sleeping formula

【8】

Gintoki's words were quite shocking.The Zhenxuan team rushed out the report overnight and submitted it to the investigation office.Hijikata handed over the sorting work to Sougo, Kagura, and Shinpachi, and privately brought Gintoki into the meeting room—no one was there to say anything, and no one dared to say anything.

"Tell me why you know."

"I don't know." Gintoki replied.

"I don't know, but you said 'this is the Hashida Group's exclusive code'?"

"Even if you question it like that, I really don't know." Gintoki said irritably.

"Okay, let me start from the beginning." Tufang folded his arms in front of his chest, "What is that dark green Rolls Royce?"

"What did you say?"

"That wasn't part of our original plan, and I wonder if you did it."

"I-"

"Yes or no?"

"Maybe... Hijikata, please listen to my explanation!" Yinshi said anxiously, "When I saw that bottle of red wine, a bunch of pictures rushed into my head, and I couldn't stop it at all."

"Describe that scene, Gintoki."

"A dark green Rolls-Royce, a car accident, a man's voice, a woman's screams, that's all." Gintoki said frustratedly.

The earthworker pondered for a while.

"Have you ever encountered such a thing?"

"I don't know, I don't remember." Yinshi's voice became a little weaker.

Earthwork sighed deeply.

"Gintoki, hold your head up." Hijikata patted Gintoki on the back hard, "Although there was a mistake this time and the mission ended early, you have found evidence that Aardman is connected to the Hashida Group. You did a good job."

Yin Shi stared blankly at Tufang.

"As I said, as long as the mission is successful and the goal is achieved, it will be accepted, and there will be no questioning." Hijikata said, "Although I think everyone wants to ask how you know Hashida's transaction code, it is obvious that you can't remember why. I don't pursue it, but I think you would like to know why more than anyone else."

"So according to the original agreement, after the end, Yamazaki and I will call up the information of the Hashida Group?"

"That's right." Hijikata said, "Maybe there will be the answer you want."

The earth party signaled Yinshi to leave the meeting room.Before Gintoki opened the door and went out, he asked Hijikata a last word.

"What if... I mean, what if, all of this is inseparable from Sakata Ginpachi?"

"What's the meaning."

"For example, he is me, he was involved in the Hashida Group, and what did he actually do," Gintoki asked, "What would you do?"

"Basically, I don't answer hypothetical questions, Gintoki." Hijikata said with his back to Gintoki, "But, if all this really has something to do with him, or if he has something to hide from me, I will never forgive you His, no matter what his reasons are.”

"Even if it's for you?" Gintoki asked.

The earthwork trembled, but did not answer the question.Yinshi walked out, and Earthwork slowly slid down against the wall.

In fact, Hijikata hadn't thought about the question Gintoki raised, and it should be said that he didn't dare to think about it—he also hoped that Sakata Ginpachi would still be the person he loved before he disappeared, and that he hadn't changed.But what qualifications does he have to ask Ginpachi if he has changed?That kind of thing happened in the fifth year of my college career, leaving only a set of "heartline" equations that disappeared without a trace, not even a corpse.

How did life survive until today?The earth itself does not know.Every day, he is happy in the dream of having Yinba, and is shattered in the reality of losing Yinba. Until today, seven years later, he can only turn all these pains into a part of life.After obtaining a bachelor's degree in medicine, Hijikata immediately applied for a job at the Investigation Agency, just to find out the whereabouts of Sakata Ginpachi one day──so he met Kondo.Kondo told Hijikata that he had obtained a new dream sharing technology, which had been approved by the authorities to assist the investigation work of the Investigation Agency and set up the Shinsengumi.

Hijikata, who just wanted to find a place to live in his heart, agreed to Kondo in one breath.The Shinsengumi at the beginning was a mission team with only five people ── Kondo PointMan, Shimura Myo Extractor, Hijikata Architect, Sougo Forger and Shimura Shinpachi Chemistry.However, during a mission to Kamihashida Industry, he was conspired against, and Kondo suffered from PTSD8 and was no longer able to share dreams. In order to accompany Kondo, Takashi Shimura also spontaneously retreated to the second line, from the mission team to behind-the-scenes as a secretary .

Hijikata's hatred for the Hashida Group only grew stronger.However, in the absence of finding Sakata Ginpachi, he can't admit defeat yet, he has to keep going.But Hijikata couldn't hide his desire to escape from reality, and at the same time only relied on the hatred that had nowhere to vent to support him to where he is today.All this exhausted him physically and mentally. Even when he heard Kondo's drunken words at a party, he could only force himself to be indifferent.

"Fourteen, do you know?" Kondo smelt alcohol on Hijikata's face, "Dream sharing technology was developed by the Hashita Group, but we are using it to track down Hashita Group's crimes, don't you think it's ironic ?”

Ah, irony indeed.Hijikata's wish is only for Ginpachi to come back, simple but elusive.For this wish, he would not hesitate to turn his dream into reality. While walking on the verge of collapse, he learned to be strong and to hold on to the direction he set.

The appearance of Yinshi made the earthwork feel confused.

At the beginning, it was only because of his looks that he had empathy. During the interview, the resonance in the answers aroused the long-sealed emotions in his heart. In that late night, he unexpectedly lost control of his emotions because he missed him too much. The eyes of Yinshi when he was performing tasks reminded him of Yin. Eight years ago, when he mentioned research, the seriousness and the unshakable spirit.For a time, Tufang thought that Yinshi was the answer he was looking for, but when he found out how different Yinshi and Yinba were in the details, another corner of his hollow and incomplete heart collapsed.

What did Yinshi think?

I didn't think much about it, knowing that emotional difficulties can't help solve the problem, Yinshi has always been a person who will take action when he is confused.Over the years, he has kept in touch with a good roommate he met abroad, Shinsuke Takasugi, who now runs his own clinic.This guy is smart and has a weird temper. He can often hit the nail on the head when he says many things, but Yinshi likes it very much.When it comes to emotional issues, rather than being obsessed with the authority, it is better for bystanders to help clear your mind, and the next step is more efficient.

"I'm troubled by your behavior, Gintoki," Takasugi said casually, "I practice an ENT department here, not a mental health or chat department."

"Ah, I know, I have a bad emotional cold, why don't you diagnose it as a doctor?" Yin Shi picked his nostrils and mouthed and went back, "Look, the boss treats me as his old lover and is angry with me, you What should I do?"

"Come on, get another job."

"It's been less than two weeks since I took office, Aoshan," Yinshi said, "Why do I have to stay for a year or two before leaving?"

"Who told you to quit your job as an architect in such a high spirits, it's time for retribution!"

"Who asked me to resign in the first place? It's good that you don't have to be responsible for what you say." Yinshi said disdainfully, "Seriously, I have a question for you, Master Freud."

"My memory is as bad as ever, Gintoki. As I said, I practice ENT, not psychosomatic."

Gintoki put on an attitude that he doesn't care about anything, and waited for Takasugi to stop writing documents without stopping.

"Say it."

"A dark green Rolls-Royce, a car accident, a man's voice, a woman's screams, that's all."

"What are you talking about? Movie plot?"

"It's my dream." Gintoki said, "That dark green Rolls-Royce used to be my family's car, I have the impression; I also have the impression that the woman's voice is my mother. But I have no memory of that car accident and that I don’t have any memory of the man’s voice, and I don’t remember where it happened, what happened, and whoever happened.”

"If you say that, I can't help you." Takasugi spread his hands, "When did your car get reimbursed?"

"I don't know, it's already gone when I think about it." Yinshi suddenly realized, "Yes! From the license plate number, there will definitely be relevant records! If there is a car accident record, you can also track down the time. News reports, piece together a more complete picture of the case!"

Excited, Yinshi didn't hear Takasugi calling his name at all.Takasugi was too familiar with this, so he waited for the guy to cool down on his own before continuing to speak.

"Yinshi, let me ask you, did your boss ask you to investigate this matter?"

"Not really." Yinshi said, "But it just happened to be a chance, reminding me that I used to have such a blank memory."

"Then you said just now that your boss regards you as his old lover, what happened?"

"It's a matter of appearance." Gintoki sighed, "Do you still remember the director of the center at Tachikawa Medical University?"

"Oh, I've heard of it or not, and I don't remember the name." Takasugi replied, "What does it have to do with him?"

"That guy's name is 'Sakata Ginpachi', and he has the same face as mine, except that I don't wear glasses, and I'm the same age." Gintoki said, "I'm really not confident enough to say, 'I'm not Sakata Ginpachi', Especially if there's a car accident, losing memory or something isn't a big deal."

"Then look it up, what are you thinking." Gao Sugi said casually, "I have the same face as you and the same age, so the possibility of being relatives is also high, right? Once the household registration information is adjusted, everything will come out?"

"That's right!" Yinshi clapped his hands together, as if he had figured out something.

"It seems that this matter really upset you." Gao Sugi said, "I thought you were as clever as anything, but you ended up getting stuck on such a trivial matter."

"It's really annoying." Gintoki admitted, "But to be honest, if it wasn't because of my boss, I wouldn't bother to think about why I have this gap."

"Why? You don't care about this?" Takasugi asked.

"Yeah, I didn't really care about it at first. Because my life is passable, I don't bother to question anything."

"Then why bring up the old story again now?" Gao Shan was puzzled.

"Yeah, I was thinking about it too. But then I thought of it." Gintoki said, "Hijikata also has a pair of deep, cold and shuddering eyes like Osiris 9. I don't know anyone who dares to look at it." into his eyes, but I know that there is a scale in the deepest place, ready to judge at any moment under the witness of Osiris."

Gao Shan looked at Yinshi, carefully observing the change of expression on Yinshi's face.

"It seems nothing, but facing that look, I sometimes feel fear. Only by facing him seriously can I get rid of the fear." Gintoki said, "There is no way to ignore the fear, there is no way to forget that look, even I can’t hate the feeling of being judged—understand? I’ve become more concerned about other people.”

Takasugi understood, but he didn't say it.Because when facing his long black-haired lover, he had the same feeling.

"You are really annoying. Other than that, I have nothing to say, Gintoki." Takasugi said, "Going to buy a cup of hot milk will be more practical than chatting with me here."

The author has something to say: (8) Post-traumatic stress disorder (Post-traumatic stress disorder), which refers to the sequelae of mental disorders after a person encounters or resists major physical or spiritual pressure.

(9) Osiris is the god of underworld judgment in Egyptian mythology.Under the witness of Osiris, the dead are judged by the weighing of the soul.If the souls of the dead are heavier than the feather of truth, the souls will be swallowed by the monster Amit beside them; otherwise, those souls will be sent to Aaru and rest in peace.