Ms. Morita and Mr. Atobe

Some people only have ten yuan, and they give you everything; some people have one hundred yuan, but they are still hesitant when they give you one yuan.

If it is necessary to say that Morita was not aware of Aoki's feelings once, it must be a lie, and this lie is so ridiculous that no one will believe it.Morita himself put other labels on Aoki's emotion, so that he would not feel so uneasy when enjoying the kindness.

Morita has always regarded Aoki as a junior. Although there is not much difference in age, Aoki has followed Morita since college as an intern assistant, handling many things. After graduation, he also resolutely continued to follow.Likewise, what he faces has great limitations.

Because the world always revolves around Morita alone, many things and many emotions are very single and persistent.

Morita thinks so, so he expects Aoki to be truly independent again and again, and then knows that some of his original views are ridiculous.

So this emotion is very beautiful in Morita's view, but it is too fragile, making people want to touch and consume, but slowly waiting for a certain day, this emotion is finally smoothed by time and growth.

Morita, who always only sees the surface, finally sees the heaviness hidden in the boy's heart again and again.

From the helplessness of knowing that I have a marriage contract with Atobe, to giving up the identity of country R and following me to this place, to knowing some of Aoki's "behaviors".There are a lot of these, and Morita finally saw that more are still lost in time, and finally he can no longer verify it.

Then in this newly arrived country Z, Aoki has already started to pull down the protection line. In the past, in the country R that he is more familiar with, how many incidents did Morita still keep in the dark?

Morita didn't know what she should do at this time, but she firmly believed that the boy would let go one day as before, so let it be, let's talk about it, but what should we talk about?Aoki didn't do anything excessive, but it made Morita feel sad.

I am not a mature person, even if I pretend to be strong, in many situations when I am confused, it is because Aoki is by my side that I can be so firm.

I know, I have taken a lot from Aoki.I also know that I have owed a lot invisibly, but I still have no idea of ​​​​returning it.

Those who have been buried by me all the time, the girls who are vaguely aware of the hypocrisy or the happiness of being pampered and pampered, these are all brought to him by Aoki.

Morita had never felt so disgusted before.Knowing that it is impossible for him to be with Aoki, and then follow in the footsteps of Atobe, but because he cannot get the happiness and sense of security that he wants from Atobe, he does not want Aoki to stop this connivance.

That's why it's like this, it's so embarrassing, the treatment like being expelled is not only artificial, but also a kind of predestined retribution.

Because I am too greedy, that's why I am in this situation, and I am in this situation.

The store manager who noticed Morita's change did not speak this time, and then left silently.

So, when I know that I can do something for Aoki, I will be so active.Probably apart from being the support of seniors, or having a good relationship, so I thought Aoki would do something, and a very small part of it meant repaying debts.Although he would never say it.

Morita didn't know whether he was such an insatiable person in the first place, or whether it was all a character that Aoki got used to.

Because the weather is relatively unstable recently, Aoki will always help Morita get ready or bring it before get off work when Morita has not brought something or a coat.

This afternoon, the weather is relatively cool, and there is a hint of chill in the evening.At this time, Morita really realized that he was not prepared for anything, and was habitually waiting for Aoki's arrival.

Then I was in a daze.

In fact, the recent life has been considered slow compared to country R, ​​so being able to have a lot of troubles that I didn't have before can be regarded as making myself a lot of progress in some aspects.Morita thought so.

a little cold.

A life that is completely different from the original one. My original daily life will not be linked to the weather or such things at all, because I am living in such a world.Every day, I only need to paint exquisite makeup, and then look at different manuscripts to affirm or deny those things that some people are looking forward to.

The temperature is always the most suitable place for activities, and there is no need to bring an umbrella or something by yourself, because there is no need at all, and a special vehicle will come to pick you up.

Thinking about it this way, I really became pitiful.

Morita smiled, then rested his chin on his arms, watching the cool weather, and the slightly overcast sky.

Did not know, originally.I didn't really waste time thinking about these things like this, and it would be much more troublesome if I was free.

I don't know if these are piled up or how the infinite confusion emerged.

Then a man appeared in the shadowy distance, carrying a paper bag of clothes.With a gentle smile, his eyes will light up slightly when he sees Morita, as if he is seeing a precious treasure.

Aoki, who entered the store, hadn't noticed the delicate atmosphere in the store, came to Morita, put the bag on the table, then smiled and was about to speak, but was interrupted by Morita.

Morita's cold hand touched the man's forehead, then slowly moved down to cover the man's eyes.

It seems like this has some kind of courage.

Aoki finally realized what was wrong, grabbed Morita Fuki's hand over his eyes with both hands, and then slowly moved it down, holding it in his hand, without asking, without opening his mouth, or even making any other movements, just staring fixedly at the sight in front of him. people.

Aoki has never felt that he lacks self-confidence, but this awareness is always shattered in front of Morita.

He began to be afraid, to be disgusted, to be kept away, to be abandoned... no matter what kind of existence it is unimaginable.

Not knowing what he did wrong, Aoki looked at Morita with clear eyes filled with sadness at the first sight.

It has to be said that even though Aoki has grown up for several years, he still has a deceptive appearance that always makes people easily vacillate between the definitions of men and teenagers.Obviously, this kind of superficiality and deep affection are unbearable to be hurt, even rejected.

Morita also stared into Aoki's eyes for a moment, then smiled, "It's just a little sad."

She said so, and then smiled reluctantly.

If Aoki is not such an identity, such an age, then, would Morita choose Aoki?This is obviously a favorite of girls, but it is never a question that has a clear answer.

It seems that if you say yes in this way, it will appear that all mistakes are impossible.

What was really sad for Morita at this time was that she saw Aoki's growth and a lot that she hadn't seen before, and she began to waver.

Those shakings that finally began to be shaken began to be discovered.

Those indifference and impossibility all changed from absolute to negotiable words when seeing Aoki.

It's just too disgusting, such a self.

Mingming's elder sister has already said that she wants to be with Atobe, those decisions have been made long ago, and she has given all her determination to the family.

Morita withdrew the hand held by Aoki, and was about to get up, but found that the man's strength was greater than he imagined, and he couldn't help but look a little annoyed, "Let go!"

This is not the first time Morita reprimanded Aoki, probably the most guilty but severe one.

The man didn't let go, even though he tried his best to look calm, the eagerness on his brows betrayed himself completely, "Don't."

Aoki rarely showed a stubborn side in front of Morita, those rare times were when he felt that he was about to be abandoned, and this time, Aoki's intuition was particularly strong.

Morita pulled out a trace of coldness, and then forcefully withdrew his hand, "Let's go back and talk."

Under normal circumstances, it is not a good plot to even talk about it. Fortunately, Morita still saves some face for Aoki.

The man looked at Morita, and then said, "Put on your coat first."

All the way back home, Morita's mind was still filled with those unclear and messy scenes.

Then seeing the boy's silence, the hardened mind began to soften again.Tsk, what a hassle.

Why bother.Morita didn't know.

As soon as he entered the living room, Morita hadn't had time to turn on the light switch. When he reached out to touch it, his arm was caught by the boy, and his body was completely pressed against the wall. Although he didn't press it, he was still surrounded by his arms.

This is probably something Morita couldn't even imagine, completely froze, and then looked up to see the boy's expression.

Since it was in the shade and the light hadn't been turned on, the boy lowered his head and looked at him, but Morita couldn't see the other person's expression at all, he could only feel the violent heartbeat and chaotic breathing of the other person who seemed to be pressing hard.

Morita paused, and then realized that this is not a good time to be in a daze, "Let go."

But obviously the boy didn't have the same idea, he just continued to completely suppress Morita by relying on his height, and then continued to make people unable to see his expression clearly.

Morita was a little flustered, and finally realized that Aoki in front of him was a real man, a dangerous man, Morita finally started to face up to this problem, but it seemed a bit late.

Feeling that the opponent's head seemed to be getting closer to him, Morita turned his face to the side, and then avoided the heat that the opponent could feel through the air.

Finally, the boy stopped his movements, and then, as if he had lost his strength, he leaned his head on Morita's shoulder, "Isn't it, except for me."

Morita was stunned, feeling the pressure on his shoulders, and the first time a boy was so forcefully suppressed.

Morita opened his eyes wide, only seeing a glimmer of light illuminated by a dark street lamp coming in from the window at home, and then for some reason, it seemed that the light was getting darker and darker, as if the last ray of light was going to be swallowed by darkness.

On the shoulders were still the boy's forcibly suppressed breathing, and a low, hoarse voice, "Isn't it because you are always by your side that you have been ignored."

Morita was still staring at the light coming in from the window, then lowered his eyes.

"...Ah Sang," paused, "I didn't ignore you, I know, you will always be by my side."

Sensing a little wetness on his shoulders, Morita sighed, then tentatively withdrew his hand, and found that the restraint of his left hand had been released by the boy.Morita touched the boy's hair, and then said, "I know all about it."

It's just that I'm so selfish.

How can such words be exported.

The cool night breeze blew in and lifted the curtains, as if struggling unwillingly, but finally stagnated in compromise.

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