Highly toxic

"You... are you telling the truth?" Jiang Mu was full of suspicion, but Geng Yan's words were a glimmer of hope for him, "You...you really want Brother Yan to come back?"

"Yes, if you are worried, you can bring a few more people there."

Geng Yan saw that Jiang Mu's spirit seemed to relax a bit, so he said softly, "Look, I'm not a villain, I just like you so much, because of He Qianyan's identity, I got yours easily. Xin, I... I made mistakes again and again when I was obsessed with ghosts, Jiang Mu, I am not worse than He Qianyan, you see, you have been very happy with me during this time, haven't you? "

Jiang Mu really wanted to argue that his so-called happiness was entirely because he thought that the person by his side was He Qianyan.

However, worried about angering Geng Yan, Jiang Mu took it as acquiescence. He took out his mobile phone and quickly checked the nearest flight to country M, and found that he could only catch the flight at [-]:[-] tomorrow morning.

"Then I'll book... a flight ticket at nine o'clock tomorrow morning." Jiang Mu said cautiously, "I... can I tell my aunt about this?"

Geng Yan felt that Jiang Mu's mind was already on the matter of "saving" He Qianyan, and it was difficult to be moved by any of his sensationalism.

"Yes." Geng Yan moved the corner of his mouth, and smiled as naturally as possible, "I'll listen to you."

"Then... can you leave here now?" Jiang Fei said cautiously, "I want to be alone... calm down."

Geng Yan smiled, his eyes turned cold, he stared at his sister-in-law not far away who still regarded him as an enemy, took a deep breath and said calmly, "Okay, I will leave, but before that I want to talk to you Tell me a story about the first time we met more than ten years ago, just give me a few minutes."

Jiang Mu didn't dare to refuse, so he could only nod his head slightly, but he was also a little curious about what Geng Yan said about the first meeting...

Afraid of scaring Jiang Mu, Geng Yan walked to the end of the bed and sat down.

Soon, Geng Yan recounted before and after he met Jiang Mu 15 years ago.

My thoughts wandered back from that winter 15 years ago, and after I finished speaking, another burst of sour, sweet and bitter taste accumulated in Geng Yan's heart, which was difficult to dissipate.

That winter, everything was bitter, except the boy.

Geng Yan looked at Jiang Mu with complicated eyes, and said softly, "Aren't you curious why I knew you were called Xiaotangyuan when you were a child? That's when you told me...Jiang Mu, do you still remember me?"

Jiang Mu was moved by the story told by Geng Yan. He himself is a person who is easy to empathize with. He sighed from the bottom of his heart for the deep and warm bond between Geng Yan and the boy in his story.

This is indeed a very beautiful story, but...

But what happened when he was six or seven years old, to this day, Jiang Mu has forgotten everything, and the fragments he remembers sporadically are only the family happiness with his parents, so he doesn't know if he is the one in Geng Yan's story. that boy.

Maybe not, after all, after many years, the appearance of each other has undergone a qualitative change, and it is not impossible for Geng Yan to admit his mistake.

Perhaps, he has released his overwhelming sympathy since he was very young. When he sees a stray dog ​​on the side of the road, he can't help but run to a small supermarket to buy a ham sausage. Maybe at some point, the people he donated to Among them, there was Geng Yan.

"I'm sorry, I don't remember..." Jiang Mu whispered, "Maybe you remembered wrongly."

"You can't be wrong. I remember clearly what you looked like at that time. It was exactly the same as the boy in the photo frame by your bedside. That was you."

"Even so, so?"

Geng Yan was stopped by Jiang Mu's rhetorical question.

So?

yeah, so what?

After 15 years, he stood in front of his benefactor again. What he should have done was to repay his kindness, but what he is doing now is nothing.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to be in this situation either. If I recognized you early in the morning, I... I would definitely approach you with my original identity, but..."

But He Qianyan couldn't resist the temptation given by the blessing of his identity.

"If you have nothing else to say, Mr. Geng... just leave." Jiang Mu whispered.

Geng Yan looked at Jiang Mu with an indifferent face, his heart was like a thorn, and he was in pain. He engraved it into the depths of his memory, and there was no trace of the past that he would not forget for more than ten years in this man's heart.

Geng Yan sadly discovered that he was just a passer-by in Jiang Mu's [-] years of life, which he would forget in an instant.

The bond he thought he had was only in his heart.

"Do you hate me very much now?" Geng Yan said with a sad face, with a wry smile, "But I like you, I like you to death, I don't know what's going on, I just wanted to repay my favor, but when I'm with you These days, I really..."

From simplicity to extravagance is easy, from extravagance to simplicity is difficult, it is true in life and emotion.

Geng Yan could no longer imagine how he would live the next days without Jiang Mu by his side.

However, Geng Yan was still the only one who moved his heart. Jiang Mu's expression hardly changed. From knowing Geng Yan's identity to now, Jiang Mu has not yet come out of the resentment that he was deceived by Geng Yan, let alone break up. She spared no effort to understand Geng Yan.

If it weren't for being too cowardly, Jiang Mu would never be so quiet and talkative right now.

"I...I know what you mean." Jiang Mu said, "But I'm in a mess right now, please leave me alone...to calm down."

"……it is good."

Geng Yan suddenly thought of something, got up and quickly left the bedroom, he came to the living room, picked up the bouquet of roses that had been thrown on the TV cabinet, and found the velvet box containing the diamond ring.

Geng Yan returned to the bedroom, while Jiang Mu was still standing against the head of the bed, showing no intention of relaxing his vigilance.

Geng Yan didn't approach either, he put the velvet box gently on the bed, and then said softly to Jiang Mu, "It was intended to be used for a marriage proposal, but...now it's a gift from a friend."

Jiang Mu could not hear any emotion in his soft voice, "Thank you."

"Then I'll leave first, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning..."

"I'll take a taxi to the airport by myself." Jiang Mu answered quickly, "I...I will go there with my aunt, I...see you at the airport."

"Okay, then..."

Geng Yan hesitated to speak, but at last he only said that he would see you, and then he turned and left the room.

After leaving Jiang Mu's apartment, Geng Yan also received a call from Lu Zhi'an, asking him how long it would take to sign the documents, and his flight was about to take off.

"The document paper was damaged by me quite a bit." Geng Yan said, "How about this, Lao An, prepare a copy after you return to Country M, and you don't need to send it over here, I will directly bring people back to Country M, When the time comes, go directly to your place to get it."

"Bringing people back so soon? Didn't you say it would be a while last time?"

"Eh...he suddenly proposed to visit my place, but I can't do anything about it." Geng Yan sighed helplessly, "We're about to get married, why don't we just rely on him for everything."

"It seems that you have a good relationship, that's fine, just go over there, let's get together, and you can also bring out your mouth and show us."

"……OK, no problem."

***

Jiang Mu didn't come out of the bedroom until he heard the sound of the apartment door opening and closing from outside, and then quickly went to lock the apartment door.

Ten seconds later, Jiang Mu seemed to be out of some kind of shackles, and his heart burst into flames. He not only smashed the bouquet of roses, but also tore the documents on the coffee table to pieces.

He can only vent like this, only dare to do this.

It took a long time for Jiang Mu to calm down. He dried his eyes, called Tong Wan, and told her that he could go to country M to pick up He Qianyan tomorrow.

Tong Wan on the phone was ecstatic, and she was even more grateful to Jiang Mu. She cried and said, it's great to have you as a friend, great...

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Mu kept telling himself to cheer up. He is not a delicate person. He falls asleep when he is sleepy.

However, no matter how much he comforted himself, in Jiang Mu's heart, the saddest thing was He Qianyan's test.

He didn't know how to face He Qianyan at all.

They are still a couple now, but he is so confused with his lover's younger brother...

Jiang Mu came to the bedroom, removed all the sheets and pillow covers on the bed, wrapped them into a ball and stuffed them into a garbage bag, and then went to the living room to remove all the soft cushions and thin blankets on the sofa.

Finally, Jiang Mu came to the bathroom with a garbage bag, and swept all the toiletries he bought for Geng Yan on the sink, including razors, shaving water, facial cleanser, etc., into the black garbage bag.

Jiang Mu repeatedly searched every room for things that had intimate contact with Geng Yan, no matter how big or small they were, they were discarded.

After finishing the work, the figure of Geng Yan was still lingering in Jiang Mu's mind. Jiang Mu found desperately that the thing that should be scrapped in this apartment was actually himself...

Balcony, living room, bathroom, bedroom...every area seems to still have the breath and image of him after falling in love with Geng Yan

Everything feels suffocating.