Highly toxic

"What's the matter?"

"Sit first." Geng Yan said with a smile.

Jiang Mu sat down on the chair in front of the table with a cold face, and just about to ask Geng Yan again, he saw the documents on the table in front of him, took a closer look, and found that it was another document related to marriage.

Same as that day.

Jiang Mu stood up abruptly, "That's why you tricked me here? Geng Yan, you... you're never finished."

Geng Yan didn't speak, he took a photo album from the bookshelf, turned around and walked to the desk, pushed aside the documents on the table, and then put the photo album in front of Jiang Mu.

"What is this?" Jiang Mu asked angrily.

"Open it and see if you don't know, come on, sit down first."

Geng Yan gently dragged a sofa chair from the corner of the floor-to-ceiling window to the table, and sat across the table with Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu opened the photo album in doubt.

The photo album with a heavy cover has only two pages, and there are only three yellowed photos embedded on the first page, which seem to be quite old.

The three photos show a boy in his early teens. The background of the photo is like a circus. The boy is wearing a doll costume, with his arms struggling to hold the doll's headgear. He is looking at the camera with a slightly stagnant expression. The broken hair on his forehead is stuck to the sweat On the forehead, the tiredness of the young man can be vaguely seen, and the other two photos also show the young man, and they are group photos with other members of the circus...

Jiang Mu didn't turn to the second page of the photo album, but looked up at Geng Yan with a frown.

"The first time I met you, I was 11 years old, and I was about 13 years old in this photo. This is the earliest photo I have kept." Geng Yan stared at Jiang Mu's face, eager to see Jiang Mu's face. Suddenly recalling something, "It's not two years older than when we first met. I don't think the appearance has changed much. Let's see if you can remember anything."

"I'm sorry." Facing Geng Yan's gentle and longing eyes, Jiang Mu didn't reprimand any more, but said lightly, "I still said those words, 15 years ago, and I was only six years old at that time. Apart from knowing My parents died that year, and I don't remember anything else."

Geng Yan pushed the photo album in front of Jiang Mu, and said anxiously, "Look carefully, we got along for many days at that time, and you finally gave me your scarf, but that scarf was later Other homeless people snatched it, otherwise I would definitely be able to stay until now, Jiang Mu, if you think about it carefully, you will definitely remember something."

"I'm really not impressed."

Looking at Jiang Mu's indifferent expression, Geng Yan couldn't help clenching his fists tightly, and said with deep eyes, "You did it on purpose, because you lied to me before, and even if you think about it, you don't want to recognize me."

Jiang Mu didn't want to annoy Geng Yan either, so he said patiently, "I was only six years old at that time, you can just pull an adult over on the road and ask him how many things happened when he was six years old. It was also 15 years ago. Are you sure you didn’t identify the wrong person? Just based on the photo of my apartment, you can conclude that I am the boy. This judgment is too casual. Most of the six-year-old children look similar , it’s normal to have the same clothes.”

Jiang Mu, who has a strong desire to survive and stumbles a bit when speaking, is fully fired at this moment, and his brain is running at a high speed with an unprecedented calmness.

Geng Yan was also stunned by Jiang Mu's argument, and he hesitated when he spoke again, "Then...then you are also called Xiaotangyuan, how do you say that?"

"Isn't it normal for a child to be called this nickname? There are too many small dumplings, small dumplings, and small beans." Jiang Mu said, "You think I am that boy based on these few completely unconvincing evidences. Isn't that right? Is that boy unfair?"

Geng Yan didn't speak any more, he looked at the table with a blank face, and fell into a chaos of self-doubt.

Jiang Mu took advantage of the victory and pursued, "Have you ever thought about it, the real boy is still waiting for you to find him somewhere in the world, but you are focusing on an insignificant person at this moment, you said that if I I used the identity of that boy to be with you and married, if you meet the boy who really helped you in the future, wouldn't your relationship be very awkward. "

"..."

"Now I can say with certainty that I am not the person you are looking for. You also said that you had a very good memory with that boy, so even if the boy grows up, he should still have some impressions, but I don't think so. I really have no memory of everything you said, I know that the person you really care about in your heart is that boy, and the person you want to marry is also the boy who will grow up." Jiang Mu said softly, "So you are more Be cautious, if you say you find the wrong person, you two will meet again in the future, how sorry you are for him."

"Shut up for me." Geng Yan raised his head and looked at Jiang Mu with a manic face, "When did you become so talkative."

Jiang Mu was taken aback for a moment, and then became furious. Just a second before he was about to swear, he pinched his thigh to calm himself down.

He should be relieved. The man suddenly scolded him like this, he should have separated the boy's shadow from himself.

This shows that what he just said still has an effect.

"I...I'm telling the truth." Jiang Mu tried hard to be gentle, "Everything can't be rushed, and the same is true when looking for someone. I... the purpose of my analysis just now is to make you sober, and think more... I found out that many of the reasons for identifying me as the boy are very difficult to bear, and you should have almost discovered it yourself."

Hearing Geng Yan's snorting, Jiang Mu guessed how angry Geng Yan was at the moment. He lowered his head not to look directly at him, and rubbed his hands restlessly on his thighs.

He knew that he had shattered Geng Yan's sweet dreams. Perhaps Geng Yan had also doubted what he just said, but his thoughts that had nowhere to rest urgently needed a trust, so Geng Yan grasped those few weak grounds, as Grabbing a life-saving straw in the lonely sea waves, he was ecstatic and refused to let go.

Jiang Mu is very clear that Geng Yan is showing his kindness to him in every possible way now, it is entirely because he mistook himself for that boy, leaving aside that additional identity, he has no feelings for himself at all, all the tenderness and love of this man, It was all passed on to another shadow through him. As long as he finds out that he is not that boy one day, he will reveal his true nature and abandon himself like a shoe.

Geng Yan pounded his fists on the table angrily, and Jiang Mu's body was shocked by the loud sound.

Geng Yan got up and walked to the French window in a disturbed state.

It was already raining heavily outside, and the cold wind hit the glass. The rain gathered into a shallow stream and flowed down. The neon not far away melted into a blurred and cold streamer on the glass...

In the city on a rainy night, everything seems extremely unreal.

Geng Yan fumbled in his pocket, trying to find a cigarette to light, but when he was exhausted, he suddenly remembered that since Jiang Mu told him that he didn't like the smell of cigarettes, he almost gave up smoking.

In the past, I obviously never left the cigarette, but when I wanted to quit it, I always sat on the bedside lonely and disappointed, lighting one silently after waking up in the middle of the night.

But now...

Without tobacco to dispel the boredom in his heart, Geng Yan's face became darker, he turned around and walked to the table, when Jiang Mu stood up hastily before he could dodge aside, Geng Yan raised his hand and shoved him, "Get out of here !"

Jiang Mu stumbled back two steps before standing still.

Geng Yan sat on the seat and opened the drawer, and found a half-pack of cigarettes and a lighter that he had placed in it earlier.

Gada made a soft sound, and a small cluster of blue flames ignited the cigarette Geng Yan was holding between his lips.

Ten seconds later, Geng Yan was surrounded by smog. When he turned his head to look at Jiang Mu, Jiang Mu frowned slightly, with disgust at the smell of smoke on his face. When he saw Geng Yan staring at him, , as if he was afraid that the heat would annoy Geng Yan, his face immediately returned to normal.

Geng Yan stood up and walked in front of Jiang Mu expressionlessly.

Jiang Mu lowered his head slightly, and took a half step back anxiously, "I... can I go back?"

Geng Yan didn't speak, and held Jiang Mu's chin with one hand and raised his face.

Before Jiang Mu could react, Geng Yan had lowered his head and held his mouth, forcing the smoke out of his mouth.

Geng Yan let go of Jiang Mu before he struggled, and then indifferently watched Jiang Mu's violent cough as he bent over and stroked his chest, as painful as if his lungs would explode.

"You really can't be him." Geng Yan looked at Jiang Mu and said coldly, "You are the most useless person I have ever met, far worse than you, even if I find him as a substitute, I will It's impossible to find a waste like you."

Before Jiang Mu could adjust his breathing, he began to nod vigorously, panting, "Yes... yes."

"Go away." Geng Yan said, "Go away as far as you can."

"Then...then goodbye."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Mu turned around and walked quickly to the door. After leaving the study door, Jiang Mu breathed out as if he had been amnesty.

It's worth it to be wronged a little, and finally get rid of this man!

In the downstairs hall, Jiang Mu was just about to go out when Old Wu stopped him.

"Mr. Jiang, are you leaving?" Old Wu was very surprised, he thought Jiang Mu was going to stay here overnight, "It's raining outside, why don't you rest here all night, the room is all You packed it up."

"No need, I...I still have something to do." Although he suffered a lot of grievances, Jiang Mu seemed to be in a good mood at the moment, "Goodbye uncle."

"Hey, wait for Mr. Jiang." Seeing that he couldn't keep Jiang Mu, Old Wu had no choice but to say, "Where are you going? I'll drive you there."

Before Jiang Mu could speak, Geng Yan, who was walking down the stairs slowly, suddenly said in a dark voice, "Doesn't he have long legs?"

Old Wu didn't dare to say anything more.

Jiang Mu was afraid that Geng Yan would change his mind, so he said goodbye politely to the enthusiastic old Wu again, then turned and left the hall.

Qing Ma chased him out, stuffed a black umbrella into Jiang Mu's hand, and told Jiang Mu where it was easy to get a taxi.

Jiang Mu quickly disappeared into the night holding an umbrella.

Old Wu was not at ease. After Geng Yan went upstairs again, he discussed with Qing's mother for a while, then took the car keys, drove the car that usually went out to buy vegetables, and left the villa, ready to see Jiang Mu off.

Geng Yan stood in front of the French window of the study on the third floor, watching Lao Wu's car slowly drive out of the villa.

Qing Ma brought tea upstairs to Geng Yan, only smiled and said that Lao Wu just went home to get something.

Geng Yan didn't say anything, he leaned back on the chair and quietly looked at the marriage registration document on the table.

The cold rainy night and the sense of loss caused Geng Yan to fall from the clouds into the deep sea, and the longing that had nowhere to rest became even more intense because of the hope that suddenly failed.

It wasn't because of Jiang Mu's analysis that he suddenly gave up his cognition for so long.

All the changes came from Jiang Mu's attitude.

When Jiang Mu sat in front of him, calmly and seriously analyzing that he would not be that boy, Geng Yan suddenly saw his pitiful side in Jiang Mu's eyes, he was like a down and out beggar, humble Begging, longing for Jiang Mu's charity. ． ．

After a while of reflection and repentance, a nameless anger quickly occupied Geng Yan's chest again.

If Jiang Mu is really not the little glutinous rice ball back then, then his heart-to-heart feelings for Jiang Mu for so long are nothing.

That guy was so disdainful.