throbbing for you

"You are so smart, you should be able to know if you think about it."

Shi Yi looked at this sentence repeatedly, and gradually frowned.Is this just a evasion that is inconvenient to say more, or is it a meaningful point?

If there is something beyond the words, what is the meaning of her words?She tapped the screen with her fingertips, hesitating for the next sentence, but Chen Xizhu didn't give her a chance to ask: "I have to continue the class first."

Shi Yi typed "OK".

Chen Xizhu said that he was going to class, but Chen Xizhu didn't leave immediately. Shi Yi saw the "typing" on the top of the chat window moving for a long time, but this time, he really didn't send it again.

Shi Yi watched the screen go dark, rubbed his brows, and sighed lightly.

She could understand Chen Xizhu's reluctance to say more.She was the one who made things difficult for Chen Xizhu.Changing places, if she were Chen Xizhu, she would not want to rashly participate in her friend's emotional life.And, it shouldn't.This is not in line with her own principles of doing things.

Even asking Chen Xizhu about this matter is a violation of principle.For so many years, she has always drawn a line in her heart when interacting with others, keeping a distance that is comfortable for each other.One thing, if you ask the other person face to face, you will have concerns. There is a high probability that you should not ask or know, so don't ask and pretend that you don't know. Anyway, she is not someone who must know.

She followed these principles very well before meeting Fu Sitian.Even the other party, Ruohua, she can do it.

But... Si Tian is not someone else.

Fu Sitian is the closest person to her.A person who belongs to each other and is in perfect harmony with her.

But no matter how close they are, they are still two independent people who have their own little thoughts and inviolable personal space.

It was the first time for Shi Yi to enter into this kind of intimate relationship, and she didn't know how to grasp the proportions in it to be the most appropriate.

I don't know the taste of food, and a cup of oatmeal has bottomed out.

There was a creaking sound from the bed on the top of the bed, and immediately, the bed curtain was pulled open with a big movement.

Shi Yi leaned back on the chair back and looked up at the upper bunk.

Fu Sitian's hair was disheveled, and he was stepping down the ladder quickly with his back turned.

"Slow down." Shi Yi reminded with a frown.

Fu Sitian paused, and quickly turned his head to look at the source of the sound, with a flustered expression on his face: "Shi Yi? You...you didn't go to class either."

Shi Yi was funny: "Leave you alone in the dormitory, waiting to be snatched away by grandma wolf?"

Fu Sitian's feet fell to the ground, staring at Shi Yi, his eyes slowly lit up with sweetness.She said softly: "I'm sorry, I went to bed late. I don't know if the phone is out of power and turned off, and the alarm clock didn't ring."

Shi Yi said, "I locked him up."

Fu Sitian showed a surprised expression.

"I think you slept soundly." Shi Yi remained calm, "It's rare to sleep late. The investment teacher doesn't take roll calls, is it okay?"

Of course Fu Sitian nodded: "It's okay." As if to convince Shi Yi more, she stuck out her tongue embarrassingly: "I was really sleepy this morning, and I might fall asleep in class after I go."

Shi Yi held the spoon tightly with his fingers, and asked casually, "Are you so sleepy?"

Fu Sitian said nunuo: "That's right, I don't know why."

Shi Yi pursed his lips, looked at her, and didn't speak for two seconds.

Fu Sitian became inexplicably anxious.

Helplessness and tenderness appeared in Shi Yi's eyes, she stretched out her hand to hold Fu Sitian's hand, and Fu Sitian was obediently brought to sit on her lap, facing each other.

She put her arms around Fu Sitian's waist, looked up at her slightly, and asked softly, "Do you really not know why?"

Fu Sitian looked into her eyes, moved his lips, but didn't make a sound.Somewhat at a loss.

Shi Yi thought about it, and made it clear: "You sleep too little. Sleepiness means lack of sleep, and your body is reminding you. Si Tian, ​​you should work hard, but people's energy is always limited, and they are always overdrawn like this. How can the body take it?"

Shi Yi is not someone who likes to repeat the same thing, this is her second reminder.Her tone was not serious, but Fu Sitian could hear her seriousness.

She bit her lip, and promised with difficulty: "Okay, I will pay attention. It will be fine when... after this busy period." After this busy period, I have saved enough money to play, next semester's tuition, Living expenses... and a whole summer vacation.The living expenses given by her grandma were all kept in her card.Not spending the money from grandma, the pressure is greater than imagined.

Why have you been so busy for a while?

Shi Yi was not satisfied with this answer.But she could see Fu Sitian's embarrassment, and when the words came to her lips, she went around and endured it.She raised her hand and rubbed the back of Fu Sitian's head, and clicked as soon as she could.

The next day was Saturday, Xiang Ye was on a business trip, and Shi Yi agreed to accompany Fang Ruohua to the prenatal checkup.Fu Sitian has a part-time job as a tutor, and he was supposed to be there from 09:30 to 11:30 in the morning.But the parents temporarily informed that they had something to do during the day, and asked Fu Sitian if it was convenient to change to [-]:[-] p.m. to [-]:[-] p.m.

Occasionally, Fu Sitian was too embarrassed to refuse, but politely agreed.

The distance is not too far, and it only takes more than 20 minutes to ride a bicycle.But Shi Yi was worried and wanted to drive her there.Fu Sitian thought that Xiangye was not at home. Although there was a live-in nanny, she was no more at ease than her relatives. Fang Ruohua might want to keep her daughter overnight to get closer, so she refused. The road was brightly lit at night. ,No problem.

On the issue of picking up and dropping off part-time jobs, Fu Sitian has always been very persistent.She didn't want to trouble Shi Yi so much. Part-time jobs are not something that can be done in a day or two. Some things are fine in the short term, but annoying in the long run.She was afraid that if she got used to it, one day Shi Yi's enthusiasm would retreat, which would make her even more sad.

Seeing that she was determined, Shi Yi thought she didn't like it, so he didn't insist.

At 10:[-] p.m., Fu Sitian arrived at the student's home [-] minutes earlier than usual.Not long after she arrived, the spring rains came and poured down.The students joked that she was too accurate in stepping on the points, and the parents corrected it, it was the luck brought by the good habit of like to reserve time, let the students learn more.Fu Sitian smiled modestly, hoping in his heart that the rain would stop at nine o'clock, otherwise it would be too inconvenient to ride a bicycle with an umbrella.

The student is a sophomore girl in high school. Her grades are not very good, but she is very well-behaved and has a serious attitude towards learning. It is just that her skills and understanding need to be strengthened.Just passed the first monthly exam of the new semester this week, and the girls' rankings have improved compared to the previous semester, so they are full of fighting spirit, full of initiative in learning, and Fu Sitian also has a sense of accomplishment in class.I talked about two more extended questions, and before I knew it, it was 15 minutes overtime.

The parents liked her very much, so they generously counted the money for half an hour, but Fu Sitian politely confiscated it.The rain outside hadn't stopped yet, and the parents offered to take her home, but Fu Sitian declined and just borrowed an umbrella from them.

After walking out of the student's house and taking the elevator, Fu Sitian had time to check the news on his phone openly.Just after the end, I casually glanced at the phone screen by checking the time, as if there was a new unread text message.

But the phone is too old, and when I clicked a text message to enter the inbox, it got stuck for two or three seconds. When I went in, I scanned and found that the sender was Shi Yi. Before I looked carefully at what Shi Yi sent, the screen went black, and it turned off automatically.

It's the battery aging and tripping again.

Fu Sitian was anxious and angry, he pressed the power button for a long time, but there was no response.Not for the first time.A sense of restlessness rose in Fu Sitian's heart.Shi Yi is back?She glanced at her watch, it was already 10 minutes past the time she told Shi Yi to go back.She took two deep breaths helplessly, suppressing her emotions.As soon as the elevator door opened, she rushed out in a hurry, walking and running.

Shi Yi didn't wait for Fu Sitian's reply, and gradually became uneasy.

She was still hesitant to stay with Fang Ruohua.But when it rained heavily outside after seven o'clock, she couldn't sit still, and found an excuse to go back to the dormitory from Fang Ruohua.On the way, she sent Fu Sitian a text message, asking if she had brought an umbrella and if she wanted to pick her up.Fu Sitian didn't reply all the time, she guessed it was because it was not convenient to look at the phone during class time.

But after nine o'clock, ten past nine, and twenty, Fu Sitian didn't reply to her.

Shi Yi worriedly directly called Fu Sitian's cell phone.

Unexpectedly, a cold mechanical female voice came from the opposite side, "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off..."

Shi Yi's heart suddenly "clicked", and a sense of uneasiness permeated his whole body.She has always been a calm person, but at this moment she can't stabilize her mood at all.The more she thought about it, the more annoyed she became, she should insist on sending her there!

She asked Yin Fanlu, who was helping Chen Xizhu with his game routine, "Did Si Tian bring an umbrella when he went out?"

"I didn't pay attention." Yin Fanlu saw that her face was not looking good, so she stopped and asked her, "What's wrong?"

Shi Yi said: "She told me that the tutoring ends at nine o'clock today, and that she can arrive at the dormitory at 09:30 at the latest. But I sent her a text message at eight o'clock and she didn't reply. I just called her and her phone was turned off."

Yin Fanlu comforted her: "It should be out of battery, don't worry, isn't it still 09:30?"

Shi Yi pursed his thin lips into a line, convincing himself in the bottom of his heart.But her emotions were completely out of control, and she clearly felt that her whole heart was not at ease at all, and she clearly hung high in the air, panicking with discomfort.

She stood on the balcony and looked down at the empty school road through the rain curtain, looking forward to it, and the seconds seemed like years.

It's fine.She murmured in her heart.

For the first time in her life, she felt such care and fear.

But Fu Sitian didn't seem to know at all.Thirty, even forty, she did not show up as promised.

Shi Yi's heart was completely in a mess, up and down.

Yin Fanlu was a little disturbed by her emotions.After all, there have been a lot of news about girls walking alone at night and getting into danger recently, and Si Tian is still so pretty...

"Could it be that I lost time during make-up lessons? And it's raining heavily today, so I'm riding slower than usual?" Yin Fanlu reassures Shi Yi's heart, and reassures himself.

Shi Yi's face was serious, he clenched his fists, his fingertips turned white, and he endured it for another 10 minutes.

Fu Sitian still hasn't returned.

In the boundless night, the rain was getting heavier, and the sound of "pa pa pa pa" seemed to hit Shi Yi's heart. The sound was followed by countless vibrations, which made her even more disturbed and unable to rest.Shi Yi lowered his eyes, searched the address book, and called up the phone number of the student's parents that Fu Sitian asked Fu Sitian for when Fu Sitian started to work part-time, and pressed the call button.

Soon, the call was connected.

Shi Yi politely expressed his intention: "Hi, I'm Fu Sitian's roommate. I'm sorry to bother you, but I would like to ask if Si Tian came to your place to make up lessons tonight? Then when did she come out from your place? OK , it's all right, but she hasn't come back yet, and the phone is turned off again, so I'm a little worried."

The other parent told the truth that Fu Sitian ended [-] minutes late.But logically, it should be going back.The heavy rain may have caused the delay on the road.

Shi Yi thanked him, hung up the phone, and the panic in his heart was not relieved at all by the phone call.

There are two villains in my mind who are seeing each other. One villain is saying that it is normal to be delayed because of the late departure and the rain;

It was too painful.Why is there such torture.

After staying up for another 3 minutes, it was almost ten o'clock, but Fu Sitian still didn't even see the shadow.Shi Yi's entire face sank, he grabbed the umbrella and car keys and walked out of the dormitory.

Yin Fanlu followed impatiently: "Shi Yi, where are you going? Are you looking for Si Tian? I'll go with you."

Shi Yi paused, then calmly arranged: "No, you wait for her in the dormitory. If she comes back, you can call me."

Yin Fanlu made sense after thinking about it, she replied "Yes", before the wind blows away her words, Shi Yi's figure has disappeared at the door of the dormitory.

The author has something to say: Shi Yi: Falling in love is so difficult.

The little rabbit is dirty: woo woo woo, are you tired?The little paws pulled Shi Yi, kissed, hugged and hugged.

Shi Yi's ears turned red, and he pretended: a little bit.

The little rabbit blushed, endured the smoke, and worked harder.

Shi Yi is cunning: Falling in love is so sweet.