Bird: K of Green

I fell in love with it.It is sweet, so sweet that it is different from others, really like the jade liquid in a lover's mouth.

At that time, I was on the verge of 13 years old, but I had already learned the wonderful title of "lover", um, it was amazing.As a result, I became obsessed with persimmons and taught people around me to add new sorrows. Mr. Pan said that I was afraid that stones would grow in my stomach.And flow... flow is always silent.

One day I took out a frosty persimmon from the refrigerator, swished it with cold water, and swallowed it whole with ice shards before the cold air dissipated.After a while, the chest and stomach protruded like a cold stone, giggling and standing there abruptly.What a rock, I thought, because he was so silent.Later, I obediently ate less.

The stone between him and me is the most feared.

At one point I thought there was a boulder between us.The reason is that, at that time, I didn't know that there was an incomparably profound meaning hidden behind my childish words - I really was a king.Such a beautiful woman, may dreams be worry-free.In the final analysis, this pot that makes my heart ache should be the result of keeping everything from me.

But flow is not here.In the future, I will get the flow out of the nest, and I will ask him again.At this moment, I had to dig up another big spoonful of memory sugar to chew.

Life is long, interspersed with memories is really meaningless, but it can especially play a very important role in boosting morale at certain moments.

Memories cannot heal the soul, but they can comfort the soul.

I remember one night, when Mr. Pan was drunk and was taken out by Zi to question him, I sneaked into Liu's room.I apologized to him for my previous pompous remarks, and I added, you taught me to love.Coincidentally, this was the last question I asked Liu. Unfortunately, Liu said he couldn't teach me this.I know he lied to me, but he didn't really lie to me.Saying he didn't lie to me is because I know he really can't tell why, and saying he lied to me is because in my eyes, he has love and knows love, but he gives all the love he can give to me. purple.So, he no longer cares about my emotions.

The next day, the Silver King came with the slate and his clan, and winter was approaching in Kanagawa.Later, at a dinner table with the Baiyin clan, maybe I was too restless, and in front of the King of Baiyin and his clan, I pulled my stage.I was very angry and very sad.To my surprise, we slept together that night.Well, I was pleasantly surprised that the flow pushed Zi away.

The first time I slept with Liu.Regardless of whether the original intention of the stream was to appease my restlessness during the day, as far as the objective facts are concerned, he has indeed appeased my restlessness and mania that had accumulated for several months.

It was a clear night full of stars, and we both slept in the same bed.I took off the clip and put my head sideways on Yiliu's neck.Kotosaka slept peacefully in the cage.Liu glanced at Kotosaka and asked, "The fur is missing again, did you feed it your snacks again?"

Liu, a smart guy, really didn't talk about the day's affairs, but I was upset, how could I let him lighten up his previous harshness to me.

I hugged him violently, with somewhat desperate strength, the bed rose and fell slightly due to my movements.Liu didn't make a sound, let me do it.So I put one hand up, through my neck, clasped my head, and played with my fingers in my black hair.The other hand crossed his waist, and penetrated along the broken waistband of the pajamas.Just as it was the first time I slept with the flow, it was also the first time I touched the flow so closely.The skin under the palms is soft and smooth, I know they have been touched countless times by Zi.Right now, the flow is immobile, so within a certain range, I can do whatever I want.Of course, it is necessary to first establish the emphasis on myself.

"During the day, you beat me up, you beat me up, and finally I can sleep with you, what are you talking about about Kotozaka. Liu, Liu is really a guy who doesn't have fun." Trying to think about some sad things, I started Play a crying scene.If Liu looked at me deeply, he would find that the tears in my eyes were half true and half false.And Liu only hesitated to touch the surface, did not make a statement, and remained silent.

So I still cried, let go of him, sat up, opened my arms for a hug, and realized Liu's limitations——Liu couldn't take the initiative to hug me.So I bent down and grabbed Liu's hand, letting him touch my face.He touched a handful of water, but still had an expression of not knowing why I was crying.

I have too many fears and insecurities that he doesn't understand.

Granted, it wasn't his fault.So I slipped under the covers again and rubbed all my tears and snot on his shoulders.The white cotton pajamas had a puddle of water stains, and the skin color underneath was faintly visible.I sobbed, sobbed, and gradually became quiet.

"Sakuna," Liu blinked, and finally said, "Why are you crying? I mean, human beings cry because the cerebral cortex responds to the emotional experience after cognitive evaluation, and produces hormones to stimulate the lacrimal gland. And then secretions are produced, which are further excreted from the body. So, are you having any emotional experiences now?"

"Hahaha!" I giggled, and I cried for a while, but I had such a question in exchange.This is really a question that only Liu can raise. I couldn't bear to trouble him again, so I replied: "Weeping with joy."

Rumi was not surprised, and with his usual calm face, he said to me: "Sleep with me, Sukuna is very happy, that's enough, no need to cry."

So my theft seems to have been discovered?

I don't care, I have to play till the end.

"That's not true. Of course I'm crying because I feel uncomfortable. After transferring to Kanagawa, everything about Liu has changed! Except for being with Zi, she spends the rest of her time with the Silver King...Although I know it's because of the slate, but...but , my fighting power and myself seem to be..."

No longer needed by you.

My unsolved secret was hidden in another tomato.

That's right, regardless of the frequent sadness of the world, let's say that the few months in Kanagawa were really ordinary.Time is slow, and the days are pulled into a slender cotton thread.And I hate tortuousness, I love twists and turns, seek excitement and confrontation, and am willing to spark sparks in the soul in the game.

But what can I do.That's part of the streaming plan, and I don't have a choice.

The reality is dry and soft soil.

All these ordinary things based on the flow plan are boring, and the pretended calm makes me restless. I am more disturbed than the thrush that has not migrated in the middle of winter.They froze to death in the reeds, and I fell into the frozen sea that was about to cover up.There are thousands of hectares of seabed, very quiet, I turned into a wagging fish, swimming through the hollows built by coral polyps and barnacle corpses, babbling, babbling, rushing up and down along the structure of the continental shelf until I could Seeing the sunlight penetrating the surface of the water, until I was drawn into the blue vortex again, Kuang Lan took me to the bottom of the sea again.

The declaration of love is clearly fanatical and intense.Adding it to the flow is useless.

Liu seems to have only one chance to be ignited once in a lifetime, but Zi got it.

Zi could easily choose the withered flower blown by the wind, but I was half a palm away from it.This is an insurmountable distance that will never be crossed. There is a difference of 12 years between me and Liu, no more, no less.There are all kinds of force majeure in the world, and human beings have no choice. Among them, the most unchangeable and insurmountable is the sea of ​​time.

What is Violet doing again?Zi Cheng plays with birds every day, without arrogance or impetuosity, relaxed and leisurely.He is the one Liu likes and the one Liu wants most, at least that's how it seems.He always thinks about everything.why? —I know why.Because he is a person with vested interests, he already has the flow, so he can rest easy and do whatever he wants without fear.

All right, all right.I tried my best to let myself learn to be "willing", and tried my best not to be slack in my kung fu, so as to prepare for the battle in the future.If Zi needs flow to promise, then I will promise flow.I'm going to be stronger than anyone else.Liu answered me early——he waited.

Will he really wait for me?

I have no idea.do you know.

Liu's expression remained calm, and I continued to mutter: "At first I knew the fact that Liu and Zi were together. Although Liu emphasized that he would love me with Zi, I still felt very uncomfortable. I still can't accept that you have sex with Zi. Together... um...you, you do that kind of thing...only Zi can do it, why can only Zi do it?"

I thought I was careful enough when I said it, because I had touched the bottom line of the flow once before, and I definitely didn't dare to say radical words again.After a while, Liu asked back, "Then what do you think? Say what you think, Sukuna. If you keep messing around, it's not good for anyone."

"Of course I want to enjoy the same rights as Zi!" I almost blurted out, and the next second I realized it was wrong, and hurriedly defended myself, "Well, after all, they are all J-level cadres."

Guo Liu said without thinking, "You mean, you want to have sex with me?"

Almighty my lord!

The tone of this sentence is actually the same as his "Do you eat this?", or in other words, everything that Liu said in daily life has the same flavor.The difference is that this sentence made me blush suddenly.The flow is always so straightforward, it's like feeding me candy actively, and forgetting to kill me.But I know streams are unintentional.

Well, I swallowed the glass slag sugar too.

Like most children who are addicted to sweets, I have always had an incomprehensible attachment to all kinds of sweets, but most of them like to eat it once, long to eat it twice, and get tired of eating half of it three times.Liu is naturally interested in food, the kind of person who doesn't know what delicacies and dross are, and doesn't make a fuss about food.He eats sweets, one bite a day is enough.

Mr. Pan likes to make desserts. If I can't eat it, I will eat it for the liquid. When I meet someone who is too greasy, I will give up afterwards.For example, in Zi's cognition, I can eat Chuxia which can eat three people.