throbbing for you

Fu Sitian knelt down slowly in front of Shi Yi: "It's me, baby, I'm back." She stretched out her hand to caress Shi Yi's cheek, her voice was as soft as a breath.

Shi Yi looked at the water mark on her cheek, the remorse and tenderness in her eyes, and suddenly felt grievance welling up uncontrollably.

"You kept me waiting for a long time." She said in a low voice, letting go of her fragility.

Fu Sitian hugged her and apologized against her cheek: "I'm sorry, it's my fault."

His face was wet, and Shi Yi's heart was also wet.In the past thousands of dark nights, she had indeed spent such aggrieved and tormented lives.But nothing can match this hug at this moment.

She leaned against Fu Sitian's arms, and was reluctant to talk about her again.

"To make it up to me." She said sullenly.

Fu Sitian sniffed, with tenderness in his eyes, and kissed her ear: "Okay."

Shi Yi trembled.

Fu Sitian thought she was cold.It was true that the air conditioner was turned on a little too low. Shi Yi was sitting facing the air outlet, and his arms and shoulders were icy cold.

She coaxed her: "It's so cold on the ground, let's sit on the bed, shall we?"

Shi Yi seemed to be thinking, and after a few seconds she whispered: "Then don't let go of me." She wanted to hug Fu Sitian to the bed.

But Fu Sitian said: "Okay, don't let go. I will hug you."

She still supported Shi Yi's back with one hand, passed her hand through Shi Yi's leg, and straightened her upper body, as if she wanted to be hugged by the princess.

Shi Yi was caught off guard, his heart suddenly became disordered, a little hesitant and a little bit excited.Is it too much?She suspected that Fu Sitian couldn't afford her.

But Fu Sitian seemed to see through her hesitation, smiled, lowered his head to kiss the tip of her nose, and said, "I won't fall you."

Just stand up, turn around, and take two steps.

Shi Yi and her looked at each other, and the drunkenness at the end of his eyes seemed to be blurred.She pursed her lips, lowered her eyes, and acquiesced to Fu Sitian's attempt.

Fu Sitian's eyes were like water, he adjusted his posture, bent his legs, and slowly stood up.Steadily, he actually hugged Shi Yi.

Shi Yi was hanging in the air, with his hands around Fu Sitian's neck, looking at Fu Sitian's gentle and beautiful chin angle and thin and thin shoulders in the dark light, his heart seemed to swing into the air.

Too shameful, too contrasting, too seductive.An inappropriate longing was aroused.

Shi Yi calmly tightened the plush rabbit he was still holding by his elbow, took a deep breath, and suppressed the tide.

Fu Sitian knew nothing.She took two steps, bent down, and carefully put Shi Yi on the bed.

Shi Yi still hooked Fu Sitian's neck and did not let go.

Fu Sitian didn't struggle, but bent over, with long curly hair hanging down, and in this posture, he turned on the air conditioner and covered Shi Yi's body.

"I'll make you a glass of honey water." She smiled.

Shi Yi didn't let go, his dark eyes were half affectionate and half drunk. "Don't drink, come up and sleep with me."

Fu Sitian said softly, "Drink a little and you won't get a headache tomorrow."

Shi Yi looked at her steadfastly, without speaking.

Fu Sitian opened his mouth and wanted to persuade him, but Shi Yi's long eyelashes trembled, he let go of his hand suddenly, and asked, "Do you not want to sleep with me?"

His tone was low and his expression was gloomy.

Fu Sitian was stunned for a moment, and coaxed distressedly: "Why, I will sleep with you after the transfer."

Shi Yi didn't speak, just hugged the little rabbit, turned over, and curled up with his back to her.Like a wounded kitten.

Fu Sitian's heart ached instantly. "No, then we won't drink." She didn't even bother to change into her pajamas, she folded her clothes into Shi Yi's quilt, and hugged Shi Yi from behind.

Shi Yi hugged the little rabbit, with his back against Fu Stian, motionless.

Fu Sitian kissed her hair, kissed the back of her neck, and kept making circles on Shi Yi's arm with his fingertips: "Baby, baby, baby..."

Sound into the heart.

Shi Yi was powerless to resist.Suddenly, she felt that she was really drunk.

"Si Tian..." Her name was Fu Sitian.

Fu Sitian stopped kissing.

Shi Yi let go of the little rabbit, turned around, looked at Fu Sitian for two seconds, and slipped into Fu Sitian's arms.

Fu Sitian immediately adjusted the posture that made Shi Yi most comfortable.

"I haven't slept well for a long time." Shi Yi's voice was tired.

Fu Sitian said: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, can you sleep peacefully?"

Shi Yi said, "I'm even more afraid when you're here."

Fu Sitian froze.

Shi Yi said softly, "I'm afraid you'll leave when you wake up."

She never had a hard time saying these things when she was wide awake.

"I bought a lot of little rabbits, but none of them are you. They are so cold to hold."

From wanting to buy it at the beginning but suppressing not to buy it, to later deceiving herself that she has nothing to do with Fu Sitian, but that she just likes rabbits and buys them whenever she wants. Only she knows how despair has eroded her flesh and blood bit by bit.

"I sometimes dream that you come back. You pick up the little rabbits one by one and tell me that you like them very much and you want to live with us in this little rabbit home. I am very happy every time, but I'll wake up when I'm happy and happy. Because I always realize that it's all fake. You're not coming back."

How much ecstasy in the dream, how painful to wake up.

Better to stay awake.

Fu Sitian hugged her slender body back, tears wet his eyes again.

"I'm not leaving. Shi Yi, I'm back, and I'll never leave again." She promised with a choked voice.

Shi Yi didn't believe it: "The sky will dawn."

Fu Sitian kissed the hair on the top of her head, "Then I will be here too." She was trembling with distress, but her tone was unprecedentedly firm: "Yiyi, I really want to live with you. Whether it's in a dream or here, I will always be with you."

"You can sleep peacefully. I'll move in and live with you when it dawns tomorrow, okay?"

Shi Yi hugged her tightly, and it took him a while to respond: "Okay."

Fu Sitian then rubbed her hair, preparing to wait for her to fall asleep in this position.

Unexpectedly, after a while, a moist touch came from her neck.

Fu Sitian trembled all over, let go of Shi Yi slightly, and called softly, "Baby?"

Soft and charming, Shi Yi's heart beating even louder.

She slipped out of Fu Sitian's embrace and fell asleep at the same level as Fu Sitian. Her eyes were still a little hazy, but they were scorching hot. "You said you would make it up to me."

Like coquettish, like request.Her hands were already down along Fu Sitian's skirt.

Fu Sitian froze for a moment, her throat slipped, and then a blush slowly spread over her cheeks.She bit her lip, and there was a gentle lake rippling in her eyes.Slightly closing her eyes, she breathed according to Shi Yi's movements.

It's a gesture of indulgence.

Shi Yi burst into a smile, and kissed her infinitely lovingly.

Even the wind from the air conditioner can't dissipate the heat that fills the room.

In the end, Fu Sitian didn't have the strength to hum, and he realized it belatedly. Did Shi Yi sober?

Why is it so annoying.

But she was too tired, so she didn't have time to ask, so she knelt in Shi Yi's arms and fell asleep.She didn't know how Shi Yi described her scars after she fell asleep, and how many tears she secretly shed.

When I woke up again, the sky was already bright.

Shi Yi leaned on the bed and used a tablet, slightly hooked his lips, and immediately discovered her sobriety.

"Are you willing to wake up?" She scratched Fu Sitian's nose.

Fu Sitian was still a little confused, and asked, "Where is this?"

Shi Yi snorted: "Where do you think this is?"

Fu Sitian looked past Shi Yi and landed on the rabbits all over the ground not far away, and finally slowly remembered everything from last night.

A smile appeared on the corners of her lips, and she sat up supporting her sore waist, caring about Shi Yi: "Does the headache hurt?"

Shi Yi's brows and eyes softened: "It doesn't hurt. How about you?"

"Ok?"

"Is there something uncomfortable?" Shi Yi said meaningfully.

Fu Sitian understood, and the roots of his ears turned red instantly.Shi Yi still remembers that last night she was...

"Aren't you drunk?" She was embarrassed to look at Shi Yi.

Shi Yi calmly said, "I still remember the important things."

Fu Sitian was so ashamed that he almost curled up his toes.Shi Yi smiled softly, stopped teasing her, and stretched out his arms to hold her in his arms: "I lost my composure last night."

Fu Sitian leaned on her shoulder, let go, and said, "No. It's very cute."

Shi Yi smiled lightly, and said, "I will remember what you promised me."

Fu Sitian let out a "hmm".

Shi Yi fiddled with her forehead hair with his chin, taking retreat as an advance: "If you're not ready, don't force it. I'm fine."

Fu Sitian's heart was sour again.

She raised her head and kissed Shi Yi's chin, sat up straight, and said, "No force."

"Shi Yi, I'm really willing." She was only worried about affecting Shi Yi's rest.

Shi Yi's eyes were deep, as if confirming her intentions.Fu Sitian approached, kissed Shi Yi again, looked into her eyes, and begged softly, "Let me go home."

Shi Yi finally showed a pure smile, hugged Fu Sitian, and relaxed his body and mind.

"Aren't you afraid that your mother has no place to live?" She asked intentionally.

Fu Sitian heard Shi Yi's vengeance, and felt guilty and soft-hearted, he just smiled coquettishly in her arms.

Shi Yi couldn't help but also laughed, and let her go: "Then let's move today."

Fu Sitian didn't dare to object.

After washing up, the two decided to go to Nanyuan restaurant for dinner and work in the afternoon together, and then go to Fu Sitian's apartment to pack things.After going down to the temporary parking lot outside the building, Shi Yi discovered that Fu Sitian's car was a white Audi, the same model as the one she drove back then.

Shi Yi smiled, and there was something in his words: "The car is not bad."

Fu Sitian blushed slightly, pretending not to understand, and asked, "Can the parking spaces here be rented on a monthly or yearly basis?"

Shi Yi said casually, "I don't know." She handed the parasol to Fu Sitian, reached out to pull the car door, and got into the driver's seat by herself: "Come up, I'll take you to the parking lot."

Fu Sitian was stunned, Shi Yi raised his chin and said, "Go and recognize it, it's good to stop there later."

Fu Sitian showed a surprised and skeptical expression, and Shi Yi asked knowingly, "What are you doing, you're locked down?"

Fu Sitian wanted to ask her if she had bought it, but she was afraid that she would be embarrassed by the wrong meaning.Shi Yi acted as if nothing had happened: "I bought it last week, and it's right next to my parking space."

The joy in Fu Sitian's eyes suddenly bloomed.

Shi Yi was infected, and finally failed. He raised his lips and said, "I haven't prepared anything yet, so I dare say I'm waiting for you to go home?"

Her confident smile shone brightly in the sun.

"This time, I bought the house and the car myself." She promised Fu Sitian: "Come on, no one can drive us out again."

Fu Sitian couldn't help himself.

She lowered the sun umbrella, approached the driver's door, bent down, poked her head in, and kissed Shi Yi's overly talkative lips deeply.

The sun shines through the windshield, and also sprinkles on Fu Sitian's body.

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