Pillow with You in Black Pride

—— "Zhen Zhen, I love you, can you come back to my place? Let's live together? It's just me and you, no one else will disturb you, will you come back?"

——"I love you so much, but you still miss other men in your heart, Du Qing? Or that Lu Shaotang who always flirts with you? Let me tell you, Zhen Zhen, you can only stay by my side, Xu Yi, in this life. No one can take you away from me!"

——"I specially found someone to get this medicine. If you insist on taking it for a month, people will gradually forget the past. Zhen Zhen, don't you want to start a new life with me? As long as you take this medicine From now on, no one will intervene between us, you will only remember me, and I will only love you, isn't it great?"

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"I won't eat, I won't eat, I won't eat..." The person on the bed had been bound by a heavy nightmare, despite his struggle and tearing profusely, he still didn't wake up from the dream. The heartbeat fluctuated abruptly on the screen of the instrument, beeping non-stop.

"What's the matter!" Du Qing, who heard the noise and rushed over, saw the doctors and nurses rushing in and out of the ward, his expression immediately changed, and he pushed everyone away and rushed in!

"I don't want to eat! I don't want to eat!" Zhen Shanxian on the bed closed his eyes, but his limbs were flailing and struggling in the air, like a drowning person, eager to grab something from the vast water to survive. Drenched in cold sweat, his face was frighteningly white, which shocked Du Qing who broke in. After realizing it, he immediately grabbed the doctor next to him and shouted angrily, "What's going on!"

At this time, Zhen Shanshan, who was struggling, suddenly opened his eyes, grabbed Du Qing's arm, and seemed to see something terrible, trembling all over, and spoke intermittently: "I won't eat... I won't... eat me will die... will die..."

Du Qing hurriedly grabbed Zhen Shanshan's hand and rubbed it in his palm to relieve his fear: "Zhen Zhen, it's okay, don't eat if you don't eat, you won't die with me, relax, relax... "

"I don't want to die, I don't want to die..." As if grabbing a life-saving straw, Zhen Shanshan's hands tightly grasped Du Qing's arm, his fingernails dug into the skin and blood, and the people next to him wanted to stop him, but they couldn't help it. Frightened back by Du Qing's sharp eyes, he let Zhen Shanxi grab it like crazy.

The room was full of people, Zhen Shanshan watched them coming in and out in front of him, seeing their different faces, but his mind was blank, he couldn't think of anything, and he didn't know anyone.This feeling frightened Zhen Shanshan, and he wanted to grab something so that he could rely on himself, but the increasingly clear noise in his ear made him have a splitting headache, and the scene after scene was in his blank mind just now Constantly flashing... Those people who died of torture in the night bar, their bodies were covered with scars, and those who were beaten to pieces for disobedience, and those who sacrificed their dignity to please the guests...

Everything was flipping through Zhen Shanxian's mind one by one like a slideshow. He didn't want to remember, he didn't want to recall what he did to survive like them before. He wanted to live a normal life, but... Du Qing.

Zhen Shanshan's eyes suddenly lit up, but in the eyes of others, they were empty. Although he was staring straight at Du Qing, it seemed that he was looking at something through Du Qing.Afraid that something might happen to him, Du Qing comforted him to calm him down, and motioned for the doctor to examine him: "Zhen Zhen, it's okay, it's okay."

Du Qing?

Zhen Shanxian stared at the person in front of him, a sense of familiarity slowly surged in his heart, just when he was delighted to think that someone finally took him out of that filth, what came to his mind was the scene of this man having sex with someone else, I ran to beg him, but he pushed me away...

Zhen Shanshan's mind suddenly cleared up. How could he have forgotten that the man he loved the most in front of him was the culprit who pushed him into the bottomless abyss.

"Du—Qing?" When Zhen Shanshan said this, his eyes were full of sarcasm, and Du Qing was taken aback by his sudden sobriety and his expression, and his heart sank all of a sudden.

"Zhen Zhen." Du Qing wanted to hold Zhen Shan's hands tightly, but Zhen Shan's hands were pulled back in a timely manner, the smile in his eyes became stronger and stronger, the irony and self-mockery were incompatible with the paleness on his face that had just woken up from the nightmare. Du Qing was terrified.

"Is it hurting again? You lie down and let the doctor take a look." Du Qing got up and wanted to help him to lie down, but Zhen Shanshan shrank back immediately as if he had been stung by something, with a look on his face He looked at Du Qing in disgust.

Du Qing's hand was empty, and when he touched Zhen Shanshan's eyes, he was speechless for a moment.

"I'm fine, let them all go out." Zhen Shanshan pulled out the infusion tube on the back of his hand and threw it on the ground, pulled the quilt and lay down on his head, making everyone in the room stunned.

"Brother Qing, this..."

"All go out."

Du Qing only said one sentence, and no one in the room dared to speak anymore. The others waited for a while and didn't see that they had other orders, so they all retreated tactfully, leaving only Du Qing and Zhen Shanshan.

After a long silence, it was finally Du Qing who spoke first.

"If you don't want to see me, then take good care of me. As long as you can recover, I promise you everything."

Zhen Shanshan didn't say a word, she still turned her back to Du Qing and didn't move.

Du Qing got up and pulled the quilt for Zhen Shanshan: "Zhen Zhen, you are very smart. You should know what to do and what not to do. If you don't want to die, then live."

Zhen Shanshan was annoyed, so he simply closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

Originally, I thought Du Qing would continue to talk tirelessly, but Zhen Shanshan waited for a long time but didn't hear the continuation. He thought he had gone out, and his heart became more and more irritable. He raised his foot and wanted to kick the quilt away, but at this moment, the quilt was lifted When he opened, he was also embraced by both hands, and pressed against his back, Zhen Shanshan could almost count his heartbeat frequency.

"Don't move, Zhen Zhen." Just as Zhen Shanshan was anxiously trying to push the man behind him away, he heard a voice that sounded like a request, very low, exhausted, and powerless... Zhen Shanxi squinted Eyes, and finally did not push him away.

Seeing that Zhen Shanshan didn't resist him, Du Qing hugged him even tighter, buried his head on his neck and took a deep breath, without saying a word.

After a long time, the irritability in Zhen Shanxin's heart rose again, and he couldn't bear the sudden affection of this man who had abandoned him, which made him fall into another kind of fear, unable to speak out. What is it, but I just feel deeply uneasy and panic, like...

will be discarded again.

"Go to someone else if you need it, don't get mad at me." Zhen Shanshan struggled to get out of Du Qing's arms: "Let me go, let go!"

"Are you finally willing to talk to me?" Du Qing didn't let go of his hand, but hugged him even tighter, nestled on his neck and smiled softly, with an indescribable charm, easily attracted Zhen The kind heart teased for a while, and a sense of familiarity with the nine gradually rose.

Zhen Shanshan really didn't have the energy to compete with him. After struggling for a while, seeing that there was no hope, he stopped moving, allowing Du Qing to hug him from behind, while he snorted a few times impatiently, closed his eyes and didn't speak. up.

"Zhen Zhen, I know you too well." Du Qing didn't laugh this time. Although his voice was not loud, it was enough for Zhen Shan to listen to: "Who does my Zhen Zhen like and run with? I'm not worried, do you know why?"

Her closed eyes were slightly wrinkled, and Zhen Shanshan didn't answer.

"Because in the end, he will still come back to my side, Du Qing." Du Qing said it firmly, like a show off of a certain winner, but he didn't talk about the so-called pride.

Zhen Shanshan snorted coldly, with a harsh sarcasm in his tone: "You overestimate yourself."

"It's not overestimating, it's because I believe in you." Du Qing kissed Zhen Shanshan behind the ear, showing tenderness and intimacy: "Because you love me."

"Love you? I still love Xu Yi, or else I would run to marry him?"

"Zhen Zhen, don't try to provoke me, nothing is more important than getting you back."

"That's really nice, Du Qing, why didn't I realize that you are so good at acting before? But your words are useless to me, I still save them to coax your little lovers."

"Jealous?"

"Jealous?" Zhen Shanshan snorted coldly, straightened her body forward, and kept a distance from Du Qing, but in the next second, she was pulled into his arms by Du Qing again, clinging even tighter.

"Zhen Zhen, let's make a bet. If you win, I will let you go and agree to any conditions you ask, but if I win..." Du Qing smiled: "You will stay by my side forever. "

The conversation tonight made Zhen Shanxi feel that he was being led away by Du Qing, but in this atmosphere, he couldn't help falling into his trap. However, when he was restless because of this, Du Qing Proposed a bet that he could win back a city, and Zhen Shanshan immediately accepted it.

"What bet?"

"Stay with me for a year."

Zhen Shanshan raised her eyebrows, and a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes: "That's it?"

"that's it."

After thinking for a long time, Zhen Shanshan didn't know what Du Qing was planning on him. Anyway, he has nothing but his life now, and he can't lose anything. Moreover, Du Qing spent so much effort to find him. Even if he is let go now, there is no guarantee that he will not regret it in the future. If he wants to completely cut off all contact with this man, he can only bet this time, at least his heart is still under his control.

"Okay, but you have to promise that you can't ask me to do anything within a year, otherwise you will lose."

"can."

After the bet was reached, Zhen Shanshan couldn't fall asleep when he was thinking about it, but it was Du Qing who hugged him and slept soundly.