love you hell

Confused and walking alone on the street, Su Nuo didn't know where to go.

The heartbeat that accelerated due to panic finally calmed down, Su Nuo took a deep breath, knowing that she needed a quiet place to think about it.

After a long sigh, Su Nuo noticed that the people around her were looking at her strangely.

It turned out that she just put on a coat and ran out without even changing her hospital gown. No matter how she looked, she looked like a little girl running away from illness.

Hey, let's go home first.

Su Nuo rummaged through the pocket of his coat for a long time, and found a crumpled 50 yuan note, feeling a little better.

No matter what, it's nice that I don't have to walk all the way back by myself.

The taxi driver was an elderly man, very chubby and kind, and he started to chatter when he saw Su Nuo's body.

Su Nuo used to be very impatient to hear these things, but when she thought of her mother who always liked to nudge her, she smiled and endured it again, and made sure that she was really going home instead of running out to play, so she asked the driver to drive her. Followed her back home.

After watching the taxi leave, Su Nuo walked back to her home and took out a spare key from the flower pot in front of the house—at this time, Su's father and Su's mother should be at work.

There are delicate roses planted in flower pots, revealing their fragrance faintly.

Su Nuo couldn't help but smile when she thought of all the ways Mother Su had tried to prevent people from walking past one or two beautiful roses.

click.

The door opened, and Su Nuo walked into the house. The cozy layout of the house was exactly the same as in memory, familiar and warm.

On the dining table, a delicate rose is inserted obliquely in the vase, adding a touch of bright color to the home.

Su Nuo withdrew her bedroom door, walked in, took a piece of clothing from the closet at random, and was about to change, but found that this piece of clothing was obviously not her style.

Su's father, Su's mother loves her little daughter very much, and always likes to dress her up as a cute and beautiful little princess. Most of the clothes she buys on weekdays are cute and Japanese, but this one in Su Nuo's hand is simple and beautiful. The lines look like European and American models.

Is this mine?

This idea came to Su Nuo's mind, muttered something, put it back in the closet and picked out another one.

Who might have left it at her house?Although Xia Qing never accepted her invitation to play at home, maybe there are other classmates who can't remember clearly.

Another shadow flashed in Su Nuo's mind, but she still couldn't catch it.

The home where parents and elder brother will come back at any time is not a good place for Su Nuo to think about.

Up to now, Su Nuo has given up telling others about all the things she found wrong, not because she doesn't trust her, but because she can't even believe such unbelievable thoughts.

After thinking about it, Su Nuo only thought of Kanoqi as a place to go, and found out some money, put on a coat and went out again.

"Su Nuo, are you okay? Last time you fainted suddenly, I was so worried." Nuo Qi hugged Mr. Xingfu and looked at Su Nuo worriedly.

"It's okay. Look, I don't look sick now. I was just fainted by the sun last time." Su Nuo smiled mischievously, "Nuoqi, find me a quiet place, and help me find a place to sleep." Come here with a pen and paper."

"I'm not familiar with you yet. Go sit there. I'll bring you a pen and paper. By the way, I'll give you a cup of special oolong tea for free." Nuoqi babbled and put happiness on its exclusive big cushion, " Don't sit under the sun, I'm not as strong as Xia Qing, and I'll stop the car after hugging you."

"Pfft, don't call Xia Qing a female man, be careful that she settles accounts with you." Su Nuo couldn't help laughing, and sat down in a shady place. There was an exquisite white porcelain vase on the table. There is a bouquet of flowers.

Su Nuo nestled comfortably on the sofa, thinking of the bottle on the dining table at home: "Nuo Qi, don't you like roses, why don't you plant roses? There should be quite a few in your small garden."

"Rose?" Nuo Qi poked his head out behind the counter, "How can there be roses blooming this season? I don't want to buy that kind of expensive greenhouse roses. It's better to get some cold-resistant flowers that will bloom in winter." She babbled to get things ready and brought them to Su Nuo, just as another customer came to the door, she waved at Su Nuo to greet her.

Su Nuo, who was left behind, stared blankly at the roses on the table, took out her mobile phone to check online after a while, and finally found out that the flowering period of roses is April and May.

However, the roses in the flowerpot at the door of the house are clearly blooming.

Su Nuo paused in her mind, then grabbed a pen and paper and began to try hard to recall the unnatural places in her life for more than a month, writing them down one by one.

First of all, there is little Amy who has died in memory but is still alive.

In the hospital, Hongfeng, who never sheds her leaves, is a husband and wife with a fixed position and fixed time every day.

The roses that bloom out of season, and the college students who have a wrong memory of Xia Qing.

Su Nuo tried to remember Xu Zihao's appearance, but found that she couldn't remember anything.I just remember being white and thin... my face was blurred, and I always felt that something was wrong.Su Nuo thought about the other classmates. She was always popular, and she actively participated in class activities. She remembered those voices, smiles, and names clearly.

Su Nuo withdrew her wandering consciousness, looking at the sentences listed on the paper, the things in her brain became clearer and clearer.

Soon, she scribbled down a few more.

The empty buses and streets in the morning, and the mobile phone always made her feel that there should be only her own photos, and there are no other patients in the ward...

Su Nuo wrote faster and faster, she thought of the earthquake that made her unconscious before.

Yes, it was a sudden tremor, but she remembered that she had heard her father say that when she was watching the news, there would be no earthquakes in the location of City H, unless there was a very big change in the geology that affected the plate.

At that time, the walls and the floor were cracked, but Su Nuo thought about it carefully and remembered some details at that time: none of the cats in the store seemed to run away, only Xia Qing and her ran away. On the road, I didn't see the crowd who came out to avoid the earthquake!

Am I crazy... or is the world crazy? !

Does this world really exist?I... do I really exist?

Why do I see things differently from everyone else?

Su Nuo walked down the street in a trance, the familiar scenery couldn't bring her any comfort.

No matter how familiar she is, it's different from what she knows, yes, that's different.

But how to prove this terrible and crazy guess?Su Nuo's brain was spinning non-stop, being forced to squeeze by herself.

correct.

Su Nuo suddenly remembered the time capsule buried under Xiangshan Mountain when he had a whim.

According to the clues I wrote before, since the world started to go wrong after a car accident, then just look for the traces before it?Find the traces that only you know, maybe you can find out what happened!

Like a lost child, Su Nuo finally found the exit and ran on the street.

She urgently needs to prove that she really exists, and that her memory is not false.

She doesn't want to take a car, and she doesn't want any contact with this world. She is afraid that someone will tell her: Yes, you are just a fantasy, just a nothingness.

No, no, I exist, my parents, my elder brother also exist, and everyone exists!

Tears crawled all over Su Nuo's cheeks unknowingly, the roiling fear in her heart seemed to overflow through the tears, and there was no way to stop it.

Running to the foot of Xiangshan Mountain, Su Nuo's mouth and nose were already filled with the smell of blood, and she could hardly breathe.

She was holding on to a tree beside the road, and the unbearable dizziness and vomiting made her almost vomit out her internal organs.