[Gintama] This is true love

Kumamoto Hachiro, the eighth and youngest child of the Kumamoto family, is loved by the whole family as the youngest boy in the family.

The Kumamoto family is an ancient family in Kyoto, it is said to be ancient, but it is nothing compared to those famous big families such as the Yagyu family, but before the heaven and man came to the earth, this family was also a noble warrior class a member of

After the arrival of the Celestial Beings, all this changed. The Kumamoto family began to decline. The speed of this decline is invisible to the naked eye. It is a little bit, slowly decaying, like being bit by bit by moths. Kumamoto Hachiro was sent to learn swordsmanship under Naoshin Kageru when his family was in decline.

At that time, the shogunate was still struggling with heaven and man, and the samurai class still had room to breathe. It was not completely defeated. Kumamoto Hachiro’s childhood was full of joy and sweat. What he cared about most every day was to practice kendo well and make his father and mother happy. , was praised by the teacher.

But this period of happy childhood was really too short. After only a few years, the shogunate was defeated, surrendered to heaven and man, the samurai class completely declined, the glorious dojos of the past closed down one after another, and the ancient world came into contact with advanced civilization all of a sudden. , The change is so huge, and people living in the past are at a loss and at a loss when faced with such a powerful change.

Then the shogunate moved from Kyoto to Edo, and most of the Kumamoto family followed the shogunate. Kumamoto Hachiro's mother and sisters stayed in Kyoto, and Kumamoto Hachiro went to Edo with his father and brother.

What happened later, in the eyes of Kumamoto Hachiro, was just a moment. He joined the shogunate army, and joined the barbarian army as a traitor.

Kumamoto Hachiro doesn't know why he let a person like him be a mole, because he can't hide himself, can't pretend, isn't such a person easily exposed?Later, he understood that a person like him seems safer, because his natural inability to pretend has also become his protective color. No one suspects that he is a traitor, and he easily integrated into the anti-barbarian army.

When he was in the anti-barbarian team at the beginning, Kumamoto was not happy, more because of the contradictions he had here, in his eyes, the composition of the anti-barbarian army was very mixed, there were people from all walks of life, it should have been There will be no threat, but there are many extremely talented characters in this team.

These people lead the Yiyi Army, a team that seems to be wiped out in a second, grows day by day, and finally even the heavens and humans begin to pay attention to this small team.

Kumamoto is very contradictory, he sees everything in his eyes, but the education he received and the environment he grew up in remind him that he is a traitor, he just sneaked in to inquire about the news, but many people in the barbarian army regard him as a brother... ...He faces the kindness of those people to him every day, the more friendly he is to him, the more painful he feels...

But he was never good at showing his pain on his face. As long as there was someone, he would smile heartily and enthusiastically, as if nothing happened. The soldiers nicknamed him "Black Blind", Since he's dark and strong, these are good-natured banter.

Every time he went to the battlefield, he pretended that he was a real barbarian army. He fought with his former peers, fought with heaven and man, and gained trust in the barbarian army. The army delivered the message.

But he is getting more and more painful, more and more painful...

Later, I met that person, Okakura Take.

The first time I heard about Okakuratake was from Ando. Ando has a big mouth, young and lively personality, he likes to run around, and many people like to tease him.

I don’t know when it started, a person’s name, Gangcangzhu, came out of his mouth frequently. He often talked about this person with others. He said that Gangcangzhu looked really scary, like a ghost in a ghost story , but that person has a very good personality, great loyalty, and great strength. He beat back a group of celestial beings by himself, very, very powerful.

When Kumamoto heard this, he imagined Okakuratake in his mind as an ugly and strong boy, but when he saw the real person Okakuratake, he was surprised that it was completely different.

Okakuratake is very thin, looks only about 1.5 meters long, looks really... not to mention ugly, he is scary, he speaks very slowly and kindly, and even gives people a shy feeling, Kumamoto can hardly imagine that such a person defeated Having met so many celestial beings, he decided on a whim that day to compete with this little guy.

He remembered that when he took off his shirt and made this request with Gang Cangzhu, he was very surprised and looked at him with unbelievable eyes. Later, Gang Cangzhu agreed to the competition and won the competition.

The little man stretched out his hand to him who fell on the ground. Obviously the winner was Okakura Taketake, but he showed that shy smile like a small animal again. Kumamoto Hachiro inadvertently noticed that Okakura Taketake's hand was very small. , But it was such a small hand that knocked him to the ground.

"Vice Captain Kumamoto, good morning."

It was an ordinary winter morning, Kumamoto Hachiro continued his previous habits, he got up early to exercise, and then went to the well to scrub his body, there, he met Okakuratake again, the guy greeted him with a smile, The face is still so scary, and the smile is even scarier, but the voice is gentle.

"Haha, just call me Kumamoto." At that time, Kumamoto replied like this. He said this to many people, saying that, the relationship between people will be closer.

Because, once a person's name is dotted with a word representing identity, distance and estrangement will arise, and Kumamoto doesn't like this.

Sure enough, he noticed that Okakuratake was not so nervous when facing him, and his smile was a little more relaxed.

"Kumamoto, there is a lump of ice on your head."

Kumamoto must have slid slowly into the trap called Okakuratake at that moment. The man stood on tiptoe and reached into his hair, and took off the transparent ice slag for him.

Kumamoto felt that it was impossible to pay attention to the transparent ice slag at the moment, because when he looked at Okakuratake's thin, pale pink lips, he felt his tongue was dry and his heart was beating very hard. He felt that he was too useless, To actually have feelings for such an ugly little boy, obviously he has seen many beautiful girls, and he has also had sex...

At that time, he ran away, blushing, and when the temperature on his face slowly dropped, he found that the feeling in his heart could no longer be lowered, and he began to pay attention to Gang Cangzhu uncontrollably.

During training, he can't help but go to Okakurazhu's side, observe his movements, and when he talks to others, he will listen to what he said to others, and then he finds himself a little unhappy when he talks to others So close, so he started to get close to Okakuratake, little by little, to get closer to him.

Kumamoto felt even more painful, the emotions sprouting in his heart could not be controlled, and he was in the most dangerous position. He regretted why he came to the barbarian army as a traitor in the first place, but if he didn't come here, he wouldn't be able to see Okakuratake... …

Why do people fall in love with a stranger?

Kumamoto gradually felt that his behavior began to deteriorate. He watched the person he liked in a dark corner, and then he discovered a little secret. It turned out that the person he liked was a girl named Okakuratake The person was a girl, and he followed her secretly to a stream far away, watching her take off her large robe and undo the white bandage that bound her chest.

Then he saw a female carcass that was different from that of a teenager. It was green and immature, but it made his heart beat faster.

He decided to keep this secret in his heart and not tell anyone. This secret was so sweet that it was enough for him to know it alone.

But after knowing her real gender, Kumamoto found himself even more unbearable. Seeing Okakuratake with those men, she was too young to be so close to those men without any sense of femininity.

He was very angry and jealous, but he couldn't bear to expose her, and it was also for his own little selfishness, because he knew that if he exposed Gang Cangzhu, she would be driven away from the barbarian team, and then he would again I can't see her either.

Later, when Christmas came, he secretly prepared a piece of chocolate, which was extremely simple, but he couldn't give it to her openly, so he could only quietly throw it to her when no one was paying attention.

She accepted the chocolate and was very happy. He felt that his heart was so hot that he really wanted to rush over to hug her and hold her in his arms, but he held back. It was the first time that Kumamoto was so patient. Even he couldn't imagine that he would like an ugly girl so much. The encounter between people is really amazing.

But just like what he said to Okakuratake later, Okakuratake has her charm, so Kumamoto Hachiro likes it so much, likes it very much, likes it the most, likes it very much, likes it infinitely.

On the night of the assassination, he actually slipped out early to inform the shogunate about the inside story of the assassination. If it wasn't for his informant, Matsudaira Katurihu would have died in that small bar that night. In fact, Kumamoto knew that he was He could have feigned death and escaped from the barbarian army, but he went back later by some strange circumstances.

He had the answer in his heart, it was for that person, he wanted to look at her, and then find a chance to quietly bring her out of the barbarian team, he wanted to be with her forever.

That night, he was so tired that he fell into the trash can by the side of the road. Unexpectedly, she found him sitting in a dark box, and it seemed like a ray of light suddenly shot into this dark corner. He leaned against her, leading him out of the darkness little by little.

He thought that if he still had the strength, he would definitely be unable to hold back and hug her tightly. Fortunately, he had no strength, and she didn't let her discover his intense emotions.

When he watched her take out the flat steamed bun in her chest, he found it super funny. She always cared about the people around her in a very simple way, gently, like the wind, blowing into people's hearts unconsciously. From the bottom of his heart, after eating those two steamed buns, he hoped that one day he could eat her real little steamed buns. When he liked someone, he naturally longed for her body.

However, he couldn't get her anymore, he finally exposed himself in front of Gang Cangzhu, he knew how much she liked the barbarian team, and also knew how much his identity was a betrayal to her, but he had no choice Now, his father and mother have been controlled by the shogunate, he has to make a choice...

He really hugged her for the first time, he felt the trembling from her body, he could even imagine her angry eyes, he couldn't justify himself, he could only say in her ear over and over again: "I'm sorry. "But no matter what he understands better is that no matter how many times he says sorry, the person he likes most probably won't forgive him...

It's so painful, why has his life been so painful since childhood?

He knew that she was very strong, so he prepared a wet veil covered with medicine to stun her early, and he let her go with difficulty. He climbed into the plane and said to the people in the plane: "I killed you!" Her." Actually he didn't, but if he didn't say that, people would kill her these days.

The plane flew away with him a little bit. He stood at a high altitude and watched her lying alone on the grass. She looked so petite, and the wind seemed to be able to blow her away.

He thought, this is the last time to lie to her, after this time he will come back to find her, take her away from the battlefield, let her take off her battle robe and put on Bai Wugou to marry him, no matter what method he uses, he will not would leave her again.

However, his wish is doomed not to come true, Gang Cangzhu is too stubborn, just like he once commented on her sword skills, she is a bull, always rampant, too strong, but he just likes her like this , I like it so much that when I see her in danger, I rush forward without thinking about myself.

When the knife pierced | into his body, he also completely pressed on her body, and he found a ridiculous thing, at this moment his mind was still longing for her body.

He was probably hopeless, whether it was his own life or his love for her...

"I like you, I like you so much, I like you so much..." He looked at her face and said slowly. He was so satisfied that he was finally able to say these words to her.

Seeing her shocked look, he sighed again, she really doesn't understand anything, understands nothing...

He leaned down and kissed her gently, just as he imagined, very soft touch, after all, it was a girl, and then, he saw the most beautiful scene before he died, the person he loved the most in his life became extremely beautiful, Seeing such a transformation, he felt more happy than regretful.

In this life, it's great to be in love with you.

Sorry, forgive me, Okakuratake...

This is the first time I lied to you, and the last time I lied to you...

Kumamoto Hachiro's painful life is finally over.