throbbing for you

Leaving is a simple matter, but the resolution of follow-up problems is not.

With a little more hard work, she could survive without any support from the old man, but this couldn't erase the fact that in the past she really depended on her to survive.Even if there is no warmth, or even kindness, at least there is responsibility.As soon as she left, she made a clean break, and sat down to the "white-eyed wolf" curse, she couldn't pass her own test.

To be a good boy and a good person is the bottom line she has set for herself over the years.For so many years, seeing people's faces, being cautious, tolerant and giving in, it's not that when she is tired and doesn't want to persevere, but as soon as the thought flashes, she will think of her mother's hope, the spurning of the victim's family, and the "big bad guy" of her classmates. "My child is a born little villain", remembering Shi Yi's affirmation to her, "Your father is your father, you are you, I think you are very good", thinking of everything she has endured now, she is herself Back then, I made a mistake and was punished as a bad boy.

Do you want to be like your father?Do you want to become a grandma and become the same people who bullied her?Want to assimilate with them and be trapped in darkness forever?

She doesn't want to.Can't.

But now she was listening to the old man in the kitchen cursing, seeing Fu Siyu's mocking face in front of her, replaying the past scenes before her eyes, and a sense of sadness welled up in her heart.Is it really meaningful to tolerate concessions?Why didn't she get the same kindness in return for the kindness she gave.

She did something wrong back then, she had promised to fate, she was willing to accept the punishment, she would not do it again, and she would try to be a good child from now on.The shadow is too deep, and she is too afraid of repeating the same mistakes, so she desperately suppresses all her thoughts and desires that are not good enough or kind enough.But what is the definition of good and kind?Isn't a person who is intolerant, not generous, and not liked by everyone a good person?She had never been so shaken for a moment as now.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and Fu Sitian guessed that Shi Yi might have sent her a message.

She broke away from Fu Siyu's hand and continued to walk outside.

Fu Siyu was stunned, looking at Fu Sitian's back, it seemed a little unbelievable.She moved her foot, hesitating whether to follow, but finally stomped her foot and followed from a distance.

It was already dark outside, and Fu Sitian walked back along the village road, 50 meters away, there was a large field with no oppressive space.She didn't bring anything, and she couldn't go far.She just wanted to come out and answer the phone, to catch her breath and calm down.

As expected, it was Shi Yi who sent her the news, saying that she had arrived at Ningcheng Hotel.

Fu Sitian looked at the empty fields, cooled down in the cold, took a deep breath, and called Shi Yi back.

"Si Tian? It's so early today?" Shi Yi's soothing voice came from the receiver, and Fu Sitian's tense strings relaxed for a moment.

It seemed that all the hesitation and confusion had been answered in Shi Yi's call.

Tolerating and giving in is meaningful, at least they let her meet Shi Yi and embrace Xingguang.She doesn't know how to define a good person, but she knows what kind of person Shi Yi is.

She wants to be like Shi Yi.

If you want to be the kind of person Shi Yi expects her to be - you don't need to make compromises, just a clear conscience is enough.

Shi Yi's voice was gurgling and melodious, and the stars were twinkling in the sky. Fu Sitian reached out and touched the stars through the void.

A smile slowly crept into her eyes.

She finally grasped the key to unlock the shackles.

Shi Yi was discussing tomorrow's itinerary with her, and she asked Fu Sitian what time to arrive at the station, and she would pick her up.Fu Sitian wanted her to sleep longer, so he said that she could go directly to the hotel to find her.

There were footsteps not far away, and Fu Sitian turned his head. Under the streetlight, Fu Jiantao stopped a few meters away and stared at her.

Fu Sitian greeted Shi Yi and hung up the phone.

Fu Jiantao raised his foot again.

He walked up to Fu Sitian, and said gently: "It's cold outside, go back to eat. I made an agreement with your grandma, she agrees that you will go back to the city tomorrow. You can take your classmates to play with peace of mind, don't worry about your home."

Fu Sitian looked at him for two seconds, feeling a little uncomfortable.In all fairness, uncle treated her very well.In many cases, it is not easy for him to be caught in the middle.She nodded and said, "Thank you, Uncle."

Fu Jiantao laughed: "What silly things, let's go."

He and Fu Sitian walked side by side at a distance of one person, "The old man's thoughts are not up to date with the times, and he is extremely stubborn. Don't care about her like her." He explained to her: "I have been a mother and child with her for decades. , Sometimes I get angry with her. But she is an elder after all, sometimes when we say something unpleasant, we go in one ear and go out the other ear, just pretend we didn't hear it, and there is no need to argue with her."

Fu Sitian forced a "hmm".

Fu Jiantao said again: "When you go back, give her some steps and admit your mistake to her, and this matter will be over."

Fu Sitian stopped, "Uncle..."

Fu Jiantao looked sideways at her.

The girl's lips trembled, and she said, "But I'm not wrong. I don't want to admit it."

Fu Jiantao was stunned for a moment.Fu Sitian was always gentle, and it was the first time he saw Fu Sitian's tough attitude.Under the light, the girl's eyes were black and shiny, firm and resolute.Her face was still green, but it had completely faded away from her childhood innocence.

Fu Jiantao suddenly discovered that at some point, the girl had quietly grown up.

Do you start by insisting on applying for a university?Or earlier?I started to have my own ideas, no longer so obedient, no longer so obedient.

Maybe it's not a bad thing either.Fu Jiantao hesitated to speak, but finally he just sighed, rubbed her head with his generous palm, and didn't persuade her any more.

In fact, he has been worried that she is too soft-tempered and easily wronged.If you know how to refuse and resist, you can better protect yourself.

Thinking of this, he remembered something, "Tomorrow just happens to be Valentine's Day."

Fu Sitian was nervous, "Yes... yes."

"Is this your boyfriend here?" Fu Jiantao hit a straight ball.

Fu Sitian was astonished, and subconsciously denied it: "Ah, no." But his eyes dodged away.

Fu Jiantao saw it right away, "It's okay to fall in love, I'm not an old-fashioned old lady like your grandma."

Fu Sitian hesitated and didn't know what to do.

Fu Jiantao became more and more sure.Some words are actually not suitable for a big man like him to say, but he is afraid that no one has told Fu Sitian, she doesn't know.

He tactfully said: "However, girls still have to protect themselves. Girls are always vulnerable. But if something really happens, don't try to hide it and solve it yourself. Tell your uncle. Your body is the most important thing. "

Embarrassed and heartwarming, Fu Sitian remembered Fu Siyu's words "Don't kill anyone". On this point, the father and daughter are exactly the same.

Fu Sitian answered "Yes" in a low voice, and Fu Jiantao suddenly said, "You admitted it."

Fu Sitian: "..."

The two looked at each other and smiled, and the dull and depressed feeling that they were about to enter the house to meet the beating was diluted a lot.

Fortunately, after entering the door, Fu Sitian found that the old man had already eaten and returned to his room.Fu Jiantao didn't force Fu Sitian to admit his mistake, so Fu Sitian pretended nothing happened. He ate, cleaned up the kitchen, went straight to his room, and waited for the next day.

It was rare for her to go to bed early and recharge her energy. Just after 04:30 the next day, when it was still dark, she got up and went downstairs, prepared breakfast and put it in the pot to keep warm, then went to take a shower, wash her hair, and face the mirror to make up.After putting on her makeup, drying her hair, changing her clothes, and carrying her small bag, she couldn't wait to go out.

It was just dawn, there were few pedestrians on the road, and the air was cold and fresh.Fu Sitian walked against the cold wind, his cheeks were stiff from the cold but he still smiled unabated, like stagnant water trapped in a deep pool for a long time, finally able to run to her mountain and sea.

The morning sun gradually rises from the sky, and the bus is driving in the morning light, bathed in light all the way, and driving towards warmth.

Fu Sitian was still looking for the flower shop closest to the passenger station on his mobile phone, when Shi Yi's text message came in suddenly.

"I've arrived at the passenger station, but I'm not sure if it's the one you arrived at. How many passenger stations are there in Ningcheng?" Yesterday Fu Sitian refused to say what time she arrived, nor which station she got off at.

Fu Sitian was shocked, "There are three passenger stations in Ningcheng." She didn't say that she didn't want Shi Yi to get up early on purpose, but she didn't expect that it might make Shi Yi make an extra trip.She asked quickly: "Which passenger station are you at now. I got off at Bainan Passenger Station."

Shi Yi pulled out Fu Sitian's words as he wished, hooked his lips, pulled out the room card and walked out, and then returned to Fu Sitian: "I didn't go wrong. How long will you be there?"

"About half an hour."

That's not too late.Shi Yi replied: "Okay, then call me when you arrive."

Fu Sitian thought she had arrived, and was eager to see her.It was too late to buy the flowers, and now she wished that the bus could put on its wings and teleport to Shi Yi's side.

Finally, in her eager anticipation, the bus arrived at Bainan Bus Terminal 5 minutes earlier.When the car was about to arrive, Fu Sitian took out the small mirror ahead of time to confirm the makeup and hair.It's only been a month since we saw each other, and Shi Yi has seen no matter how simple and embarrassing he looked, but there's no reason for it. Thinking of meeting Shi Yi soon, she's nervous and sweet, feeling like a deer bumping her heart.

She waited by the door early, the bus arrived, and when the door opened, she was the first to get off.As she walked out of the station, she called Shi Yi.

Shi Yi picked it up almost instantly: "Are you there?"

"En." Fu Sitian's voice was so soft that he felt it was artificial.

Shi Yi seemed to laugh, "I'm at the door, you can see it when you come out."

Fu Sitian's heart rose, and his steps became more brisk, and he hurried to the exit of the station.Soon, bypassing the obstruction of several cars, she saw the longing figure at a glance at a distance of five or six meters.

She is so eye-catching.Fu Sitian believed that none of the passers-by would not be able to resist turning their heads and sneaking a second look at her.

She was wearing a long skirt with a narrow waist and a black woolen coat. She was tall and slim, with black hair like waterfalls and skin as white as snow. She was a kind of beauty between the coldness of girls and the coldness of women, like walking in a movie pictorial. Same as the one who came down.

Different from the icy aura around her, she was still holding a fiery red rose in her hand.

Fu Sitian's heart was pounding.

Shi Yi obviously saw her too.There was a flash of surprise in his eyes, and then, his indifferent red lips slowly curved, and his aura softened wonderfully.

People who came and went in the past were all looking at Shi Yi, but Shi Yi only had eyes for himself.

Fu Sitian's whole heart became hot, and he worked very hard to control his steps, walking towards Shi Yi in a graceful manner.

She stood still in front of Shi Yi, and looked at Shi Yi shyly and sweetly: "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Shi Yi shook his head: "No."

Shi Yi turned a blind eye to countless sizing glances from around.She sent some red roses in her hand forward, and Fu Sitian stretched out her hand to pick them up, their pears rippling.

Unexpectedly, Shi Yi suddenly moved the red rose aside, and took a step forward.

Fu Sitian was caught off guard, grabbed his hand, and fell into a warm embrace.

Shi Yi's faint smile came from beside his ears, and Fu Sitian's face turned red to the base of his ears.