throbbing for you

The music of the square dance resounded all over the world, interrupting Fu Sitian's memories.The aunts in uniform dragged their stereos and gathered in the open space in front of them one after another, exercising their muscles and bones, preparing to dance.Fu Sitian stood up amidst the noise, took a last look at the two girls who were blowing bubbles head to head, with their backs to them, crossed the embankment, and walked further and further away.

Tomorrow is too deliberate, the day after tomorrow, tell uncle and aunt that there is something temporary, let's go back to school.Fu Sitian looked at his own shadow and thought.

On October 10nd, Fu Sitian cleaned the whole house carefully. In the evening, she made an excuse and told her uncle that she had to go back to school early.The uncle tried to secretly give her pocket money while the aunt was not paying attention, but she refused to accept it, pleading that the money was enough.

On the morning of October 10, she made breakfast, left a note for Fu Jiantao and the others, and went out quietly carrying the two sets of clothes she had brought back.

The birds chirped in the early morning, and the sun was just warm enough. Fu Sitian bought two steamed buns from the breakfast stand next to the bus station and put them in his schoolbag.When the bus arrived, Fu Sitian put a coin on the bus.

Ningcheng Railway Station is just a small station, and there are not many bullet trains to and from Shanghai.Only when Fu Sitian went to the window to change the ticket did he realize that she had missed the earliest bus, and the closest bus with a ticket that she could buy was at [-]:[-] in the evening.

It was a bit long to wait, but Fu Sitian didn't hesitate, nor did he go back to Fu Jiantao's house first.With two steamed buns to fill her stomach, she waited in the waiting room until the ticket was checked.

At sunset, Fu Sitian returned to Shenda.The bus was stuck in traffic all the way, she was a little motion sick, hot and nauseous.But there is no one in the dormitory, and she enjoys the air conditioner that everyone shares the electricity bill by herself. She is afraid that other roommates will be unhappy.

She turned on the ceiling fan for a while, and went to the bathroom to take a shower. When she came out to wash clothes, she felt the cool breeze from the balcony, and decided to go for a walk on the playground to get some air.

There were fewer people on the playground than usual, only a dozen or so joggers.Fu Sitian let go of his thoughts, put on his earphones, and walked slowly around the runway, facing the wind.

After walking half a circle, she turned her head inadvertently, and on the side of the stone steps near the flag raising platform, a standing figure on the phone made her heart skip a beat.

The light from the streetlights outside the high wall of the stand was too weak, making people's faces blurred, but Fu Sitian had pictured Shi Yi too many times in her mind, and she was sure that that person was Shi Yi.

Her rationality made her look back as if she hadn't noticed anything, but her mind didn't obey orders at all.Did Shi Yi not come home again?But logically speaking, as a local, it should be the most convenient for her to go home.

She unconsciously quickened her pace and walked to the second half of the runway, directly opposite to the flag raising platform.It was too far across a football field, she could only vaguely see Shi Yi still standing there.Her steps were quicker, and she returned to the area of ​​the flag raising platform that she just passed by.Slow down your steps, tilt your head slightly, look forward, and naturally bring Shi Yi's figure into your sight.

Shi Yi sat down, facing the playground, still on the phone.Sensing that Shi Yi seemed to be tilting his head, Fu Sitian hurriedly looked away, lowered his head, and passed by quickly.

She didn't even know what she was doing, but she couldn't help it.

The second and third laps are still the same.She saw that Shi Yi had finished making the phone call and walked to the bottom step of the stone steps, leaning on the railing with one hand, looking at the playground, wondering what she was thinking.

On the fourth lap, Fu Sitian walked to that position and habitually turned his head to look again.Only this time, the stone steps were empty, and Shi Yi was no longer there.

Fu Sitian's heart suddenly became empty.She stopped involuntarily, turned her body sideways, looked around, and seemed at a loss.

She didn't know that Shi Yi was sitting in the football field not far behind her, and had a panoramic view of her movements of stopping and searching.

Fu Sitian really peeked at her on purpose just now, Shi Yi was sure, it was not an illusion.She was a little puzzled, did Fu Sitian pay too much attention to herself?But she watched Fu Sitian move slowly, showing a lost back, and her heartstrings seemed to be plucked by something, and suddenly, her mood became even worse.

She thought of Fu Sitian's timid apology and her unfriendly response during the last conversation between the two.At that time, Fu Sitian ran away in a hurry, Shi Yi could see that she was extremely embarrassed.

But so what.Shi Yi thought at the time, I didn't say anything harsh, so it doesn't matter if the other party smiles for all apologies?She was also very unhappy at the time, whether she was unhappy because she heard other people talking about her behind her back, or because one of the participants in this discussion was Fu Sitian—the person she almost mistakenly thought was "her". Can't tell.

As time passed, Shi Yi felt a sense of guilt welling up in his heart.In fact, it was really not a big deal, not to mention that Fu Sitian came here to apologize.

Since that time, Fu Sitian seems to have kept a distance from her on purpose.Anyway, she wasn't "her", Shi Yi didn't care at first, but now, looking at Fu Sitian's thin and lonely figure, she couldn't convince herself that she didn't care.

She stood up, looked at Fu Sitian's position in the distance, and rubbed the space between her brows.She walked to the edge of the outermost and brightest runway of the football field, pretending to play with her mobile phone.Counting the time, when Fu Sitian was about to pass by, she put away her mobile phone, raised her head inadvertently, and bumped into Fu Sitian who was walking towards her.

A perfect encounter.

Fu Sitian slightly opened his eyes wide, feeling at a loss.She saw Shi Yi, and Shi Yi also saw her 100%.What is it like now?She...does she want to say hello to Shi Yi?

While hesitating, Shi Yi stared at her, and slightly parted his thin lips: "What a coincidence, you also come for a walk."

Like the sound of nature.Fu Sitian's heart beat like a wild horse, "Yes... yes, what a coincidence." She stopped and stood on the side of the track.

The night wind brushed their clothes and ruffled their long hair.Not talking, a little embarrassed.

Shi Yi pulled the hair by his ear, and asked, "I'm going back, how about you?"

Fu Sitian's rationality began to be insufficient again.No matter what kind of determination she had made in her heart, it seemed that as long as Shi Yi gave her a look, she would surrender unconditionally again.

"I'm going back too." She heard her voice dry.

"Dormitory?" Shi Yi asked.

"Ah."

"Then let's go together?" Shi Yi issued an invitation.

"Okay." Fu Sitian tried his best to suppress the tension in his throat.

The two walked out of the stadium side by side with a distance of one shoulder. "Didn't you go home for the National Day?" Fu Sitian squeezed the seam of his trousers, gossiping casually.

Shi Yi replied quietly: "I've been back for two days. How about you?"

Fu Sitian said, "Me too."

"Take a motor car?"

"Correct."

"Why don't you play for two more days?" Shi Yi asked casually.

Fu Sitian was silent for two seconds, and confessed in a slightly soft voice: "The family had a quarrel, and the atmosphere is not very good."

Shi Yi paused slightly, and looked at her slightly sideways.The street lamp illuminated her face very gently, and Fu Sitian's heart began to lose its rhythm again.She thought she was going to say something to comfort herself, but Shi Yi asked, "Do you want to go back for a walk?"

"Huh?" Fu Sitian was confused.

"Bring some air and you'll feel better." Shi Yi said seriously.

Such clumsy consolation?Fu Sitian was stunned for a moment, then suddenly pursed his lips, and a smile spread from his cheeks.

This time it was Shi Yi's turn to be puzzled.But she watched Fu Sitian smile quietly, and didn't ask her what she was laughing at.Fu Sitian had a pretty smile, his eyes were watery and bright, curved, and his whole body was soft and clean.

She thought of that person again.

Fu Sitian shook his head, not intending to go back to the playground. "Then you are also in a bad mood, did you come out to blow some air?" She stretched out her tentacles tentatively.

Shi Yi continued to move forward, and responded with a soft "Yes", without any intention of continuing the topic.

Fu Sitian didn't dare to ask further questions.Seeing that the atmosphere was about to fall into embarrassment like last time, Fu Sitian looked for a topic: "Did you learn volleyball in high school?"

"Learned, what's wrong?"

"I saw you playing well in gym class."

Shi Yisheng got a little interested and teased Fu Sitian: "Did you see it? I thought you wouldn't even dare to watch me in physical education class."

As she wished, she heard Fu Sitian stammering in a panic: "I...I didn't, I just...just..."

Shi Yi couldn't help laughing very lightly.Why would anyone be so shy.

Fu Sitian's whole body went numb, and he looked sideways at Shi Yi in disbelief.She... is she kidding me?

Shi Yi's smile was fleeting, and he said matter-of-factly: "I know. I'm sorry about what happened that day. I was in a bad mood and blamed you." His voice was still clear and cold as usual.

But Fu Sitian's heart became hot because of this, and it was like fireworks in his mind, blooming one after another.

What happened that day, what it was, is self-evident.

"No, no." Fu Sitian repeatedly denied, "It's because I did something wrong."

Shi Yi confronted her for a second, as if he didn't want to get entangled in who was more wrong in this matter, and changed the subject again. "You pad the ball very badly."

This is an affirmation.Fu Sitian opened his mouth slightly, and a guess flashed in his heart, did Shi Yi's physical education class actually notice me?

"I... I haven't learned it, so I don't know much about it."

"It's not difficult, I'll teach you in the next class." Shi Yi said it in a normal way.

Fu Sitian was completely overwhelmed by waves of joy.

This time it was a longer journey than last time, but Fu Sitian felt that he would arrive soon, and he was still unsatisfied.

When she returned to the dormitory, Fu Sitian was lying on the bed with her limbs pressed against the bed board. She still felt like she was stepping on a cloud, full of distortion.

To her, Shi Yi's apology was not so much a tacit reconciliation between the two of them as Shi Yi's unilateral pardon for her.She will not take advantage of Shi Yi's little tenderness to be sentimental and dreamy.

But at least, she can no longer endure the torment of "the person she likes may hate herself".

That night, Fu Sitian thought that she would be so happy that she would lose sleep, but in the end, she hugged the rabbit doll, but she had a good night's sleep after a long time.

The author has something to say:

Shi Yi: Yeah, the plan works!

People who eat melons: Yay, today is another day when I didn’t recognize my wife!