throbbing for you

On the first night after moving into the small rental house, neither of them slept well.

The wooden bed was too hard, even with a layer of soft cotton mattress on it, Shi Yi still felt that his back and elbows were pinched.But that's not the point.

The point is, they didn't come here late at night when they rented the house.

In the middle of the night, the hustle and bustle of the day receded from the student street, and everything was quiet, and all the different noises suddenly became out of place and extremely ear-piercing.

Shi Yi never knew that the sound insulation of a room can be so poor - it seems that someone next door is still watching TV, there seems to be people walking in the corridor, and the cursing sound of the drunk passing by downstairs seems to be coming from them. outside the window.

In the darkness, every sound of approaching footsteps and the sound of metal bumping when a key is inserted into the hole can make Shi Yi's nerves tense and his heart beat faster.

It's too much like opening their door.

She couldn't help asking Fu Sitian: "Is our door locked?"

Fu Sitian replied softly: "It's locked. I checked it before turning off the light."

Shi Yi's eyelashes trembled, and he said, "Okay."

"Otherwise, I'll check it again." Fu Sitian said and was about to sit up.

Shi Yi refused, pressed down on her body, looked at her with the faint light of the night lamp, smiled and said: "No need." She stretched out her hand to cover her eyes, as if coaxing her, "Then Go to sleep, there is morning class tomorrow."

Fu Sitian pulled her hand down, held it in his palm, wanted to say something, looked at her nonchalant face, and finally could only respond softly: "Okay."

Shi Yi moved closer and kissed her on the cheek, then closed his eyes, as if he was going to fall asleep very attentively.

Fu Sitian looked at her for two seconds, then closed his eyes and listened quietly to her breathing.

Shi Yi never fell asleep.Fu Sitian was too familiar with her state of deep sleep. During many nights when she was awakened from nightmares, she slowly found peace, found peace of mind, and fell asleep again while focusing on listening to her breathing.When Shi Yi fell asleep, his breathing was very soft and even, and it was almost inaudible if he didn't listen carefully.

But this night, whenever there was movement outside the door, her breathing would suddenly become heavy and slow.

Fu Sitian's heart was clenched bit by bit by her breathing.

"Shi Yi..." She finally opened her mouth impatiently.

Shi Yi's breathing disappeared instantly.

She closed her eyes, remained motionless, held her breath for two seconds, and then began to breathe slowly and seemingly normally.

Shi Yi didn't want her to know that she was still awake.Fu Sitian understood, and his vision was almost blurred by the mist.She closed her eyes, gritted her teeth to adjust her emotions, and continued to ask naturally, "Are you asleep?"

What answered her was Shi Yi's even breathing.

Fu Sitian pretended he hadn't noticed anything, and tiptoed up, went to the bathroom, then lay down, hugged Shi Yi's hand, and closed his eyes again.

After a long, long time, the moon outside the window had already set to an invisible position. Shi Yi carefully took his hand from Fu Sitian's, got off the bed lightly, turned on the flashlight function of the phone, and checked the door lock again.

The door was indeed closed, and the lock was indeed locked.

The sound of opening the door was indeed not their door.

She turned off the flashlight, took a deep breath, and sat back on the bed.

Under the light of the small night lamp, Fu Sitian frowned slightly, and slept lovingly.Shi Yi's eyes were soft, and he stretched out his hand to gently stroke her eyebrows, leaning against her arm, and lay down on his side.

This time, she relaxed her nerves, couldn't bear the fatigue, and finally fell asleep.

Fu Sitian opened his eyes and stared at her without sleep all night.

After class in the afternoon of the second day, Shi Yi's graduation thesis group will have its first small meeting. In the teaching building of the School of Finance, Shi Yi can go there with his classmates.Fu Sitian found an excuse and went back by himself.

After reporting to the landlord, she followed the navigation to a hardware market a few streets away, and bought two sets of anti-theft chains and a big iron rod.After returning to the rental house, she put the big iron rod in a place easily accessible by the bed, then went downstairs to borrow a punching machine from the landlord, and compared the instructions in the manual, she installed two sets of anti-theft chains behind the door.

When Shi Yi came back, Fu Sitian was about to go out with the punch machine.

"What is this? What are you going to do?" Shi Yi stared at the machine in her hand.

Fu Sitian shook the punching machine and said with a smile: "I borrowed the machine for punching holes in the wall from the landlord. I installed an anti-theft chain on our door. Take a look. I'll take it down and return it to her. I'll tell you when I come up." .”

What anti-leech?Before Shi Yi could react, Fu Sitian went downstairs with a punch machine in hand.

When she came back, Shi Yi was still standing by the door, feeling dazed for the screws of the anti-theft chain.

As soon as she looked up and saw Fu Sitian, she showed an obvious smile, with undisguised appreciation in her eyes: "You know everything." A few days ago, Fu Sitian also changed the light bulb and the water pipe of the laundry tub.

Fu Sitian was heartbroken by her gaze, stepped into the room, and said embarrassingly: "I see that my family members have used it, so they know it a little bit. I just tried it, but I didn't expect it to work."

Shi Yi hugged her, pressed his chin against the back of her head, his heart was soft like water: "It's enough."

her baby.

They can sleep well tonight, she thought.

But the sky didn't do what people wanted, that night, Shi Yi developed a rash all over his body.

The rash appeared little by little, at first there was only a little spot on her arm, Shi Yi thought it was a mosquito bite, but after a while, her body started to itch more and more, she had to stop what she was doing and wanted to go to the bathroom take a shower.As soon as I took off my clothes, I realized that the rash had spread all over my body.

She didn't take a shower, put on her clothes again, and went out to the room.

Fu Sitian wrote the dissertation proposal report on the small table on the bed, and asked her what was wrong, she said vaguely: "I forgot to bring something in." While talking, she walked to the desk where they put the medicine, and pulled out the drawer.

After rummaging around, there is no allergy medicine in the drawer.

Fu Sitian had already noticed her weirdness, so he walked behind her worriedly and asked again: "What's wrong?"

Shi Yi had no choice but to tell her, "I seem to be allergic." She pulled down her neckline a little, revealing a bulging rash.

Pieces, lumps, red and ferocious.Fu Sitian stood up suddenly, his face turned pale: "How could this happen?!"

She jumped out of bed, lifted Shi Yi's clothes, and saw red rashes all over her stomach and back, her voice trembled, "Go to the hospital."

She turned to get her wallet.

Shi Yi clasped her wrist, and calmly comforted her: "No, it's okay, just take some allergy medicine, it might be rubella."

Fu Sitian couldn't rest assured, he grabbed her hand and was about to go out: "No, let's go and see. The hospital is not closed yet, so blood tests should be available."

Shi Yi didn't want to waste money.

She lied to her: "It's past eight o'clock, and the blood collection office must be off work. Go downstairs and buy me a box of allergy medicine, and I'll return it after taking it. If it's rubella, it's not good to go out and see the wind."

Fu Sitian was skeptical, seeing Shi Yi's stubbornness, he had no choice but to compromise: "Okay, then I'll go down and buy. Just wait for me, I'll be back soon."

Shi Yi resisted the itch and told her, "Don't worry, watch the road." Fortunately, it's not too late and there are still many people on the street, so she shouldn't be too worried.

Fu Sitian didn't listen, he slammed the door behind his slippers and ran downstairs.

Along the way, all kinds of negative emotions filled Fu Sitian's chest again. Fu Sitian clenched his fists and tried his best to put all these things behind him.

She convinced herself it was just an accident.

She bought back the medicine as quickly as possible, watched Shi Yi take it, and after that, she was restless all night, guarding Shi Yi to sleep involuntarily.

Fortunately, in the middle of the night, the rash subsided little by little, leaving only patches of red marks, which should disappear in a few days.

Shi Yi hugged her and said, "Look, it's all right. Go to sleep."

She still couldn't let her mind go completely, but she still answered "um" in a hoarse voice, coaxing Shi Yi to relax and sleep for a while before dawn.

On the second and third days, Shi Yi took the medicine, and the rash completely disappeared, even the red mark disappeared.

On the fourth day, Shi Yi stopped taking the medicine.

That afternoon, the nightmarish rash returned.

Fu Sitian refused to let Shi Yi take medicine to cope with it this time.The two went to the hospital for a blood test to check for allergens.

The next day, the report came out, showing Shiyi dust mite allergies.

Shi Yi reassured her that it might be because she passed by the construction site under construction in Finance and Economics when she went to find her mentor for a meeting these days, there was too much dust.

But Fu Sitian already had the answer in his heart.The problem that had not been discovered for so many years appeared in a day after living in a small rental house. It is self-evident where the allergens are.

She worked very hard to clear her useless self-blame and guilt from her mind.She discussed with Shi Yi: "Let's change to another apartment in the community."

Shi Yi reminded her: "We paid three months' rent and one month's deposit."

Fu Sitian said: "It doesn't matter. If we sublet, at most the deposit will be returned."

Shi Yi refused: "Let's clean the house again, raise the bed boards, replace the curtains, and replace them with new ones."

Changing housing in a community is not only a one-month deposit, but also the subsequent expensive rent.One month, more than half the price, how could it really not matter.

The part-time translation job that Fu Sitian used to do is not profitable now and has closed down.The part-time job she found again was tutoring.Even though Shi Yi took a part-time job as a long-term contributor to the self-media from a senior in spite of his objections, Fu Sitian still didn't relax at all.During the summer vacation, there are seven days a week, and six nights have been scheduled to go out to work part-time.To change the house again is to push Fu Sitian to a certain extent.

Shi Yi couldn't do it.

Fu Sitian still struggled, but Shi Yi was very persistent, with a serious face, and would not give in at all.Fu Sitian had no choice but to agree.

She replaced the old curtains and cleaned the rental house from the inside to the outside, not letting go of any accessible corners, places the size of a palm, and cleaning twice a day to be at ease.

Fortunately, when the drug was stopped at the beginning, Shi Yi's rash still recurred.Slowly, just when Fu Sitian was about to completely lose hope, Shi Yi got better, and the rash was completely gone even after stopping the medicine.

Fu Sitian felt relieved, and life was finally on the right track.

Compared with the past, life is obviously still difficult, but happiness does not seem to be so difficult.

During the summer vacation, she worked as an intern in a large foreign company during the day, and after dinner in the evening, she went to various families to make up lessons for students.Running is exhausting, but every evening, when she is sweating and hungry, she walks through the fragrant alleys along the street, opens the door of her house, and sees Shi Yi standing in front of the stove, saying "You are back?" Come, in an instant, all the exhaustion in the whole body will disappear again.

Shi Yi's cooking skills are still not very good, the only things he can cook are occasionally raw rice, occasionally thick porridge like dried rice, occasionally tomato scrambled eggs with broken egg shells, and clams that are always covered with sand...

But Fu Sitian felt that these were already the most delicious dishes in the world.

She only agrees with Shi Yi to cook this meal at night. In the morning, she will get up early and cook breakfast and lunch, eat breakfast, and have one dish and one soup for lunch, and cook it for Shi Yi at noon at a set time. Shi Yi's cooking goes well at night If it is, Fu Sitian will have food when he gets home. If his hands and feet are slow, Fu Sitian will take over and cook when he gets home.The kitchen built by the small balcony is almost beyond the bed, where they are most happy.

Fu Sitian became more and more convinced that cooking is something that makes people happy.

In mid-July, Typhoon No.18 struck and landed next door to Shanghai at night.

At around ten o'clock that night, the wind and rain were violent outside the window, and the whole world seemed to be trembling in this violent storm.There was a sudden power outage in the rental house, and there was no light in the entire area outside the window.

The sound insulation of the house was not good, Fu Sitian and Shi Yi could hear the howling and cursing outside one after another.

In summer, it’s okay to be forced to close the windows. There is no air conditioner or electric fan. I think it’s too hot.

Fu Sitian and Shi Yi were also hot, but hearing their pitiful and funny cursing and grinning, they felt inexplicably wanting to laugh.

Shi Yi found the star projector in the dark, and Fu Sitian got out of bed and found two pieces of cardboard to use as a fan.

Listen to the roar of the wind and rain outside the window, and enjoy the galaxy in the house.

Nothing bad about it except it was too hot to sleep.

The two chatted for a long time, and Fu Sitian suggested: "Let's play story solitaire, shall we?"

"How to play?" Shi Yi asked casually.

"I'll say one sentence, and you take the next sentence, and see what kind of story you can spell out in the end."

"it is good."

Fu Sitian stared at the twinkling stars on the roof, and said first: "Once upon a time there was a little rabbit."

Shi Yi answered, "It's too hot, I can't sleep."

Fu Sitian couldn't help laughing: "So she went out and took a walk under the starry sky."

Shi Yi said calmly, "As we walked, she decided to take off her hair."

Fu Sitian said "Huh?"

Shi Yi glanced at her, curled his lips slightly, and continued calmly: "So she became a little bald man."

Fu Sitian's smile was extremely low, and suddenly he laughed like a little fool, and complained while laughing: "Is this a bad joke?"

Shi Yi looked at her pretty smiling eyes and said, "It can cool down."

Fu Sitian laughed again, and muttered: "No, this is not romantic, people want to hear fairy tales."

When Shi Yi looked at her bright eyes, ruddy lips, and rippling dimples, his heart itched.

She said silently: "Then let me change it. The little rabbit walked and shed its hair and turned into two little rabbits."

Fu Sitian wondered: "Why do you take off the fur and become two little rabbits?"

Shi Yi didn't say anything, but just walked in along her nightdress and touched her little rabbit.

"..." Fu Sitian trembled all over, blushing, soft and sticky, stammering: "Shi Yi...you...you rascal..."

Shi Yi raised his eyebrows curiously, and without arguing, he lifted up his clothes and kissed her with a smile.

Fu Sitian curled up his toes, bit his lip, and couldn't say anything other than moaning.

The sound insulation here is not good, but Shi Yi seems to have gained more interest, and prefers to tease her more wantonly, seeing how she wants to make a sound but can't make a sound, holding back tears and tearing her long eyelashes.

After a long time, the wind and rain subsided, and they were like two fishes fished out of the sea, basking in the starlight on the beach with their bodies wet.

Fu Sitian rested his pillow on her forearm, turned his head to face her, and asked her in a shy voice, "Don't you want to tell a fairy tale?"

Shi Yi wiped away the water marks on her eyelashes, and said confidently, "I'm telling a fairy tale."

"Two little rabbits met two other little rabbits. They liked each other very much, so they jumped down the cool star river together and became two happy fishes."

"and then?"

"Then they swam in the Milky Way and lived happily ever after."

Fu Sitian smiled sweetly. "Is this the end?"

Shi Yi said, "No. A happy story has no ending."

"As long as they are together, happiness will be endless."