[HP] Sickness and Medicine

She is the only person who loves him, but she is the only one left in this world.

At the same time, because of the sudden change in the type of gift, he felt uneasy for no reason, as if something was starting to get out of control.This uneasiness came to fruition when he reunited with her a year later.

After handing the Gryffindor sword to Harry Potter, he passed the Three Broomsticks bar. When he first saw Dolores snoozing with a milk cup by the fireplace, his first thought was that he had an explanation for the Dark Lord.

Of course the Dark Lord doesn't care about his private life, but in the eyes of the Dark Lord, Dolores, who is infatuated and bold, has replaced Lily in his heart, so she shouldn't have any contact with him, unless she is cooperating with him in acting.If the Dark Lord continued to doubt like this, the trust he had worked so hard to gain would be lost.

He is good at Occlumency, and can modify his own memories, but it is also modification rather than creation.He always needs realistic material in order to falsify the dialogue and thus deceive the world.

So in the face of Dolores's hidden joy that he thought he could get away with it, he deliberately spoke sarcastically, trying to create a scene where the two clashed and the two fell apart.

He carried it on quite successfully, and I'm afraid Dolores took it seriously, and he took his time about it, because that was his purpose.The same as the considerations for erasing her memory twice before, he didn't want her to chase him and get close to him, like moths to a flame.For someone like Dolores, he was synonymous with danger from beginning to end.

However, in perfecting certain details of the false memory, Severus belatedly recognized the anomaly.Did she regain her memory?Why is she aware of amnesia?The pain she showed at the end was not just emotional frustration?One question after another, he pondered quietly for a long time before reaching the only appropriate conclusion.

She was pregnant with their child.

As soon as this idea came out, he ran Occlumency crazily, even if he didn't let the portraits of previous principals all over the wall discover his mood swings, he couldn't face his true psychology.Occlumency is really a great magic to deceive others and self-deception.

Severus spent the rest of the months in a deceit like this, ordering baked apple strudel takeaway from the Three Broomsticks bar, roughly confirming the safety of their mother and child based on the familiar taste, or secretly writing a will and donating half of the property to Hogg Watts, half anonymous to Dolores, needless to say.He only regrets that he was also a terrible father. After all, he became the kind of person he hated the most.

On the night of May, in the messy shed, he ushered in his mortal end.This was arranged for him by Dumbledore and prophesied to him by Dolores.However, it was these two people, one detoxified him with phoenix tears, and the other tried to replace him with death, entering his mind and leaving the world alone.

At this moment that will surely be recorded in the annals of history, at the boundary between life and death, what exactly did he think, afterward he can hardly even tell himself.In short, he decided to live on, and even she would live together, and their son would not be ruined by his parents' hatred like Keridi Bubaji's son, and he had to be lucky enough to wait until another Save alone.

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After escaping from feigning death, he moved into Murray's house. Severus quickly adapted to the new home, but it took several years for Dolores and Severus to become husband and wife.

Dolores is indeed the one who only saw herself in the Mirror of Erised. After his life was no longer in danger, she seemed to have nothing to ask for. As long as she could see him and their children every day, she Already satisfied.Between firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea, she fully proved with her actions that when he was a teenager, he was lacking in the gentle and virtuous imagination unique to women.

Dolores had an excellent appearance in her life, and even though she was getting older, she was still too beautiful for him to ignore.However, this has never been the key point in his eyes.He missed her in his previous life, not because of such a superficial reason, but in his opinion, the influence of her beauty and ugliness is far greater than that of him.

Of course, he didn't fall in love with her soul noble and detached, he just found the most suitable person to be with for the rest of his life.The self who was unwilling to be ordinary has finally changed his mind and understood what is long-term happiness.He did not deny the past, but looked forward to the future.

They had a total of three births, the eldest son Tong En, twins Lucian and Gloria, and the youngest daughter Helen.Out of some kind of personal commemoration, the names he chose for them all carry the meaning of "brightness".

Among the four children, Tong En is undoubtedly Dolores' favorite.He always thought that it was because, in her opinion, it was because of Tong En that he escaped death at the beginning; but after a long time, he realized that it was more than that.

At that time, Tong En had succeeded as the president of the International Potionists Association. After a St. Mungo's meeting, he went home and chatted with them. Dolores listened and burst into tears unconsciously.

"My son, it's really you!" She held Tong En's hand and trembled slightly: "I have to say - thank you!"

Tong En was confused by this gratitude, but she only explained to Severus: "This meeting, another person named Mitchell was also there. He said a lot and judged you as a real Severus." The words of the Raitlin-style wizard have been firmly in my mind for a lifetime, and comforted me who couldn’t love me. In the early days of rebirth, I thought it was just a coincidence; later, when he was named, I vaguely guessed; now it is completely Implemented."

After listening to her fluent retelling of Tong En's speech, the voice of his heart rolled on the tip of his tongue, but he didn't utter a word.He understood Tong En's selfishness, and as the person being commented on, he knew where that statement was reasonable and where it was absurd, but he knew even more that it was not suitable for any correction.It doesn't matter if it's right or wrong, it doesn't matter if it's biased or not, as long as it works for her.

"He is indeed a good boy." Finally, he said dryly, temporarily forgetting that the "child" in his mouth was already as gray-haired as him, and he was also the grandfather of the two little devils.

Of course he was also proud of his son.Tong En inherited his talent in potions and spells, and also possessed an outstanding appearance resembling Dolores. He grew up in a peaceful age and had a smooth life all his life.

But among the four children, Helen is the one he prefers the most.Dolores gave birth to her at the advanced age of 47, making her inherently weaker than her older siblings, both physically and magically.She used the facial features of her parents to piece together an ordinary face, and she did not inherit a sliver of her mother's beauty in this life; her character is like her father and mother, and she has acquired advantages that are not in the eyes of outsiders. It is self-evident which college she is most suitable for Metaphor.

Of course, she also has some unique quick-wittedness, and she also has a blockbuster imagination.For example, when she was hospitalized in St. Mungo's for a week at the age of eight, she discovered the subtle similarities between the two Dolores, and became the only one among her siblings who guessed that Dolores had been reborn.

Severus preferred her, though, mostly out of a concern he sympathized with.He was worried that she would be the same as he used to be, losing the love in his heart because of low self-esteem and recklessness, and failing to live up to a true love because of arrogance and prejudice. Things, wandering through the world with hidden and deep pain.

So on the day when Helen was sent to Hogwarts to go to school, on platform nine and three-quarters, next to the second generation of the Hogwarts Express, before they parted, he grabbed her and solemnly told him.

"It doesn't matter if you are sorted into Hufflepuff. But, you have to remember, Helen, even if you are not in Gryffindor, you can't be timid. Whether you like it or hate it, whether you are praised or humiliated, don't hide it." Buried in the bottom of my heart, I dare not open my mouth, and bear it alone."

"We only have one life, and if we miss it many times, there will be no chance to make up for it. In this world, there are only people like your mother who are lucky enough to make me lucky. You can't guarantee that you are, or meet such a person. people."

"Then, you should be brave, take care of this life, don't let the present time go to waste, and don't let your future self regret it."

He rubbed his daughter's soft head, and asked softly——

"Honey, can you do it?"

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