There is a wife at home

"I don't know when they got together. After the New Year's Eve, my uncle took the initiative to ask to go to my grandma's house to study. Grandpa saw that he had stayed with him for half a year, and he really restrained himself, so he let him go. I want to find Qing Brother, I have to go with a shameless face, but my uncle refuses to let me go, and in the end we each give in, and every weekend, the driver will take me there."

Guo Zihua's eyes were blurred, and the corners of his eyes, which were stained red by alcohol, were shining brightly.

"When I saw Brother Qing again, I almost couldn't recognize him. He has changed a lot. His hair has been cut short. Although he is still thin, he is not as thin and pitiful as before. Spring is here, and my uncle has become a soft bone. I love to lie on Brother Qing's shoulders when I have nothing to do, wrapping around people like snakes, because we are both men, at that time people didn't have the slightest concept of homosexuals, no one would doubt their relationship."

"Sometimes, I can also see some traces on Brother Qing. He seems to be uncomfortable often, and my uncle will rush in and out to take care of him. His face is a bit flat, and he is careful to please him. I was I just thought, if the two of them could always be like this, it would be great, but then..."

When Guo Zihua said this, he suddenly couldn't continue. He picked up a bottle of wine and drank again. Guo Zihua wiped his tears vigorously, sniffed his nose and said, "Later, their relationship was discovered. Grandpa once asked me, I asked my uncle if he had someone he liked over there, and who did he often see him with? Neither will happen."

"Uncle was tied up and brought back home, locked in the house without eating or drinking, but within a few days, he was so skinny that everyone in the family was trembling, as if they were walking on the edge of a knife. Grandpa is furious in the study every day, and all the decorations in the house are replaced with new ones within a week."

"Later, my uncle was released, and he ran out like crazy. He was away for more than a month. After more than a month, my dad found him back. My uncle was no different from a beggar. I secretly I went to see him, he cried when he saw me, it was the first time I saw my uncle cry when he was so big, he hugged me, and said over and over again, I couldn’t find him, I searched for a long time, but couldn’t find him , he will never come back..."

Guo Zihua grabbed Guo Zizhang's hand beside her, her nails were almost embedded in the flesh, her eyes carefully looked at Guo Zizhang's face over and over again, as if looking for someone's shadow.

Guo Zihua stretched out his hand and stroked Guo Zizhang's face: "The last time I saw Brother Qing, I was taken there by my second uncle. I don't know where it is. Brother Qing seems to have a bad life. He is thinner than before. After all The flesh that grew up was gone again. I thought at that time, how much my uncle would feel sorry for him when he saw him like this. He already had you at that time. He looked at me and said to me, let me take good care of the little one. Uncle, if no one is with him, let me accompany him. If everyone abandons him, tell me not to leave him. I cried and asked him, brother, what about you? Why don't you stay with him? Brother Qing said, he is leaving, going to a far, far place, and he will never come back."

"He finally smiled at me. At that moment, I felt like I was dreaming. There was an angel in the dream. He came and left, and took my uncle's life with him..."

"After that, my uncle took a year off from school, and he lived like an old man every day. Except for me, he didn't talk to anyone, ignored anyone, didn't cry or laugh, and he ate when he was fed. If you don’t feed him, he won’t eat a grain of rice for a long time, his body seems to have lost all functions, and is slowly rotting away bit by bit.”

"Later, my grandma passed away, and my uncle went back to the courtyard. He stood under the pagoda tree in the courtyard for a day and a night. Then, he seemed to come back to life, and even laughed more than before. He started Back to the old life, playing around with friends, grandpa would still beat him when he got into trouble, but when the whip hit him, he never jumped up and down to escape, he stood there like a wooden man Same, no pain, no feeling, that day, grandpa beat him hard, and after the whipping, grandpa’s hands were shaking, everyone was crying, only he didn’t cry, he was lying there, if it wasn’t because he was still breathing , I thought he was actually dead..."

"After that, grandpa never beat him again. Father and son were like strangers. Later, my uncle went to the army. He didn't go until his age. Everyone in the family disagreed, but no one dared to stop him. No one dared to stop him. A person, including grandpa."

Guo Zihua had been quietly listening to Guo Zihua finish all this, his eyes were bloodshot, his brows were tightly frowned, he held the wine bottle and didn't drink again, but the strength seemed to crush the wine bottle.

"So, what about him? After that, have you heard anything about him?"

Guo Zihua nodded: "Two years later, grandpa told my uncle that brother Qing died of illness. At that time, grandpa wanted my uncle to get married, but my uncle disagreed, so my grandfather told me about it. After listening to the uncle, he was very calm. He told his grandfather that he had undergone a ligation operation a long time ago, and that getting married would be harmful. Grandpa was so angry that he was hospitalized. The uncle returned to the army that night and hadn't been back for several years. "

Guo Zizhang asked with trembling voice: "Grandpa... did he say that he died?"

"Well," Guo Zihua nodded heavily, rubbed his nose and asked, "Zizhang, since when did you doubt your parentage? How did you think that a man was pregnant? Even if He Fanxing's incident happened, how could you not ..."

"When I was 13 years old, I overheard the conversation between my second uncle and my father." The father was naturally referring to Guo Liang. Mention his name, it turns out that his name is Mu Qing..."

"What? You..." Guo Zihua looked at Guo Zizhang in disbelief. "You already knew it, why didn't you tell uncle?"

Guo Zizhang turned to look at her with sarcasm in his eyes: "Tell who? Even if I say it, will he recognize me?"

"It's different, it's different, you are brother Qing's son, my uncle will not want you."

"Tell him I was born by a man? He wouldn't have believed me if I had told him."

Guo Zihua was taken aback. Indeed, if he hadn't met Guo Jingjing with his own eyes, Guo Zihua would not have believed it. A man would actually be pregnant. At that time, Mr. Guo wanted to adopt Guo Zizhang to Guo Yi, even if everyone said that Guo Zizhang was his and Mu Qing's son It is impossible for Guo Yi to believe it.

"But...but it's been so many years, so many years, how did you survive?" Guo Zihua touched Guo Zizhang's cheek, thinking of his embarrassment in the past, thinking of the exclusion he suffered, if it was really just a child brought back, It's okay to be patient, but he is not, he shouldn't be treated like that, "Zizhang... I'm sorry..."

Guo Zihua threw himself into Guo Zizhang's arms and hugged Guo Zizhang's waist tightly.

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

Guo Zihua didn't know who to apologize for, for herself, for Guo Yi, or for her own parents and brothers, the two most sorry people in the Guo family's life, one is Mu Qing, and the other is Guo Zizhang, if you say Guo Zizhang is the continuation of Mu Qing's life, so what their family did is simply destroying humanity.

"Sister, don't cry, if you cry again, I will be drowned by you, don't cry, am I doing well?"

Guo Zihua shook his head desperately, he was so choked up that he couldn't speak anymore.

Guo Zihua cried so much that when he woke up the next day, his eyes were swollen like peaches. Guo Zizhang drove her back. Guo Zihua had never been in such a mess before. It's swollen.

In the morning, the hotel cooked the eggs for her. On the return journey, Guo Zihua didn't care about her image anymore. Anyway, she was seen crying last night, so she didn't care about sticking two more eggs on her eyes.

"By the way, who is the Zhang Qing you mentioned earlier? Why did you suddenly ask me if I knew him?"

Guo Zizhang hesitated for a while, and decided not to tell Guo Zihua about it for the time being. If the guess in his heart is true, based on Guo Zihua's feelings for Mu Qing, she must cry blindly. After thinking about it, he said: "It's nothing, he It's Jingjing's father."

"Teacher Guo's father? Could he also..." Guo Zihua looked at Guo Zizhang with swollen eyes.

Guo Zizhang replied ambiguously: "Maybe."

Guo Zihua leaned on the cushion, staring at the front in a daze.

"In this world, there are still people like Brother Qing. Zizhang, Mr. Guo, you must help him more. He and He Fanxing will definitely not go so smoothly, although the society has opened up a lot now. , but there are not many people who can accept this kind of thing, I hope Teacher Guo will be luckier than Brother Qing."

"Eldest sister, don't worry, Fanxing is different from...my uncle, he has the ability to protect Jingjing."

Guo Zihua glanced at him and nodded: "That's right. Although I don't have much contact with He Fanxing, he is indeed a very independent person. He is already independent and has his own status and power. If he treats Mr. Guo sincerely , they will definitely not..." They will not become the second Guo Yi and Mu Qing.

Guo Zihua didn't have the heart to say it, and pressed her lips tightly to prevent herself from crying. She knew that, at least for now, she couldn't cry anymore, because there were people who were more sad than her, so she couldn't cry.

At the gate of the community, Guo Zizhang stopped the car, but he didn't intend to go up.

"You...don't you see my uncle? Tell me about it, and my uncle won't want you. "

Guo Zizhang looked up at the building outside the window and said, "I don't know how to face him yet."

"Zizhang..." Guo Zihua still wanted to say something, but Guo Zizhang gave her a casual look, and she couldn't say anything. So, drive carefully. "

"Well, I'm leaving, sister."

Guo Zizhang said goodbye to Guo Zihua and drove away.

Guo Zihua stood downstairs for a while, took a few deep breaths, and then went upstairs.

"When I came back, Guo Zihua pushed open the door, trying to make himself smile more naturally, when Guo Xiaonian rushed towards her, Guo Zihua couldn't stand still because of his hangover, and he slammed his back against the door behind him.

"Mom..." Guo Xiaonian's voice was full of disappointment.

Guo Zihua ignored the pain in his back, put his arms around Guo Xiaonian and asked him: "What's wrong?"

Fang Huaiming walked over here, and said in a helpless tone: "Uncle is leaving, Xiaonian's heart..."

Before he finished speaking, Fang Huaiming's lips straightened instantly when he saw Guo Zihua's miserable appearance in front of him. He knew that Guo Zihua and Guo Zizhang were together last night, and they would inevitably talk about some unpleasant topics, but he didn't expect that this person would Make yourself so miserable.

Seeing that Fang Huaiming's face darkened in an instant, Guo Zihua hurriedly smiled at him flatteringly, but the cracked corner of his mouth was uglier than crying, and Fang Huaiming's face was even uglier. Guo Zihua didn't dare to provoke him anymore, so he squatted down and pretended to care about his son.

"Xiao Nian, what's the matter? Tell mom quickly, what happened?"

"Mom." Xiaonian hugged Guo Zihua's neck, "Grandpa is leaving... woo woo..."

"what……"

Guo Zihua was startled, and looked up at Fang Huaiming, Fang Huaiming nodded towards her, and Guo Zihua patted Guo Xiaonian on the back.

"Little boy, grandpa won't leave. Mom will tell grandpa right now."

"Ok!"

Guo Zihua handed Guo Xiaonian to Fang Huaiming, and strode upstairs.

In the room, Guo Yi was packing up his things. Guo Zihua didn't even knock on the door. He pushed it open and came in, calling out, "Uncle." As long as you know something, don't tell others." "Uncle, what are you doing in France?"

"Vacation."

Guo Zihua's heart trembled, he clenched his fists and said nervously: "Still...will you come back?"

"Not going back."

"Uncle!" Guo Zihua yelled at Guo Yi for the first time, this is not a vacation, this is clearly waiting to die!

Guo Yi's movements paused, and he turned to look at her, but was surprised by her appearance.

"You're almost forty, how can you make yourself so miserable? I'm not afraid that Xiaonian will laugh at you when he sees you."

Guo Zihua didn't care about this, she walked over a few steps, grabbed Guo Yi's arm, glared angrily with red and swollen eyes: "Uncle, you can't do this to Zizhang, it's not fair!"

Guo Yi looked at her coldly and said: "In this world, there is no fairness. Zizhang's birth is doomed to be treated unfairly. Since your father doesn't want to tell about his mother, I don't want to tell you about his mother." Don't ask any more questions, if you still miss my family affection, just take care of him more in the future."

Guo Zihua gritted his teeth, looked at Guo Yi as though he had made up his mind, and said, "It's not that my dad didn't tell Zizhang about his mother, but because he doesn't have a mother at all, and he's the son of you and Brother Qing!"

"Zihua, what nonsense are you talking about? Don't touch my bottom line, you can't do it either, understand?" Guo Yi lowered his brows coldly, with a look of anger in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to push away Guo Zihua's hands, and took a step back.

Guo Zihua rushed forward, held Guo Yi's arms tightly, and shouted hysterically at him with red eyes: "He is the son of you and Brother Qing, the son of Brother Qing who was conceived in October, uncle, son Zhang He, he is really the son of you and brother Qing, uncle... woo!" Guo Yi swayed, and sat down on the bed in a loss of composure, looked up at Guo Zihua, with a face full of disbelief, and asked in a hoarse voice: "You... what did you say?"