throbbing for you

Fu Sitian was in a state of confusion, and couldn't distinguish the meaning of Fu Siyu's words for a while.Is it a mockery, or a reminder?She didn't dare to be affectionate.Over the years, she has long been used to Fu Siyu's hot and cold, moody moods.Judging from Fu Siyu's previous reaction, there is a high probability that she will not complain to grandma, but it is uncertain when she will become unhappy and change her face again.Fu Sitian carefully took off the watch, put it in his inner pocket, and wore it close to his body.In this house, there is no place where she can feel at ease.She didn't want to take any chances anymore.

She went downstairs to help Wang Meifen prepare the sacrifices for tomorrow morning.Unexpectedly, Wang Meifen asked her, "Is your classmate from a good family?"

Fu Sitian replied hesitantly: "Yes."

Wang Meifen sighed: "Tsk, the platform is still very important. Is she a native of Shanghai? Are there many classmates around you who are locals of Shanghai?" She began to outline her daughter's life after she went to college.Shencheng is not far from Ningcheng, and the transportation is now developed. It would be nice if you can find a boy from Shencheng.It's time to teach the little fish to brighten their eyes.

Fu Sitian said objectively: "Actually, there are a lot of outsiders."

Fu Jiantao didn't understand the use of Wang Meifen asking those random questions.He interjected: "Is your classmate the only child?"

"Ah."

"Would it be hard to get along with a child from such a good family and used to growing up? Will he be more self-centered? Don't know how to take care of others."

Fu Sitian subconsciously protected Shi Yi: "No. She..." She paused, then changed her words: "They're all pretty easy to get along with."

Fu Jiantao looked at her with concern and kindness in his eyes, and there was something beyond his words: "Don't wrong yourself too much."

Fu Sitian's heart warmed up, "No way."

Wang Meifen was cutting the vegetables, and casually echoed: "Your uncle is right." She glanced at Fu Sitian, the girl fried squid rings deftly, and her side profile was no worse than that of a star on TV.Indeed, Shui Ling, she would not believe it if she said that she had nothing to do in college.Although the old man didn't say it clearly in the past few years, Wang Meifen could more or less hear her hope that Fu Sitian would recruit a son-in-law so that he could continue his family's incense in the future.Wang Meifen herself only gave birth to a daughter, so she didn't have her old ideas. Besides, most of the son-in-laws who came to visit wanted family property, so she hoped that Fu Sitian would just find a good one outside.

"You are not young anymore, and it is not too early to tell you. Outside, especially when you get along with boys, don't put yourself down too low. The more you put yourself down, the easier it is for him not to treat you as a boy." matter." She told Fu Sitian.

Fu Sitian dimpled shallowly: "So you agreed after uncle chased you for two years?"

Wang Meifen glanced at Fu Jiantao and said with disgust, "That's different, I really despise him."

Fu Jiantao was dissatisfied: "You can do it. It means I was blind back then."

The two started to fight each other, and Fu Sitian looked at them and smiled, feeling a little bit of family warmth in a trance.Not long after, the sound of the old man leaning on a cane came from the door.The three of them glanced at the door, their smiles restrained a bit.

The old man opened the door and came in, glanced at them, and saw Fu Sitian went straight into the room as if he hadn't seen him.

Fu Jiantao poured a few freshly fried shrimp and squid rings into a bowl and handed them to Fu Sitian, and pouted his mouth in the direction the old man went in, motioning for her to take them in for the old man to eat.

As usual, Fu Sitian would have accepted it obediently.But this time, Fu Sitian just glanced at him, lowered his eyelashes, and didn't reach out.

Rarely has a temper.

Fu Jiantao sighed helplessly and coaxed her: "Go quickly, the old man is half a child, don't get angry with her."

Wang Meifen was also looking at her.

Fu Sitian didn't want to disappoint Fu Jiantao, he stood in a stalemate for a few seconds, bit his lip, and still took the bowl.

She walked heavily to the old man's bedroom.

The door of the old man's room was open, and he was half lying on the bed watching TV.Hearing the sound of footsteps, she glanced at Fu Sitian, then withdrew her eyes and continued watching TV.

Fu Sitian bit the bullet and brought the bowl to the old dressing table beside her bed and put it down, and softened his voice with difficulty: "Grandma, it's just fried, you can taste it."

The old man didn't even look at her.

Fu Sitian stood there for two seconds, parted his lips, but made no sound.never mind.She is destined to not be the granddaughter who satisfied her in the past.Fu Sitian turned and left.

The old man stared at her back in astonishment, veins were faintly visible on his old bark-like face.She grabbed the bowl and wanted to smash Fu Sitian, but the new year was approaching, and it was bad luck to smash the job bowl, so she put down the bowl with a "bang", grabbed the fried shrimp and squid rings inside, and threw it at Fu Sitian viciously.

The shrimp ball hit Fu Sitian's back and landed behind her feet.Very light, not painful at all.Fu Sitian's heart seemed to be pricked by something, and he was completely cold.She paused slightly, then continued to walk outside as if nothing had happened.

The more I walked, the more I felt relieved.There will be no more expectations.There is nothing left to miss.It's not wrong, she told herself.The rest is responsibility.Do your due responsibilities, pay back what you owe, and for the rest, just have a clear conscience.

I don't know if it's true or fake.In the evening, the old man didn't come out to eat, and said he was sick in bed, dizzy, flustered, and uncomfortable, but Fu Jiantao took her to the clinic and she refused to go.

Fu Jiantao probably knew what kind of temper the old man was having, so he was caught in the middle, trying to persuade the old man not to stop, talking about Fu Sitian... seeing how Fu Sitian was silently doing hygiene, he couldn't bear to say anything.It was hard to do both, so he had to stay in the old man's room by himself and serve the old man, listening to her complaints and looking for life and death, swallowing his heartache.

"The child has grown up and has his own ideas. It's really not like when he was a child." He hopes that the old man can listen to it more or less.

Just after eight o'clock in the evening, before Fu Sitian had time to send a message to Shi Yi, Shi Yi took the initiative to send a text message to report that he was safe.Fu Sitian felt relieved and asked her if she had eaten.Shi Yi said he would go after taking a shower and talk later.Fu Sitian didn't bother.

After finishing everything, she took a shower, and it was past ten o'clock when she returned to her room.She opened her notebook to wait for Shi Yi's news while translating the manuscript, but Chen Xizhu's news came first.

When Chen Xizhu came here, he raised his eyebrows with a slightly wretched expression, "Have you gone home yet?"

Fu Sitian replied: "Go home."

"Where's Shi Yi?"

"Go home too."

"Yo, how's it going, this Valentine's Day? Did something happen?"

Fu Sitian could even imagine the expression she used to say these words.She didn't answer the question directly, but laughed at her: "Why are you so gossip. Why are you looking for me at this time tonight? Didn't you have any trouble with Fanlu?"

Chen Xizhu was straightforward: "Am I gossip? I am concerned about my friends." She exposed Fu Sitian: "No, she has something tonight. Don't change the subject, talk quickly!"

Fu Sitian couldn't avoid it, so he could only vaguely say: "It's pretty good. I just went to the aquarium, watched a movie, and went for a walk on the playground of my high school."

"Wow, I'm envious!" After a pause, she continued to ask: "What else?"

Fu Sitian was innocent: "It's gone."

Chen Xizhu: "..."

"Really? Are you playing dumb with me?!"

Fu Sitian: "?"

Chen Xizhu hit a straight ball: "Aren't you a bed? Seriously, do you have any new progress?" Followed by a "you understand" emoji.

Fu Sitian's ears turned red.How dare she say such a thing.

She was vague: "You think a lot."

Chen Xizhu thought she had denied it, his heart skipped a beat, and he was worried: "Didn't you even kiss you?"

Fu Sitian covered his face, do they have to talk about this kind of thing?

Chen Xizhu hesitated, but he still sounded the alarm for Fu Sitian: "Sitian...it's nothing else, I just want to remind you."

"Ok?"

"Although Shi Yi doesn't seem like a very enthusiastic and proactive person, but...you two share the same bed, and it would be a bit bad if she doesn't respond at all."

"You know, the relationship between girls is rather subtle, and sometimes friendship and love are difficult to define. If she likes you very much, but has no desire for intimate contact with you, then...maybe she is still straight in essence? Of course , it is also possible that she is just shy. But you pay attention? Or, you take the initiative to try?"

Fu Sitian heaved a sigh of relief, feeling a little bit heartbroken and embarrassed.What Chen Xizhu said was not unreasonable.However, Shi Yi confessed that he kissed her on the first day, which made her completely forget her doubts in this regard.Besides, although Shi Yi didn't want her completely, but her kiss...her performance...she felt hot all over when she thought about it.

Obviously not the situation Chen Xizhu said.

Fu Sitian confessed to her, "Don't worry."

"Shi Yi is not this kind of person."

Chen Xizhu was surprised: "Are you so sure?" After a pause, she suddenly reacted: "Tian Tian! Are you lying to me?! Has something happened to you?! Isn't it? When? Ah!"

Fu Sitian was too ashamed to speak.She clicked a "your friend is offline" emoticon package and slipped away.

Chen Xizhu roared ferociously, but Fu Sitian couldn't look back, and rolled his eyes with a smile.

Just smiling, Shi Yi's message came in: "Is it convenient to video?"

Fu Sitian immediately fixed his hair facing the phone screen, then connected the earphones, and replied: "You talk, can I type?"

"Yes." Shi Yi replied in seconds, and the video request jumped out.

Fu Sitian clicked on the connection button, the phone got stuck, and Shi Yi appeared on the screen in pajamas, with loose hair, a casual yet dignified figure.With the breath of home life.

Fu Sitian found that she already missed her very much after only being separated for a few hours.

Shi Yi asked her: "What are you doing?"

Fu Sitian smiled, typed and said, "I'm waiting for you."

The corners of Shi Yi's lips deepened.She lowered her head and fiddled with something, and a photo was sent in the dialogue window.In the photo is a post-it note she left on the center console that afternoon.

Shi Yi asked, "Aren't you afraid that I won't understand?"

Fu Sitian smiled: "That means you didn't listen carefully to the public elective courses." Last semester, Shi Yi's public elective courses were commonly used Japanese.

Shi Yi's laughing sound passed through the earphones into Fu Sitian's cochlea, and Fu Sitian's heart was numb, "I really didn't listen carefully. Can you translate it?"

Fu Sitian refused to fall into the trap, but instead: "Then guess what it means."

Shi Yi also refused to guess.The two were deadlocked for two seconds, Shi Yi smiled and let her go.She sent a new photo. In the photo were the flowers and stars left by Fu Sitian.The flowers and stars were put into beautiful decorative bottles and placed in the display cabinet of Shi Yi's study with great care.

Fu Sitian remembered that there used to be an exquisite projector decoration here."Where's the projector?" she asked.

Shi Yi said, "Move it away. From now on, this cabinet will be handed over to you."

Fu Sitian was full of confidence: "I will be responsible for filling it."

Shi Yi pondered: "Then this cabinet may not be enough, all the cabinets at home belong to you."

When she used the word "home", Fu Sitian froze for a moment, then pursed his lips and laughed.

"it is good."

Such a warm word, even though Shi Yi was only unconscious, she still felt the sweetness.

The two chatted casually, and they didn't know what they were talking about. The hour hand had already pointed to eleven o'clock.Fu Sitian thought that Shi Yi must be tired after driving for several hours, so he asked her to rest early.

Shi Yi responded with a good voice, ready to take up the line.Just before hanging up, Fu Sitian suddenly called her: "Shi Yi."

Shi Yi's fingertips stopped.

Fu Sitian took his mobile phone and deliberately walked to the window far away from the door, and said softly, "That sentence means, I like you."

"I like you very much."

Shi Yi's eyes rippled."I know," she said.

"Do you know what song I was listening to on the way back to Shencheng?"

Fu Sitian asked, "What song?"

Shi Yi didn't answer, but curled his lips and said, "Good night, go to bed early."

The video was hung up.

Fu Sitian stared at the screen and laughed, the line of bubbles suddenly slid upwards, and Shi Yi shared a song over——

"Loving You" by Cheng Bi

Followed by a sentence.

"ρ=a(1-cosθ)"

Fu Sitian's eyes were like water, with deep dimples.She clicked on the song, and amidst the pleasant and gentle singing, she sat cross-legged in front of the small table, and took out a pen and paper to solve the equation.

On the coordinate chart, a beautifully curved heart shape slowly appeared in her pen.

The phone screen lit up again.

On the pop-up window, Shi Yi said, "Waiting for you to come back."

Fu Sitian lowered his head against the heart shape, feeling that his whole body was filled with something.The crampedness in front of her eyes was not cramped. She imagined how the setting sun and starlight would fall on the treetops and onto Shi Yi's shoulders. What kind of expression would Shi Yi use, listening to this song, heading south all the way, driving Return to Shencheng.

Her heart followed Shi Yi all the way to the south, to Shencheng, to freedom.