Continuously

About when.

I will receive all kinds of anonymous text messages, sometimes insulting, sometimes harassing, and some straight to the point, I heard that you are brothers.

There were a lot at the beginning, so much that after he deleted one by one, his thumb was a little stiff and he couldn't fold it back.Later, there were only one or two strings of numbers left, as if the smell was entangled.

To be honest, he doesn't care.

If it's just him, he doesn't care.

"Yao Jianqi, are you inside?!"

This is the toilet at the right end of the top floor of the science and technology building. Because the location is remote and remote, it does not need to be cleaned several times a year, and it smells of hot chlorine-containing disinfection water for a long time.

Forgot to mention, he smells very reassuring.

With a reckless sound, the honeycomb panel near the door was kicked away and hit the partition, followed by the sound of door panels being kicked open, "bang bang bang bang", like a series of bullets run over by a tank tire belt.

"Yao Jianqi, are you..."

As soon as Yu Yanzhui's knees were bent, they slammed into the air.

Yao Jianqi stood less than 10cm away from his toes, completely opened the half-open door, and rubbed his ears by the way.

"I'm going deaf, really," he said truthfully.

"..."

Yu Yanzhui put his feet down slowly, swallowed, and secretly exchanged glances with Chen Zhe on his right.

Chen Zhe thumped him on the back, asking him to speak first.

"You..." Yu Yanzhui began to feel that the foot kicking through the door was a little numb, and together with his brain, "...have you finished peeing?"

"..." Chen Zhe was about to kneel for him, stepped forward, and went up by himself, "I just arrived, and your seat is empty, no, nothing wrong?"

Yao Jianqi glanced at each of them, said nothing, and stepped down from the steps.

Yu Yanzhui and Chen Zhe supported each other to take a step back.

"What are you doing?" Yao Jianqi suddenly smiled, and the smile was not fake.

The two of them were confused by his smile, Yu Yanzhui's explanation and Chen Zhe's comforting words were useless.

"If you are worried, then I'm fine." The light and shadow of the exhaust fan swirled on Yao Jianqi's face, "If it's an explanation, I don't need to listen."

Yu Yanchao was stunned: "You...know?"

"Is it still important?" Yao Jianqi asked.

"When..."

"I only have one request." He interrupted Yu Yanzhui, "It should be the same as Yao An's original request."

Yao Jianqi's calm and clear voice floated on the tiles: "I don't want him to know about this."

This is today's 27th missed call.

Normally Yao An would not pick a weekday to call Yao Jianqi, he didn't want to distract him, if possible, he would personally cut off all malicious interference factors.

Even if it's a lie.

He never doubted the impropriety of this practice, never, until today.

Blazing light poured down from a 10-meter-high tapered pole, people with earphones were humming and running, Yao An was sitting in the stands, from noon to night, his upper body was covered by the zenith, and he fell into aphasia.

The mobile phone was taken away from the ear, and the moment before it was about to be cut off and dialed again, it was unexpected to hear a familiar and distant "Hello".

Yao An paused, thinking it was an auditory hallucination.

"Are you listening?" Yao Jian paused, "Are you listening?"

The voice as usual made Yao An feel relieved at this time, leaning back on the secant of the steps, ignoring the pain, he said, "I am here."

"What are you doing?" Yao Jianqi seemed to smile, "So many phone calls, I almost thought you were kidnapped."

"Really?" Yao An snorted, but it didn't look like a joke, "It's more terrifying than kidnapping."

"Huh?" Yao Jianqi heard a rustling sound, as if he had cleared a place.

Yao An waited for him to sit down, both sides were quiet at the same time, and then took a breath.

"I was wrong." He stared at the sky tightly.

There was a moment of silence over there, and when he spoke, his tone sent Yu Wen: "What did you do wrong?"

"I thought that as long as I kept it from you, I could protect you from getting hurt." Yao An said with a choked voice, "But I didn't."

In a place he didn't know, at a time he didn't know, Yao Jianqi knew and carried everything he didn't know. He didn't live in the safety that Yao An thought he was right.

After listening to the other party's confession of apology, Yao Jianqi knew he couldn't see it, but still shook his head.

"You're really wrong," he said, "not because you didn't protect me, but because you thought I was too vulnerable."

Yao An was stunned by the unexpected dialogue.

"I'm your younger brother, and also your lover." Yao Jianqi held up a ray of trade wind with his palm facing up, "Have you forgotten? I won't be knocked down by these things."

He said, "I give you the sole authority to harm me."

A gust of unintentional wind blows over the steps, like hands stroking every piece of Yao An's exposed skin.

He never thought that Yao Jianqi would take care of his emotions one day, and he got comfort from it.

After a long silence, he finally said, "You're going to be an adult, aren't you?"

I have to.Yao Jianqi brushed away a yellow jujube leaf from his lap, but said, "I can just be your child."

Yao An smiled, slightly sour, but more tender.

"Sugar-coated cannonballs?" he asked.

"It's genuine." Yao Jianqi said.

Yao An shook his head again and again, distracted, but he still remembered his original intention: "Don't try to get away with it, the matter of text messages, and other things, don't miss a word, tell me well."

"Okay." Yao Jianqi readily surprised him.

But he added: "But I'm in a bad mood today, why don't you coax me first."

Sure enough, there is a cover in front.

Yao An frowned, but still asked: "How do you want to coax?"

"Hmm—" Yao Jianqi's extended voice was troubled.

Yao An's intuition began to warn.

"How about this." Yao Jianqi said with a smile, "You call me."

Yao An nearly rolled down from the stands tens of meters high.

He tightened the steps, and while his brain was on the verge of falling, he once again, wholeheartedly, and sincerely saw the demonstration of the three words "playing hooligans".

It would be even more appropriate for him to scold "smelly and shameless".

"You..." Yao An gritted his teeth, "Where did you learn this?!"

"You're self-taught." Yao Jianqi's whole voice was full of a sense of watching fire from the other side, without any sense of arson, "Don't be shy, brother."

"You're a hammer for being ashamed!" Yao An's voice became louder when he committed a crime, "Just tell me, don't mess with me like this!"

"He said he wanted to coax me, but he reneged on the debt." Yao Jianqi was aggrieved half-truthfully.

"I..." Yao An was at a loss for words, he was indeed wronged, and he wanted to make amends for a while, but he didn't say anything.

Yao An rubbed his forehead, and said in a good voice, "Could it be possible to use another method of coaxing?"

"No." Yao Jianqi held his last word and gave no room for it, "If it's not convenient for you to live broadcast right now, you can record it for me."

Yao An choked on the draft and coughed several times.

What is Yao Jianqi thinking about all day long? ? ?

"There are still 10 minutes until evening self-study." Yao Jianqi urged softly, "Are you ready?"

When Yao An was asked by him, he looked around in a strange way. He was the only one in the sky above the viewing platform, and the light could not shine; dozens of meters below the viewing platform, there were scattered figures, like sentinels. Come and go, people can see if they are not in order.

"No, no, no." Just thinking about it made the hair go down, and Yao An refused with all his body, "Please forgive me."

On the other end of the line this time, there was no urging, but a long silence, until Yao An took the phone away to see if it was disconnected, and Yao Jianqi said a word.

He said, "Brother, I really miss you."

The ending was soft and greasy, like a hook dipped in buttercream, so the string in Yao An's head snapped.

"You..." Yao An took a deep breath and accepted his fate, "Wait a minute."

After all, he punched the stone surface with his fist and stood up at the same time, but with his waist bent, he crossed to the central rostrum in three steps and two steps.

The conference was held yesterday, and there was a long table with a height of about 1 meters put together for lectures.

Yao An bowed and ducked under the table, hiding himself inside.

"Where are you hiding?" Yao Jianqi asked him with a smile as if he could see it.

"Don't worry about it so much." Yao An anxiously asked, "Are you still listening?"

Yao Jianqi stopped laughing and said in a low voice, "Listen carefully."

After saying this, the two sides fell silent tacitly.

Yao An moved in again until a wall of mahogany was attached to the back of his shoulders, and when he raised his head, he would hit the drawer.

He took a deep breath.

do my best.

When the trouser chain was taken off, the hoarse metal sound could be clearly discerned in the narrow space. Accompanied by a few extra noises from the roadside, Yao An held it in his right palm, suppressing his sense of shame.

The fingers began to squirm, rubbing from the bottom to the front, accumulating little by little, until the heat overflowed between the fingers.

Yao An closed his eyes, and pressed the screen tightly between his lips and nose without resting. He fantasized that the other hand of many nights was callused, cool and slender.

How those hands moved and teased him, how they played and played with him, and how they wrapped and loved and caressed him.

The more I thought about it, the more I ignored the shame and restraint, and I didn't have time to pay attention to my panting, and the occasional one or two whispers that I couldn't let go of but couldn't take back.

There is a pool of clear water stains at the foot, wrinkled by the heel, the lines tear the circle, and the water leaves suspicious traces on the ground, like a secular betrayal.

This is not masturbation, what Yao An did at the beginning is so qualitative, he pleases his lover, and gets pleasure from his pleasure, if there is lust in it, it is just the love they give each other.

Silver light poured down on him from a small worm-eaten hole, flowed over the upturned neck, the spread ribs, and the undulating and shrinking belly, forming a puddle, just inside the body .

At this time, Yao Jianqi said a word.

The light that could no longer gather gushed out from his fingertips as if he had been acquitted, and the carnival of exile made his limbs and brain beg for surrender. Yao An loosened his body and lay down completely on the ground.

In weightlessness, he gradually recalled Yao Jianqi's voice before the climax came.

Saying I love you.

The author says:

The deleted part is on the old site of Changpei, just search for "Mianmian"