throbbing for you

"Let her in." Shi Yi replied with a tense voice.

She put down the phone and didn't move for several seconds.Apart from Fu Sitian, she couldn't think of any other reason for Fu Siyu looking for her.But, what could it be because of Fu Sitian?

She couldn't deny that she had uncontrollable expectations in her heart.

But what is the relationship between Fu Siyu and Fu Sitian now?Is it really good?Or, have no secrets?

Shi Yi heard footsteps approaching.

She withdrew her hand pressing on the receiver, rubbed between her brows, took a deep breath, and calmed down.

After three knocks on the door of "Kuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" came the expected announcement: "Mr. Shi, Ms. Fu Siyu has arrived."

Shi Yi responded, "Ask her to come in." He brushed his long hair around his ear and stood up.

Qiao Man opened the door, and a young woman with a familiar face appeared at the door.With the short skirt she was wearing today, the half of the prosthetic limb below the knee was exposed to the air without any cover.

Shi Yi was not surprised, just looked at her, smiled slightly, walked from behind the desk to the sofa, and greeted her: "Please sit down." Not very warm, not very cold, it is very appropriate for a seasoned person polite.

Elegant and decent, cool and luxurious.Just standing is enough to be pleasing to the eye.

Fu Siyu couldn't help but sigh with emotion.No wonder people as outstanding as her sister herself could not escape this disaster.

She nodded and smiled back at Shi Yi, and greeted him politely as she walked in: "I didn't even say hello, I just came over here, I hope I didn't disturb Mr. Shi."

Shi Yi smiled lightly and said, "It's nothing." She watched Fu Siyu sit down, then sat down with her, and asked, "Would you like tea or coffee?"

Fu Siyu smiled: "Is white water okay?"

"Of course." She turned her head and glanced at Qiao Man, and Qiao Man went over to the water dispenser to get two glasses of water, and then quietly exited the office.

Shi Yi didn't take the initiative to exchange greetings, and looked at Fu Siyu peacefully, obviously waiting for Fu Siyu to take the initiative to explain his intention.

Holding the disposable paper cup, Fu Siyu felt a little nervous, but didn't show it.She looked at Shi Yi, and said generously: "We met at the hospital that day, and I haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Fu Sitian's younger sister, Fu Siyu."

Shi Yi nodded: "I know. Ming Ruo introduced to me that when I was in college, I heard your sister mention that she has a younger sister."

Fu Siyu looked at Shi Yi's expression calmly. When she talked about university and Fu Sitian, her expression was still calm and calm, and Fu Siyu couldn't catch any information.

She followed the conversation, pretending to be uncertain: "My sister mentioned me. So, Mr. Shi, you are indeed my sister's college classmate."

Shi Yi nodded.

Fu Siyu said with some embarrassment: "To be honest, Mr. Shi, I took the liberty of coming here today to ask you something."

Shi Yi raised his eyebrows slightly: "Say it."

Fu Siyu said tentatively, "It's about my sister."

Shi Yi still didn't change his expression, his eyes were silent, waiting for her next words.

Fu Siyu confessed: "I want to ask if you know about the love affair my sister talked about in college."

Shi Yi said indifferently, "Huh?", his eyes were a little scrutinized, as if he was puzzled, but he was still calm.

Fu Siyu was a little unsure if it was right for him to sneak here today regardless of Fu Sitian's repeated orders.The woman in front of him is really too incomprehensible.

Fu Siyu sighed, and continued to perform the trick, explaining with a very worried look: "You are my sister's good friend in college, and you won't be afraid of laughing if you tell me. That's right, my sister has done a good job in her career in the past two years. People on the outside seem to think she is glamorous, but in fact, our family members know that she is not doing well. In the past few years after graduating from university, many people have introduced partners to my sister, or chased after my sister , but she doesn’t see anyone, doesn’t want anyone, and even wears a ring because she’s afraid of trouble. She told her family that it’s because she’s busy with work and her career is on the rise, so she doesn’t have time to think about it, but I know that she has someone in her heart and remembers it. , can't get out."

After speaking, she stared at Shi Yi.

Shi Yi's heart was beating very fast, but he still didn't show anything on his face. "So you suspect that she is still immersed in the love that she talked about in college?"

Fu Siyu was disappointed.Shi Yi was too calm and objective.If she hadn't seen the picture of Fu Sitian pressed under the pillow, and heard her call "Shi Yi" in her dream, she would have wondered if she had found the wrong person.

"Yes." She suppressed her disappointment, and still conveyed the message she wanted to convey: "I feel that she still likes that person and has never let go of it. She has a very precious watch, which has been almost inseparable all these years. I Knowing that it was given to her by the person who fell in love in college."

Her sister is a boring gourd, and she always thinks too much about others.She suspects that she still likes this matter, her sister may not have told Guo Shiyi.She didn't know what happened to them, why they broke up, and when they broke up, but she wanted to give Fu Sitian a chance.No matter what Shi Yi's attitude is now, at least let Shi Yi know her sister's attitude.

Shi Yi's heart was full of turmoil, and his thoughts were mixed, but what came out of his mouth was just calmly asking: "Have you asked her directly?"

Fu Siyu was frustrated: "I asked, but she was perfunctory."

Shi Yi's eyes were calm, and his tone was calm: "Since it's something she doesn't want others to know, then I have no right to reveal anything for her. Sorry, I don't know much about this matter, so I'm afraid I can't help you."

Sexual orientation is a big event in any family that will set off a storm.She couldn't trust Fu Siyu, and she wasn't sure what Fu Siyu's real intention was when he came to ask about this matter.

Fu Siyu choked on the coldness of her words.The rest, the rest, she suddenly didn't know whether she should say it or not.She really couldn't understand Shi Yi's attitude.When Yi was in the hospital last time, she was too indifferent, and today she has not let go of any emotion towards her sister or the past. If she is really just as her sister said to her sister, it is already time has passed and the situation is not good. The person who should appear, then she showed her her sister's pain and her sister's wound bloody, except for adding more embarrassment to her sister, it had no meaning at all.

She was quiet, and said with an awkward smile: "That's right, I was too nervous and didn't think it through."

Shi Yi clasped his hands and placed them on his thighs: "If you care about it, you will be confused. It's understandable. I suggest that you might as well ask her again when you find a chance."

It's like a completely objective outsider.Fu Siyu frowned slightly and replied, "Okay."

Shi Yi stared at her, and suddenly said, "I also have a question to ask you."

Fu Siyu nodded to let her speak.

Shi Yi asked: "Has the relationship between you and your sister always been so good?"

Fu Siyu froze for a moment, and then replied in a shy voice, "No."

Shi Yi tilted his head slightly.

Fu Siyu said, "It's me, grown up."

That year, after Fu Sitian was sent to the emergency rescue in acute obstructive shock, acute obstructive shock, and coma, his father brought back the paper written by Fu Sitian at an unknown time and hidden in his wallet for an unknown period of time. ", "Xiaoyu, get better" and the two words that her father said on her shoulder: "Xiaoyu, it's time to grow up."

"My sister will be tired too."

She will never forget it.

For a time, she didn't understand what the string of numbers meant, until one day she heard the name "Shi Yi" from Fu Sitian who was sleeping, and she suddenly understood.

That was the dream that Fu Sitian said about Fu Sitian, she couldn't get it, and it would never be fulfilled.

She looked at Shi Yi's cold and self-possessed face in front of her, and a sense of depression and grievance suddenly filled her heart.For Fu Sitian's painting, the ground is a prison, and Shi Yi's indifference.

She didn't intend to explain further.She has already handed over Huoyin, there is no need to say more now.She stood up and said goodbye: "I think it's too simple, then I'll go back and think about it. I don't waste your time, so I'll go back first."

Shi Yi agreed, but didn't persuade him to stay.

She personally sent Fu Siyu to the door of the office, opened the door, and seeing that Fu Siyu was about to leave, she finally couldn't help calling out: "Miss Fu."

Fu Siyu stopped and looked back at her.

Shi Yi moved his throat and asked, "Is your sister's gastroscopy result okay?"

Fu Siyu was slightly startled, and then showed the most sincere smile since the meeting, and replied: "It's good." After a pause, she invited: "I'm getting married in a while, and the wedding invitation is still being customized. The time is convenient, let's enjoy the face and have a drink."

Shi Yi nodded.

Fu Siyu didn't say anything, turned around and walked away with a slight limp.

Shi Yi stood silently, slowly put his hand on the door frame, his whole body was trembling almost imperceptibly.

Fu Siyu's words contain too much information.She didn't go on a blind date?Not in love?Didn't bow to the world?She still likes her?She couldn't tell whether she was in ecstasy or fear.I am afraid that it will be empty again, and I am afraid that it will be a self-indulgent love again.

Can Fu Siyu's words be trusted?She wanted to believe it too much, and wanted to grab this last straw.But she was too scared.

Is she the person Fu Siyu said?It's her.However, if she still likes her and still cares about her, why doesn't she give her an explanation or regret.

Since the reunion, she seized that little bit of luck, used such self-deceiving excuses, approached her time and time again, and pestered her so many times, it's not like she didn't have a chance to speak.

What the hell is she thinking?

A colleague passed by and saw her extremely ugly expression, and said in astonishment: "Mr. Shi? What's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

After working together for so many years, she has never seen Shi always look so lost.

Shi Yi twitched his lips, shook his head, turned and entered the office, and closed the door.

She leaned against the door, and for some reason she wanted to cry. She was wronged, never felt wronged.She raised her head and didn't want the tears to flow down, but the tears still rolled down her cheeks uncontrollably.

She dried it quickly, took a deep breath, couldn't bear it anymore, went to the desk to pick up her bag, didn't even say hello, went straight out of the office, went to the parking lot, and drove towards Huaibei Road.

Along the way, the thoughts in her head were clamoring, no matter what, ask again one last time, let her have a good time at the end.She had had enough of this kind of torment that was never going up or down.

But in the end, when the car arrived at Huaibei Road and Nanyuan Restaurant could be seen a hundred meters away, she still flinched.

She parked in the same parking space where she parked last time, staring at Nanyuan Restaurant, her fear overwhelmed her expectation and strangled her heart.

In this life, all the timidity, inferiority, and embarrassment seemed to be given to Fu Sitian.

It's not that she didn't get lucky, and it's not that no one insisted that Fu Sitian didn't love her anymore.Both Yin Fanlu and Chen Xizhu vowed to her that it was impossible. If they went to get to know Fu Sitian again, there must be some misunderstandings or difficulties. She believed and looked forward to it, but in the end, they all responded with silence and sympathy. her expectations.

She confirmed the fact that Fu Sitian really didn't love her anymore and was going to leave her through repeated disappointment and humiliation.

Like a broken bone.Fu Sitian's "no" not long ago still lingered in his ears.

This is the last straw.

Shi Yi wasn't sure if he could really bear her negation once.

As night fell slowly, she turned the car around and returned home.

Without turning on the light, she hugged the rabbit and sat quietly on the sofa where Fu Sitian had sat.She knew what the most efficient and convenient way was, but she still couldn't do this to her.

She exited the address book interface where the private detective's number was recorded, swiped up, and clicked on Chen Xizhu's entry.

The phone was connected quickly, and Chen Xizhu's clear voice came out: "Shi Yi?"

Shi Yi moved his throat and squeezed out a voice:

"Xizhu, I met Si Tian."