Bird: K of Green

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"Do you doubt my ability?" Zi asked softly.Although he knew that the crux of the problem was not here, he still wanted to lead Liu to say something.

"No. But," Liu said, "the Yatogami Gorou next to the Silver King is your younger brother. He seems to have a lot of affection for you, and you seem to care about him. I'm worried that he will hinder you. mission, so I hope Sukuna can assist you, that's all."

Violet sighed.His feelings for Gou Lang are actually more complicated than convective.This little junior brother, Zi has been looking forward to him, expecting him to grow into a master who can confront her. In Zi's heart, this is a duel of fate between the brothers who hold the two knives of "pass" and "reason". , but he worshiped and relied too much on Master Sanlun Yiyan, so it was difficult to become a master.The best compliment you can give to someone you admire is to outdo him, and Gou Lang doesn't hear a thing about that.

At last Zi said: "No, he won't hinder me in the past, and he won't hinder me now, don't worry." Zi bit the word "past" very hard.

Liu Xin thinks I am worried, you met in Ginza on Christmas, what a great opportunity to bring back Yu Nao Ya Ri, but you let it go.The feather that Kotosaka dropped that day probably didn't fall on you.

Liu always likes the feeling of being in control of the overall situation, likes that he knows everything, because his body cannot move, so he has to use this method to gain more freedom than ordinary people.But Liu would not tell Zi the fact that he monitored all the movements, so Liu could not know what Zi really thought that day——Zi didn't dare to bring it back because she felt that Yu Nai Yari was an existence with a high uncertainty coefficient. .

This is the reason for the thorn. He has devoted his life to you with silent love, but you are overly sensitive and thoughtful with him.

——But you don’t understand, and it’s not your fault.

"If I let you kill Yatogami Kuro..." Liu said suddenly, and stopped in the middle.He couldn't believe why he suddenly said such a sharp word.

Zi was also taken aback, it wasn't like what the king, who kept everything secret, could say.

In fact, as far as Yu Liu is concerned, he doesn't hate Yatogami Gorou. On the premise that Yatogami Gorou doesn't interfere too much with his plan, he can live or die as he pleases.But when he thought of Zi saying that he loves himself and at the same time obsessed with his younger brother, to be honest, he felt very uncomfortable.

"Xiao Liu," said Zi, "you're a little silly."

Then Zi smiled, blinked, got up and walked out.Liu was a little stunned there.

Zi didn't intend to let Liu go like this, but Zi also needed some time to sort out his thoughts before he could talk to Liu in detail.He was afraid that he could not speak well, and he would feel uncomfortable when he heard Liu.

After winter this year, Tokyo has had a snowfall, and the unmelted snow is still piled up in the tree pits, mixed with the broken soil in winter and the dirty footprints of children's naughty children.At the entrance of the unit, Mr. Pan was smoking a cigarette against the wall.Zi walked up the sunlight-filled staircase leading to the basement, facing the bright light.

Mr. Pan gave him a cold look, "How is it? Liu is very capricious."

Zi slightly startled, shrugged, and laughed, "It's not good to eavesdrop on people's conversations, Mr. Pan, it's even worse to notice other people's feelings without revealing them."

"Hey, I'm concerned about my own son getting in the way of you." Mr. Pan extinguished the cigarette on the wall, and immediately said in a tone that was almost drunk, "I heard it that night."

"Drunk and dreaming, it's Mr. Pan who put an end to mundane affairs." Zi raised his foot and was about to leave.

But Mr. Pan stopped him, "To tell you the truth, I don't believe you when you say you give all your love, let alone love."

Zi really stopped, waiting for the other party to continue talking.

"Maybe you don't even know yourself. When did you suddenly fall in love, and when did you take back your love?"

"I want to refute you. It's very bad to judge others arbitrarily when you think you understand."

"Haha." Mr. Pan laughed dryly, "But Liu will be very worried about people and things he doesn't understand. Don't think too much about him. He is much more sensitive and delicate than you think. His thinking habits over the years It has also become a set pattern. Besides, do you love your Green King, or Than Water Flow?"

"The king is the flow, and the flow is the king."

"You're right, but you're not right." Mr. Pan took out a flagon from his pocket, "The King of Green is a nine-year-old awakened genius, with both high IQ and extraordinary explosive power, and was once favored by Dajue on Guochang Road. , "Unscrew it, swallow a big mouthful, "and flow, he is a person who can't even manage his own life after the age of 11. He is a king, but he is a person first, he forgets this, but I can't forget it. You, the best Don't forget either."

Zi remained silent, staring at the other party's face that had been cut into sharp edges and corners by the years.

"Let's not talk about extras, you just think about being an ordinary person, what will happen to your body after encountering that kind of thing, and what kind of attitude will you have when you flow. After so many years, you can't have the appearance of grievances, the language of complaints Can’t have it, can’t have the emotion of hatred, think about whether he is suffering in his heart? Can his heart be healthy? He suppresses himself so much, demanding himself this way and that way, day and night for that stone It took a lot of energy..." Mr. Pan pushed his elbow against the wall he was leaning on, "It is true that he has his ideals and his unique insights on stone slabs, but in the eyes of my parent, he worked so hard for an ideal. , because he believes that he can no longer enjoy everything a normal person can have, and he believes that he cannot do anything else except this.”

Zi still stared at Mr. Pan, in the same posture as before.Those words seemed to be poking a certain tendon in his body. He listened to it, but his whole body hurt.

"People who don't have the same experience really don't want to judge others arbitrarily, so you can't imagine Liu's sensitivity and vigilance. I watched him grow up and know him best. He is extremely persistent and will do anything to achieve his goal, including himself. But he also has the thoughts that normal people have, he doesn’t understand the taste of love, but he will have the desire to possess and the desire for the only one, do you understand?”

Zi turned his eyes elsewhere, and today Mr. Pan helped him uncover the part that he had been deliberately avoiding.In Zi Xin's heart, Liu is the God of War who challenges the supreme kingship below him. He can accept Liu's appearance when he is not liberated, but he is somewhat afraid to face this point squarely in his heart.It's like, something that you regard as the most beautiful actually has a flaw, and you subconsciously avoid thinking about that flaw, and emphasize that it is perfect again and again.But your affection for that imperfection is only complete if you are truly willing to face it.

"Anyway, I am also a person who has been here before, and I will suffer a loss if I don't listen to the old man." Mr. Pan swallowed the last sip of wine, screwed on the lid, "Zi, you are a proud and aloof person, and Liu is also a proud person, but you can enjoy it better than the old man. He wants more, if you can really love as you said, and I am willing to believe you, then you should take more care of everything in the future."

A thin layer of ice formed on the end of the drainage pipe in the unit building, and more ice formed in the corners and the gaps between the sidewalks where the sun does not shine.As the child's balls squeaked and rolled over them, they broke apart, revealing the ground beneath with a bit of green sphagnum moss.

got windy.Zi flicked his bangs, the sunlight jumped on his fingertips, and the unhealed wound at the base of his fingers stretched painfully.

Will there be light in the depths of the wind?He looked at the rolling ball and the children running after it.If there were no Dresden stone slabs, wouldn't Xiaoliu, who was only nine years old at that time, be like them?

Zi began to be very grateful for the existence of the slate.

If there is no slate, he would not be able to encounter that dazzling current, and he would not be able to make his consciousness of surpassing his master so quickly become a reality.Flow is the root of the jungle, and no matter what changes there are in the future, it is destined that flow cannot bloom, so he hopes to be the flower that blooms by himself.

Every flower is full of love for its roots, and wants to turn love into lingering poetic thoughts for the roots to listen to.Zi wants to be both a flower and a subject, so she wants to express all her intense and passionate love to the king... However, human love cannot tolerate the role-playing of roots and flowers, and it does not need to be outlined with poetry.In those years, Sanlun commented that the word "Hua" was too erratic, could it be just for me at this moment?

Zi found that she was immersed in the pursuit of aesthetic love from beginning to end, ignoring the side of love returning to reality intentionally or unintentionally.What Mr. Pan said made him wake up.

Zi suddenly realized that his confession that night might have been too abrupt, and moved her, but frightened Liu.As if in the plan that Liu had already arranged, an unstable factor was suddenly inserted.

And the long-standing thinking pattern and the pride in his bones taught him not to show a look of being at a loss, so he habitually carried out the king's orders, trying to use the king's career to cover all his perceptions and emotions as an ordinary person. Carefully observe, consider and guard against, and at the same time appease Zi's wishes to avoid possible risks.

It turned out to be like this, Zi showed a relieved smile.Liu Guo is really stupid, and I'm not very smart. Before I taught him what love is, I threw him such a love without any explanation. I just showed that I wanted to get closer. With his appearance and my past, he must be very disturbed.And I didn't catch these from him in time, probably because he resisted my capture.Well, the more you resist, the more proud you become, the more I will catch you and hurt you to the bone.

Zi is a person who has been flying freely for 30 years. He is used to being free and easy in matters of love, and hates all the constraints imposed on him by the outside world.two short replies