There is a wife at home

This family was probably the only one who came to visit the grave in the first month. He Fanxing didn't even buy a bouquet of flowers, and took Guo Jingjing directly to the cemetery. However, He Fanxing himself is not a person who is particular about this. Guo Jingjing's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't think of it at all.

The cemetery is clear and cold, and the snow on the evergreen trees is less transparent and more pale in this scene.

After greeting the gatekeeper of the cemetery, the two of them entered the cemetery, and while walking, He Fanxing stopped suddenly.

Guo Jingjing followed him all the time, He Fanxing stopped, so he could only stop along with him, Guo Jingjing looked up at him with blank eyes.

He Fanxing smiled, stretched out his hand to Guo Jingjing, and said softly, "Give it to me."

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips, and stretched out his hand slowly, before he touched He Fanxing's palm, he grasped it.

Guo Jingjing was slightly taken aback, but before he understood the situation, He Fanxing stretched out his hand and forced him to take two steps forward. As soon as Guo Jingjing raised his head, he felt that the tips of their noses were about to rub against each other.

Just as Guo Jingjing wanted to ask him what he was doing, He Fanxing said, "Let's go."

After speaking, he pulled him and continued to move forward.

Guo Jingjing looked sideways at half of He Fanxing's face, and the two held hands, shoulder to shoulder. Guo Jingjing's restless emotions seemed to have calmed down along with the tranquility around him.

When standing in front of the tombstone, Guo Jingjing looked at the photo on the tombstone. He was a handsome man who looked only in his forties. He Fanxing's face and eyes resembled his, but He Fanxing's lips were much softer than his. , the man in the photo is unsmiling, Guo Jingjing remembered that when he first met He Fanxing, he felt that He Fanxing at that time was very similar to the person in the photo.

He Qiming, Guo Jingjing said his name silently in his heart.

He Fanxing didn't speak all the time, he looked at the person in the photo, there was no ups and downs in his eyes, no sadness, no longing, nothing.

But it was precisely because he was too calm that he seemed abnormal. Guo Jingjing turned to look at him, but He Fanxing just looked at the tombstone. Guo Jingjing stretched out his other hand and held He Fanxing's wrist. .

He Fanxing turned to look at him, held Guo Jingjing's wrist, smiled lightly, turned around, looked at the tombstone, and said calmly, "He died of heart failure. No one knows where his heart came from. When did the problem start, until he passed out and was hospitalized, everyone thought it was just fatigue, but by then it was too late, and not long after that, he passed away."

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips, looked at He Fanxing, and then turned his gaze to the tombstone.

He Fanxing squinted his eyes: "Maybe it's like what Guo Yi said, people's hearts have long since died, and the living are just walking corpses. I have always believed that he loves my mother, and he hates Tang Honglan, so he must not kill her." She, but Tang Honglan was pregnant, and her grandfather's obstruction made him unable to get what he wanted. He left home and only took me with him. I thought I could change him. We depended on each other and became the most important person to each other again, just like You and Uncle Zhang, but..."

"Did he treat you badly?"

Guo Jingjing felt his hand tighten slightly, but He Fanxing's voice remained steady.

"Okay, what's wrong? Since I was a child, he will give me whatever I want, and he will satisfy me no matter how unreasonable the request is."

Guo Jingjing looked at the mocking smile on the corner of He Fanxing's mouth, and felt a little blocked.

"In the eyes of others, he dotes on me to the point of lawlessness," He Fanxing shook his head and sighed, "But in private, he has never hugged me. No matter what I do, he doesn't seem to care. Care, he is indifferent to everything about me."

"Why?" Guo Jingjing was confused, "You are his son, the child of someone he loves. Doesn't he love you?"

"Love," He Fanxing blinked at Guo Jingjing, "it should be love, but he also hates me because I took the life of the person he loved."

"It's not your fault." Guo Jingjing looked serious, he didn't like He Fanxing who was smiling like this.

"In his eyes, although I am not the culprit, I am also the one who killed Mei Yue indirectly, but half of Mei Yue's blood is bleeding on my body. He loves me, but also hates me. He can't face me, he can only Choose to be indifferent."

Guo Jingjing frowned, he didn't understand why, Zhang Qing was kind to him, even though he wasn't Zhang Qing's biological son, Zhang Qing would still risk everything for him, why did He Qiming want to hate a child?What's more, this child is still the child he had with the woman he loves, shouldn't he spend his whole life protecting it?

"When I was young, I was like most children. I thought that as long as I did well and was obedient, I would be loved by my parents." He Fanxing looked at Guo Jingjing, his eyes carefully painted Guo Jingjing's face, "But later, I found that no matter what I did, it was impossible. My dad's hatred for me was far more than his love for me. He didn't love me. What he loved was his love. He lived in his poignant love. , He trapped himself in the role of the victim, and he hated all those who persecuted his love."

He Fanxing put away the smile on his face, his eyes were cold.

"He used me to take revenge on Tang Honglan. He was kind to me because he wanted to tell Tang Honglan that he only recognized me as a son in his life. Tang Honglan wanted to get Xuanjitang. He kept reminding me to get Xuanjitang until he died. Raising me seems to be for this...to get the Xuanji Hall, you know? Recently, I suddenly understood a truth."

Guo Jingjing pursed his lips, he didn't want to ask what it was, because He Fanxing's expression was very bad.

"He seems...he really doesn't love me at all, but if he cares about me a little bit, he won't let me stay with him and live in hatred for thirty years. This is the biggest experience I have had since becoming a father. My child, I will want to give him everything, but I will not give him hatred alone, I hope he can live happily and carefree in his life."

He Fanxing's words made Guo Jingjing very uncomfortable. Guo Jingjing leaned towards He Fanxing, took his hand, and pressed it against his belly, which was round and tight, and he didn't say goodbye. Yes, but He Fanxing understood what he meant. He Fanxing turned around, hugged him into his arms, rested his chin on Guo Jingjing's shoulder, and closed his eyes.

"Don't worry, I'm fine now, because now I have you and a child, I understand my responsibility, this is the sweetest burden for me, Ah Jing, I tell you this, in fact, I want to do it for myself The sentence is reduced, because I almost became a person like my father, I almost left you and my child, Ah Jing, I'm sorry."

"No, you won't, you never thought of leaving us, I know."

"Well, I didn't. I never thought of leaving you, Ah Jing, you know? Between us, only you can leave me. I've always been afraid that when I turned around, you were no longer where you were, so That's why I kept telling you to tell you to wait for me, wait for me." Guo Jingjing had never seen such a fragile He Fanxing, and he reached out his hand through He Fanxing's armpit and patted him on the back.He said: "He Fanxing, I will wait for you forever, I miss you very much."

He Fanxing tightened his arms slightly, silent and speechless.

Guo Jingjing woke up in a daze, not knowing where he was for a while, looking at the unfamiliar environment around him, Guo Jingjing sat up, thinking about it in a daze.

After he and He Fanxing finished sweeping the tomb yesterday, He Fanxing drove him to this apartment. He Fanxing said that he bought this apartment with the money he earned when he was in high school, and he also made a mortgage at that time. , just finished repaying the loan a few years ago, it is worthy of the name, it only belongs to his family of He Fanxing, of course, now it also includes Guo Jingjing.

Maybe it was because they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and the two of them were a little anxious. After entering the room, the kisses and caresses became extremely urgent, but later Guo Jingjing saw the unhealed injury on He Fanxing's shoulder, and abruptly stopped the exercise. He Fanxing had no choice. After the two helped each other with their hands, they did not continue with more intense matters.

However, He Fanxing was still very angry, and gnawed the stripped Guo Jingjing up and down, back and forth, Guo Jingjing's body under the pajamas should not be too spectacular at the moment.

He was too tired last night and didn't take a shower afterwards. He Fanxing wanted to carry him, but Guo Jingjing was worried that his wound would not let him go, so Guo Jingjing wanted to take a bath first.

After getting out of bed, he went to the living room to take a look. He Fanxing was preparing breakfast, which was not considered breakfast at this point. When he said that lunch was more or less the same, Guo Jingjing curled his lips and turned to get clothes from the closet. When he came, he was full of For the meeting, Guo Jingjing forgot to bring clothes, but at the moment half of the closet is full of his clothes.

Guo Jingjing squinted his eyes, his eyebrows were crescent-like, when did He Fanxing prepare?There were even loose underwear, Guo Jingjing held them in his hand, blushed, took a few at random, and hurried into the bathroom.

After coming out of the shower, He Fanxing's lunch had already been prepared. Seeing the clothes Guo Jingjing was wearing, his eyes were full of smiles.

Guo Jingjing scratched his reddened face, his eyes quickly fell on the dining table, and he asked, "Where did you get the ingredients?"

This house has not been lived in for a long time, it is impossible to have food, if there is, it will be bad, absolutely rotten.

"There is a supermarket at the entrance of the community. I went to buy some casually, but... mainly seafood, because the cooking methods of these are relatively simple." He Fanxing spread his hands, expressing that he had tried his best.

Guo Jingjing had also seen it, it was simply a hodgepodge of steamed seafood.

No matter what, the steamed seafood tastes really good. Guo Jingjing made his own seasoning, green onion, garlic and soy vinegar oil. After mixing together, it is extra delicious. He Fanxing took a sip and pointed at Guo Jingjing Thumbs up, Guo Jingjing couldn't help laughing, with some complacency in his eyes.

With delicious seasonings and fresh seafood, the meal is generally good. The sky outside is also clear today. The blue and sun that I haven’t seen for a long time make me feel very happy.

After dinner, He Fanxing asked Guo Jingjing: "Do you want to go for a walk in the community? The greenery in this community is good, but it's a bit cold, are you still used to it?"

Guo Jingjing grew up in the south, and He Fanxing was afraid that he wouldn't be used to this coldness.

Guo Jingjing thought for a while: "Fortunately, it's actually not as cold as I imagined."

"Let's go then."

He Fanxing smiled and rubbed Guo Jingjing's face, it was much rounder, the flesh was so soft and comfortable to touch, he noticed it last night, Guo Jingjing didn't seem to gain much weight, but the muscles were pinched in his hands The feeling is completely different from before, there is no sense of firmness and tightness at all, it is a soft ball in the hand, smooth and tender, but of course He Fanxing will not tell Guo Jingjing this discovery, mainly Afraid that he would be stimulated.

Put on a thick coat for Guo Jingjing, He Fanxing was the same as Zhang Qing in this aspect, gloves, hats, scarves and masks, a lot of them, put them all on Guo Jingjing, and then led people out Door.

Although the sun is shining today, it is still very cold. The breath of air can float far away when the wind blows. He Fanxing also wore a mask and scarf, but he did not wear a hat, and his exposed ears turned red immediately Oh, he's not wearing a formal suit today, and his bangs are also down. With this outfit, he looks about 25 and six, young and handsome.

Sure enough, as He Fanxing said, the greening of the community is very good, and there are some evergreen plants. This season, you can see a piece of emerald green, and your mood becomes fresh. It may be because of the rare good weather. There are children everywhere, in their teens and teens, playing in groups, chasing each other.

Guo Jingjing looked at those immature faces, his heart softened, and he turned to look at He Fanxing.

He Fanxing noticed that he was looking at him, turned his head to smile at him and said warmly, "What's wrong?"

"Have you thought about a name for him?"

"Huh?" He Fanxing obviously thought about it, but he was also a little tangled at the moment. "Maybe because I care too much about it, I think it's not ideal after thinking about it a lot."

Hearing what he said, Guo Jingjing seemed to empathize with him, and nodded slightly to express his understanding.

"careful!"

There were a few naughty children who ran towards Guo Jingjing without paying attention, and He Fanxing saw it and stretched out his hand, but Guo Jingjing was still hit in the back.

"hiss!"

Guo Jingjing took a breath, and He Fanxing hurriedly bent over to look.

"Where did it hit? Belly?"

Just as Guo Jingjing wanted to shake his head at He Fanxing, the child who hit him was pulled by his mother by his ears.

"What's going on? Didn't I tell you not to run around? Hit someone? Hurry up and apologize to Auntie!"

Aunt?Guo Jingjing's mouth under the mask was pursed into a straight line. He Fanxing knew that he was in a bad mood just by looking at his exposed eyes. He was about to explain aloud when he bumped into Guo Jingjing's child who lowered his head. , walked up to Guo Jingjing and said, "I'm sorry, Auntie, I didn't mean to."

His mother also said: "Auntie has a little brother in her belly, what if the little brother is scared by you, what should I do? Don't do this in the future, do you understand?"

"Understood." The child pouted and could hang a soy sauce bottle.

He Fanxing swallowed the words that came to his lips because of the "little brother". Now it is strange to say that Guo Jingjing is a man.

The mother looked up at the two of them, smiled embarrassedly and said, "I'm really sorry, the child is not sensible, and I met your wife. If you feel uncomfortable, go to the affiliated hospital. I'm the obstetrician and gynecologist there." , you come directly to me."

As she spoke, she also reported her mobile phone number and name, including how to find her. She saw the two people holding hands all the time, smiled and said: "Seeing that your grades are not old, are you?" Newly married, right? The relationship is really good, but my husband should pay more attention to this weather, the road is icy and slippery, your wife has been watching it for five or six months, right?"

"It's been six months." He Fanxing replied with a smile.

"Really? It's not obvious, but I guess your wife is quite thin, and she really doesn't show much in winter clothes."

After chatting for a few more words, Guo Jingjing held He Fanxing's hand tightly all the time, he didn't dare to speak, he would definitely reveal his secrets, but He Fanxing chatted with her a few more words, people who have children, open and shut It was all on the child, and He Fanxing also wanted to ask her for advice. Later, her son couldn't wait to play, so he dragged him away.

As soon as the person left, He Fanxing heard Guo Jingjing let out a sigh of relief. He Fanxing turned his head and looked at Guo Jingjing. Although Jing didn't know what he was laughing at, she felt that she was also infected, and laughed along with him.

He Fanxing suddenly said, "Mrs. He, the road is very slippery, so be careful."

Guo Jingjing's face darkened instantly, he shook off He Fanxing's hand, and strode forward, and He Fanxing's haha ​​laughter came from behind him.

Guo Jingjing blushed, gritted his teeth, wishing he could go back and kick him to relieve his anger.