I already have your child in my stomach [entertainment circle]

Fu Yao took Ruan Xiaoxi back, cooked for him as usual, made small toys, read story books, played, and made everything look like a rabbit, as if no one had ever been here before, and they still lived an endless life. A world of two disturbed by others.

Ruan Xiaoxi asked Fu Yao who it was, but Fu Yao only said "it's your hallucination" and didn't want to say more.

He even denied the existence of that person.

Ruan Xiaoxi keenly sensed Fu Yao's mood swings, and knowing that it was not appropriate to mention it, she obediently closed her mouth.

The sky is big and the earth is big, Fu Yao is the biggest, Ruan Xiaoxi doesn't want to make him unhappy.

However, in the depths of his heart, he was still feeling lost, and always felt that something was missing, which prevented him from being carefree and happy like before.

Because he was afraid of being beaten by peacocks, Ruan Xiaoxi obediently stayed in the palace to play with Fu Yao, but today he went out early and returned late, and wondered if he had discovered something new.

Fu Yao has been obsessed with cooking recently, and tried his best to get close to Ruan Xiaoxi's favorite taste, so he didn't follow him. When Ruan Xiaoxi came back at night, he asked casually: "What fun did Chuichui find today?"

Ruan Xiaoxi jumped on the table to see what to eat today: "Look at the sunset."

It was pan-fried salmon, so fragrant that he kept sniffling.

Fu Yao asked: "Does it look good?"

Ruan Xiaoxi jumped twice to express her anger: "Of course it looks good!"

Fu Yao is really stupid, if it is not good-looking, how can he watch it for a day?

Fu Yao fed him a piece of salmon: "Try to see if it works."

Ruan Xiaoxi blew a few breaths before biting down and chewing slowly. After swallowing, he nodded to show that it was okay.

At this time, the frying was almost done, so Fu Yao put it on a plate, Ruan Xiaoxi saw this, jumped to the side table, there was a small table and chairs for him on it, he sat upright, with his front paws on the small table , the hind paws are dangling in the air.

Fu Yao cut the fish into small pieces suitable for him, and fed him mouthful after mouthful. Seeing that he ate deliciously, he couldn't help laughing and said: "Like a cat, love fish so much, have you forgotten that you are a rabbit?" .”

Ruan Xiaoxi said: "Eating fish is smart." No one told him, let alone in the storybook, but it just popped into his mind.

Fu Yao was not surprised, and rubbed the soft fur on his body: "We are already smart enough."

Ruan Xiaoxi took it for granted, "Of course!"

After eating, Ruan Xiaoxi squinted and lay on the grass outside the house, patted her stomach lightly, feeling a little full from eating, and wanted to pat down the feeling of fullness.

Fu Yao knelt down and touched his belly: "Don't lie down, just move and disappear."

Ruan Xiaoxi lazily said, "I don't want to move."

"Look what's on your stomach? Meaty meat."

Ruan Xiaoxi turned her head, hummed heavily, and ignored him.

Fu Yao took a book and sat on the ground next to him. The cover was monotonous black, with a few white characters written vertically in a neat manner. It looked like a very boring book.

After a while, Ruan Xiaoxi's bloated feeling subsided a bit, so he sneaked up on Fu Yao's legs, sat between his legs, and leaned on him.

Fu Yao's stomach is hard, not at all like his hairy, fleshy and soft to pinch, it's uncomfortable to lean on, but he just likes it.

Fu Yao stood up the book to show it. It was densely packed with small characters, without a single picture: "This is not good-looking."

Ruan Xiaoxi didn't dislike his book, his eyes were dull, and he seemed to be in a trance. Fu Yao held the book in one hand and rubbed him with the other, and it took him a long time to wake him up.

Ruan Xiaoxi's eyes came back to life, looked up at him, and suddenly said: "I want to go out to play."

Fu Yao continued to lick the rabbit without paying attention. This feeling is really never tiresome: "Go to bed today, and go out to play tomorrow morning."

Ruan Xiaoxi turned her head and said again: "I want to go out to play."

Only then did Fu Yao realize that the "going out to play" he said did not mean going to the mountains or other palaces, but to leave this place and go to the world.

His heart trembled, in the end it was affected.

It was a little difficult for him to speak, and he said emotionlessly like a machine: "There is nothing outside, nothing interesting."

Ruan Xiaoxi shook his head: "There are many people."

Many people like Fu Yao, familiar, unfamiliar, close, distant...

They appear in the streets and alleys, in the school apartment, talking and walking, even if they don't know each other, even if they are not doing the same thing, but when they are together, they are lively and lively.

Let him yearn for, let him miss, let him can't help but want to blend in.

As long as he thinks about it, he feels that his heart is surging, and he can't wait to drill out from the bottom of his heart.

The man said that he still has an older brother and younger sister, all waiting for him...

He was stunned for a moment, then repeated: "I want to go out and play."

Fu Yao dropped the book, clenched his hands tightly, the veins on his arm covered by his robe were swollen.

It took him a long time to calm down, and said softly: "There are bad people outside, and they all want to harm us."

bad guy?

Ruan Xiaoxi lowered his ears, aggrieved and said: "I want to see the bad guys."

Fu Yao was silent for a while: "People outside look like peacocks, and every household has peacocks."

Ruan Xiaoxi was stunned.

It seems different from what he knows...

But the peacock was his most hated enemy, so he hesitated.

In order to make him give up, Fu Yao asked Gao Qize to find someone to make a short documentary about peacocks. In the film, flocks of peacocks paraded through the market, and everyone had a few peacocks by their side. They interacted with the peacocks, took care of them as their masters, and kept a low voice.

And what I'm looking for is a group of extras with a bad image, the kind who don't want to take a second look after seeing it.

The film is simple and doesn't require technology. Fu Yao got it within a few days. He didn't let Ruan Xiaoxi see the computer, and put the projector in the bedroom.

After watching this film, the young and ignorant Tutu was greatly shocked, unable to calm down for a long time, and his young heart was severely damaged.

So the "outside" in his consciousness is all wrong? "Outside" is so scary?

So Ruan Xiaoxi gave up the idea of ​​going out to play.

Fu Yao breathed a sigh of relief, and thanked Gao Qize.

Gao Qize was the only one who could contact him. Gao Qize struggled again and again, but couldn't help but say: "God, I'm just a small suggestion. You can't lock Xiaoxi forever, he won't be truly happy, Get too paranoid and you'll end up in a dead end."

Fu Yao said lightly: "I know it well."

***

Ruan Xiaoxi ran out again. The mountain was too big, and he could find new and interesting things every day. He groped slowly, never feeling rebellious, only faintly feeling "I have played this before".

In order not to collide with the peacocks, Ruan Xiaoxi changed to a small hill to climb. There are not many birds and animals here, but the exotic flowers and plants are very interesting. Flowers will bloom towards him, inviting him to sit on her body, spitting out sweet nectar for him to eat.

However, no one can tell the fate, some birds are destined to meet.

Ruan Xiaoxi met the familiar blue peacock again.

Only this time, the blue peacock was bound and whipped by unfriendly vines, and it was so painful that it kept screaming, in pain and despair.

Ruan Xiaoxi judged which one was worse when it was plucked or whipped, and found that there was no winner.

He was struggling in his heart whether to save him or not, after all, he was an old enemy.

But he is a kind-hearted bunny after all, and finally chose to step forward, showing Fu Yao's carefully trimmed and extremely sharp eagle claws, and "swish, swish, swish" cut through the vines and rescued the peacock.

The peacock was so moved that he wept bitterly. Once he saved his life, he asked him to pluck two more beautiful tail feathers to express his gratitude.

He made up with Blue Peacock and became friends.

He began to yearn for the outside again.

When Fu Yao saw that he had reconciled with the peacock, he came back and concentrated on making his fish soup.

After the fish soup was cooked, Ruan Xiaoxi didn't come home, so Fu Yao went to look for him, only to find that he wasn't on the mountain.

He sat at the entrance and exit gate of the palace where he saw outsiders last time, staring at the gorgeous sunset below in a daze.

Surrounding the mountain is a surging sea of ​​clouds, which are dyed red, orange, and gold, rippling in layers, so beautiful that people can't move their eyes.

Ruan Xiaoxi just sat and watched, with two peacock tail feathers beside him.

Between the sea of ​​clouds and the wide door, his young back looks so small and helpless, revealing an indescribable desolation and sadness.

Fu Yao stood watching for a few minutes before passing, and asked behind him: "Today's sunset is also beautiful."

It was rare for Ruan Xiaoxi to be quiet, and he didn't follow his words, and after a while he heard him sigh a little: "Oh..."

Like a sigh coming from a distant space, Fu Yao even suspected that he had heard it wrong.

How could he make such a sound?How can you sigh?

He heard Ruan Xiaoxi say softly again: "It's so lonely."

It's not deliberately trying to be pitiful, but an unconscious voice from the bottom of my heart, a loneliness that can't be faked at all.

With a "boom", Fu Yao's brain seemed to be detonated, and it exploded all at once.

Fu Yao firmly grasped the clothes around his heart, as if a hand grabbed his heart, kneading it fiercely and wantonly, and tightened it at the end, the pain made him almost lose his reason and consciousness.

He felt short of breath for a while, and could only pant quickly.

lonely?

That was the feeling he was most familiar with and his constant companion, and he thought that he had already gone away after Ruan Xiaoxi arrived.

Ruan Xiaoxi was lonely.

He obviously has his own, why, why...

Something seemed to have collapsed, Fu Yao knelt down halfway, picked up Ruan Xiaoxi and hugged her in his arms, lowered his head, not knowing what he was looking at.

Ruan Xiaoxi realized it was him, twisted his body, and changed into a comfortable position.

He said again: "I want to go out and play."

"No." Fu Yao struggled to squeeze out the words in his dry voice, "There are bad people outside, and they all want to harm us."

That's right, the whole world wants to kill Wei Wei, and everyone wants to take Wei Wei away from him, only his place is absolutely safe.

Ruan Xiaoxi still insisted: "I want to go out and play."

Fu Yao finally got tough: "You are not allowed to go out, you can only stay here."

It was the first time that Ruan Xiaoxi was treated with cold and heartless words, and she was stunned.

After a long while, he slapped Fu Yao's face away with his paw, broke free from his embrace, let out a loud "hum", and shouted: "I hate Fu Yao!"

He ran away a few steps, but he didn't see Fu Yao chasing him. He looked back suspiciously and saw that he seemed to be stimulated, still kneeling with one knee bent, his head lowered too hard, he couldn't see his expression clearly, he just felt like a statue, cold despair.

Ruan Xiaoxi was at a loss, ran back and jumped on him again, wanting to see his face.

Fu Yao hugged him, his voice choked up: "Then what should I do, Fu Yao likes you."

Ruan Xiaoxi saw two tears slowly moving down his face.

His eyes widened, he had never seen Fu Yao like this, whether it was now or in the past, he was completely dumbfounded.

Ruan Xiaoxi was in a lot of pain, licked his tears, wiped them dry with his paws, and then touched his face: "I like Fu Yao."

Feeling that it was not enough, he raised his head and touched his chin with his mouth: "Kiss Fu Yao."

Fu Yao buried his face on his back, it was fluffy, warm and comfortable.

"Get well soon."

He heard himself say it.

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Thanks to Xiao Tiantian for the land mine *^O^/*