There is a wife at home

"What's wrong with Jingjing?" Wang Jiangmin seldom saw Zhang Qing lose control like this. He held his arm for fear of falling, "Brother Qing, speak slowly, don't worry."

"Ah Jing, Ah Jing..." Zhang Qing's pupils dilated, and he opened his mouth to almost speak out what was in his heart. Fortunately, the face of Wang Jiangmin in front of him made him recover a little bit of sanity, and he couldn't speak, he couldn't speak.

Before Zhang Qing could finish speaking, he sat down on the sofa and became dazed.

It's not that Wang Jiangmin didn't see Zhang Qing's thoughts. He didn't know what Zhang Qing wanted to say about Guo Jingjing, but Zhang Qing clearly didn't want to tell him. In front of him, he told him all the secrets, but... Zhang Qing obviously didn't think so.

Wang Jiangmin pursed his lips. He didn't dare to think too much before. After all, he didn't have the courage to bear the consequences. Now, as he grew older, he gradually became fearless. When he came back to see Zhang Qing again this time, he found that he Still so reluctant to let him go, maybe, he can try again.

Thinking of this, Wang Jiangmin sat down beside Zhang Qing, softened his voice and said: "Brother Qing, I know that you have something hidden in your heart. From the beginning, I always felt that your eyes are full of stories, sad You don’t want to tell the story, you don’t want to tell Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang, you don’t want to tell Jingjing, you are afraid that they will worry, because they are the people you want to protect, but do you know how distressed you are?”

"Amin..."

Zhang Qing looked up at Wang Jiangmin in a daze, opened his mouth and stared, with the lights in his eyes shining, Wang Jiangmin looked at it, and became a little crazy, "Brother Qing, have you ever thought about it, in fact, you can find someone to take care of you, you don't have to Carrying everything on your own, some pain, bored in your heart for a lifetime, it will always be stranded there, and you will never get over it, you should try to let people go in and heal you..."

"I'm not hurt, I have Ah Jing!" Zhang Qing interrupted Wang Jiangmin before he could finish speaking, lowering his head slightly, the hair on his forehead blocked his eyes, he looked at his folded palms, and his voice A little aggrieved, "I am very happy when I am with Ah Jing..."

"But you can't be together forever." Wang Jiangmin was a little emotional, "Brother Qing, Jingjing has grown up, he will get married in the future, have his own children and his own home, and he will not be able to treat him like he is now. You, people will change! Besides, this is unfair to you and Jingjing!"

"No!" Zhang Qing poked his neck and blushed, and the corners of his eyes were redder than before when he stared at Wang Jiangmin, "Ah Jing is the best person in this world to me, he is my son, and will always be my son." of!"

Seeing Zhang Qing like this, Wang Jiangmin guessed that Zhang Qing's tears would fall when he said the most important thing. He knew how important Guo Jingjing was to Zhang Qing, but he didn't know how important it was.

When Zhang Qing was insane, he could still live insanely, but when he woke up, he remembered all the past, if it wasn't for the thin and weak child standing in front of him, who was not as tall as his waist, with a milky voice Calling himself "Dad" and relying on him to live with all his heart, he may not be able to hold on long ago.

Guo Jingjing is Zhang Qing's life!

Seeing him like this, Wang Jiangmin also knew that what he said was a bit serious, so he quickly comforted him: "Okay, okay, Jingjing is your son, no one can take him away from you, Brother Qing, calm down, don't get excited, it's all my fault, yeah I said the wrong thing, I shouldn't have said it."

Zhang Qing sucked his nose, swallowed his tears back into his stomach, shrank aside and stopped talking, Wang Jiangmin saw him like this, how dare he touch him, Zhang Qing was like a glass and porcelain man in his eyes, he was not happy , Wang Jiangmin did not dare to move.

More than an hour passed like this, Guo Jingjing still didn't come back, Zhang Qing didn't have He Fanxing's phone number, and couldn't reach him, Guo Jingjing's phone was still turned off, and the rain outside didn't stop, tick tick Yes, it sounds heart-wrenching.

"It's raining so hard, you should sleep in Ah Jing's room tonight. The road is probably covered with mud. It's not safe for you to ride a bicycle in the middle of the night."

Zhang Qing, who was in silence, suddenly opened his mouth, but what he said made Wang Jiangmin, who was worried, relax. He was always afraid that Zhang Qing would get angry with him, so he never dared to speak again, so he could only accompany him in silence, but now Zhang Qing said so, Apparently he had forgiven him, Wang Jiangmin nodded: "Okay, then go to bed early, don't worry, Ah Jing has to go to school tomorrow, it's really not possible, I will accompany you to find him at noon."

Zhang Qing nodded, but did not respond. Since the person was staying overnight, Zhang Qing naturally wanted to give them something to wash. The towels and toothbrush were all new. Zhang Qing explained to Wang Jiangmin, and Wang Jiangmin was a little excited. After all, this is It was the first time he stayed overnight at Zhang Qing's house, holding the new towel that Zhang Qing gave him, Wang Jiangmin's hands tightened slightly.

After leading Wang Jiangmin into Guo Jingjing's room, Zhang Qing turned off the light in the main room, went back to his bedroom, closed the door and turned off the light, and sat on the bed alone but couldn't fall asleep.

He knew that if he didn't pretend to be going to sleep, Wang Jiangmin would stay with him all the time, but he couldn't accept Wang Jiangmin's company. Wang Jiangmin had a crush on him, and he knew this very early on, probably because It is the same kind of person, Zhang Qing is still very sensitive to this aspect, just like Wang Jiangmin is to him, just like He Fanxing is to Ah Jing...

In fact, in the hour just now, he was not angry with Wang Jiangmin, he was just introspecting, reflecting on what Wang Jiangmin said, and he knew that what Wang Jiangmin said was correct, but Wang Jiangmin stopped again, which made him rekindle I hope that he and Ah Jing will always be together like this.

This is probably the reason why Wang Jiangmin has never been able to be with Zhang Qing. Some people, if you can't bear to let him completely despair, he will never be able to accept rebirth.

Early the next morning, the sky finally cleared up. It rained all night, and the temperature seemed a little colder than yesterday. Zhang Qing didn’t sleep all night, and walked out of the room with panda eyes on his face. Wang Jiangmin had already bought his breakfast. Seeing someone come out of the room, he said softly, "Brother Qing? It's time for breakfast. I bought your favorite tofu."

Looking back, Zhang Qing looked a little haggard, and Wang Jiangmin slowed down his breakfast. He thought Zhang Qing fell asleep last night, and he waited for the other party's room to turn off the lights before he fell asleep. Yes, Zhang Qing lied to him, and he... didn't know Zhang Qing as well as he thought.

"Brother Qing..."

In addition to Wang Jiangmin's heartache, a sense of powerlessness that arises spontaneously from his heart makes him feel how failed he is.

Zhang Qing squeezed out a smiling face, hid his tiredness, and said, "Thank you, Ah Min, I also know that I like tofu nao the most, so I'm going to wash my face and brush my teeth, the taste will change after a while!"

After speaking, Zhang Qing quickly walked out of the back door, and squatted by the pool with his back to Wang Jiangmin, brushing his teeth and washing his face.

Zhang Qing didn't say anything, and Wang Jiangmin didn't ask. After they finished washing, Wang Jiangmin still smiled gently, and called Zhang Qing to come over to have breakfast together. Wang Jiangmin said: "After breakfast later, I will accompany you to Jingjing's school." Well, if you don't see anyone, I don't think you will live in peace, this kid, he has grown up, and he has learned how to stay out at night."

Wang Jiangmin said the last sentence with a smile, he just wanted to ease the silence and embarrassment between him and Zhang Qing, who would have thought that as soon as he finished speaking, the porcelain spoon with tofu nao in Zhang Qing's hand fell into the bowl with a bang .

"Brother Qing..." Wang Jiangmin didn't know what happened to Zhang Qing, and his face suddenly turned pale. "Did it freeze last night? Let me see."

Wang Jiangmin stretched out his hand nervously to touch Zhang Qing's forehead, but Zhang Qing avoided it unobtrusively, raised his head and said with a smile, "I'm fine, but my hands are slippery, Amin, you don't have to go with me, it's strange, I'm Just go by yourself, and besides, there is no one in your clinic, if someone is really sick and can’t find a doctor, you must be anxious, you don’t know, you are now a famous doctor in our village, and everyone praises you for your good medical skills.”

"Really?" Zhang Qing said with a smile, but Wang Jiangmin couldn't laugh anymore. He murmured in his mouth, but his hand trembled slightly. Up, Zhang Qing stood aside and waved to him.

"Be careful on the road."

Wang Jiangmin asked: "Do you really not need me to accompany you? You have never been to that school."

"It's okay. It's not that I don't know how to read. I recognize it when I see it, and I can ask people if I can't find it there. It's impossible for no one to know the school in my place. Besides, I'm more familiar with the county than you. You hurry up." Go back, I have troubled you all night last night, I already owe you a lot of favors!"

"Brother Qing, don't say that. I didn't do anything. It makes me sad when you say that."

Wang Jiangmin pretended to sigh, what he said seemed to be a joke, but he didn't know how sincere it was.

Zhang Qing just smiled this time and didn't reply, Wang Jiangmin had no choice but to leave.

As soon as the man left, the smile on Zhang Qing's face couldn't hold back any longer. He hurried home, packed up his things and went to find Guo Jingjing, but just as he walked to the gate, his cell phone rang. Zhang Qing took it out to see if it was someone Seeing the landline number, Zhang Qing quickly answered the phone, and yelled in a consonant voice: "Ah Jing!"

Guo Jingjing happened to call over there too: "Dad."

Hearing that Guo Jingjing's voice was not right, Zhang Qing trembled when he yelled, and his heart ached.

"Ah Jing, what's the matter with you, Ah Jing? Why didn't you come back last night? The phone is also turned off. Dad has been waiting for you all night..."

As Zhang Qing said, his already red eyes turned into bubble eyes.

"Dad," Guo Jingjing's voice became hoarse, probably from crying, "Dad, I'm scared."

This sentence directly forced Zhang Qing to tears. Guo Jingjing was so big, he said these three words three times. A group of neighbors looking at the novelty, Guo Jingjing, a "little frog" who has never seen the market, hugged his father's leg with both hands and shouted in a milky voice: "Daddy, I'm scared."

The second time he took Guo Jingjing to school and signed up. A group of little radish heads surrounded Guo Jingjing with strange faces. Guo Jingjing shrank behind him and said, "Dad, I'm scared, I want to go home."