to deceive

Obviously Hou Shujian, the victim, has no grudges in his heart, but he still has a grudge.

When Hou Shujian prepared breakfast and brought it out, the adults and children sat on the sofa and watched TV without saying a word.Hou Shujian sighed in his heart, knowing that Hou Chisu would never be able to get over that hurdle, and seeing Hou Anchen, he would think of how this son got here... Hou Shujian couldn't force it, after all, he couldn't say to Hou Chisu, "You can't Don’t like my son a little bit”?

After eating, they simply cleaned up and the three of them set off.Hou Chisu was driving, and Hou Shujian and Hou Anchen sat in the back seat for a while, then nodded their heads in sleepiness.Hou Anchen is a child who sleeps too much, and slept less yesterday; Hou Shujian is just catching up with his usual time to sleep back into the cage...

Hou Anchen had already fallen asleep, Hou Shujian and Hou Chisu confirmed that he would not fall asleep while driving, then put on the earphones and closed his eyes to prepare for sleep, the earphones played quietly, it was Shen Hai The band's new album.

City G and City D are not far away. In the afternoon, the three of them were already standing at the door of Hou’s house. After changing their shoes and entering the door, Hou Shujian and Hou Chisu were still standing aside. Hou Anchen had already been hugged by Hou’s father, mother, and brother Hou. Come here again.After hugging the grandson, Hou's father and mother Hou greeted their sons who hadn't seen each other for a long time as if they had just realized that there were two big living people standing next to them, and happily took the grandson to play again.

Before leaving, Mother Hou handed Hou Shujian a piece of paper. Hou Shujian took it over and saw that the time, place, girl's name, and the woman's family background were printed clearly.After Hou Shujian took a picture with his mobile phone, he put the paper on the coffee table.

Hou Chisu glanced at the piece of paper, and said mockingly, "All the girls you've met can be bound into a book, probably not too thin."

"Who can say for sure about fate, maybe I will die alone forever."

Brother Hou interjected: "I've seen this girl before. She's pretty and has a steady temper. She's quite similar to you. Maybe you can get along well. You don't need to talk about the letter, Chisu. You are old and young, so I never thought of looking for her." a partner?"

Hou Chisu paused, then said with a headache: "Brother, don't you want everyone in the world to get married as soon as you get married, okay? With my personality, finding a partner is just to let someone take care of me. Why don't you just spend money to find a nanny? Don't bother, worry less!"

"Can a lover be compared with a nanny! Chi Su, look at you..."

Taking advantage of the argument between Big Brother Hou and Second Brother Hou who had no time to talk to him, Hou Shujian ran upstairs to his room alone.

It's been almost ten years since Hou Shujian moved out of Hou's house, and the layout of his house still maintains his preferences in high school.On the shelves are high school tutorials, and in the drawers are several magazines in which his articles have been published.Shujian still lives in his own house when he returns home during the holidays, and he has found out the old things in the house again in the past few years, but the time he just came back was really like a world away.

Flipping through his high school diary, although the day of the week was written for the purpose of handing in homework, Hou Shujian could still see what kind of person he was at that time.He felt that the words between the lines showed that that person seemed to have nothing to do with the current self, clean and simple, carefree, even if it seemed to be the most troublesome thing at the time, now it seems to be just a smile.

After graduating from high school, my mentality has undergone earth-shaking changes. I finally adjusted my mentality and went to college, but within a year, I had to face another blow like a bolt from the blue.

I don't know how the family members let him drop out of school and take the child to G City in that state.In those years, Hou Shujian did not want to maintain close contact with his family, but only regularly reported his living conditions to Brother Hou. He was not ashamed to speak up when encountering difficulties in life. Hou Shujian could embarrass himself, but he was never willing to let himself be young His son was wronged.

Fortunately, he never gave up on writing. After entering university, he preferred the latter in his studies and writing. After arriving in G City, he was a full-time writer and a baby daddy. At least he earned enough money to pay the rent and buy milk powder.After struggling for several years to barely pay the down payment of the house, Brother Hou found out where his family lived, and with a wave of his big hand, he bought the house opposite him as well.

Hou Shujian knew that his family already had money, and he also knew that his elder brother was particularly able to make money, but after a few years of living in a mediocre or even a little bit of poverty, it was a bit strange to be suddenly supported by such a wealthy family member. The sense of happiness of being smashed by gold bricks.

Eight

From childhood to adulthood, both Hou's father, Hou's mother, and the two elder brothers have been very tolerant of Hou Shujian.Because Hou Shujian has never been a troublesome person, he made fewer mistakes and asked less than his peers, and received much less attention, so even if he made a slight mistake, he was easily forgiven by his family, and he made some requests occasionally, and he easily accepted it. been accepted.Hou Shujian was satisfied with this kind of life, and with fewer requests, the chance of being rejected would naturally be smaller.

After Hou Anchen went to kindergarten, Hou Shujian resumed normal contact with his family, reunited with his family during festivals, and occasionally took his son home for a few days.Regardless of the family's worries, he insisted on running to City G away from everyone's sight. Hou Shujian was not without guilt.It's just that he couldn't even clean up his own mood at that time, so he could only evade responsibility, pretending that he didn't know how immature his behavior was.

But now Hou Shujian's life has been on the right track for a while. In fact, his mental state is recovering faster than his life state.From the day he accepted his son, he had no grudges in his heart.

Hou Shujian felt that he probably regarded feelings as less important than others.Hou Chisu would still lose his composure when he mentioned that matter now, but Hou Shujian, the person involved, didn't react as if he had heard about other people's affairs.

From a long time ago, Hou Shujian felt that he was sometimes too cold-blooded.He found that even though he pretended to be asleep and heard Hou Chisu's confession, he could still fall asleep calmly and motionlessly, and only after waking up the next day did he think about how to deal with this matter.Later, when faced with the feelings of his biological brother, he was able to pretend that he belonged indifferently, and even said things that he knew would hurt Hou Chisu, calm and composed.

Hou Shujian felt that he could give too little affection, and it was unfair to those who were kind to him, so he tried his best to do all the things that could be called repayment.He can't control the feelings in his heart, but the feelings are always reflected in the little things.Every time Hou Shujian thinks that these things he is doing can bring joy to those who love him, he will feel relieved in his heart.

...But in the face of Jiang Xiaoran's situation, Hou Shujian tried his best to avoid doing anything that would be misleading.If Jiang Xiaoran only wanted to be friends with him, then Hou Shujian could treat him wholeheartedly, but Hou Shujian dared not give what Jiang Xiaoran wanted.It's not that I don't want to, but I dare not.

He thought, he has persisted for so many years for his brother, and it's okay to miss someone.Hou Shujian had to admit that he still had feelings for Jiang Xiaoran, that's why he wanted Jiang Xiaoran to fundamentally give up.Asking Hou Shujian to reject Jiang Xiaoran directly, he always felt that he couldn't say it.

Hou Shujian closed the weekly notebook in his hand, and as soon as he put it back, Hou Chisu pushed the door open and walked in.

"Every time Big Brother starts scolding me, you sneak away. Can you have a little brotherhood?"

"Then you can sneak away when the elder brother is training me next time." Hou Shujian looked calm.

Hou Chisu rolled his eyes, "...When did Big Brother ever train you!"

"So, brother is not a person who likes to preach. I think it is the person who is being lectured that should reflect on this situation."

"...Did you read your past diary and regain the feeling that you hurt me when you were a child?"

"I did read the weekly diary in high school, but I only saw how miserable I was back then. I had to help my biological brother with his Chinese homework just because he, a left-handed man, had a cut in his right hand." Hou Shujian had already forgotten this. I just remembered it after reading the Zhou Ji just now, and now I casually took it out to hurt Hou Chisu.

"Although I'm left-handed, I use my right hand to write! By the way, I forgot if you didn't tell me. If you didn't agree at the time, you didn't agree. After you agreed to me, you wrote it in the weekly diary. The Chinese teacher saw it and immediately put me I was called to the office to criticize it severely!"

Back then, I was really... How could a high school student still do such things as elementary school students making small reports?Hou Shujian couldn't remember what he was thinking at the time, but he probably wouldn't do such a thing for no reason.

Unable to figure out the reason, Hou Shujian simply changed the topic: "You can still remember the things in high school, and these things have passed for more than ten years. In a blink of an eye, my son is already this old."

Hou Chisu saw that the topic was turning abruptly, so he followed Hou Shujian's words without saying anything: "It's only 28, not old yet."

"28 is not too old, but to put it another way, I am already the father of a ten-year-old child. Does this sound like a middle-aged man?"

"Next time you can introduce yourself like this, and then when people are shocked at why you look so young, you can pretend that you have a good face."

"...Where is the point of this pretense?"

"I found that you are actually quite good at talking, Shujian, at least you can always make me speechless in front of me." Hou Chisu sighed, and suddenly said "ah", "I just came up to ask you Do you want to eat something, there should be lunch in the kitchen."

I didn't eat anything at noon, and Hou Shujian happened to be a little hungry, so I went to the kitchen with Hou Chisu to find some food.