Continuously

It was very late to return to school, Yao Jianqi missed the winter vacation, and started a new round of running with no room to breathe.

During the training camp, he didn't bring any teaching materials except a small formula book.In fact, he didn't even look at it.Although it was based on necessary trade-offs, the end of long-term alienation from textbooks was soon revealed.

Yao Jianqi glanced at the report card posted on the back blackboard, not at the end of the crane, but after all, it is east of the river and west of the river, and it is impossible for there to be no gap.

I can't keep up with the progress in class, which round of review is this?The teacher also gave them a little treatment, but digestion is also a long and exhausting process. Sometimes when he picks up a black gel pen, he will unconsciously use the brush method, so he has to shave off the original proficiency little by little, almost starting from scratch.

"Don't put so much pressure on yourself, brother." Even Yu Yanzhui, who has always been nervous and thick-mouthed, can feel his seriousness. He dare not eat too much fried rice noodles. What a pain."

"Yes, yes." Chen Zhe held the laver egg soup specially provided by the cafeteria, also known as boiled water and salt, and comforted Yao Jianqi and himself at the same time, "Isn't there someone who gave up art after the unified examination, we are still... "

The three words "not bad" were chewed by Chen Zhe and a little bit of egg flower, because the "someone" in his words was passing by with a plate of rice, and it was such a coincidence that he overheard his words.

Su Xie's gaze passed Chen Zhe straightly, and aimed at Yao Jianqi with a clear goal. Compared with the studio, his gaze at this time was already peaceful.

Yao Jianqi's chewing movements continued as usual, without being interrupted by any sudden external force, even if he walked close to him, he asked almost without any hostility: "Are you talking about me?"

Chen Zhe turned his face away, and silently said "I'll go".

"You want to take care of it? Who are you?" Yu Yanzui stepped on the stainless steel bracket of the one-piece dining table, out of displeasure that the atmosphere was interrupted, he didn't have much patience to dismiss it.

He heard Chen Zhe mention this unexpected guest, so it's not too difficult to get a seat right now.

Su Xie pretended not to hear it at all, and lowered his hand holding the rice plate slightly, together with his body, it was a gesture of communication.

"I've heard." He said to Yao Jianqi with a little sympathy, "It's a pity, really."

Hearing these words, Chen Zhe and Yu Yanzhui were rather confused, and looked at Yao Jianqi together.

Yao Jianqi's patience in picking peppercorns was the same as in doing anything. When the last one was accurately placed in the soup bowl that was used as a display, he responded slowly: "It's not necessary."

Su Xie laughed a few times, not too embarrassed, he straightened up, and said to Chen Zhe before leaving: "You guys discuss it, I don't care now."

Before he could go far, Yu Yanzhui and Chen Zhe put down rice noodles and egg flowers respectively, leaned on the edge of the table, and said different things but the main idea was the same: "What happened? Why don't we know??"

Yao Jianqi shook his chopsticks: "Don't listen to him."

"Also—" he corrected Yu Yanzhui without missing a beat, "I'm stressed not because of my grades, but because my grandma is hospitalized."

Grandma Yao was hospitalized last week.

Although I was more careful in walking, sitting, sitting and lying down than usual after the sudden vertigo last time, but recently I have been dizzy frequently, and I can't even turn my head when I wake up.Elderly people don't like to be hospitalized, and they always feel that illness has a temper, and it's fine to let it go on its own, the more serious it is, the more it will suffer.Grandpa Yao tried to persuade her to go to the hospital for three days, and Yao Xinping lost his temper. In the end, Yao An and Yao Jianqi coaxed and behaved, and they barely left the village.

Grandpa Yao was always there, and Yu Wan and Yao Xinping would take turns to watch over him. Every day after school, Yao Jianqi would take the subway, lie on his grandmother's bedside and write a comprehensive essay, and then was urged to go home by Grandma Yao.

Yao An also came back this weekend. When he came to the ward, he was doing stand-up comedy. In the end, he was kicked out by Grandpa Yao because the patient needed a quiet environment.

"I'm still resting in bed today, I don't feel dizzy much."

While waiting for the elevator in the hospital, Yao An explained to Yao Jianqi one by one about today's bedside drip, "The epidural closure was performed, and now it is conservative treatment."

"What about the surgery?" Yao Jianqi tilted his head towards him, occasionally glancing at the jumping floor numbers.

"It's not sure yet." Yao An replied, "I'll have a CT scan tomorrow."

With a sound of "ding", one side door opened, and in the long elevator, there was an aunt pushing a wheelchair, and an old man sat upright on it.

The old man has a hale and hearty appearance, his lips don't move but he is full of energy: "Come in!"

Both Yao An and Yao Jianqi were taken aback for a moment before stepping in the door hesitantly.

After entering, the two moved sideways in unison, and felt a sense of joy after the door closed.

There was an aura in the elevator for no reason, the two desperately suppressed their smiles and squeezed each other's palms.

When he reached the first floor, the old man clapped the handrail again, and his voice rolled from his throat: "Get out!"

Yao Jianqi and Yao An didn't dare to enter rashly, they stepped on their shadows to go out after they left first, and finally laughed wantonly when they reached the hospital building.

"Hahahahaha..." Yao An wiped away tears, but couldn't stop, "We're just like the two little brothers, fuck."

Yao Jianqi supported his shoulder so that it didn't slip to the ground. His stomach hurt so badly, and he stuttered: "I feel, I feel... I went into the wrong place."

The two couldn't laugh enough, doctors, patients and family members all looked sideways, suspecting that two strange cases had escaped from a certain hospital next door.

"Okay, okay." Yao An coughed, grabbed Yao Jianqi's arm, and carried it on his body, "Don't be ashamed."

Yao Jianqi let him take him with him, he regained his strength with a calm smile, and leaned his head on Yao An's left shoulder amidst the smell of Lysol.

"Shall I carry your schoolbag for you?" Yao An patted his bulging schoolbag.

"Hmm—" The ending tune went up, which meant no.

"I'm so tired, I still have a while to go home." Yao An relentlessly tugged at the net pockets on both sides of the bag, "The bus station is a bit far away, why don't you take a taxi home?"

"Let's go like this." Yao Jianqi is good at putting on a friendly tone at the right time, which is much more effective than demanding, "You talk, I close my eyes."

Yao An was skeptical about this unique way of resting, but it didn't prevent the man on his shoulder from sinking his forehead inward, put his hands on his waist, and groped into his pockets with ease, saying, "I see everything. gone."

Then give yourself all to him.

Yao An lowered his head, sighing and even laughing, so he had no choice but to wrap his hands around the cobblestone's tongue, and said as he walked, "Where did you just say?"

Yao Jianqi groaned: "Little brother."

"It's not that!" Yao An feared that the comedy would repeat itself, pinched him, and answered himself, "I can continue to report to you."

He talked about the day like a running account, repeating it in detail, including the electronic registration he made to an old lady when he was wandering around. During this period, Yao Jianqi did not respond. If his legs were not still moving, Yao An really thought he was asleep.

The hospital is huge, and everyone in it is busy with their own sorrows and joys, and has no time to care about their closeness, not to mention their quietness.

"Raise your feet, you're on the bridge." Yao An reminded when he was one step away from the first step.

And Yao Jianqi stepped forward with him without any hesitation, so fluently that Yao An wondered if he was peeping.

He turned sideways to look at Yao Jianqi, his eyelashes were like the tail of a perched sparrow, waiting for an unexpected arrival.

So Yao An was caught off guard, didn't look at his feet, and led Yao Jian Qi Qiqi to fall on the busy overpass.

For many years later, this night, like the other nights with him, was repeated silently by Yao An in every hot dream.

Interludes, whispers, walking, trees and insects groaning, distant spring fluffy, thick clouds reflecting the high beams of vehicles, several pieces of light and shadow chasing back and forth in the night, like UFOs passing and stopping, even the A non-fatal fall.

He was finally able to confirm from every detail that yes, they were once so happy.

Blissfully ignorant.