Xiao Han [Shooting Condor]
Chapter 117
Opening the Nirvana Furnace is a big event. Master Benxuan and Master Faxuan ordered the monks to bring a large amount of sycamore wood to the back mountain, and held a grand opening ceremony three days later.During these three days, everyone in Tianlong Temple must wash their bodies with wormwood, drink spring water, eat white rice, and chant scriptures quietly in order to seek the protection of the gods.
Just when Tianlong Temple was busy, Tianshu and Xie Yao became idlers.
"The heavenly book, the heavenly book, why did they move so much wood?"
Tianshu stared blankly at the Nirvana Furnace, the white marble was extremely glaring under the sunlight.She turned her head, held Xie Yao's hand tightly, and said to him: "Because they want to light a fire."
Xie Yao asked, "Light a fire to make fish soup?"
Tianshu couldn't help laughing, and said meaningfully: "Yes, make fish soup."
From the perspective of God, she and Xie Yao are fish and meat at the mercy of others, at the mercy of God's will.However, all of this may be the punishment given to Tianshu, to punish her for her injustice, and she has to use everything to make up for it.
Xie Yao has been stupid since his illness, but his mind is also three years old. He obviously noticed that Tianshu was getting more and more unhappy. He tried his best to make Tianshu smile. After laughing, Tianshu would lower his eyes again to hide his sadness.
Arm in arm, they strolled outside Tianlong Temple, watching the wind blowing willows and white clouds gathering and dispersing.
It was already spring, but Tianshu was still so cold, she folded her arms and shivered suddenly.Seeing this, Xie Yao quickly stretched out his hand to protect her in his arms: "Tianshu is not cold!" Tianshu looked up at him, green stubble grew on his resolute chin, she stretched out her hand to touch it, and felt a little prickling: "I will give it to you when I go back." shave."
Xie Yao likes Tianshu to shave him the most, and nodded hurriedly: "Okay, okay!"
Tianshu smiled slightly, lowered his head, looked at a pool of water and said, "From now on, please do these things yourself."
"Huh? Why? Did I do something wrong again?"
"You didn't do anything wrong, it was I who did it." Tianshu felt a pain in his heart, and clenched Xie Yao's hand by two points, "You have to remember, there is no medicine for regret in this world, one step is wrong, every step is wrong .”
Tianshu regretted it very much. If possible, she wished that she had never met Xie Yao, never met him.Even if you get acquainted with him, you should have a heart as hard as a rock, cut off all emotions and desires, and never be tempted.The word "love" is too tormenting, she thinks it simply, how can it be so easy to stay together in peace and stability.
Xie Yao nodded solemnly: "I remember!"
"Xie Yao..." Tianshu gave him a bewildered look, hesitant to speak.
"Book of Heaven?"
Tianshu seemed to think of something, she looked into Xie Yao's eyes, and said word by word: "You will not die."
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In the past, the time seemed so long in Tianshu, but these three days passed in the blink of an eye, and the time to open the furnace has arrived.
She stayed in front of Xie Yao's bed all night without closing her eyes, watching his peaceful sleeping appearance, only in this way was she exactly the same as Xie Yao back then.The sky outside the window was hazy, Tianshu seemed to be suffering every minute and every second, she stared blankly at Xie Yao, tears streaming down uncontrollably.This time she couldn't bear it any longer, she just threw herself on Xie Yao's chest and cried silently, she didn't want to be separated from him, she had already made a choice between the two.
"Female benefactor, you can prick the acupoints with golden needles." Faxuan's voice came from outside the door.
Tianshu raised his sleeves to wipe away his tears, and said with red eyes: "Master, please come in."
The door was pushed open, and Master Benxuan and Master Faxuan came in together. Benxuan's martial arts is the most profound, so the needle naturally fell on his head.
Benxuan said to Tianshu: "Before he wakes up, seal his acupoint first." After finishing speaking, Benxuan took out the longest three golden needles from a row, raised his hand and pierced the Baihui acupoint on the top of Xie Yao's head.
"Wait a minute!"
The golden needle stopped an inch away from Xie Yao's scalp, Tianshu's chest heaved and her body trembled uncontrollably, she rushed over, grabbed Xie Yao's shoulders, and shook him awake.Xie Yao woke up in a daze, and saw that the clothes on his chest were wet, and just as he was wondering, Tianshu had already hugged him tightly, so strong that he could hardly breathe.
"... Heavenly Book?"
Tianshu hugged him, tears streaming down his face: "Thank you madman, you can't forget me! You can't forget!"
Xie Yao was about to ask what happened to Tianshu, when there was a sharp pain in the top of his head, his vision went dark, and he fainted on the bed again.
Tianshu let go of his hand slowly, and closed his eyes in pain.
Master Benxuan was amazed at the speed of Tianshu's moves, and also amazed that she could do Yiyang fingering, but when he checked the golden needle on Xie Yao's head, it was the same as his move.He exclaimed, and gave Xie Yao another two injections, then turned around and said to Tianshu, "Lie down too, and I'll give you injections."
Tianshu opened her eyes, tears slipped down her lips again, she shook her head, and said firmly: "No need."
As soon as this remark came out, the two masters were taken aback, and Faxuan asked, "Aren't you going to enter the Nirvana furnace with him?" After he finished speaking, he smiled in relief, thinking that Tianshu had figured it out, "That's fine, that's it That's fine too."
Unexpectedly, Tianshu's next words surprised him. Tianshu pushed open the window, looked at the stove at dawn, and said, "I will accompany him in, but I... give up Nirvana." In just three days, Tianshu has already made This decision, if both she and Xie Yao were stunned by the golden needle, the one who can live must be her, Xie Yao will still die, what is the point of such a result, she worked so hard to keep Xie Yao alive?Both of them have a glimmer of life, she would rather put her share on Xie Yao's head.
Benxuan instantly understood what she meant, Tianshu wanted to accompany Xie Yao in, take care of him, and put his own life and death aside, he let out a long sigh in a daze.
"Women's charity, love and love, is hard for Buddhists to match."
Tianshu bowed his head and smiled bitterly: "The reincarnation of cause and effect, the reincarnation of heaven, if this sentence is applied to me, there is nothing wrong with it."
It was she who buried the root of the disaster at the beginning, and now she has also single-handedly ended it.
Xie Yao was still asleep in his dream, and Tianshu couldn't help rubbing his cheek again, and said with a slight smile: "Although I caused you to be like this, but you remember, I didn't want to repay your kindness, nor did I have a heart. Guilt, but because I am willing, willing to give everything for you... no regrets, no regrets, no hesitation."
After the words fell, her tears also dripped on Xie Yao's forehead.
At sunrise, the two of them entered the Nirvana Furnace together. The furnace door was closed with a bang, leaving only three ventilation openings. On July 49, this fire must not be extinguished.
Both Benxuan and Faxuan knew that Tianshu never came back, maybe they both died at the same acupuncture point, it is really not a pity.
Parting from life and death is a bitter thing in the world. If there is only one person living alone in the world, it is indeed a thousand times more difficult than death, but between life and death, we always hope that the other person can live well.
"Make a fire."
Master Benxuan looked at the time and gave an order.
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In the Nirvana Furnace, there is nothing but a cylindrical marble platform in the middle.Tianshu didn't know if this empty stove could really have miraculous effects.With trepidation in her heart, she helped Xie Yao to the center of the round platform and let him sit cross-legged so as not to touch the golden acupuncture needle.
Hearing the sound of "ignite a fire" outside the furnace, Tianshu's heart was suspended.
The three mouths under the stove were stuffed with sycamore wood, and the smell of diesel oil wafted away, and Tianshu couldn't help shivering.But she had already figured out a countermeasure. When the fire was getting bigger, she would use the extremely cold internal energy to swim around her body, and at the same time, she would also continuously send it to Xie Yao to ensure that he would not be burned by the flames and smoke.
The sycamore wood poured with diesel fuel ignites in a blink of an eye.Fortunately, the fire is not violent at the moment, the round platform is nearly two feet high, so it is not afraid of burning up immediately.Tianshu suddenly smiled, took out four steamed buns and a bag of water from his sleeve, put them in Xie Yao's hands, and said softly, "Forty-nine days, even if your acupoints are sealed and you don't eat or drink, it's hard to get through."
After finishing speaking, Tian Shu gently leaned on Xie Yao's shoulder, using this small nirvana furnace as a hotbed, and closed his eyes heavily.
After an unknown amount of time, Tianshu was awakened by the thick smoke, the flames in the furnace had rushed half a foot below the round platform, the surroundings were full of raging flames, Tianshu screamed and almost fell into the sea of flames.She didn't expect the fire to burn so quickly, she didn't dare to be careless, she concentrated on practicing kung fu, put aside distracting thoughts, and performed kung fu behind Xie Yao, using her own strength to guide his internal force to resist the heat in the furnace.
As time passed by, Tianshu opened his eyes again, and there was only a fiery orange light in his eyes.She raised her head with difficulty, breathing heavily like a fish begging for air.
At this moment, she couldn't help being startled, but saw that the dome of the Nirvana Furnace, under the burning of the flames, showed pictures and lines of words, embedded in the marble faintly.Tianshu looked carefully, and there was a line of words written next to each painting, which was jerky and mysterious, and elusive in a short time.In the painting, from Pangu’s opening up of the world, to Yanhuang’s competition for the deer, Xia, Shang, Zhou and Qin, and from the birth of a baby to serious illness and old age, the dome’s densely packed portraits cover almost everything in the world. , animal demons, Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism... After reading the heavenly book for a while, she felt her mind was about to explode. She didn't know whether it was because of the raging fire or the mural, but she seemed to understand the reason why the Nirvana furnace was nirvana.
People who come in see these murals, if they can realize it, they will be Mahayana, but if they can't realize these, they will pass away from birth.
Tianshu seems to touch the doorway, but how can Xie Yao comprehend these things?He could barely see.Tianshu's thoughts changed, and she suddenly leaned next to Xie Yao's ear, starting from the Buddha cutting meat to feed eagles, and telling them one by one. Her voice was sweet, and in this sweltering and hot stove, it was like a clear spring, trickling into Xie Yao's ears.
Every time a story is told, Tianshu will express his own opinion, and by the way, read the line next to the painting to Xie Yao.
The fire grew bigger and bigger during the time when Tianshu told Xie Yao a story. While cooling down Xie Yao, Tianshu wanted to tell him a story. Wherever it went, it was like burnt paper, yellowed and wrinkled, and it seemed that if it was burned again, it would turn into fly ash.
It just so happened that the book of heaven finished telling a story about a Taoist priest who opened an altar to catch ghosts, and the ashes were wiped out, and disappeared forever in the three realms and six realms.Tianshu paused, and concluded: "The devil is one foot tall, and the road is ten feet high. Evil does not overwhelm righteousness, and it will remain unchanged forever."
She herself is a good example. Trying to become a god by using the method of the evil heretics to become a god is just a dream.
The sea of fire really became a sea of fire, looking around, the flames were already higher than the round platform.The steamed buns placed on the round table had already been scorched and cracked. Tian Shu put his hand into Xie Yao's clothes from time to time to feel his body temperature.The sweat on his back has soaked his clothes, and he doesn't know how long the long 49 days have passed.
Except for the chapped lips, Xie Yao remained unchanged.Tianshu really wanted to yell to turn off the fire, but she couldn't, she hadn't achieved what she insisted on, and only when she saw Xie Yao open her eyes, could she truly let go.Tianshu gradually felt the dryness and anxiety of her body, and she didn't need to look to know that she was completely pale at this time.The voice of reading stories to Xie Yao became hoarse, as if thick sandpaper was rubbing against the wall.Tianshu really wanted to close her eyes, but if she did, who would control Xie Yao's life or death.
As time goes by, Tianshu also clearly feels that her spiritual power is passing away, and spiritual power is the source of her life.But Xie Yao was still indifferent, the hot fire made his face yellow, and his bare arms were almost burnt red, but apart from sweating, the three golden needles on his body did not change in any way.
Tianshu tried his best to see the last few pictures on the dome clearly, but there were dots of flames in front of his eyes, dangling back and forth, covering his sight.Her hands on Xie Yao's back were also gradually unable to convey the cold air. Although she didn't want to admit it, she knew that her limit was not far away...
But... But Xie Yao hasn't recovered yet, even if she disappears into ashes, she won't feel at ease.
Mountains, Rivers, Sun and Moon will perish one day, and she will perish naturally.
Tianshu had never realized this before, she thought she was different from ordinary people, she could become a god and live forever.But as soon as I entered the Nirvana Furnace, I saw all the murals about life and death, I had no one I loved, no one I could love, and I wandered alone in the world, I felt that being a god is not a good thing.If it was possible, she really hoped that she and Xie Yao would be Liang Shuangyan in the mural painting, flying together without restraint.
Tianshu felt a pain in his heart, bit his lip, and forced himself to pull himself together.But wrinkles appeared on the back of her hands at a speed visible to the naked eye, which made her tremble uncontrollably.Tianshu suddenly found that he couldn't even swallow his saliva, he didn't know if it was too dry or too tired.She couldn't hold on any longer, she was in so much pain, and she couldn't give up, but it was an amazing thing to be able to persist in the sea of fire for such a long time. She paid silently, endured silently, and died silently.
Can she be proud of it?
"The sun and the moon change, rise in the east and set in the west, ordinary people say...they are separated day and night, and can never be together, but they forget that in the evening and dawn, on the highest mountain, the sun and the moon can still be seen together."
On the last painting on the dome, there is only one sun and one moon, but the book of heaven has made them into a complete story, which is the story of the love between the sun and the moon.
Tian Shu leaned his head on Xie Yao's back weakly, tears and flames rubbed together, and laughed hoarsely: "...It's like, I am with you."
The moment she was about to close her eyes, she seemed to see three golden needles separating from Xie Yao's body. She didn't know if she was dazzled, but she wanted to open her eyes to take a closer look, but she couldn't even lift her eyelids.In the haze, it seemed that someone hugged her tightly, trembling and cherishing, broke through the sweltering sea of fire hell, and returned to the world.
This is the longest period of Xie Yao's life. I don't know when it started, someone whispered in his ear, telling simple but interesting stories.He obviously closed his eyes tightly, but he seemed to be able to see every calligraphy and painting on the dome, surrounded by cruel scorching, but there was always a coolness that enveloped his heart, and some fragments seemed to be connected in his mind, and these fragments became more and more , All kinds of things come together and interweave into a loving memory.He began to listen carefully to each story and think about the philosophy in each story. There is no martial arts or internal strength here, only constant exploration and pursuit of life.When he heard that the sun and the moon will also perish, he seemed to understand something in his mind. There was a chaos gathered in the dantian, which was neither internal force nor true energy. It was between the two but higher than the two. Xie Yao gradually felt His whole body was scorched by the raging fire, and he couldn't help calling out this chaotic airflow, which traveled through the meridians of his body. The place where the airflow passed seemed to repair the damaged parts one by one, and it was better than before. When the chaotic air broke through the acupuncture points, the golden needle used to suppress Leave as many as possible.
When he opened his eyes, his eyes were clear. He thought his field of vision would suddenly open up, but unexpectedly, there was only a raging fire, and the pale and weak Tianshu lying beside him.
After Xie Yao was briefly dull, he remembered the countless fragments in his mind, and instantly understood everything.He never forgot how much Tianshu was afraid of flames, and he didn't even want to hold her in his arms. In anxiety, he punched through the dome and burst out of the furnace.
During these 49 days, the two masters, Fa Xuan and Ben Xuan, hovered under the Nirvana Furnace almost day and night.Just after midnight, people clean up and pour water to put out the fire, but before the group of people lift the bucket, there is a loud noise from the Nirvana furnace, but seeing the dazzling fire light up into the sky to illuminate the night, Xie Yao holds the book horizontally and walks from three feet The tall furnace top leaped down, really like a phoenix nirvana, reborn from the ashes.
All this was just a flash of light, Ben Xuan was the first to come back to his senses, unexpectedly...unexpectedly, someone could walk out of the Nirvana Furnace alive after 49 days.This is not only a surprise, but also a relief. The Nirvana Furnace, which has been around for hundreds of years, finally lives up to its name at this moment.
The surrounding novice monks also worked hard for more than a month. Seeing that Xie Yao survived, they all rejoiced and applauded loudly.Benxuan and Faxuan stepped forward happily, and were about to talk to Xie Yao, but when they saw the woman in Xie Yao's arms, her skin was wrinkled and scorched, and that beautiful face that was originally a fish and a wild goose was now as horrible as a rakshasa ghost. terror.
Seeing this scene, Ben and Fa could hardly speak.
Only Xie Yao knew what was going on, only he knew.
"... Tianshu? Tianshu, it's me." Xie Yao stroked her rough face lightly, just like she had stroked him many times.
It took Tianshu a long time to wake up from his embrace. She smiled and asked, "Yes... is it thanks to the lunatic, or to the fool?"
"Do you want a lunatic or a fool? Whichever you like, I will be that." Xie Yao asked with a smile, his expression was so calm, only his right hand tightly clutching the corner of Tianshu's clothes revealed how terrified he was at the moment.
Tianshu laughed "puchi" and said, "As long as it's you, I like it."
She never likes to go round and round. As a book from heaven, she knows her own situation very well.She was able to do so many things for Xie Yao in the sea of fire because she fought hard and refused to give up. Now that Xie Yao is intact, the wounds after being scorched by the fire flooded in, killing her life. Buried little by little.
Even so, Tianshu had to feel for Xie Yao's pulse, feeling the warmth and strong beating from her fingertips, she couldn't help but smile from the bottom of her heart.
"Thank you madman, I... I'm going to die."
Tian Shuben said this with a smile, but when the words fell, the tip of his nose was sour, and tears rolled down.
Hearing this, Xie Yao could no longer hold back his emotions. He tightly held the Tianshu in his arms, gritted his teeth and endured the sound: "No... no! You won't die!" He gritted his teeth fiercely, ruthlessly Holding back tears fiercely, "Tianshu! Tianshu, it's good for you to eat me, I'll cut it out for you now!" Xie Yao said as he grasped with all five fingers, and wanted to lick at his chest.
Tianshu lost his voice: "Stop!"
She was almost fainted by Xie Yao's fright, and it took a long time to recover, and wept sadly: "Are you going to be angry with me before I die?" She stretched out her hand, pressed Xie Yao's heart, and said word by word: "Your life was given by me. I want you to cherish and love it. Instead of me...live well in this world."
Tianshu bowed his head, took off the red agate bracelet on his wrist, put it into Xie Yao's arms tremblingly, and said sadly: "Then... find a gentle woman who understands you, have a child, and live a peaceful and warm life." Xie Yao raised his head and choked, Duan Duan did not expect Tian Shu to say these words, and said in a painful voice: "In this world, who else can understand me except you?"
He didn't know how to save the lives that Tianshu was losing, and he didn't even know what he could do.
Xie Yao suddenly hugged Tianshu in his arms, as if he had made some kind of decision, resting his chin on Tianshu's hair, he said quietly and solemnly: "We are married."
Tianshu thought she heard it wrong, she opened her mouth, gulped for air, grasped Xie Yao's arm with both hands in a panic, and asked in disbelief: "You...what did you say?"
Xie Yao repeated firmly: "We are married, and I want you to be my wife, my only wife."
"Thank you madman...you can't do this!"
Tian Shu grabbed the front of his chest, and before he finished speaking, his eyes were hot and tears streamed down his face: "You clearly...you know that I don't have time, why are you still telling me this... To be a sweet couple with you? How is that enough? Don't...I don't want...it's too short..."
Xie Yao hugged her tightly and made a promise: "It's not a stick of incense, it's a lifetime."
Tianshu closed his eyes and cried bitterly, his whole body trembling from crying.It's her lack of greed, it's her greed, she wants to live with Xie Yao, not just in the name of a wife.
Hearing this, Faxuan couldn't help wiping away his tears. He should have escaped into Buddhism as a monk, so he wouldn't be disturbed by worldly love, but he couldn't help but feel sad when he saw the parting of life and death.He turned around and told the little monk.Going outside the temple to borrow a red candle hijab, Xie Yao gave him a grateful look.After a while, the little novice brought the red candle and borrowed a big red wedding dress.
Tianshu stared straight at the bright red wedding dress, and couldn't believe that he himself would wear the wedding dress that day.Xie Yao put the wedding dress on Tianshu, covering her pure white body, Tianshu was embarrassed by his gaze, lowered his eyes and said, "I...do I look good?"
The bright wedding dress seemed to bring out some blood on her tired face.
Xie Yao picked her up horizontally, nodded and said, "It's pretty. There will be no one in this life who looks better than you."
In fact, anyone with a discerning eye knows that this woman's face is full of wrinkles, like a piece of burnt paper, more ferocious than a monster, but from Xie Yao's mouth, it seems that the woman is really beautiful.
Tianshu didn't know that his face was already the same as the back of her hand. Hearing what Xie Yao said, he thought he was the same as before.
Xie Yao hugged her and stepped into the palace step by step. The two-foot-tall gold-plated Tathagata raised his palms and smiled.
His eyes are half-closed, and he always looks at all living beings with a calm smile. Has he long been used to the joys and sorrows of the world, and the impermanence of gathering and parting?
"Look, the Buddha witnessed our marriage." Xie Yao leaned into Tianshu's ear and said with a slight smile.
Tianshu couldn't help smiling, to hide his loneliness: "But I can't stand up and worship you." What should she say?Under Dahong's happy clothes, his own body turned into burnt paper ashes inch by inch?
Xie Yao hugged her tightly and said, "It's okay, I'll hold you."
Master Faxuan lit a pair of red wax, put his hands in the incense burner, turned around, and said, "One worship to heaven and earth—"
I don't know if the sky heard it, but a flash of lightning suddenly flashed in the night, illuminating the whole hall as bright as day, and then there were bursts of spring thunder, and in an instant, heavy rain poured down like pours.
Tian Shu looked outside the hall and sighed: "Even God doesn't want to be beautiful when he knows we are married. It really is... God's will in the dark."
This sentence was said by Tian Shu very early on, but only this time, Xie Yao shook his head: "I don't believe in God's will!"
Tianshu smiled wryly: "...But this is beyond your control."
She lowered her head, as if she had resigned herself to her fate.
How can you not accept your fate?Everything started because of her. From the very beginning, she shouldn't be greedy for profit, and treat other people's lives as worthless, just to satisfy her own selfish goals.However, in a cycle of karma, she finally tasted the bitter fruit she planted.
Thinking of this, Tianshu suddenly grinned, and she happily said to Xie Yao: "I don't think I'm selfish at all, you...you must forgive me."
Xie Yao sighed: "I never blamed you, how can I forgive you."
"You have to forgive me too."
"...Okay, I forgive you."
Two worship the high hall.
Xie Yao tightened the Tianshu in his arms, for fear that the cold wind and rain outside the palace would frostbite her.Tianshu nestled in his arms, feeling the warmth of her limbs and bones, she said slowly: "In the past, I was wrong after all, if I can do it all over again, I will never beat you, scold you, or satirize you... I want to cherish every moment with you, cook for you, make soup, wash your clothes, store your shoes..."
"Okay." Xie Yao could only say yes, he was afraid that if he said one more word, he would burst into tears and ruin the marriage.
Tianshu seemed to see his utmost forbearance, stretched out his hand to gently caress the corners of Xie Yao's eyes, and said melancholy: "In the future, I will never be able to accompany you. But no matter what setbacks you encounter, you must not shed tears, Tian Ya On the way, a man's tear weighs a thousand catties, if you cry, won't you be the same as me?"
Xie Yao stretched out his hand to smooth her soft hair, and said, "Okay."
Tianshu couldn't help laughing, and suddenly grabbed Xie Yao's neck, trembling her chapped lips, and pressed a kiss on Xie Yao's lips, she seemed to have thought of the most beautiful thing, a sly and shy look flashed in her eyes Said: "Actually... on the night of the Lantern Festival, I pretended to be asleep. Every word you said to me... I heard it in my ears... and I was so happy. When you... really fell asleep, I will be like this, Secretly kissed you."
Xie Yao's expression loosened for a while, he seemed to be pleasantly surprised or in pain, but he didn't know what to say, it turned out that Tianshu was the same as him.
Husband and wife worship.
"Tianshu, did you hear that? We are husband and wife." He smiled slightly, "A husband and wife for life."
This last bow seemed to be a death talisman. Tianshu was startled by him, frightened and flustered. She shook her head with all her strength: "Why did I meet you! Why?"
Xie Yao was tightly hugged by her neck, every time he shook, his eyes became blurred until tears fell down.
Tianshu broke down in tears, as if she already knew that her life was about to end, she cried out with all her strength: "I don't want to die! Thank you madman... I don't want to die, I don't want to leave you, I can't bear it!"
Xie Yao trapped her with his backhand, and rubbed her into his flesh and blood forcefully, he choked hoarsely: "You will not die, you can't die! I have already lost my master and mother, and I can't lose you again!"
Tianshu was the first person he knew, and there was an incessant relationship between them, which was incomparable to anyone in the world.He has been used to being with Tianshu for more than ten years, and good luck has made people. He never thought that Tianshu would be separated from him forever. !
"Is it true that people only know regret when they are lost? Xie lunatic...I regret so much, regret so much...I regret not cherishing it." Tianshu's voice gradually weakened, and crystal tears rolled down her wrinkled skin, " I have been happy, I have suffered, I have hated, I have loved in this life... I should have no regrets. If I have to say one regret, it is... I can't grow old with you until the end of my life."
Tianshu lowered his head, and said again: "Back then you were blind, and you made me three wishes...I want you to do it now."
Xie Yao nodded: "You say."
"The first wish, I want you to live well... The second wish, I want you to live well... The third wish, I want you to live well..." Tianshu said here, her eyes choked up, her words This is the only thing I worry about, and the only thing I can explain.
When Xie Yao heard her repeat it for the second time, his heart tightened, but he smiled and said, "Okay, I promise you."
The big stone in Tianshu's heart fell to the ground, and he couldn't help smiling.
She turned her dry eyes and looked at the Tathagata in the treasure hall with deep eyes: "Now I understand that if you want to become a god, you must first be a man. But when I understood this, it was too late...too late... ..."
"It's not too late!" Every time she said a word, Xie Yao felt his liver and intestines hurt an inch. He closed his eyes tightly and held back his tears: "Tianshu, your ideal has not been realized yet, this life is still long!"
Tianshu was weeping silently, but the corners of his mouth were slightly bent, and he said in relief: "Do you still remember that I once asked you what is a hero and what is righteousness?"
"I know now." She raised her eyes to look at Xie Yao, tears flickered in her black eyes, her voice gradually weakened, but her words were extremely firm: "You are the hero, you are righteousness, you are me... the new ideal."
Tianshu turned his eyes reluctantly, and raised his hand to touch Xie Yao's face again. The moment his wrinkled and withered hand touched the face, it exhausted everything and hung down powerlessly.
Xie Yao held her hand, and said in a daze: "... Heavenly Book?"
He rubbed Tianshu's cheeks repeatedly, waiting for her to answer, but the most time lingering, Tianshu was sleeping peacefully, her long eyelashes rested on her eyes like butterflies, with undried tears hanging down.
The black clouds outside the hall were overwhelming, and a rumbling thunder exploded, piercing the sky.
The torrential rain poured down the eaves, and the sound of rushing water covered up all the grief.
"Book of Heaven... Book of Heaven..." Xie Yao rubbed her into his arms with all his strength, and held her tightly, as if this could prevent her from disappearing.He called her name over and over again, his heart was about to burst, tears fell to the ground, and the dust flew away.
If he could choose, he would rather assimilate into ashes with the Heavenly Book.
The heart-piercing pain, but he didn't dare to cry out, how could he break his promise?But such patience will only make him gasp in pain.Xie Yao hugged the heavenly book tightly, raised his head and sobbed and trembled: "The heavenly book... the heavenly book... the heavenly book...my heavenly book..."
He is gone, and from now on, there will be nothing.
Even though there is always a way in life to walk by oneself, but when this moment comes, people are so caught off guard.
Xie Yao looked at the pouring rain outside the hall through blurred eyes, the pure white Nirvana furnace stood indifferently in the rain, the avenue was ruthless, and the world was inhumane.
He picked up the heavenly book, and solemnly and slowly walked out of the hall.Tianshu lay quietly in his arms, neither crying nor laughing, nor would he wake up.
Every time you take a step, the person in your arms becomes lighter. When Xie Yao took twelve steps, and then looked down, only the red wedding dress was left in his hand, embroidered with gold thread and embroidered with big red peonies, which bloomed incomparably in the rain gorgeous.
Tianshu and Xie Yao came together quietly, and now they are leaving quietly.Turn into wind, into rain, into a cloud in the sky, disappear into ashes and smoke, disappear invisible, leaving him alone in the world from now on.
The bean-sized raindrops hit Xie Yao heavily, but he felt that the raindrops were extremely happy. The heavy rain washed and covered him up, and he did what the scriptures told him not to shed a single tear.
Life and death are impermanent, the truth that he already understood in the Nirvana furnace, but now he applies it to himself, but he still cannot understand it.Xie Yao let out a long sigh, trying to exhale the sorrowful air in his chest, but found that the pain was even more unbearable.
Looking up, he can almost capture the trajectory of every drop of rain falling in the sky. If there is no contribution from the heavenly scriptures and the forging of the Nirvana furnace, he may not be able to reach such a state in his entire life.
There are countless ups and downs in life, and since then I have traveled all over the world, walking alone.
In the gloomy darkness, Xie Yao could neither see the vast road ahead, nor regain his former mood. As the saying goes, the world is like water, and it is uncertain, and it is not like a teenager.
Just when Tianlong Temple was busy, Tianshu and Xie Yao became idlers.
"The heavenly book, the heavenly book, why did they move so much wood?"
Tianshu stared blankly at the Nirvana Furnace, the white marble was extremely glaring under the sunlight.She turned her head, held Xie Yao's hand tightly, and said to him: "Because they want to light a fire."
Xie Yao asked, "Light a fire to make fish soup?"
Tianshu couldn't help laughing, and said meaningfully: "Yes, make fish soup."
From the perspective of God, she and Xie Yao are fish and meat at the mercy of others, at the mercy of God's will.However, all of this may be the punishment given to Tianshu, to punish her for her injustice, and she has to use everything to make up for it.
Xie Yao has been stupid since his illness, but his mind is also three years old. He obviously noticed that Tianshu was getting more and more unhappy. He tried his best to make Tianshu smile. After laughing, Tianshu would lower his eyes again to hide his sadness.
Arm in arm, they strolled outside Tianlong Temple, watching the wind blowing willows and white clouds gathering and dispersing.
It was already spring, but Tianshu was still so cold, she folded her arms and shivered suddenly.Seeing this, Xie Yao quickly stretched out his hand to protect her in his arms: "Tianshu is not cold!" Tianshu looked up at him, green stubble grew on his resolute chin, she stretched out her hand to touch it, and felt a little prickling: "I will give it to you when I go back." shave."
Xie Yao likes Tianshu to shave him the most, and nodded hurriedly: "Okay, okay!"
Tianshu smiled slightly, lowered his head, looked at a pool of water and said, "From now on, please do these things yourself."
"Huh? Why? Did I do something wrong again?"
"You didn't do anything wrong, it was I who did it." Tianshu felt a pain in his heart, and clenched Xie Yao's hand by two points, "You have to remember, there is no medicine for regret in this world, one step is wrong, every step is wrong .”
Tianshu regretted it very much. If possible, she wished that she had never met Xie Yao, never met him.Even if you get acquainted with him, you should have a heart as hard as a rock, cut off all emotions and desires, and never be tempted.The word "love" is too tormenting, she thinks it simply, how can it be so easy to stay together in peace and stability.
Xie Yao nodded solemnly: "I remember!"
"Xie Yao..." Tianshu gave him a bewildered look, hesitant to speak.
"Book of Heaven?"
Tianshu seemed to think of something, she looked into Xie Yao's eyes, and said word by word: "You will not die."
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In the past, the time seemed so long in Tianshu, but these three days passed in the blink of an eye, and the time to open the furnace has arrived.
She stayed in front of Xie Yao's bed all night without closing her eyes, watching his peaceful sleeping appearance, only in this way was she exactly the same as Xie Yao back then.The sky outside the window was hazy, Tianshu seemed to be suffering every minute and every second, she stared blankly at Xie Yao, tears streaming down uncontrollably.This time she couldn't bear it any longer, she just threw herself on Xie Yao's chest and cried silently, she didn't want to be separated from him, she had already made a choice between the two.
"Female benefactor, you can prick the acupoints with golden needles." Faxuan's voice came from outside the door.
Tianshu raised his sleeves to wipe away his tears, and said with red eyes: "Master, please come in."
The door was pushed open, and Master Benxuan and Master Faxuan came in together. Benxuan's martial arts is the most profound, so the needle naturally fell on his head.
Benxuan said to Tianshu: "Before he wakes up, seal his acupoint first." After finishing speaking, Benxuan took out the longest three golden needles from a row, raised his hand and pierced the Baihui acupoint on the top of Xie Yao's head.
"Wait a minute!"
The golden needle stopped an inch away from Xie Yao's scalp, Tianshu's chest heaved and her body trembled uncontrollably, she rushed over, grabbed Xie Yao's shoulders, and shook him awake.Xie Yao woke up in a daze, and saw that the clothes on his chest were wet, and just as he was wondering, Tianshu had already hugged him tightly, so strong that he could hardly breathe.
"... Heavenly Book?"
Tianshu hugged him, tears streaming down his face: "Thank you madman, you can't forget me! You can't forget!"
Xie Yao was about to ask what happened to Tianshu, when there was a sharp pain in the top of his head, his vision went dark, and he fainted on the bed again.
Tianshu let go of his hand slowly, and closed his eyes in pain.
Master Benxuan was amazed at the speed of Tianshu's moves, and also amazed that she could do Yiyang fingering, but when he checked the golden needle on Xie Yao's head, it was the same as his move.He exclaimed, and gave Xie Yao another two injections, then turned around and said to Tianshu, "Lie down too, and I'll give you injections."
Tianshu opened her eyes, tears slipped down her lips again, she shook her head, and said firmly: "No need."
As soon as this remark came out, the two masters were taken aback, and Faxuan asked, "Aren't you going to enter the Nirvana furnace with him?" After he finished speaking, he smiled in relief, thinking that Tianshu had figured it out, "That's fine, that's it That's fine too."
Unexpectedly, Tianshu's next words surprised him. Tianshu pushed open the window, looked at the stove at dawn, and said, "I will accompany him in, but I... give up Nirvana." In just three days, Tianshu has already made This decision, if both she and Xie Yao were stunned by the golden needle, the one who can live must be her, Xie Yao will still die, what is the point of such a result, she worked so hard to keep Xie Yao alive?Both of them have a glimmer of life, she would rather put her share on Xie Yao's head.
Benxuan instantly understood what she meant, Tianshu wanted to accompany Xie Yao in, take care of him, and put his own life and death aside, he let out a long sigh in a daze.
"Women's charity, love and love, is hard for Buddhists to match."
Tianshu bowed his head and smiled bitterly: "The reincarnation of cause and effect, the reincarnation of heaven, if this sentence is applied to me, there is nothing wrong with it."
It was she who buried the root of the disaster at the beginning, and now she has also single-handedly ended it.
Xie Yao was still asleep in his dream, and Tianshu couldn't help rubbing his cheek again, and said with a slight smile: "Although I caused you to be like this, but you remember, I didn't want to repay your kindness, nor did I have a heart. Guilt, but because I am willing, willing to give everything for you... no regrets, no regrets, no hesitation."
After the words fell, her tears also dripped on Xie Yao's forehead.
At sunrise, the two of them entered the Nirvana Furnace together. The furnace door was closed with a bang, leaving only three ventilation openings. On July 49, this fire must not be extinguished.
Both Benxuan and Faxuan knew that Tianshu never came back, maybe they both died at the same acupuncture point, it is really not a pity.
Parting from life and death is a bitter thing in the world. If there is only one person living alone in the world, it is indeed a thousand times more difficult than death, but between life and death, we always hope that the other person can live well.
"Make a fire."
Master Benxuan looked at the time and gave an order.
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In the Nirvana Furnace, there is nothing but a cylindrical marble platform in the middle.Tianshu didn't know if this empty stove could really have miraculous effects.With trepidation in her heart, she helped Xie Yao to the center of the round platform and let him sit cross-legged so as not to touch the golden acupuncture needle.
Hearing the sound of "ignite a fire" outside the furnace, Tianshu's heart was suspended.
The three mouths under the stove were stuffed with sycamore wood, and the smell of diesel oil wafted away, and Tianshu couldn't help shivering.But she had already figured out a countermeasure. When the fire was getting bigger, she would use the extremely cold internal energy to swim around her body, and at the same time, she would also continuously send it to Xie Yao to ensure that he would not be burned by the flames and smoke.
The sycamore wood poured with diesel fuel ignites in a blink of an eye.Fortunately, the fire is not violent at the moment, the round platform is nearly two feet high, so it is not afraid of burning up immediately.Tianshu suddenly smiled, took out four steamed buns and a bag of water from his sleeve, put them in Xie Yao's hands, and said softly, "Forty-nine days, even if your acupoints are sealed and you don't eat or drink, it's hard to get through."
After finishing speaking, Tian Shu gently leaned on Xie Yao's shoulder, using this small nirvana furnace as a hotbed, and closed his eyes heavily.
After an unknown amount of time, Tianshu was awakened by the thick smoke, the flames in the furnace had rushed half a foot below the round platform, the surroundings were full of raging flames, Tianshu screamed and almost fell into the sea of flames.She didn't expect the fire to burn so quickly, she didn't dare to be careless, she concentrated on practicing kung fu, put aside distracting thoughts, and performed kung fu behind Xie Yao, using her own strength to guide his internal force to resist the heat in the furnace.
As time passed by, Tianshu opened his eyes again, and there was only a fiery orange light in his eyes.She raised her head with difficulty, breathing heavily like a fish begging for air.
At this moment, she couldn't help being startled, but saw that the dome of the Nirvana Furnace, under the burning of the flames, showed pictures and lines of words, embedded in the marble faintly.Tianshu looked carefully, and there was a line of words written next to each painting, which was jerky and mysterious, and elusive in a short time.In the painting, from Pangu’s opening up of the world, to Yanhuang’s competition for the deer, Xia, Shang, Zhou and Qin, and from the birth of a baby to serious illness and old age, the dome’s densely packed portraits cover almost everything in the world. , animal demons, Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism... After reading the heavenly book for a while, she felt her mind was about to explode. She didn't know whether it was because of the raging fire or the mural, but she seemed to understand the reason why the Nirvana furnace was nirvana.
People who come in see these murals, if they can realize it, they will be Mahayana, but if they can't realize these, they will pass away from birth.
Tianshu seems to touch the doorway, but how can Xie Yao comprehend these things?He could barely see.Tianshu's thoughts changed, and she suddenly leaned next to Xie Yao's ear, starting from the Buddha cutting meat to feed eagles, and telling them one by one. Her voice was sweet, and in this sweltering and hot stove, it was like a clear spring, trickling into Xie Yao's ears.
Every time a story is told, Tianshu will express his own opinion, and by the way, read the line next to the painting to Xie Yao.
The fire grew bigger and bigger during the time when Tianshu told Xie Yao a story. While cooling down Xie Yao, Tianshu wanted to tell him a story. Wherever it went, it was like burnt paper, yellowed and wrinkled, and it seemed that if it was burned again, it would turn into fly ash.
It just so happened that the book of heaven finished telling a story about a Taoist priest who opened an altar to catch ghosts, and the ashes were wiped out, and disappeared forever in the three realms and six realms.Tianshu paused, and concluded: "The devil is one foot tall, and the road is ten feet high. Evil does not overwhelm righteousness, and it will remain unchanged forever."
She herself is a good example. Trying to become a god by using the method of the evil heretics to become a god is just a dream.
The sea of fire really became a sea of fire, looking around, the flames were already higher than the round platform.The steamed buns placed on the round table had already been scorched and cracked. Tian Shu put his hand into Xie Yao's clothes from time to time to feel his body temperature.The sweat on his back has soaked his clothes, and he doesn't know how long the long 49 days have passed.
Except for the chapped lips, Xie Yao remained unchanged.Tianshu really wanted to yell to turn off the fire, but she couldn't, she hadn't achieved what she insisted on, and only when she saw Xie Yao open her eyes, could she truly let go.Tianshu gradually felt the dryness and anxiety of her body, and she didn't need to look to know that she was completely pale at this time.The voice of reading stories to Xie Yao became hoarse, as if thick sandpaper was rubbing against the wall.Tianshu really wanted to close her eyes, but if she did, who would control Xie Yao's life or death.
As time goes by, Tianshu also clearly feels that her spiritual power is passing away, and spiritual power is the source of her life.But Xie Yao was still indifferent, the hot fire made his face yellow, and his bare arms were almost burnt red, but apart from sweating, the three golden needles on his body did not change in any way.
Tianshu tried his best to see the last few pictures on the dome clearly, but there were dots of flames in front of his eyes, dangling back and forth, covering his sight.Her hands on Xie Yao's back were also gradually unable to convey the cold air. Although she didn't want to admit it, she knew that her limit was not far away...
But... But Xie Yao hasn't recovered yet, even if she disappears into ashes, she won't feel at ease.
Mountains, Rivers, Sun and Moon will perish one day, and she will perish naturally.
Tianshu had never realized this before, she thought she was different from ordinary people, she could become a god and live forever.But as soon as I entered the Nirvana Furnace, I saw all the murals about life and death, I had no one I loved, no one I could love, and I wandered alone in the world, I felt that being a god is not a good thing.If it was possible, she really hoped that she and Xie Yao would be Liang Shuangyan in the mural painting, flying together without restraint.
Tianshu felt a pain in his heart, bit his lip, and forced himself to pull himself together.But wrinkles appeared on the back of her hands at a speed visible to the naked eye, which made her tremble uncontrollably.Tianshu suddenly found that he couldn't even swallow his saliva, he didn't know if it was too dry or too tired.She couldn't hold on any longer, she was in so much pain, and she couldn't give up, but it was an amazing thing to be able to persist in the sea of fire for such a long time. She paid silently, endured silently, and died silently.
Can she be proud of it?
"The sun and the moon change, rise in the east and set in the west, ordinary people say...they are separated day and night, and can never be together, but they forget that in the evening and dawn, on the highest mountain, the sun and the moon can still be seen together."
On the last painting on the dome, there is only one sun and one moon, but the book of heaven has made them into a complete story, which is the story of the love between the sun and the moon.
Tian Shu leaned his head on Xie Yao's back weakly, tears and flames rubbed together, and laughed hoarsely: "...It's like, I am with you."
The moment she was about to close her eyes, she seemed to see three golden needles separating from Xie Yao's body. She didn't know if she was dazzled, but she wanted to open her eyes to take a closer look, but she couldn't even lift her eyelids.In the haze, it seemed that someone hugged her tightly, trembling and cherishing, broke through the sweltering sea of fire hell, and returned to the world.
This is the longest period of Xie Yao's life. I don't know when it started, someone whispered in his ear, telling simple but interesting stories.He obviously closed his eyes tightly, but he seemed to be able to see every calligraphy and painting on the dome, surrounded by cruel scorching, but there was always a coolness that enveloped his heart, and some fragments seemed to be connected in his mind, and these fragments became more and more , All kinds of things come together and interweave into a loving memory.He began to listen carefully to each story and think about the philosophy in each story. There is no martial arts or internal strength here, only constant exploration and pursuit of life.When he heard that the sun and the moon will also perish, he seemed to understand something in his mind. There was a chaos gathered in the dantian, which was neither internal force nor true energy. It was between the two but higher than the two. Xie Yao gradually felt His whole body was scorched by the raging fire, and he couldn't help calling out this chaotic airflow, which traveled through the meridians of his body. The place where the airflow passed seemed to repair the damaged parts one by one, and it was better than before. When the chaotic air broke through the acupuncture points, the golden needle used to suppress Leave as many as possible.
When he opened his eyes, his eyes were clear. He thought his field of vision would suddenly open up, but unexpectedly, there was only a raging fire, and the pale and weak Tianshu lying beside him.
After Xie Yao was briefly dull, he remembered the countless fragments in his mind, and instantly understood everything.He never forgot how much Tianshu was afraid of flames, and he didn't even want to hold her in his arms. In anxiety, he punched through the dome and burst out of the furnace.
During these 49 days, the two masters, Fa Xuan and Ben Xuan, hovered under the Nirvana Furnace almost day and night.Just after midnight, people clean up and pour water to put out the fire, but before the group of people lift the bucket, there is a loud noise from the Nirvana furnace, but seeing the dazzling fire light up into the sky to illuminate the night, Xie Yao holds the book horizontally and walks from three feet The tall furnace top leaped down, really like a phoenix nirvana, reborn from the ashes.
All this was just a flash of light, Ben Xuan was the first to come back to his senses, unexpectedly...unexpectedly, someone could walk out of the Nirvana Furnace alive after 49 days.This is not only a surprise, but also a relief. The Nirvana Furnace, which has been around for hundreds of years, finally lives up to its name at this moment.
The surrounding novice monks also worked hard for more than a month. Seeing that Xie Yao survived, they all rejoiced and applauded loudly.Benxuan and Faxuan stepped forward happily, and were about to talk to Xie Yao, but when they saw the woman in Xie Yao's arms, her skin was wrinkled and scorched, and that beautiful face that was originally a fish and a wild goose was now as horrible as a rakshasa ghost. terror.
Seeing this scene, Ben and Fa could hardly speak.
Only Xie Yao knew what was going on, only he knew.
"... Tianshu? Tianshu, it's me." Xie Yao stroked her rough face lightly, just like she had stroked him many times.
It took Tianshu a long time to wake up from his embrace. She smiled and asked, "Yes... is it thanks to the lunatic, or to the fool?"
"Do you want a lunatic or a fool? Whichever you like, I will be that." Xie Yao asked with a smile, his expression was so calm, only his right hand tightly clutching the corner of Tianshu's clothes revealed how terrified he was at the moment.
Tianshu laughed "puchi" and said, "As long as it's you, I like it."
She never likes to go round and round. As a book from heaven, she knows her own situation very well.She was able to do so many things for Xie Yao in the sea of fire because she fought hard and refused to give up. Now that Xie Yao is intact, the wounds after being scorched by the fire flooded in, killing her life. Buried little by little.
Even so, Tianshu had to feel for Xie Yao's pulse, feeling the warmth and strong beating from her fingertips, she couldn't help but smile from the bottom of her heart.
"Thank you madman, I... I'm going to die."
Tian Shuben said this with a smile, but when the words fell, the tip of his nose was sour, and tears rolled down.
Hearing this, Xie Yao could no longer hold back his emotions. He tightly held the Tianshu in his arms, gritted his teeth and endured the sound: "No... no! You won't die!" He gritted his teeth fiercely, ruthlessly Holding back tears fiercely, "Tianshu! Tianshu, it's good for you to eat me, I'll cut it out for you now!" Xie Yao said as he grasped with all five fingers, and wanted to lick at his chest.
Tianshu lost his voice: "Stop!"
She was almost fainted by Xie Yao's fright, and it took a long time to recover, and wept sadly: "Are you going to be angry with me before I die?" She stretched out her hand, pressed Xie Yao's heart, and said word by word: "Your life was given by me. I want you to cherish and love it. Instead of me...live well in this world."
Tianshu bowed his head, took off the red agate bracelet on his wrist, put it into Xie Yao's arms tremblingly, and said sadly: "Then... find a gentle woman who understands you, have a child, and live a peaceful and warm life." Xie Yao raised his head and choked, Duan Duan did not expect Tian Shu to say these words, and said in a painful voice: "In this world, who else can understand me except you?"
He didn't know how to save the lives that Tianshu was losing, and he didn't even know what he could do.
Xie Yao suddenly hugged Tianshu in his arms, as if he had made some kind of decision, resting his chin on Tianshu's hair, he said quietly and solemnly: "We are married."
Tianshu thought she heard it wrong, she opened her mouth, gulped for air, grasped Xie Yao's arm with both hands in a panic, and asked in disbelief: "You...what did you say?"
Xie Yao repeated firmly: "We are married, and I want you to be my wife, my only wife."
"Thank you madman...you can't do this!"
Tian Shu grabbed the front of his chest, and before he finished speaking, his eyes were hot and tears streamed down his face: "You clearly...you know that I don't have time, why are you still telling me this... To be a sweet couple with you? How is that enough? Don't...I don't want...it's too short..."
Xie Yao hugged her tightly and made a promise: "It's not a stick of incense, it's a lifetime."
Tianshu closed his eyes and cried bitterly, his whole body trembling from crying.It's her lack of greed, it's her greed, she wants to live with Xie Yao, not just in the name of a wife.
Hearing this, Faxuan couldn't help wiping away his tears. He should have escaped into Buddhism as a monk, so he wouldn't be disturbed by worldly love, but he couldn't help but feel sad when he saw the parting of life and death.He turned around and told the little monk.Going outside the temple to borrow a red candle hijab, Xie Yao gave him a grateful look.After a while, the little novice brought the red candle and borrowed a big red wedding dress.
Tianshu stared straight at the bright red wedding dress, and couldn't believe that he himself would wear the wedding dress that day.Xie Yao put the wedding dress on Tianshu, covering her pure white body, Tianshu was embarrassed by his gaze, lowered his eyes and said, "I...do I look good?"
The bright wedding dress seemed to bring out some blood on her tired face.
Xie Yao picked her up horizontally, nodded and said, "It's pretty. There will be no one in this life who looks better than you."
In fact, anyone with a discerning eye knows that this woman's face is full of wrinkles, like a piece of burnt paper, more ferocious than a monster, but from Xie Yao's mouth, it seems that the woman is really beautiful.
Tianshu didn't know that his face was already the same as the back of her hand. Hearing what Xie Yao said, he thought he was the same as before.
Xie Yao hugged her and stepped into the palace step by step. The two-foot-tall gold-plated Tathagata raised his palms and smiled.
His eyes are half-closed, and he always looks at all living beings with a calm smile. Has he long been used to the joys and sorrows of the world, and the impermanence of gathering and parting?
"Look, the Buddha witnessed our marriage." Xie Yao leaned into Tianshu's ear and said with a slight smile.
Tianshu couldn't help smiling, to hide his loneliness: "But I can't stand up and worship you." What should she say?Under Dahong's happy clothes, his own body turned into burnt paper ashes inch by inch?
Xie Yao hugged her tightly and said, "It's okay, I'll hold you."
Master Faxuan lit a pair of red wax, put his hands in the incense burner, turned around, and said, "One worship to heaven and earth—"
I don't know if the sky heard it, but a flash of lightning suddenly flashed in the night, illuminating the whole hall as bright as day, and then there were bursts of spring thunder, and in an instant, heavy rain poured down like pours.
Tian Shu looked outside the hall and sighed: "Even God doesn't want to be beautiful when he knows we are married. It really is... God's will in the dark."
This sentence was said by Tian Shu very early on, but only this time, Xie Yao shook his head: "I don't believe in God's will!"
Tianshu smiled wryly: "...But this is beyond your control."
She lowered her head, as if she had resigned herself to her fate.
How can you not accept your fate?Everything started because of her. From the very beginning, she shouldn't be greedy for profit, and treat other people's lives as worthless, just to satisfy her own selfish goals.However, in a cycle of karma, she finally tasted the bitter fruit she planted.
Thinking of this, Tianshu suddenly grinned, and she happily said to Xie Yao: "I don't think I'm selfish at all, you...you must forgive me."
Xie Yao sighed: "I never blamed you, how can I forgive you."
"You have to forgive me too."
"...Okay, I forgive you."
Two worship the high hall.
Xie Yao tightened the Tianshu in his arms, for fear that the cold wind and rain outside the palace would frostbite her.Tianshu nestled in his arms, feeling the warmth of her limbs and bones, she said slowly: "In the past, I was wrong after all, if I can do it all over again, I will never beat you, scold you, or satirize you... I want to cherish every moment with you, cook for you, make soup, wash your clothes, store your shoes..."
"Okay." Xie Yao could only say yes, he was afraid that if he said one more word, he would burst into tears and ruin the marriage.
Tianshu seemed to see his utmost forbearance, stretched out his hand to gently caress the corners of Xie Yao's eyes, and said melancholy: "In the future, I will never be able to accompany you. But no matter what setbacks you encounter, you must not shed tears, Tian Ya On the way, a man's tear weighs a thousand catties, if you cry, won't you be the same as me?"
Xie Yao stretched out his hand to smooth her soft hair, and said, "Okay."
Tianshu couldn't help laughing, and suddenly grabbed Xie Yao's neck, trembling her chapped lips, and pressed a kiss on Xie Yao's lips, she seemed to have thought of the most beautiful thing, a sly and shy look flashed in her eyes Said: "Actually... on the night of the Lantern Festival, I pretended to be asleep. Every word you said to me... I heard it in my ears... and I was so happy. When you... really fell asleep, I will be like this, Secretly kissed you."
Xie Yao's expression loosened for a while, he seemed to be pleasantly surprised or in pain, but he didn't know what to say, it turned out that Tianshu was the same as him.
Husband and wife worship.
"Tianshu, did you hear that? We are husband and wife." He smiled slightly, "A husband and wife for life."
This last bow seemed to be a death talisman. Tianshu was startled by him, frightened and flustered. She shook her head with all her strength: "Why did I meet you! Why?"
Xie Yao was tightly hugged by her neck, every time he shook, his eyes became blurred until tears fell down.
Tianshu broke down in tears, as if she already knew that her life was about to end, she cried out with all her strength: "I don't want to die! Thank you madman... I don't want to die, I don't want to leave you, I can't bear it!"
Xie Yao trapped her with his backhand, and rubbed her into his flesh and blood forcefully, he choked hoarsely: "You will not die, you can't die! I have already lost my master and mother, and I can't lose you again!"
Tianshu was the first person he knew, and there was an incessant relationship between them, which was incomparable to anyone in the world.He has been used to being with Tianshu for more than ten years, and good luck has made people. He never thought that Tianshu would be separated from him forever. !
"Is it true that people only know regret when they are lost? Xie lunatic...I regret so much, regret so much...I regret not cherishing it." Tianshu's voice gradually weakened, and crystal tears rolled down her wrinkled skin, " I have been happy, I have suffered, I have hated, I have loved in this life... I should have no regrets. If I have to say one regret, it is... I can't grow old with you until the end of my life."
Tianshu lowered his head, and said again: "Back then you were blind, and you made me three wishes...I want you to do it now."
Xie Yao nodded: "You say."
"The first wish, I want you to live well... The second wish, I want you to live well... The third wish, I want you to live well..." Tianshu said here, her eyes choked up, her words This is the only thing I worry about, and the only thing I can explain.
When Xie Yao heard her repeat it for the second time, his heart tightened, but he smiled and said, "Okay, I promise you."
The big stone in Tianshu's heart fell to the ground, and he couldn't help smiling.
She turned her dry eyes and looked at the Tathagata in the treasure hall with deep eyes: "Now I understand that if you want to become a god, you must first be a man. But when I understood this, it was too late...too late... ..."
"It's not too late!" Every time she said a word, Xie Yao felt his liver and intestines hurt an inch. He closed his eyes tightly and held back his tears: "Tianshu, your ideal has not been realized yet, this life is still long!"
Tianshu was weeping silently, but the corners of his mouth were slightly bent, and he said in relief: "Do you still remember that I once asked you what is a hero and what is righteousness?"
"I know now." She raised her eyes to look at Xie Yao, tears flickered in her black eyes, her voice gradually weakened, but her words were extremely firm: "You are the hero, you are righteousness, you are me... the new ideal."
Tianshu turned his eyes reluctantly, and raised his hand to touch Xie Yao's face again. The moment his wrinkled and withered hand touched the face, it exhausted everything and hung down powerlessly.
Xie Yao held her hand, and said in a daze: "... Heavenly Book?"
He rubbed Tianshu's cheeks repeatedly, waiting for her to answer, but the most time lingering, Tianshu was sleeping peacefully, her long eyelashes rested on her eyes like butterflies, with undried tears hanging down.
The black clouds outside the hall were overwhelming, and a rumbling thunder exploded, piercing the sky.
The torrential rain poured down the eaves, and the sound of rushing water covered up all the grief.
"Book of Heaven... Book of Heaven..." Xie Yao rubbed her into his arms with all his strength, and held her tightly, as if this could prevent her from disappearing.He called her name over and over again, his heart was about to burst, tears fell to the ground, and the dust flew away.
If he could choose, he would rather assimilate into ashes with the Heavenly Book.
The heart-piercing pain, but he didn't dare to cry out, how could he break his promise?But such patience will only make him gasp in pain.Xie Yao hugged the heavenly book tightly, raised his head and sobbed and trembled: "The heavenly book... the heavenly book... the heavenly book...my heavenly book..."
He is gone, and from now on, there will be nothing.
Even though there is always a way in life to walk by oneself, but when this moment comes, people are so caught off guard.
Xie Yao looked at the pouring rain outside the hall through blurred eyes, the pure white Nirvana furnace stood indifferently in the rain, the avenue was ruthless, and the world was inhumane.
He picked up the heavenly book, and solemnly and slowly walked out of the hall.Tianshu lay quietly in his arms, neither crying nor laughing, nor would he wake up.
Every time you take a step, the person in your arms becomes lighter. When Xie Yao took twelve steps, and then looked down, only the red wedding dress was left in his hand, embroidered with gold thread and embroidered with big red peonies, which bloomed incomparably in the rain gorgeous.
Tianshu and Xie Yao came together quietly, and now they are leaving quietly.Turn into wind, into rain, into a cloud in the sky, disappear into ashes and smoke, disappear invisible, leaving him alone in the world from now on.
The bean-sized raindrops hit Xie Yao heavily, but he felt that the raindrops were extremely happy. The heavy rain washed and covered him up, and he did what the scriptures told him not to shed a single tear.
Life and death are impermanent, the truth that he already understood in the Nirvana furnace, but now he applies it to himself, but he still cannot understand it.Xie Yao let out a long sigh, trying to exhale the sorrowful air in his chest, but found that the pain was even more unbearable.
Looking up, he can almost capture the trajectory of every drop of rain falling in the sky. If there is no contribution from the heavenly scriptures and the forging of the Nirvana furnace, he may not be able to reach such a state in his entire life.
There are countless ups and downs in life, and since then I have traveled all over the world, walking alone.
In the gloomy darkness, Xie Yao could neither see the vast road ahead, nor regain his former mood. As the saying goes, the world is like water, and it is uncertain, and it is not like a teenager.
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