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The night was dark and the surroundings were silent. The sitting electric fan that was blowing on the bed in the room seemed to be broken, and the humming sound turned into a strange clicking sound, which was surprisingly loud.

Fu Sitian couldn't hear it, and struggled to open his eyes from sleep.

Under the bright moonlight, a gentle and beautiful young woman is sitting by her bed, with a fluffy rabbit doll on her lap.

"Mom?" Fu Sitian blurted out, suddenly agitated, he sat up and wanted to throw himself into the woman's arms.

But the woman drifted away in an instant, and stood by the desk a few steps away, watching Fu Sitian quietly.

Fu Sitian lost his mind and fell to the side of the bed in embarrassment, looking up at the woman.

"How are you doing?" the woman asked her with a slightly distant smile.

Fu Sitian bit his lip, not daring to answer directly, but murmured: "Mom, I'm admitted to university."

"Come on..." The woman said helplessly, "How are you doing?" She was obsessed with this question, asking gently and cruelly.

Fu Sitian couldn't avoid it, his eyes were wet with tears.She rolled out of the bed barefoot, and confessed her mistake with tears, "I'm not doing well, Mom, I'm wrong, I'm not doing well..."

She stretched out her hand to hug the woman, but no matter how she ran forward, the woman was always a few steps away from her.

The road ahead is getting darker and darker, and the woman with a vaguely mocking face is drifting farther and farther away, becoming fainter...

"Mom, I was wrong, don't go...don't go..." Fu Sitian's body trembled and he woke up.

In the room with the windows open, the curtains fluttered gently, and the sky outside the window just turned slightly white.

It's a dream again.

But the feeling of angina is so real.Fu Sitian covered his eyes with one hand, and hugged the rabbit doll in his arms tightly with the other.After a while, she sniffed, wiped away her tears, and turned to look at the alarm clock.

It's five fifteen.

Fu Sitian sat up, turned the wet pillow over, let the rabbit doll sit on the pillow, got out of bed and walked out while wearing his watch.

After washing and changing clothes, it was only 05:30.She took the key and went out lightly to the vegetable market to buy vegetables.This is a job she has taken over from Wang Meifen since she was 12 years old.

After she finished shopping, cooking and stir-frying, Fu Jiantao and Wang Meifen had just washed up and came out to eat.

Fu Jiantao is a plumber. Depending on the distance of the construction site, he usually leaves the house after seven o'clock.Wang Meifen works in a 24-hour convenience store, and she has to go out at 07:30 at the latest when there is an early shift.

When going out, Fu Jiantao told Fu Sitian: "Call me as soon as you find out the results, you know?"

Fu Sitian nodded in agreement.

It was time to check the results at [-] o'clock. She went back to her room and took the admission ticket to knock on Fu Siyu's door: "Xiaoyu, can you open the door? Can you check the results on my computer?"

There was no response in the room, Fu Sitian hesitated and repeated it again.

"Ah, I'm so annoying." Fu Siyu's irritable voice finally came from far and near, and the next second, the door opened with a "click".

Fu Sitian pushed open the door, Fu Siyu had thrown himself back on the bed again, and buried his head in the pillow.

Fu Sitian was afraid of disturbing Fu Siyu, so he sat down in front of the computer chair with ease, turned on the computer and clicked on the webpage for checking scores.

She always thought that she was not nervous, but until the moment she clicked to search after entering all the information, she found that her fingertips were trembling—it turned out that she was still nervous.

However, after she clicked the query button, she was worried for a long time, but the web page... disappeared?

Fu Sitian was a little confused, and quickly repeated the steps again, still the same.She turned her head to look at Fu Siyu, bit her lip, and continued to repeat the steps.

After 10 minutes passed, Fu Siyu asked her impatiently, "You haven't finished the investigation yet?"

Fu Sitian clicked on the query and said embarrassedly: "Well, maybe too many people have checked, and there seems to be a problem with the system."

As soon as the words fell, she suddenly raised her voice and whispered: "Ah, come out!"

Fu Siyu involuntarily followed her voice and turned to look at the computer screen.After seeing the score starting with 6 and the two-digit ranking behind it clearly on the screen, Fu Siyu cursed softly: "Damn..."

Fu Sitian's heart sank, dimples loomed on the corners of his lips.As soon as he closed the webpage and computer, Fu Jiantao called back to ask about his grades.

"Uncle, I found it, um, I just checked..." Before she finished speaking, Fu Siyu chased her away: "Call out, I'm still asleep."

Fu Sitian nodded to her apologetically, walked out quickly, closed the door before continuing to report the results to Fu Jiantao.

Fu Jiantao was overjoyed, "I just said we can do it with Tiantian." He seemed to be sharing the good news with the people next to him, and he was so happy that he continued to tell Fu Sitian after a while: "I'll call your aunt to talk. You and Did grandma call? Call your grandma quickly."

Fu Sitian's smile faded, and he said softly, "Okay."

But she didn't make this call until she went out.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, she arrived at the usual parking place in front of the milk tea shop.On the road outside the pedestrian street, there was a steady flow of vehicles. After Fu Sitian counted a hundred vehicles, he had to take out his mobile phone to call his grandma.

"Grandma, it's me, Tian Tian."

The voice on the other side was cold and indifferent, "Yes."

"I passed the college entrance examination, 652, and I should go to Shenda University."

There was no trace of joy in the old man's voice, he was only silent for two seconds, and said, "Got it. Shen Da, you are in Shencheng, right? Your father..."

Fu Sitian's heart tightened, for fear that she would say, "I'm close to your father, you should go and see your father when the time comes."

Fortunately, what she said was, "Your father can also read, huh, that's all you are like him. Is there a scholarship? How much is the tuition?"

"I don't know if there is any scholarship, the tuition fee is five thousand four thousand a year." Fu Sitian replied honestly.

The old man cursed: "It's so expensive, if you lose money, you will spend money." After scolding, she said angrily: "I spent so much money to support you, and I will be filial to your father in the future, you know?"

Fu Sitian lowered his eyelids and answered her: "I will, grandma."

After hanging up the phone, in the midsummer of June, when the wind blew, she actually felt a little cold and wanted to shiver.

While still in a daze, someone patted her from behind and grabbed her shoulders.

She turned her head, and it was Chen Xizhu with a happy face: "How are you? Score?" After seeing Fu Sitian's expression clearly, Chen Xizhu's smile suddenly stopped, and he said at a loss: "You... what's wrong? Why is your face so ugly? ? Is...is it not ideal?"

Fu Sitian shook his head, adjusted his mood, and suddenly burst out laughing.

Chen Xizhu was stunned for a moment, thinking that Fu Sitian was deliberately teasing her, and immediately patted her forearm dissatisfied: "Okay, you bastard, when did you learn so badly, did you deliberately tease me?!"

Fu Sitian rubbed the forearm that was patted, and said with a low smile: "You are in such a good mood, it seems that we must be alumni?"

Chen Xizhu raised his eyebrows, and walked towards the milk tea shop together with her forearm, and said frightened: "How are you doing? Are you happy? Sis, I can cover you again."

Fu Sitian agreed with her very kindly.

The direction of the milk tea shop was against the light, and Fu Sitian was dazzled by the sun.She subconsciously thought, the sun in Shencheng will be warmer than here, right?

I will.

At least in memory.

As more and more high school seniors appeared at the door of the milk tea shop at noon, Fu Sitian's summer vacation was gradually coming to an end.

August 8th is the reporting day of Shenda Business School.

Fu Jiantao had to rush to work on the construction site during this time, so he couldn't leave, so he asked Wang Meifen to ask for leave to send Fu Sitian there.As soon as Wang Meifen frowned, Fu Sitian hurriedly said before she could speak: "No need, uncle, I'll go by myself. I'm such an old man, it's time to exercise my independence. Besides, it's not very far away. It’s just over an hour by car.”

She declined Chen Xizhu's kindness to let her go with her mother, and took the bus to the train station to Shanghai alone.

It was the first time for her to ride a high-speed train, and she felt apprehensive, but fortunately, she followed the people in front of her from ticket collection to ticket inspection, and she followed the example and got on the train smoothly without making any mistakes.

An hour and a half later, the bullet train arrived at Shanghai, the terminal station of the bullet train, and Fu Sitian got off the train with the flow of people.Standing on the platform, she looked up at the scorching sun in the sky and the bustling traffic in the city, and a look of nostalgia gradually appeared in her eyes.

The number of people on the platform gradually decreased. She withdrew her thoughts, pushed two suitcases, and carried a large bag that was almost as long as her upper body and walked towards the exit with difficulty.

On the square at the exit of the station stood the welcoming teams of various schools.Fu Sitian got out of the station, stopped at the same spot and was still hesitating. Three boys in volunteer uniforms stepped forward to ask: "Student, are you a freshman? Which school?"

Fu Sitian declared the name of Shenda University, and one of the boys waved enthusiastically, and called another boy over, and the two helped her carry her luggage, and took her to the school bus where Shenda welcomes new students.

On the way from the bus station to the college registration point, Fu Sitian didn't have to walk hard because of the help of the welcoming seniors and seniors.

According to the senior who helped carry the luggage, Shenda Accounting is a major category of enrollment this year, which is included in the business management category. There are a total of 6 classes and six majors.Fu Sitian stood in front of the bulletin board looking for his name, and finally found himself in the fifth name of Class [-].She couldn't help but continue to search with a little expectation.

Soon, she saw the two black characters of "Shi Yi" in the middle.

Fu Sitian seemed to have fireworks blooming in his heart - they were actually in the same class!

Her joy was so obvious that the senior's eyes lit up, "Did you find it?"

Fu Sitian smiled and nodded.

The two found the dormitory arrangement form again, went to the registration point to register, got the campus card, and walked to the dormitory building together.

The dormitory is a high-rise, with a total of 15 floors, and there are elevators to take.Fu Sitian was in room 1317, and Shi Yi was in room 1315, across the dormitory from her.

When passing by 1315, Fu Sitian deliberately looked into the room, 1315 was empty, as if no one was there.

The senior sent her to the door of the dormitory, wiped off her sweat and said, "I won't go in your girls' dormitory."

Seeing him dripping with sweat, Fu Sitian was very embarrassed, and took a drink from his bag to give him.The senior waved his hand and refused, and then asked her for QQ, saying that he could ask her any questions in the future, and was willing to be her guide when he had time on weekends, and take her to familiarize himself with the school environment.

Fu Sitian is as good as others.

She pushed open the half-closed dormitory door and walked in. Just two steps away, she heard a laugh from above her head: "I heard it all."

Fu Sitian was startled, and looked up, only to find a girl with a round face and doll head sitting on the upper bunk, poking her head out and looking at her with a smile: "Hello, I'm Zhang Lulu, from class 6 of engineering management, Your roommate."

Fu Sitian felt that she looked very kind and relaxed a lot, so he smiled back: "Hi, I'm Fu Sitian, and I'm also from Class 6."

"You're so pretty." Zhang Lulu suddenly praised her, "No wonder there are seniors who want to attack you as soon as you come here.

Fu Sitian blushed all of a sudden, and said awkwardly: "No, the senior is just kind."

Zhang Lulu smiled, and didn't make things difficult for her. Instead, he changed the subject and asked her if she came alone. He told her that he came a day earlier, and that there were two other people in the dormitory who had already come, and now he is going out. Tell her about the bed space. , cabinets and other distribution issues, and also taught her where to buy mattress mats and various daily necessities.

Fu Sitian wrote down one by one, and after thanking her, went downstairs to buy mattresses and mats in the downstairs of the dormitory, and then followed the campus map given to her by her seniors, and went to the shopping plaza directly opposite the East Gate to buy daily necessities.

On the way, Fu Sitian held an umbrella and calculated the things to buy on the memo on the mobile phone while walking.Because the night before leaving, he heard Fu Jiantao and Wang Meifen quarreling over the amount of living expenses for her, so Fu Sitian didn't dare to accept the extra living expenses Fu Jiantao gave her.She is No. 2 in liberal arts in the county. Both the county government and the school have given out scholarships, but the scholarship has been suppressed by her grandmother as the tuition and living expenses for the past four years.Now, she only has 1800 yuan in summer wages and 600 yuan in living expenses paid by her grandmother.

Living expenses are limited, and there are so many things to spend at the beginning of school, she only dares to buy a small part of things that she has to buy first.

The supermarket is full of people and bustling, and there are students and parents in front of every shelf.

Fu Sitian stood in the toiletries section, compared the prices, and picked out a small jar of cheap shampoo and shower gel.She turned around and was about to move to the next area, when she suddenly saw a tall girl standing in front of the laundry detergent shelf not far ahead.

Fu Sitian's heartbeat suddenly became rapid.

The girl had long hair that was over her shoulders, and the hair on the side facing her was pulled behind her ears, revealing her fair and pink ears.

With just one profile, Fu Sitian recognized her - it was Shi Yi.

It's Shi Yi who she misses so much.

She was wearing a simple white T-shirt, sky blue cropped jeans, on the bright wrist of the shopping cart armrest, a small watch and a delicate silver bracelet, like a bamboo orchid, as clean as if it was out of the noise around her The atmosphere of the market is incompatible.

Taller, whiter, and thinner than the occasional flickering projection.

Much prettier too.

Fu Sitian forgot to move and couldn't move his eyes.

As if aware of the scorching gaze not far away, Shi Yi suddenly turned around and cast his gaze precisely on Fu Sitian.

The author has something to say:

Shi Yi: Let me be healthy, who is peeking at me?

Fu Sitian twitched his rabbit ears shyly: It's your future cutie 1.1

Shi Yi raised his eyebrows: 1.1?I think the expression 0.0 is suitable for you.