When I followed Lexu back to the alley near my home, there was a cordon around, police cars and ambulances were parked outside, and people in police uniforms and white coats came in and out, An Sheng suddenly felt very bad premonition.

Two stretchers were carried out, covered with white cloths, and passed in front of Lexu, and the people watching rarely said anything, but looked at Lexu who was covered in injuries with pity.A policeman asked about the situation, glanced at Le Xu, and nodded.

A medical staff came to him and knelt down, rubbed the red liquid on his face, and then heaved a sigh of relief, and said softly: "Little friend, can auntie take you to clean the wound?"

Le Xu looked at the stretcher being carried onto the car in front of him, and said calmly, "Who is the dead person?"

The medical staff lowered their heads slightly, then raised their heads again and said, "Shall we go clean the wound first?"

Lexu looked at her with an indelible silence in his eyes, "Among the dead, is there my mother?"

The medical staff's eyes were slightly red, and they turned their heads to avoid losing their composure. A policeman came over, holding a clean envelope with a small red flower painted on it, and handed it to Lexu.

Lexu took it over and said softly, "I want to go in and have a look, is that okay?"

The medical staff touched his head and said, "It's not suitable for you to go in there now, can you go see it after your injury is healed?"

Lexu looked at her for a long while, then nodded obediently, and grasped the coat he was wearing with his fingers.

An Sheng watched as Le Xu was led by the medical staff to the ambulance, crossed the cordon and walked into Le Xu's home. Red blood was splattered everywhere, human-shaped markers were drawn on the ground, and there was a sign on the ground next to the table. , with a large pool of dark red blood, a pen was placed on the table, An Sheng stepped back, unable to bear to look any further.

Le Xu sat in the ward by himself and opened the letter.

"Xiaoxu, I'm sorry, I let you see such an unbearable scene, forget it, in the future life, forget all this, mother has never done anything to be sorry for others, but the only thing that mother is sorry for is you. From now on If anyone affects you again, stay away from this place and never come back again. Mom hopes that you will be safe and happy in your future life, and your life will go smoothly.”

Lexu read it quietly, and quietly folded the letter paper again, without shedding tears, as numb as a delicate puppet.The Red Cross came to hand over the hospital and took him to the orphanage in this city.

Le Xu is very quiet, he can't cry or laugh, he has no emotion, no expression, he didn't take all the things, just tightly clutching the coat that Xiao Ansheng gave him.

An Sheng crouched beside him and looked at him, feeling very sad.

The scene changed, and Lexu, who had grown up a bit, was walking on the path wearing a peaked cap. An Sheng looked at the surrounding scenery, which was very familiar. It was outside the school where he went to junior high school.

Le Xu leaned in a hidden place and looked at the school gate, An Sheng was a little surprised, Le Xu just watched like that, until the young An Sheng came out from the school gate, chatting and laughing with his friends, Le Xu stood up slightly body, kept looking at An Sheng until he got into the car and drove away.

From junior high school to high school, from time to time, Le Xu would secretly look at An Sheng not far away. An Sheng leaned against the wall with his chest in his arms, and couldn't help thinking, you are looking at me when I was young, but now I am watching looking at you.

The scene changed, and Lexu stood outside a flower shop, holding a bouquet of crabapple flowers in his hand, and was walking towards the cemetery. The road was sparsely populated, and An Sheng walked around in circles beside him.

A person wearing a mask and hat was gradually approaching Lexu, An Sheng stood up straight, "Lexu! Go! Lexu!" Here comes again, that kind of helpless thing, An Sheng watched the person get closer and closer. As he got closer, revealing a pair of greedy and evil eyes, he took out a syringe in his hand and stuck the syringe into Lexu's body when he was unprepared.

Lexu felt pain in his body, and he turned around and kicked him far away, but the contents of the syringe gradually took effect, and under An Sheng's anxious cry, Lexu gradually lost consciousness.

The scene changed, and when An Sheng opened his eyes, Le Xu was tied on an iron bed, with a hole in his chest, blood was flowing out slowly, his heart was still beating slightly, and the man was pouring something into his chest.

An Sheng's tears fell down quickly. He rushed over and blocked the hole in his chest with his hands, but it was of no avail. With dim tears in his eyes, he saw many dull-eyed people standing around him with familiar faces. They were the housekeeper and the six maid.

He understood everything in an instant, the man had already poured everything in, Lexu's heart stopped beating slowly, and at the last glance, it was the man who sewed a crabapple flower into Lexu's heart.

An Sheng shed tears and fell into the darkness. He opened his eyes again and saw that he was in the familiar room of the castle. It was already bright outside, and the light was shining on the bed through the window.

Le Xu sat at the table drinking a cup of tea, seemed to have a feeling, turned his head to look at him, An Sheng sat up, with tears in the corners of his eyes.

"Are you awake?" Lexu lowered his head, looking careless, his knuckles holding the teacup were slightly white, staring at the red tea soup in the teacup.

An Sheng stepped on the carpet with bare feet, and slowly walked over, "Is what I saw your past? Earl."

Le Xu raised his head, his pupils were like a deep sea, with a smile on his lips, "Yes, are you afraid?"

An Sheng held his hand, and took off all disguises. Le Xu's body was cold, and his fingertips trembled slightly, and he clenched it tighter and pulled him into his arms, "I'm sorry..."

With a choked hoarse voice sounded from the top of his head, Lexu was hugged into a warm embrace, "I'm sorry for what?"

An Sheng shook his head, hot tears dripped into Le Xu's hair, and the person who couldn't hold him with all his strength was finally able to hold him in his arms.

Lexu sighed, his body temperature gradually rose, "I'm a ghost, a ghost who died tragically, why do you dare to come and hug me directly?"

She reached out and patted his back, coaxing, "Why is it me who is unlucky, you are more sad than I cry? Why do you say sorry, what has happened cannot be changed."

"Yes." An Sheng stood up straight, his eyes were red, and said word by word: "Yes."

Le Xu was slightly stunned, and said: "That's my memory world, you can't touch anything."

An Sheng looked at him and said, "I can touch myself."

Le Xu stood up, with surprise written on his face, pulled An Sheng and pressed his forehead against his, a faint halo spread, and after a long while, Le Xu laughed softly, let go of the hand on the back of An Sheng's head , walked to the window, covered his eyes with his palms, and smiled cheerfully and flamboyantly.

An Sheng's face was full of bewilderment, watching his back trembling slightly from laughing, "What's wrong?"

Lexu turned around, with bright light in his eyes, strode forward and threw An Sheng down on the bed, "It turned out that you sent yourself to me with your own hands."

In those dark days in the past, that clean and bright young master put a thin coat with a good smell on him, and became the only light in his life.

The butterfly flapped its tiny wings, and the little boy flicked its wings, trembling, changing the direction of things a little, and giving him a beam of light.

An Sheng was a little confused, and Le Xu looked at him with burning eyes, "An Sheng, I won't let you go." Those scenes of being protected and distressed, he saw clearly through An Sheng's dream just now , The fog in my heart was pushed away layer by layer, revealing the deepest desire.

"Do you want to kill me?" An Sheng looked at him, his slender neck exposed, very vulnerable, "But I don't want to die."

Lexu looked at him, his eyes flickered, his fingers lightly brushed his smooth forehead, pretending to be dangerous, "But, I let you go, what can you give me?"

An Sheng was pressed on the bed, there was sadness and distress in his eyes, and some self-blame, but he didn't have any fear, and asked him: "What do you want?"

Le Xu smiled and said, "After reading so many memories of mine, don't you know what I want?"

As time goes by, that ray of light has already changed color in the day-to-day voyeurism. The black wraps up the pink that just emerged, and turns into a deep and secret love in the heart. The little boy loves each other day after day. As he grows up, the boy's mind has just germinated, but it is snuffed out in inferiority complex, the weeds in his heart grow wildly, and he begins to envy everyone who can joke with him.

His gaze was full of aggression, and undisguised emotion spread out in front of him, clearly expressing the message "I want you".

An Sheng's round eyes were wet, and his eyelashes were wetted into strands. An Sheng bit his lower lip, avoiding his eyes and daring not to look at him, and a faint pink color spread from behind his ears.

knock knock knock

Lexu turned his head, the breath of the people outside the door was very familiar, he rescued An Sheng's lower lip with his fingers, and said in a coaxing tone: "Hold me."

An Sheng's eyelashes trembled, and he slowly stretched out his hand, wrapping his arms around his neck, blushing because of this action, and whispered: "Are you unspoken|rules|rules?"

Le Xu raised his eyebrows, put his arms around his back and let him sit on the bed, the voice outside the door was a little hurried, "An Sheng, are you awake?"

"I'm going out for a while, we'll talk about it later."

The temperature on his body left suddenly, Lexu walked to the door, opened the door and closed it again, An Sheng touched his hot cheek, Lexu's face flashed before his eyes, and Li Gui...but he had to Admittedly, Lexu looks really good-looking, so that people can ignore his essence.

He patted his face, and couldn't help recalling the memories he saw. The young Lexu was really distressing, and he died in that way in the end. The ten years he lived in this world seemed to be a tragedy. A miserable dream.

An Sheng thought of his parents and elder brother at home. He grew up surrounded by his family's doting. He couldn't imagine how Le Xu could make all the pain into the past. Just looking at him made his heart break. .

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