Self-cultivation of professional spare tire

Gu Yanzhan took Si Yijun to the bedroom on the second floor, and turned on the light in the bedroom very brightly.

Si Yijun watched him rush in and out, and moved Gu Xiaosi's cat litter into his bedroom.

Gu Xiaosi had already fallen asleep in the cat's nest, and was moved all the way from the first floor to the second floor without being woken up.

Gu Yanzhan put Gu Xiaosi away and stood beside Si Yijun's bed.

He was thinking about where he slept at night.

There is only one big bed in Si Yijun's room, without a sofa.But sleeping in another room, he was a little uneasy.

"Why are you still standing there?" Si Yijun who was sitting on the bed fiddling with his phone looked up at him and asked.

"I'm thinking about where I'll sleep at night." Gu Yanzhan said honestly.

"I can sleep here." Si Yijun said, looking away.

If Nie Jun and Guan Zhouyi were present at the moment, he would be so shocked that he wouldn't even know Si Yijun.He not only has a bad temper, but also hates physical contact with people.Not to mention sharing the same bed with him, if anyone gets close to him, he will stare at them.

But Gu Yanzhan naturally didn't know.

Before he transmigrated in, he shared a bed with his friends and classmates, not to mention Si Yijun's bed is so big.He just felt a little awkward, but he didn't know where the awkwardness was. Hearing what Si Yijun said, he didn't think about it anymore, took off his slippers and went to bed.

It was late for the two of them to go home, and it was almost twelve o'clock now.Gu Yanzhan lay on the bed and wanted to turn off the light, but he stretched out his hand and stopped.

He turned his head to look at Si Yijun.

Although the curtains are thick, the lightning outside can still shine in through the gaps in the curtains.

Si Yijun said, "Just leave a bedside lamp on."

Gu Yanzhan responded and turned off the light.

Then, the two of them covered each other with a quilt and lay far away, neither of them spoke.There was a thunderstorm outside the window, Gu Yanzhan was tired all day, although he felt sleepy, he kept his eyes open.

He was a little worried.

Since turning off the lights.Si Yijun next to him didn't make a sound.With the faint light of the bedside lamp, he could see the other party lying flat on the bed, eyes closed, not moving at all.

... Could it be that he fell asleep?

After a while, Gu Yanzhan called out in a low voice: "Si Yijun?"

Si Yijun hummed in a very soft voice: "What's the matter?"

He still didn't open his eyes.Gu Yanzhan stuck his hand out of the quilt, and tentatively touched his wrist which was covered outside the quilt.

It was cold and full of cold sweat.

Gu Yanzhan: "...."

Without hesitation, he moved towards Si Yijun a few times, and lay beside him through the quilt.He touched Si Yijun's shoulder with his shoulder, stretched out his hand, covered the back of Si Yijun's hand, and grabbed his hand.

He didn't know how to say comforting words, and at this time, verbal comfort was useless.

His movements are a bit clumsy, but he believes that this way can still convey warmth to the other party.

Si Yijun opened his eyes and turned his head to look at him.

"Are you a fool?"

Gu Yanzhan was taken aback for a moment: "...Huh?"

Si Yijun continued: "Why do you insist on me? I'm a big man, so I have nothing to be afraid of."

His voice was a little hoarse, as if he was being stubborn with himself.

But Gu Yanzhan met his eyes.Those sharp eyes are now watery.The mole on the bridge of his nose is very close to the inner corner of his eye, which looks like tears.

Obviously a child who lacks love.

"No, I didn't say you were scared." Gu Yanzhan's voice was tinged with comfort. "Is it a bit cold in your house? Turn on the air conditioner."

Si Yijun: "... Forget it."

The two fell into silence again.

He could vaguely hear Si Yijun's gentle breathing and hold Si Yijun's hand again, Gu Yanzhan felt more at ease.His biological clock was very punctual, and he dozed off after a while.

At this moment, Si Yijun spoke softly.

"...I can't always forget things at home," he said. "Many years have passed. It stands to reason that I should have forgotten it. After all, I have never bothered with them."

Gu Yanzhan had already fallen into a light sleep.Hearing Si Yijun's words, he woke up in a daze, unable to distinguish whether it was reality or a dream for a moment.

He hummed: "It's not that you can forget it if you forget it. Don't force yourself."

Si Yijun didn't respond, and continued.

"I have nothing against them, but they really shouldn't have me."

Gu Yanzhan vaguely knew that he was talking about his parents.He was about to speak when he heard Si Yijun speak again.

"I'm no good, I'm only asking for trouble," he said. "I'm not a good person, and I'm not liked by nature. I know all this, but they should find a place to throw me away earlier? Any river, in the wilderness. Si Weixing is so capable, throw me away." Kid, no one knows."

Gu Yanzhan turned his head to look at him.

Si Yijun lay flat there, staring at the ceiling.There was no emotion on his face, but Gu Yanzhan felt sad for no reason.

Then, Si Yijun curled his lips into a smile.

"But they're not fucking right. They're disgusting enough on their own, and they're disgusting with me," he said. "Let me, a bastard, disgust them again."

Gu Yanzhan held his hand tightly.

Si Yijun felt the strength on the back of his hand and turned his head sideways.

"What's wrong?" he said. "...I said it casually, did it scare you?"

Gu Yanzhan shook his head.

"Don't think that way, you are already very well." Gu Yanzhan turned his head sideways and met Si Yijun's gaze.

"Your parents' mistakes have nothing to do with you. The pain their mistakes brought to you is their problem. You can become the current Si Yijun because you are good enough, and it has nothing to do with them."

Si Yijun stared blankly at him.

Gu Yanzhan was so sleepy right now that his head was a little dull, but his urge to speak was very strong.He didn't think about it at all, he just said what was on his mind.

"It's okay if you didn't forgive them, they are not important. The past things can't be forgotten, so forget it, it all happened." He said.

"The important thing is the present and the future. Si Yijun is already a very good person, and he will get better and better in the future. The important thing is that he wants to be happy, get rid of the shadow, and come out of it. He should be happy... …Nor should he be bound by that crap. It's so unfair to him."

After he said that, he didn't know who he was talking to.

While half asleep and half awake, he spoke out what he had buried for a long time.Not only about Si Yijun's parents, but also about the original plot.

Si Yijun's life was miserable enough before, but he didn't even have the freedom to fall in love. He was always framed by the plot and forced to marry a very bad girl.

Gu Yanzhan felt aggrieved.

He was muttering, and after a while, his voice gradually became lighter, and his voice gradually disappeared.

Si Yijun turned his head and saw Gu Yanzhan was asleep by his pillow.He was breathing evenly, his lips were slightly parted, and he was lying on his side facing himself, his soft black hair scattered on the pillow.

Good and quiet.

Si Yijun suddenly raised his lips and laughed.

"Stupid," he said softly. "Others can't hide from me. Just you, a fool, saying that I am a good person?"

His tone was fierce and domineering, but his voice was so soft that only breath sounds remained.

His movements were also very gentle, he reached out to tuck the corner of the quilt for him, then raised his hand to gently grab Gu Yanzhan's head, letting him lean against his shoulder.

The hand held by Gu Yanzhan turned over, and he wrapped Gu Yanzhan's hand in his palm with his backhand.

The thunder outside the window gradually died down, leaving only the sound of pattering rain.

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The Si family mansion is located on a mountain in the suburbs of Beijing.

A night of thunderstorms completely enveloped the mansion.A magnificent castle, like a tiny piece of duckweed in the rainstorm, seems to be submerged at any time.

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Si Weixing still didn't sleep.

This kind of work is the norm for him.He holds such a large business empire in his hands, and all decisions, big or small, must pass through his hands.

He doesn't trust the board of directors, and his eldest son is not very useful, and he is not good at handling things. He needs to be trained for a few more years before he is relieved to delegate power to him little by little.

Therefore, Si Weixing saw that he was already over 50 years old, and he still worked until late at night every day.

It was raining hard outside the window, and the butler stood beside him, refilling his coffee.

Si Weixing's eyes were a little dazzled, and his chest was a little stuffy.He closed the document in his hand, stopped writing and rested for a while.He raised his head and looked out the window. The large piece of phoenix bamboo he planted was swaying vigorously in the violent wind and rain.

He paused and sighed.

"I remember that Yinyin cut off contact with me on such a rainy day," he said.

The housekeeper has been with him for nearly 20 years, he is a confidant he has cultivated since his infancy, and he knows his private affairs well.

The butler responded, bowed and poured some hot coffee into his cup.

Si Weixing picked up the coffee cup and took a sip.

"It's hard for her to raise Yijun all these years by herself," he said. "It's a pity that she never forgave me in her whole life, and so did Yi Jun..."

The butler comforted him from the side: "Anyway, the Second Young Master is back. When the Eldest Young Master can take over your burden, you can feel at ease."

These words hit Si Weixing's heart.

He snorted coldly and shook his head.

"He's too stupid, it's up to his mother." He said, bowed his head and opened the file again. "It will take a few more years for him to become a talent. Seeing that he is 26, when I was 26, I was already doing big projects in the south..."

As he spoke, he picked up the pen on the table again.

However, his vertigo did not ease much, and his chest tightness became more serious.He frowned, and was about to ask the housekeeper to bring his antihypertensive medicine, but he was suddenly speechless.

His heart was throbbing, as if his entire heart was about to explode.

He couldn't speak, he was panting heavily, and his eyes were blurred by the pain.He stretched out his hands to support the table, and could no longer hear the voice of the butler calling him.

He raised his hand and clutched his chest tightly. Within two seconds, his vision went dark and he passed out. ??????????????????????????

The author has something to say: Heck, I went to Liao today to fish and play games.

well!Today there is only one update. Hey hey... The glory of the king is really fun!

——感谢在2020-01-1323:04:15~2020-01-1421:45:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Su Asong;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: don’t steal one account;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Kaka, Muyun, 3151900010 bottles; Zeqing 3 bottles; Moyang 2 bottles; the last adrenaline, I don’t care, that’s it. 1 bottle;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!