to thank you at all.
He found Yuanyi and found that he was boarding with a family, living with a beautiful little girl whose parents had died.
Ji Guoyan Sheng: ...
you win.
Great, another win.
Why was half of my wallet eaten away by my black-hearted employer when I ran away from home, and then carried home by my deceitful younger brother?You ran away from home, and you were picked up by a beautiful little girl as a foster husband?Why!There is only so much difference between people and people!
Seeing Yuanyi and the little girl happily together, even showing a smile to the little girl——Yansheng seems to have seen it once or twice in Yansheng's memory, and it's not very natural, it's not like what he sees now .
Can you understand the anger of a brother?
... cheated.
Be cheated of feelings.
It's not that you can't laugh, Yuanichi.Just not at me, laugh at us.
Look at how happy you are smiling now, and compare it, and you will know how reluctantly you laughed back then.
This is the difference between a brother and a daughter-in-law. What is a brother, but a wife is the real beauty.
——Send it to you!
Ji Guoyansheng thought angrily.
——The goods are packaged for you!I follow the country to pay the bride price!Go through the door backwards, your children don't need to be surnamed Ji Guo!
So he didn't say hello to his brother, and went back sullenly.
Of course, he didn't really ask people to send the dowry afterwards, that would be too insulting.He hated Yuanyi quite a bit, but his elegance as an elder brother did not allow him to lose his demeanor.He just tried to find a way to put that area under the name of the successor country, reduce the tax burden to the minimum, and then subsidize the few families on the other side of the mountain.
——If you have the ability, wait until you have a child, and the child goes to school to find a job. Don't rely on the successor country!
Following the country's lord, thought resentfully and narrow-mindedly.
——Anyway, you just want to prove that an incompetent elder brother like me is useless without the successor country, and even being a bodyguard will be tricked, but you can be a farmer and marry a beautiful wife, and live happily, right?ah? !
... As expected of you, Ji Guoyuanyi, never give up attacking me in all directions!
Ji Guoyan was so angry that he was like a blowing frog.
——Wait, the place he was looking at just now seems to have no other rooms, that is, he lives with that little girl?They are married! ! !
Thinking of this, Ji Guoyan was so angry that his liver hurt.
Here, it must be explained that in ancient times, getting married was actually very particular.Especially in big families, the eldest son usually talks about marriage first, and then the brothers below talk about marriage.It's a matter of etiquette.
Of course, if it's just casual teasing, it doesn't count, this refers to the official marriage of the medium.
However, there is another point that only families with a little bit of class will marry in the open. In ordinary people, especially farmers, they usually live together and ask relatives and friends to come out and get to know each other. This is considered a marriage.
The girl's parents died, and Yuanyi left the family. It can be said that they have no relatives and friends to invite, which is equivalent to Yuanyi is now married.
...married one step earlier than Ji Guoyansheng.
As a younger brother, huh, huh.
And Ji Guoyan Sheng hasn't even talked about a fiancée yet.
Of course, the people in the family introduced him, but he really didn't want to fall in love. The following country is a big family, and after taking over the family, it has been in chaos for a long time.He actually doesn't care about inheriting the country, but it is absolutely impossible for him to let go of the job given to him.Mr. Dazai once complained that his character is too serious. Even his shortcoming is also an advantage.
Yan Sheng was stimulated, he decided to get married, get married immediately!This younger brother is too disrespectful, he lived with the little girl before he got married!Damn, he was so mad!
So he let go and agreed to go on a blind date, and the elders in the family below were very happy, and thanked him for giving him a bunch of posts for him to choose someone.
He randomly picked and found one of the portraits - the person in the painting, which gave him a very familiar feeling.
It looks gorgeous and beautiful, but it is actually decadent and full of lifelessness.
... Just like the man who was full of death energy, longed for death, and finally embraced death.
"The princess of Renjian Castle——Renjian Naiji? How do I remember that there is only one young son in Renjian Castle, and the future city lord calls Renjian Yin Dao?"
His subordinates replied respectfully: "This princess is the blood of the city lord who was only found in recent years, and Mr. Yin Dao loves her very much."
We all know that the so-called city lord's bloodline is the most unpredictable thing in the war-torn era.There is no way to prove whether one person is another person's blood, especially the children recovered from the outside, unlike the women raised in the inner house, they will not have contact with outsiders.
If she can be found and taken back by the city lord, she must have something special, either the mother's family can provide any help, or she is so beautiful that she can be used for marriage transactions.Judging from the portrait, it should be the latter.
"I want to meet this princess," Yan Sheng asked, "is it a bit abrupt?"
The subordinate chuckled: "Of course not, otherwise why is this portrait in it?"
Of course, the other party also intends to make friends, otherwise the portrait would not be sent over.
Yan Sheng was relieved, so he sent a letter, and got a reply soon. The other party agreed that he should go to Renjian City to meet the future new city lord—it seemed to be an excuse.
The author has something to say: daily single update, double update on weekends, just pick purple.
Hitomi Castle from "Inuyasha"
Brother One: If you can't beat it, you can win it back on your wife!
however……
This is the second time Ji Guoyansheng has encountered the death of someone close to him, and the strange thing is that he didn't feel much this time.
Yes, he naturally felt lonely and sad. Although he didn't spend much time with his mother, in his memory, the warm hand touching his head was also one of his truths.
Probably, compared to the weak body, everyone was prepared in their hearts, compared to the mother's peaceful and peaceful death, the man's death was too violent and unexpected.
Who made that guy talk about death too often, which made people lose their sense of reality.
The result is that it's just another joke.
Just like the story about how wolf came, no one, including him, was willing to believe that man.
When he thought of the same death, the grief he felt for his mother's departure was far less than that of Osamu Dazai in his vague memory, Ji Guoyankatsu felt sad.
Yes, he and his mother...in fact, they haven't even chatted a few words.
Not to mention the father, it is not so much the father and the son, as it is the superior and the subordinate.
As for him and his younger brother, it is completely the communication between adults and children. Yuanyi doesn't know anything and needs him to teach everything. What can such a younger brother talk to him about?Maybe I talked about ideal topics, but in retrospect, they were all innocent and ridiculous childish words.
In fact, he and Dazai have never talked about anything meaningful. The black mud spirit knows how to pour out negative emotions. Even if he plays with knowledge to make himself look more high-end, he finally draws a pessimistic conclusion, which makes people want to beat him up. pause.
But the amazing thing is that even if Iwakatsu didn't understand everything, he understood the meaning of Osamu Dazai's words.
Probably because they are all lonely people.Even in modern times, surrounded by people, there are so-called family and friends, but their hearts are lonely, and it is difficult for others to understand let alone touch their inner world like an abyss.
Osamu Dazai probably saw the loneliness and darkness deep in Ji Guoyansheng's soul, and wanted to drag him into the water and into the world of Osamu Dazai.
But this kid was too arrogant to open up, and also too stupid to see the true side of Osamu Dazai.
Ji Guoyansheng lived in his own world. In the past, he locked himself in a world where his father didn't value him, his younger brother didn't understand him, and he resented his lack of talent.
But now, he seems to have stepped out of that world, but fell into another closed world, hating his incompetence for failing to save Osamu Dazai, failing to understand Osamu Dazai, and finally full of anger and resentment towards himself, and full of indifference and indifference towards those around him. The world of disregard.
He was very angry when he was forcibly taken back to the successor country by Yuan Yi. He was tantamount to being betrayed by someone he trusted.He always thought that even if Ji Guoyuan became stronger, he would still be the younger brother he loves in his heart, but he didn't want the psychological status of the two to change, and he would become the one who had to obey the other's arrangements.
——What qualifications do you have to arrange my life?
——What qualifications do you have to be condescending and 'give up' the position of Patriarch to let me do it?
"Yansheng, you have to cherish your younger brother. He is obviously stronger than you, but let you take the position of Patriarch. You have to cherish his friendship with you."
Listen to what my father said, it is obvious that Yuanyi is placed in the position of a high-ranking person.
This made Iwakatsu feel ashamed.
He decided to live the life he chose, and it was shameful to return here in the end; it was even more shameful that everyone recognized Yuanyi, but was humbly allowed to be the head of the family; the most shameful thing was that he had to choose to accept .
After a short period of traveling and living, Ji Guoyansheng understood a truth, that is, he is not yet an adult, and he has not obtained a formal social status, so it is difficult for him to live alone easily.
Of course he can use force to solve the troubles around him, but his age determines that he cannot get justice by himself in society.This is exactly what he can't stand.
——"Look, I said just take the money and leave. If you have money, you won't just go as far as Yuanyi can reach, will you?"
Teacher Dazai's voice seemed to ring in his ears, and he could even picture that vulgar face in his mind.
Ah, I know you hit it again, but I just don't want to do it.
That's right, I don't want to.
Ji Guoyansheng felt confused, so what was he thinking?
Thinking of someone who doesn't exist at all, laughing at yourself in your mind, is that what you want?
Before he figured out whether his brain was damaged by Teacher Qi Mu's experiment, he received the news that Yuan Yi had left Jiguo and is currently missing.
I don't know if it was an illusion, but all the people in the successor country breathed a sigh of relief, including his father.
Yansheng soon returned to a normal life and continued to be trained by the head of the family.He soon had his own confidants and gradually mastered the power of the family.
At this time, he heard about Ji Guoyuanyi's miraculous operation after he ran away from home and was brought back.
Ji Guoyan Sheng: ...
I'm ashamed, thank you.
As expected of Yuan Yi, this was a blow to himself in all directions, regardless of means, and the blow made him almost bruised.
He also tried to find Ji Guo Yuan Yi.
It took nearly five years to find someone.
Still relying on the tracking method he learned from modern times.Speaking of how I learned it... No, I don’t want to recall that bastard teacher took him to another teacher’s house in Central Plains to break open the door to steal red wine and credit cards, and tracked down a famous philanthropist Mr. Mori to find out that he was a child lover. The secret was also sold to the newspaper, thank you.
In short, among the memories that they don't want to recall with Hei Ni, apart from chatting, they also did some things that walked in the gray area.Probably the skills I acquired at that time, anyway, I don’t want to thank you at all.
He found Yuanyi and found that he was boarding with a family, living with a beautiful little girl whose parents had died.
Ji Guoyan Sheng: ...
you win.
Great, another win.
Why was half of my wallet eaten away by my black-hearted employer when I ran away from home, and then carried home by my deceitful younger brother?You ran away from home, and you were picked up by a beautiful little girl as a foster husband?Why!There is only so much difference between people and people!
Seeing Yuanyi and the little girl happily together, even showing a smile to the little girl——Yansheng seems to have seen it once or twice in Yansheng's memory, and it's not very natural, it's not like what he sees now .
Can you understand the anger of a brother?
... cheated.
Be cheated of feelings.
It's not that you can't laugh, Yuanichi.Just not at me, laugh at us.
Look at how happy you are smiling now, and compare it, and you will know how reluctantly you laughed back then.
This is the difference between a brother and a daughter-in-law. What is a brother, but a wife is the real beauty.
——Send it to you!
Ji Guoyansheng thought angrily.
——The goods are packaged for you!I follow the country to pay the bride price!Go through the door backwards, your children don't need to be surnamed Ji Guo!
So he didn't say hello to his brother, and went back sullenly.
Of course, he didn't really ask people to send the dowry afterwards, that would be too insulting.He hated Yuanyi quite a bit, but his elegance as an elder brother did not allow him to lose his demeanor.He just tried to find a way to put that area under the name of the successor country, reduce the tax burden to the minimum, and then subsidize the few families on the other side of the mountain.
——If you have the ability, wait until you have a child, and the child goes to school to find a job. Don't rely on the successor country!
Following the country's lord, thought resentfully and narrow-mindedly.
——Anyway, you just want to prove that an incompetent elder brother like me is useless without the successor country, and even being a bodyguard will be tricked, but you can be a farmer and marry a beautiful wife, and live happily, right?ah? !
... As expected of you, Ji Guoyuanyi, never give up attacking me in all directions!
Ji Guoyan was so angry that he was like a blowing frog.
——Wait, the place he was looking at just now seems to have no other rooms, that is, he lives with that little girl?They are married! ! !
Thinking of this, Ji Guoyan was so angry that his liver hurt.
Here, it must be explained that in ancient times, getting married was actually very particular.Especially in big families, the eldest son usually talks about marriage first, and then the brothers below talk about marriage.It's a matter of etiquette.
Of course, if it's just casual teasing, it doesn't count, this refers to the official marriage of the medium.
However, there is another point that only families with a little bit of class will marry in the open. In ordinary people, especially farmers, they usually live together and ask relatives and friends to come out and get to know each other. This is considered a marriage.
The girl's parents died, and Yuanyi left the family. It can be said that they have no relatives and friends to invite, which is equivalent to Yuanyi is now married.
...married one step earlier than Ji Guoyansheng.
As a younger brother, huh, huh.
And Ji Guoyan Sheng hasn't even talked about a fiancée yet.
Of course, the people in the family introduced him, but he really didn't want to fall in love. The following country is a big family, and after taking over the family, it has been in chaos for a long time.He actually doesn't care about inheriting the country, but it is absolutely impossible for him to let go of the job given to him.Mr. Dazai once complained that his character is too serious. Even his shortcoming is also an advantage.
Yan Sheng was stimulated, he decided to get married, get married immediately!This younger brother is too disrespectful, he lived with the little girl before he got married!Damn, he was so mad!
So he let go and agreed to go on a blind date, and the elders in the family below were very happy, and thanked him for giving him a bunch of posts for him to choose someone.
He randomly picked and found one of the portraits - the person in the painting, which gave him a very familiar feeling.
It looks gorgeous and beautiful, but it is actually decadent and full of lifelessness.
... Just like the man who was full of death energy, longed for death, and finally embraced death.
"The princess of Renjian Castle——Renjian Naiji? How do I remember that there is only one young son in Renjian Castle, and the future city lord calls Renjian Yin Dao?"
His subordinates replied respectfully: "This princess is the blood of the city lord who was only found in recent years, and Mr. Yin Dao loves her very much."
We all know that the so-called city lord's bloodline is the most unpredictable thing in the war-torn era.There is no way to prove whether one person is another person's blood, especially the children recovered from the outside, unlike the women raised in the inner house, they will not have contact with outsiders.
If she can be found and taken back by the city lord, she must have something special, either the mother's family can provide any help, or she is so beautiful that she can be used for marriage transactions.Judging from the portrait, it should be the latter.
"I want to meet this princess," Yan Sheng asked, "is it a bit abrupt?"
The subordinate chuckled: "Of course not, otherwise why is this portrait in it?"
Of course, the other party also intends to make friends, otherwise the portrait would not be sent over.
Yan Sheng was relieved, so he sent a letter, and got a reply soon. The other party agreed that he should go to Renjian City to meet the future new city lord—it seemed to be an excuse.
The author has something to say: daily single update, double update on weekends, just pick purple.
Hitomi Castle from "Inuyasha"
Brother One: If you can't beat it, you can win it back on your wife!
however……
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