Waking up like a dream

When Tang Sheng walked into Chu Yufeng's office, Chu Yufeng was fiddling with the postcards in the display cabinet, putting them away one by one, and carefully brushing off the dust. When he saw him coming, he nodded naturally, as if he had expected this for a long time. Same.

"I knew you were coming." Chu Yufeng let him sit on the sofa and brewed tea with his own hands, "Actually, I should go to you first, but I didn't expect to be free when I was busy. Li Dongjin went home, If you say you don’t want to work in this line of business, ask me to tell you. I’m also quite embarrassed. You have a lot of adults. For Shen Ting’s combination, you can take whoever is good in our company. I’m really sorry. "

Tang Sheng said "ah", but didn't react much, "Did Li Dongjin go home? When did it happen? Why didn't I see him?"

"I mean, he went home, home." Chu Yufeng was a little embarrassed, and repeated several times emphatically, seeing that Tang Sheng still couldn't understand, he had to say bluntly, "He was taken back by his family." Yes, the apartment he lived in before is actually an estate under my name."

Tang Sheng's face froze, "What do you mean? He's not coming back?"

"Yeah." Chu Yufeng responded, "I can't help it, don't blame me for playing tricks. We never signed a contract at the beginning. He has always been free. I promised him that he can leave at any time, so I have no reason Stop him. As for Shen Ting, I will be responsible for the compensation for the delay."

Tang Sheng looked calm, he never thought that such a situation would happen, it seemed that he felt that Li Dongjin was always alone, so there was no question of going home, indeed, he was a little stupid, and he was not a crack in the rocks. How could you not have a home if you just popped out of it?

It's ridiculous that he thought that the house was where Li Dongjin belonged, and he planned to sit on the sidelines.

"Then," Tang Sheng's throat tightened, "Where is his home?"

Chu Yufeng shook his head, "I don't know, really. If you insist on me, I can only confirm that he is British, and I also met him there, so I guess maybe his family is there. But I advise you not to go to him, he is a person who never turns back, and there is no room for negotiation on what he decides."

"I don't intend to ask him to do anything." Tang Sheng covered his face with his hands and sighed, "But I have to find him and make things clear."

"Apologize?" Chu Yufeng smiled, compared himself with his hand, and pointed to him, "Look, don't we both feel sorry for him? If it were you, do you think you two would have something to do? You can forgive him, let him go."

"What do you mean let him go? You can forget it. I'm different from you." Tang Sheng also admitted that he had done a lot of stupid things, but Chu Yufeng was able to let go of his hand gracefully, and smiled with others, he Woolen cloth?He can't, he can't let go of these things, no matter what Li Dongjin's attitude is, he has to ask in person after all, he can't just regret it for the rest of his life, right?

Chu Yufeng raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, persuading him: "Your feelings are probably inaccurate at the moment, people, it's good to always be unavailable. You and him are not suitable, I have already seen that Now, let's go to Shen Ting's end."

"You've seen it?" Tang Sheng glared at him, "Chu Yufeng co-authored you already knew, right? You've already seen this, and you deliberately didn't tell me. When I hit a wall, okay?" Come see my joke!"

"Listen to me." Chu Yufeng held him down and said slowly, "Now that Li Dongjin is gone, you can't touch anyone. You think that choosing him is true love. Actually, you can't look at it that way. Think about it, every time When you encounter something, you always take care of Shen Ping first, and there is no conflict of interest with Shen Ping, then you take care of Li Dongjin, isn't that the case?"

Tang Sheng had nothing to say, but he still didn't give up, "But now I understand—"

"What do you want to understand?" Chu Yufeng continued, "If you still persist after waiting for a year, then you have figured it out. Don't let this one go, or that one."

"What are you talking about?" Tang Sheng sneered, "Aren't you the same yourself, chasing Xue Yang at the same time, but can't let go of Li Dongjin at the same time. You don't want to tell me, do you still have plans for yourself?"

"Then you really misunderstood me." Chu Yufeng didn't shy away from it, and said generously, "When I first met Li Dongjin, I really wanted to treat him as Yang Zi's substitute, but I quickly gave up. Because there is too much difference between the two of them, Yang Zi is very strong, he is the only one in his heart, Dong Jin is the opposite, he is quite fragile in his bones. So I don't want to be too heartless, so I told him the truth. Don't bother him any more."

Thinking of this, Chu Yufeng lowered his head and smiled, "The two of them are not at a disadvantage, one is always wanting more, the other is not wanting to lose at all, anyway, losing their temper is bought by others."

"The two of them are really not the same, and Xue Yang is even worse." Tang Sheng thought for a while, and felt that no matter how good Li Dongjin was, he wasn't too bad in essence.

"Whatever you say." Chu Yufeng didn't argue with him, "But I already know everything. I really don't know where Li Dongjin's family is. If you really can't let it go, then try your luck. Well, sorry I can't help you."

"Forget it, I'll find him myself." Tang Sheng didn't force him, no matter whether he really didn't know or pretended to be stupid, anyway, with the ability of the Tang family, he didn't rely on him, "But that house, Make an offer, and I'll take it."

"I'll give him that suite. After all, it's his territory. You take care of it for him first. When you see him, apologize for me. After all, I'm ashamed of him too." Chu Yufeng really felt ashamed, "I know he doesn't like being a star, but I insist on making him famous. In fact, it's all my own selfishness. I treat him like Yang Zi. If I hadn't brought him here, there wouldn't be so many things today."

Tang Sheng turned his head, squinted his eyes, and said mockingly: "Do you think that's enough? Treat him like a toy, what do you think!"

"Not enough." Chu Yufeng lowered his head slightly, and asked back, "Then what do you say? Compensate his feelings? What compensation?"

Tang Sheng snorted, "No need, you should keep your feelings to yourself."

Coming out of Chu Yufeng's office, Tang Sheng turned his face sideways, glanced at the busy traffic outside through the floor-to-ceiling glass, and suddenly felt that he was as lonely as a loner. Looking for Li Dongjin, but there are so many people in such a big world, where can he find him?

When going downstairs, Tang Sheng stopped by Shen Ding's lounge. Anyway, Shen Ding was still the person he had a crush on, and he should say goodbye to Shen Ding before he left.

"Are you busy? Let me have a word with you." Tang Sheng leaned against the door and did not go in.

"Oh, you're here." Shen Ting greeted him, "What's the matter? Something about Young Master Dong? I probably heard from Boss Chu, it doesn't matter."

Tang Sheng nodded, "You don't mind, that's the best. I'll be leaving later, if you have anything to do, go to Boss Chu, he will definitely help you, I've already said hello."

"You want to go back too? Have a good trip." Shen Ting was not surprised, he knew that Tang Sheng had long said that he would leave.

After bowing his head and thinking for a while, Tang Sheng suddenly asked him, "Do you think I'm sincere to you?"

"Ah?" Shen Ting was asked inexplicably, "What kind of problem is this? You should know best yourself."

Tang Sheng replied seriously: "I don't know. I haven't been sincere before. I don't know what kind of standard can be called sincere. I, I use things that I don't understand to ask myself and others... I really liked you before, and even came out of the house for you, what about you? Do you think this is true?"

"Although there is no possibility for the two of us to be together, but if I want to tell the truth—" Shen Ping thought for a while before slowly saying, "I don't think you are sincere. It's not that I don't like you. I I think that if a person wants to be sincere, he should not care about the outside. I mean, sincerity always follows the "heart", rather than worrying about whether it meets the standard. You always ask if you are sincere, but in fact you don't If you don’t focus on feelings, but always want to achieve a certain standard, isn’t that putting the cart before the horse?”

Tang Sheng was thoughtful, "That's it, no wonder I'm always troubled."

Shen Ting smiled and asked him: "Now it's me, and I'll ask you a question, why did you choose me? In fact, I'm quite ordinary. There must be many and many people around you who are better than me. Why is it me? You I used to be so persistent, at least there must be a reason."

Tang Sheng thought about it carefully, why did he ask, when did he start, did he feel that he was his destination?

He went upstream little by little along the river of memory, and began to try hard to remember every little thing related to it, trying to find some clues from it, so as to find the source.

Maybe it was the rain.

At that time, the old man forced him to take over the family affairs, but he wholeheartedly wanted to make his family home everywhere. The relationship between the grandfather and grandson was once tense, and after another quarrel, he simply ran out of the house.

It was raining heavily that day, and he didn't bring an umbrella, so he had to hide in a video store on the street.All the recent new singles were playing in the store, and Shen Ting's song happened to be playing.

He listened to the whole song in a trance, and went to the shopkeeper to ask which disc it was?

Once you start with a head, the next things will be naturally easy to remember.

Since he bought the first disc of Shen Ting, he has been obsessed with listening to one person's songs. When he is irritable, when he is angry... it seems that his emotions can be gently resolved in the melodious singing.

He seems to have found a bosom friend, and Shen Ting's disappointment is like another himself, he feels that they really resonate, the feeling of being incomprehensible, as if only each other can understand.

It seems, that's all, that's how the relationship started.

When Tang Sheng came to this conclusion, he was shocked: There is no reason at all!

"It turned out to be like this." After listening to Shen Ting, she felt that it was very normal. "It seems that people are more likely to be tempted when they are uncomfortable. I have never heard of anyone who likes someone because they are too happy. You see, the thing is just like this, You have nothing to let go of. In fact, in the final analysis, you just have a kind of dependence when you are troubled, and then you transfer this dependence to me."

"Thank you, you help me untie these." Tang Sheng was also quite relieved, feeling that he had to tie the bell to untie it.

"I didn't deliberately explain it to you, I just think you should know this, otherwise you will always be stuck and can't find your way." Shen Ting said, "You are a bit too preconceived, and people can only get to know each other when they get along with each other. Opening up gender issues, just saying that you love me after listening to my song, I will not accept you, that is not right."

"What's wrong? Do you think I can't believe it?" Although Tang Sheng was no longer attached to him, he was still curious about this question.

Shen Ting replied: "You heard my song, but you don't know me. If you say you love me, you must love me in your imagination."

Tang Sheng suddenly realized, and recalled what happened to Li Dongjin before, his eyes almost warmed up, he hurriedly said goodbye to Shen Ting, turned and left in a hurry.

What he loves is Shen Ting in his imagination, and what he hates is Li Dongjin in his imagination. From beginning to end, he is deceiving himself and others.