ever present future

"I..." Ma Yi was about to explain when he was stopped by Rao Xueliang and said, "Yesterday you were in a bad mood, and you suddenly alienated me before. It feels like you have the final say on our relationship. If you want to play with me, I I’ll post it, I’m your pet, am I, and now I’m here to be your *tool?” At the end Rao Xueliang couldn’t hold back his tears, he didn’t ask for anything else, he just hoped that Ma Yi could really put Treat yourself as a friend, instead of fooling yourself again and again, do you really think you don't know anything?Feel nothing?Rao Xueliang fought so many fights, and sometimes he didn't cry even when he was beaten to a bone. This was the first time he cried in high school, because he really thought that he and Ma Yi could return to the feeling they had when they were young. It turned out to be wishful thinking. That's all, the other party was just having fun.

Ma Yi looked at Rao Xueliang with red eyes, tears streaming down his face and frowning. He was really shocked. Rao Xueliang usually looks very tough. It was the first time that this kind of weakness and grievance appeared on him. See you once.

Rao Xueliang's heart was mixed with mixed feelings of sadness and pain. Seeing that Ma Yi didn't say anything, he hurriedly packed his clothes and rushed out.

In fact, Ma Yi didn't know why he would be self-defeating every time. He actually didn't want to do this. Maybe it was because he was young and impulsive, so everything would go wrong.

When he saw Rao Xueliang's aggrieved ruddy eyes staring at him, he felt a trace of pity.He also had doubts and panic. When he was in junior high school, he found that he seemed to like Rao Xueliang, so he thought he was gay. He was very scared, so he deliberately stayed away from Rao Xueliang during that time. He thought that as long as he stayed away from He won't have that kind of heart-beating feeling anymore, but just when he thought he could forget that feeling because of time, the two of them were in the same high school when they were in high school. He came into contact with the people in the school, he got acquainted with him in the second year of high school, but he didn’t expect to walk in with Rao Xueliang again. After getting along with him during that period of time, he found that he still had some strange feelings, until he suddenly saw Rao Xueliang and He Yan on the stone bench in the back playground yesterday. Talking happily and eating together, he felt a strong sense of discomfort in his heart, and only then did he realize that the feeling he had felt for so many years was actually 'like'.

It's not that he has a low EQ, but because he has never thought about this issue before, and he has never been in a relationship. Even his first love can be said to be Rao Xueliang.

Because he found that he liked Rao Xueliang, so when he was sick and saw Rao Xueliang taking care of him carefully, he didn't think about what happened yesterday.When he was almost recovered, he found that when Rao Xueliang was lying in his arms, his heart was beating uncontrollably. Fortunately, the person on his body woke up and got up, but Rao Xueliang woke up. With a blushing face and a stubborn look, I couldn't help but want to tease him and make him show a more shy expression, but I didn't expect to make the other party cry. Since childhood, Ma Yi really saw it for the first time. Rao Xueliang cried like this. Even if some boys bullied him when he was a child, he never cried. In Ma Yi's impression, Rao Xueliang has never had anything to make him unhappy. He has always been a bundle of traction in Ma Yi's heart. his sunshine.

However, at this time, Rao Xueliang rushed out of Ma Yi's house, and went around directly when he met Ma Yi's mother. Although this behavior was a bit impolite, in order not to let his aunt find his crying face, he hurriedly rushed When I went out, even my aunt kept calling me and didn't agree.

At Ma Yi's house, I saw Ma Ma muttering to herself in distress: "Why is this child's eyes red?"

"Is that kid Ma Yi bullying Xiaoliang again?" Mama, who was sitting in front of the TV, asked herself later.

Sure enough, my own children are still my own mother who knows best.

.......

Since this incident, Rao Xueliang didn't go to class. Sometimes Ma Yi wanted to go to the classroom to find others but couldn't find him. When he got home, he didn't go to Rao Xueliang's house to look for him, because he was afraid that the other party would not want to see him and didn't want to see him. Faced with this situation, he has been waiting for him in the school.

Unexpectedly, it took more than a week to find out that Rao Xueliang had gone to school. It was only when Ma Yi saw Rao Xueliang on the playground upstairs that he found out. Walking into the teaching building, he thought that he should be at the stairs, so he ran down the stairs in a hurry, and when he reached the stairs on the third floor, he could see Rao Xueliang through the gaps between the steps, and when he was about to call him, But he found He Yan standing next to him, who was handing him a drink at this time.When Ma Yi saw it, he hurried back to his classroom before they saw him. He saw that Rao Xueliang had a natural and relaxed expression in front of He Yan. He remembered that this expression was only seen between him and Rao Xueliang. It only happened when I was a childhood sweetheart. Even if I get to know Rao Xueliang now, I have never seen him have such a natural expression in front of me. There are very few, and most of them are angry and sad.