throbbing for you

Since Fan Lu is going abroad during the summer vacation, and we don’t know when and what month it will be when we meet again, Fu Sitian and Shi Yi cherish the last time they spend together at the end of the semester, and decide to postpone moving out of the dormitory until the final exam is over. Leave.

After Chen Xizhu found out, she laughed and said it was pretty good, but it seemed that she couldn't come to play with them during this period of time.

After thinking for a while, Fu Sitian understood what she meant.She thought about her words, caring about Chen Xizhu: "You and Fanlu, really...that's it? Xizhu, why don't you find some time and talk alone? Maybe it's not because we think too much unilaterally."

Chen Xizhu was silent for two seconds, and said with a wry smile: "If she wanted to talk, she should have talked to me long ago. In the past few months, she and I have actually chatted a few words almost every night, and she never mentioned it to me. This matter. Maybe I am just like you to her, just a friend? If not, I don’t know what she thinks of me. While she has already thought about going abroad, she continues to be with me Ambiguous. After going back yesterday, she deliberately poked me, apologized to me, and told me that she didn’t tell me on purpose. I said it’s okay, I wish her all the best and peach blossoms after going abroad, but she didn’t say anything. Silence. Is she such a person who can't speak? No. She knows everything in her heart, she just pretends to be stupid."

"Then I'm not such a ignorant person. Anyway, it doesn't matter what she thinks, whether I'm self-indulgent or not, it doesn't matter. If she wants to go abroad, we won't have any results, will we?"

Fu Sitian was speechless.

Exotic love, separated by distance and jet lag, it is really too difficult to persist.

"So, forget it, let's forget about it." She begged Fu Sitian: "Tiantian, don't mention her to me until she goes abroad, okay?"

Fu Sitian had no reason to refuse.

So during the final review period, the four of them almost entered and exited the dormitory together, inseparable, but Chen Xizhu never showed his face in front of the people in their dormitory again.

The farewell song rang again and again, the graduates dragged their luggage and left wave after wave, and the final exam of Fu Sitian's sophomore year was coming to an end.

Thinking that after the farewell, I won't see Yin Fanlu in the next semester, and I still feel a little bit reluctant.After discussing with Shi Yi, Fu Sitian asked Jian Luhe and Yin Fanlu to have dinner at home on the afternoon of the exam after the exam, and they all got together for the last time.

Jian Lu and Fu Sitian have been crafting for a long time, and they agreed without saying a word.

Yin Fanlu was naturally willing.

In the evening, Fu Sitian was washing clothes on the balcony, Yin Fan showed up to wash the cups, and suddenly asked her: "Did Xizhu come home the day we had dinner?"

Fu Sitian hadn't heard each other's name from the two of them for a long time, and he was taken aback for a moment before replying: "Not yet. Their college has social practice activities, so they need to stay for a few more days."

"She blocked me." Yin Fanlu rubbed the cup with a helpless tone.

Fu Sitian opened his lips slightly, obviously surprised.Chen Xizhu didn't tell her about it.

She looked at Yin Fanlu, trying to figure out what she meant: "You...do you want me to invite her to dinner?"

Yin Fanlu showed some embarrassment, but still nodded frankly: "Is it okay?"

Fu Sitian hesitated.

Both sides are friends, and of course she hopes that both of them will be well.But if Chen Xizhu had blocked him so resolutely, wouldn't it be better for the two of them not to meet again.

Yin Fanlu seemed to see her embarrassment, looked at her, and said sincerely: "There are some things that I want to tell her face to face. No matter what, I don't want to leave a knot."

Fu Sitian was moved by her.She sighed, wanted to say something, but felt it was too presumptuous, and finally just agreed: "I will try to invite her. But if she doesn't want to come, I won't force it."

Yin Fanlu frowned, and said softly, "It's okay. If she doesn't want to come, I'll figure it out myself."

Seeing her resoluteness, Fu Sitian couldn't help asking her: "If she doesn't want to come, do you know why she is?"

Yin Fanlu looked into her eyes, reached out and pressed her hair knowingly, and said with a smile: "I know. Don't worry."

Before Fu Sitian could speak, Shi Yi's voice came out suddenly: "I'm fine, Sister Lu, you can go take a bath now."

When they turned around, they saw Shi Yi holding a basin, wiping his hair, and staring at them expressionlessly.Yin Fanlu burst out laughing, retracted the hand touching Fu Sitian's head, and deliberately teased her: "What should I do, I don't want to wash this hand anymore."

Shi Yi tilted his head and raised his eyebrows in a friendly manner.

Yin Fanlu pretended to be frightened, clasped his hands together, and said reverently, "I was wrong. I'll chop it right away."

Shi Yi was overwhelmed by the teasing, and with a smile on his face, he glanced at her and ignored her.She went to the balcony to dry the underwear she had washed by hand in the bathroom. As soon as she put the basin on the laundry table, Fu Sitian washed her hands and took the clothes drying rack to help her dry.

Shi Yi was a little embarrassed, "I'll do it myself."

"It's okay." Fu Sitian frowned, and he had already dried her panties.

Shi Yi looked at her with five fingers grasping his most intimate thing, his face was hot and sweet at the same time.She didn't see her again, she rubbed her hair and asked her, "What did Sister Lu tell you?"

Fu Sitian told her the truth, and asked her: "Sister Lu, does she think she wants to tell Xizhu clearly?"

Shi Yi pondered: "Maybe."

"Then should I create opportunities for them? Will I do something bad instead of good intentions?" Fu Sitian was worried.

Shi Yi freed up a hand and rubbed her forehead hair, "No. You just gave Xizhu this option, and she is the one who makes the choice. Call her."

Fu Sitian looked at her affirmative eyes and felt relieved.She dried her hands and made a phone call, Shi Yi naturally avoided, entered the dormitory, and helped her close the balcony door.

Chen Xizhu answered the phone quickly. Fu Sitian expressed his intention and invited her to have dinner at home. Chen Xizhu first agreed, then came back to his senses and asked carefully, "Is there anyone else?"

"Yes, there are Lu and Sister Lu."

She immediately repented: "Then I still won't go."

Fu Sitian comforted her: "It's okay, actually I didn't intend to force you. However, Fanlu seems to want you to come with her. She said she has something to say to you in person."

"What?" Chen Xizhu still couldn't help being concerned.

"I don't know, she didn't say."

Chen Xizhu hesitated, "Let me think about it, and I will reply to you later."

Fu Sitian agreed: "Okay. It doesn't matter whether you come or not, the most important thing is that you are happy."

Chen Xizhu gave a muffled "um" and turned to talk to her about other things.

The next morning, Fu Sitian woke up and found that Chen Xizhu had sent her a message at three o'clock in the morning: "I want to eat fried winter noodles, can I?"

Fu Sitian didn't know whether to feel sorry for her insomnia, or to laugh at her simple wish.

On the afternoon after the exam, Shi Yi and Fu Sitian packed up the dormitory, took Jian Luhe and Yin Fanlu with them, and moved the whole dormitory to the suite.

After five o'clock, Chen Xizhu finished the social practice class, took the bus to the suite, and Yin Fanlu went down to pick her up.

The two chatted casually as if nothing had happened.Yin Fanlu didn't ask why she blocked her, and Chen Xizhu didn't take the initiative to mention it, as if he was comparing who was more tolerant and who had better acting skills.

The meal was not ready yet. After Jian Luhe, Chen Xizhu, and Yin Fanlu visited, they liked their audio-visual room very much. Shi Yi drew the curtains, turned on the ambient light and asked them to sing in the audio-visual room while waiting for the meal. Fu Sitian started.The meal was ready, but they sang high. Shi Yi made an exception and moved the dinner to the audio-visual room as the guests wished. The five people gathered around the coffee table in a shapeless manner, eating with their legs crossed, listening to the song, and following the lights from time to time. Shaking his head, he hummed a few words.

The meal was half full, and the atmosphere was good. Jian Luhe became interested and wanted to drink and play games.

Because it was already a holiday, Chen Xizhu didn't have class the next day, and there was a spare room in the suite for them to sleep in. They were not afraid of getting drunk, so Shi Yi didn't object, and let them have fun.

Unexpectedly, this was a trap, and it was Fu Sitian and herself who were the trap.

Because she is too familiar with Shi Yi, and knows that she is a blank sheet of paper emotionally, so before playing truth-telling games, Jian Luhe never wasted an opportunity on Shi Yi, anyway, he couldn't ask anything.

But now it's different!She has too many curious things to gossip about!

So, when playing games this time, she took the opportunity to ask Fu Sitian and Shi Yi, who kissed who first when they kissed for the first time? The question came as soon as it was said, and Fu Sitian's face was flushed red when he asked it, and he couldn't help it.

But Fu Sitian is not good at wine table games and often has to be punished.Shi Yi couldn't help her, so he could only help her drink some wine when she was unwilling to answer, and then countered Jian Lu and a more pungent question the next time he won.

The three-way battle was fierce, Yin Fanlu and Chen Xizhu were eating melons with great enjoyment, and they would subconsciously look at each other when they heard exciting questions, and then suddenly remembered that the two were still in a lukewarm tug-of-war!

It's not that there is no chance to test the other party's intentions through the game, but Chen Xizhu is unwilling to show any more affection, fearing it will be redundant; Yin Fanlu is unwilling to be so insincere, fearing it will be self-defeating.

They sang a lot and drank a lot of wine. If the quarrel continued, Jian Lu and Fu Sitian would be drunk.Shi Yi packed up the cans and called for a stop. Everyone was tired and sat cross-legged on the blanket, resting against the legs of the sofa.

Cecilia Cheung's "Star Language Wish" is playing on the stereo: "Pretend not to care about you, don't want to think of you, blame myself for not having the courage..."

The singing was sad and lingering, the colored lights were dimmed, and there was no talking or laughing, and the room suddenly became a little too quiet and sad.

"It's so fast, we'll be juniors next semester. I still remember how we looked when we first entered college, and in a blink of an eye, more than half of college has passed." Jian Luhe suddenly felt emotional. "I thought we could get along for a long time, but I didn't expect that the farewell came quietly."

The song came: "Tell me where the starry sky is, and whether there is an end there."

Jian Luhe remembered something, and buried Shi Yi: "10ee, you are really stingy. Tell me how many times I have come to your house, and you are reluctant to show me your starry sky instrument."

Leaning on Fu Sitian's shoulder, Shi Yi didn't take it seriously: "Now it's not about me being petty."

"Ok?"

"I gave it to Si Tian."

Jian Luhe asked Fu Sitian for confirmation, Fu Sitian seemed to drink a lot more, and he was not drunk, but he still had a face, blindfolded and said: "I'll show it to you."

When she got up, Shi Yi was worried and went out with her.

The singing continued: "Make a wish to the shooting star, let you know that I love you."

Perhaps it was because of the magnified emotions after drinking, Chen Xizhu peeked at Yin Fanlu in the dark, suddenly couldn't hold back his emotions, his nose felt sour, and his eyes were about to gush out with moisture.

She quickly turned her head to look at the ceiling, but before it was too late, a line of tears slid down her cheeks and into her hair.

Fu Sitian came back with the astrolabe in his arms. Shi Yi placed the astrolabe in place, turned on the switch, adjusted the settings, and the bright stars lit up their sky.

We sat side by side and looked up at the starry sky together.The young faces and the bright black pupils reflected a brilliance brighter than the starry sky.

Jian Luhe whispered: "Tell me, where will we all look at this starry sky in ten years' time?"