sunflower in love with the moon

Congratulations on coming back here again. It’s already November. Lu Zheng went to Inner Mongolia. I thought about getting along with Lu Zheng as a normal husband and wife. It’s just that I know each other too well. It’s a bit difficult to meet honestly. , Difficulty, the relationship between two people can only become less tense by relying on alcohol. Open a pack of cigarettes, hold an ashtray and come to the balcony. A strong wind makes this late autumn bleak, and the dark green color becomes more and more Less, and so is breathing.

That period of time seemed to be the most hurried time for her. For the convenience of going to and from school, Xiaoyuan lived at her grandfather's house every now and then. Afraid that Lu Zheng would be overwhelmed, she had to drive 10 minutes from home to pick up Xiaoyuan every day, and then send it to school. Occasionally at night Having dinner with Mr. Gong, occasionally going back to Grandma Xiaoyuan's house, going out early and returning late, this kind of tossing seems innocent, but the fact is that she clearly knows that she is the one who made everyone so tense, and she doesn't want them to know that she and Lu Zheng If there is a problem, then you have to carry the burden alone.On the contrary, when Lu Zheng went to Inner Mongolia, he himself was able to lie in bed from 05:30 to [-]:[-] as if he was skinny. Enjoyment is the most addictive thing.

Exhaling the faint blueberry breath, this gift that she carried back in big and small bags was practical and sad.She packed the things she was going to take away, and she didn't know when they would return to everyone. Looking at the decoration made of deformed T-shirts, she was still addicted.

"What did you buy?" Wu Yue couldn't wait to open "Chocolate?" Congratulations on looking at that flat box, that excited girl, she should have guessed something related to food

"What chocolate?" Wuyue raised her face, complaining, not knowing whether to laugh or cry

It was an early autumn afternoon. She liked to make a cup of fragrant tea. Sometimes she fell asleep after watching dramas, sometimes leaned against her and watched her draw, and sometimes she was too busy to take care of herself, so she Thinking about some small handicrafts that can be DIY, this is her whimsy

"Frame?"

"Does it look good?"

"Is it used to put photos?" Congratulations took it over, looking at the size, it seems that there are no such big photos

"You'll know in a while..."

"hehe"

She was reluctant to cut that T-shirt, the original glass was accidentally broken, and it cost 40 yuan to mount the T-shirt in a photo frame, admiring her own work, Wuyue murmured to herself wrapped in a band-aid

"Why didn't you say I didn't think of it? Where can I get it from the framer? I waited for two days and didn't say anything, and even pricked my hand." The more she thought about it, the more angry she was, her mouth curled up, her eyebrows frowned, and she snapped her fingers " It took me [-] to frame such a big frame..."

"Hehe" Congratulations on indulging in appreciation, that little girl looks so fussy and silly

"Why? What are you laughing at?"

"Smile why are you so cute?"

"It's ridiculous..."

"Ha ha"

"dare you laugh.."

"Okay, let me control it." She said it late and then quickly, she tried her best to pretend to be serious, holding her work, and looked at her again, "Ms. Wu's conception is very powerful, have you learned it in school?"

"Pfft" Her compliment wasn't funny, her question was cute "Who goes to school to learn this?"

"That..." Congratulations, I don't believe it. I have been in kindergarten for three years, and most of the facilities in the class are almost handmade.

"I'm amazing okay?" she boasted "Just like you love tattoos, I love doing them"

"Where do you want to put it?"

"The living room...on the small coffee table"

"Why the living room?"

"What else? What do you think..." Wu Yue looked around, "Or the hall? On that shoe cabinet"

"Hehe" she shook her head dotingly, "I think it's better to put it in the bedroom?"

"Bedroom? But there seems to be no place for a bedroom? Why is it a bedroom?"

"Because this T-shirt was scrapped on the bed, of course the rebirth must be in the bedroom..."

"Hate" May heard this, her whole body turned rosy

"hehe"

"Hooligan" she snatched the photo frame from her hand, put it on the small coffee table without any explanation, looked back at her, provoked and retorted, she kept laughing "I scrapped this, and I risked my life to make it, Where did I say to put it?"

"hehe"

"and also.."

"Ok?"

"How did this come about? You'd better forget it quickly, and you are not allowed to say it again..."

"But..."

"Say no more"

Before she could say anything to refute her doubts, Wu Yue put her hand on her mouth, the blush on her cheeks bloomed, and delicate flowers bloomed between her eyes, Gong Xi raised her brows to signal for her to let go

"Then you have to promise, you will..."

She couldn't tolerate her persistent chanting, and congratulated her mouth wrapped in her palm. The little girl pulled her hand away, and the smile on her face was bright, proud, and tense. .

Thinking of this, Congratulations still laughs. The T-shirt she scrapped by herself was put away like a treasure by her until it was presented in this way. She loves life so much, and those soft palms will always bring It was a surprise that I had never experienced before. In the world where it should be, such a girl should be treated kindly, right?

Standing at that window, back to the winter time after school, the streets in late autumn are full of fallen leaves, I remember the beauty and haste of her first appearance, I remember the panic when she and I stood at the door talking for the first time, and I remembered that she met someone after work. Seeing Xiaoyuan's grievances, but still thinking about whether the child is disappointed or guilty, I remember how she would pass downstairs every day, occasionally with beautiful makeup, and occasionally with loose hair, it must be another day of lying in bed ?

Peeping and avoiding again and again, she bought new clothes, her figure was finally fixed after losing weight, she looked good in a bomber jacket, fell in love with hot colors, she even started to copy her own face, Girls who don't like to laugh!

Finally, the little girl left and came back, standing downstairs looking at herself sadly, she was blaming Zapo and waiting. .Finally she hid...

On Lidong's day, the homeroom teacher assigned the task of hand-copying newspapers. Because of tenosynovitis, she handed over the homework to Mingming and drove to the hospital alone.

Does it hurt?The doctor asked knowingly, but she said it was okay. Compared with the pain in my heart, what is this perfunctory pain?

In this flu season, the corridors are full of people with haggard faces. She seems to have bumped into that familiar girl. She put on a down vest and a red flannel shirt early on, and her good looks cannot be reflected.

"Have a cold?" After being in a daze for a long time, she realized, Hirakawa, long time no see

"Um, no, old problem..."

Ping Chuan was the same as before, but her belly was slightly raised. She smiled wryly, and said that she should be careful not to get too tired, but she couldn't escape her congratulatory eyes

"You?" She didn't dare to ask her. It seems that it should be four months, right?Then calculate the time, July. . .

"I'm going to be a mother!" She pretended to be very happy, and she was indeed very happy, but congratulations made her eyes sore

"The child's father?"

"He has something to do today" Congratulations nodded in disappointment, his cheeks tensed

"You came by yourself?"

"My mother came with me, she went to buy food for me"

"How many months?"

"four months"

She was right, but she still couldn't accept the fact

"When was the wedding?"

"Not yet" she smiled with a hint of regret in her clarity, "The wedding is such a formal thing..."

She justified herself, but Congratulations, for liking girls, Hirakawa's biggest regret is not being able to wear a white wedding dress. .

"Isn't it a dream? Marry the person you like and wear a beautiful wedding dress"

"I'm not married to the person I like the most, so what's the point of wearing it or not? What's more, he's a second-married man, so it's nothing to brag about, right?"

This thunderbolt made time freeze for a long time, and she couldn't let go of it for a long time, how the girl who was alive and kicking was so pregnant, she swallowed the guilt-wrapped spicy candy, and it directly choked her eyes and nasal cavity. .

"Did Xiaoyuan's father come back?" Her smile was pale, her question was very friendly, and Congratulations replied lightly, "It's great, we are finally reunited, isn't Xiaoyuan very happy?"

She was full of emotion when she said positive things about happiness. In just over half a year, that girl had gone through many tests of life and death. She was so brave and free and easy, but now she stood in front of her alone and told herself that next year She is going to be a mother in April, and like Xiaoyuan, she is a bad-tempered Aries. Her words are so Sagittarius and humorous, but there is no smile on her lips. She is constantly regretting and blaming herself. What a dastardly thing he did to change the lives of two girls. .

"Where's Mr. Wu? Are you okay?" Her overtones, what kind of answer she was waiting for in her eyes, but Congratulations didn't have time to take care of it. The name of May is strange and unforgettable, buried deep in her mind, and she occasionally listens to it Aunt Xiaoyuan mentioned that she would occasionally meet in a dream, and she said that the past goes with the wind, but she didn't believe it until today, like the wind, you can't catch it, you can't get it, when you really feel it, everything is gone It's too late!

"Eh..." Guessing the answer, Hirakawa remained silent, "My mother is here, I'm leaving first."

She didn't give herself a chance to say goodbye, she passed by, the scar on her wrist was covered by a watch, she looked back at her, and took the breakfast, her mother smiled so happily that she immediately burst into tears.

In this unrecognized country, there are many people like me. Some people choose to endure and deceive themselves. I went to another country to register for marriage, but no matter what, should I face it or avoid it?How do others see you?How do you see yourself?Just like the front and back of a coin, isn't it true that which side is exposed to the world, and the other side can really be ignored?While handing over the right to choose to the coin to God, will the answer you want be called from the bottom of your heart?

Along the way, Congratulations are always thinking, did you make Pingchuan what it is today?The more I think about it, the more I confirm this answer. A broken family, a mother who is close to madness, and an executioner in love, everyone is the murderer who killed Hirakawa, especially myself. If I can do my part, just be a girl What should be done, there will be no ensuing harm.

"I'm fine, don't worry, touch Da"

With strong words, Ping Chuan seemed to be back again, but the eyes of the person who read the text message were already bloodshot. She wanted to ask what happened, why she didn't like him and wanted to marry him?Ask why what I see is all reluctance?But she edited the text message, but still deleted it. Maybe she had no position, so she shouldn't interfere, ask, let alone disturb. She is already the mother of the child. When she drove home, Mr. Gong was having dinner.

"Have you checked?"

With a soft hum, he knew all about her loss. She came to the living room, took a glass of water, sat down in front of him, opened the medicines one by one, and waited for him to ask questions.

"Still an old problem?"

"Um"

"Bring me the list and have a look." Congratulations looking at the old man, I really can't hide anything from him. Is the preoccupied self worse than the gloomy face? "go.."

"Do you understand?"

The old man didn't speak. Congratulations stopped him the moment he stood up. Looking at her inspection report, he always frowned and shook his head from time to time.

"It's not as exaggerated as the doctor said..."

The same amount of alcohol, the same frequency, is it because the heart is hurt that the rheumatism is added to the trouble?Congratulations on grabbing the medical record book, casually speaking perfunctory truth

"I will take the medicine on time, don't even think about alcohol, I can't avoid it..."

"You..." The old man was about to lose his temper, pointing at the disobedient child "You..."

"What me?" Congratulations Lai Pi smiled at him, the old man acted like he had no choice

"Take medicine on time, no more beer, and seafood..."

"Can you manage me?"

"you.."

"Hehe" she took advantage of the opportunity to pick up a cigarette, and lit it indifferently. The old man lost his appetite, so he pushed away everything in front of him childishly.

"I can't take care of it, can I find someone to take care of you?"

She smoked violently and glanced at the half-joking old man unrestrainedly. If she didn't understand, she would be afraid to seriously want to do it again, the girl who was serious and loved someone in the rumors. .

"Lu Zheng may have to come back at the end of the month."

"Um"

"Do you know what I'm talking about?" Congratulations seemed to be in a daze for a moment, raised his eyebrows, and saw Mr. Gong's smirk

"Lu Zheng will be back at the end of the month." He put down his chopsticks, picked up his teacup, and blew the fragrance of tea floating on the water. "I'm reminding you that he's not here for a while."

This is a refreshing rhetoric, and it is also a dirty and insidious method

"You...heh" Congratulations' face darkened, "You want me to chase Wuyue back while he's not around, right? Then when Lu Zheng comes back, I'll stage a breakup scene again?"

"You don't need to break up! How cruel is it to break up? If you don't tell me, she won't tell you, I will ask your brother to put Lu Zheng outside for a long time, killing three birds with one stone, why not do it?"

Hearing this, congratulations on putting out half a cigarette and standing up annoyed

"Co-authoring to let Lu Zheng go to Inner Mongolia, are you planning this? Dad, you don't think this is too..." Congratulations on the point of lack of morality, "Can you discuss with me in advance, this If I let him know, even if I’m fine, I won’t be able to tell.”

"If that's the case, why don't you do what you want to do?"

"What to do? Bring Wuyue back and let her continue to be the mistress! Then the city is full of storms and can't be ended? Dad, how can you instigate your daughter to do such a bastard thing? It's not enough to kill a Pingchuan, and then we can get together Previous?"

"Ping Chuan? Teacher Wu's last one?" Congratulations realized that he had slipped his tongue, and lit another cigarette, "Tell me, what's going on?"

"Co-author, are you waiting for me here?"

"Haha. You left early in the morning. I'm worried about going out for half a day, and I feel panic if I don't go out. You came back after a long time. I have to relax!"

Congratulations staring at him, touching the glass of water, it's been a while

"Hey, I thought the only thing that could make you unhappy was that little girl/"

"Isn't there still you? It made me unhappy in the first 30 years"

"Haha, tell me, I'm so curious!"

"No matter how you look at it, you seem to be watching the fun?"

"Uh, how can you say that you are watching the excitement? Can your troubles be called excitement?"

"Stop talking, let's go"

"You guessed it right, I had selfish intentions and deliberately took Lu Zheng away." Congratulations stopped, "But it's not what I said just now." She turned around, and Mr. Gong picked up the cigarette she left on the table, "Fire? "

She reluctantly took out the lighter, came to him, and lit it for him.

"Congratulations, I see you are too tired!"

Ever since I was a child, congratulations have never heard him sigh or compromise, but just now, his deep voice was full of embarrassment.

"Look, it's only been two months. How haggard are you? Saturdays and Sundays are okay, you can go to the store at most, and from Monday to Friday, here and Lu Zhengna, you run two or three times a day, sometimes Four times, getting up at five o'clock every day, and I don't have time to sleep at night, sometimes you wait until the child is asleep before leaving, so it will be eleven o'clock, right?..."

"I can sleep in the shop"

"Come on, you, I don't know what you are like? I haven't had the habit of sleeping during the day since I was a child." She pouted, pulled a chair and sat on it, "I don't care about others, you are my child, I can't look at you So busy, and, congratulations?"

"Ok?"

"You... either find an excuse to drink, or procrastinate not to go back, I know, you don't want to see him"

"No..." she answered firmly.

"Um, that's not accurate, is it because I don't know how to face him?" Mr. Gong didn't expose her unspeakable secrets, but he confirmed his conjecture even more, "It's Lu Zheng's fault..."

She was not annoyed, on the contrary, she felt guilty and grateful for Lu Zheng like this

"I let him go. On the one hand, I want you to relax. On the other hand, I want to give you time. Too many things have happened during this period. Think about it, how will you go in the future? If you don’t want to go on, then you simply separate and give Yuan Yuan a complete family without happiness. That’s just fulfilling your selfishness! I’ve lived most of my life, and I’ve never done or seen anything ridiculous. Keep a distance from Lu Zheng, one or two days is fine, as time goes on, forbearance will always erupt, and when he comes back at the end of the month, I think it will be a catastrophe."

For Mr. Gong's words, Congratulations didn't think about it. She seized the opportunity to drink and return late. She tried all kinds of reasons, but she knew well that such a cleverness, after a long time, I'm afraid even Xiaoyuan couldn't hide it. .

"Wu Jianguo's project is about to be completed. He has gained a lot this year!"

According to this way of thinking, the next step should be to mention the pleasing name!

"What about your little friend, if you don't want to part with it, you can chase it back. Although our country does not allow same-sex marriage for the time being, there is no rule, people must get married, right? Now there are girls in the company who are not married, which looks weird. But in today's society, it has never been impossible? What's more, congratulations?"

"Ok?"

"Father can give you a sum of money, the two of you will take Xiaoyuan to live abroad..."

"You two? You mean..."

"You and that little friend of yours?" Congratulations looked at the old man in surprise, "Your brother plans to let Mingming go abroad to study next year, and you can take care of him when you are here, so we can rest assured. You know, I have a big heart for letting you go. determined..."

"Don't tell me, you are so old and open, you actually encouraged me to divorce, and then took her to live abroad?"

"Like I said, I've lived most of my life, and I've never seen or done any ridiculous thing, but this is the first time for you, and it's something that was decided after a long time of deliberation."

Such a perfect plan is not impossible, but she has nothing to say

"As for Wu Jianguo, I will tell him in person. Of course, this is not a business. The business is for a win-win situation, so I am not fully sure that he will let him go. This may require the cooperation of you and May. "

"Dad, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Why do you look so cowardly? Huh? Don't tell me, you never thought about it..."

"I have thought about it, but enough is enough"

"Haha, you?"

"I saw Hirakawa in the hospital today, the one who committed suicide before." Speaking of her, Congratulations seems to have strengthened her mind. If Wu Yue can live a good life, she would rather never show up again. "She is four months pregnant, and the other party It's a second marriage, I didn't see him in the prenatal checkup, but all I could think of was a greasy man with a bald head and a big belly."

This time, Mr. Gong stopped talking, and listened attentively, earnestly grieving

"I know, I'm not the only one she's dated, but I'm the one who hurt her the worst. Maybe she has no hope for life, so she made such a bad move to be a person who violated herself. Dad, you know the way back, I feel guilty, besides hurting her, there is also a tinge of gratitude, hehe, fortunate, when I use this word, even I feel like a scumbag.”

"You are glad that May is not like her"

Congratulations nodding her head, every time those bad thoughts entered her mind, she swelled to pieces

"So, I can't go on any longer. If time can't be turned back and I can't let myself never have her, then at least, I should pretend to be like that, right?"

"how do you want to do it?"

"That house, sell it for me!" She said as she unloaded the key, the keychain she made with magical magic, shaking it, until it was clicked, her tears fell, and her grief separated and collapsed.

After a movie of "Painting Nezha", Wu Yue fell in love with the little devil king "Why don't you draw?" She gently leaned on Gong Xi's back

"Hurry up, I need a little Q" she begged flirtatiously, sweet and self-willed

"Aren't you afraid that I will cripple him?"

"You are a tattoo artist, this is very simple for you!" She murmured slightly, and she sighed softly, "Is it okay?"

"Hey, how big a heart does it take to draw a rival in love?" Unable to hold back her stubbornness, she has long been used to surrendering. "I will try my best not to uglify him." She lay beside her, watching her lightly outline his lines

"Eh? What are you drawing?"

"Hehe." Congratulations glanced at her nervousness with a smirk, "How lonely is it?"

"Cheering?" Wu Yue couldn't believe it, "Isn't your drawing too Q?"

Wearing red and blue bellybands, Ne Zha and Chee Bing were round and cute when they were babies.

"What's in your head? How did you come up with it? It's so cute?" Holding her work, May liked it very much

"What are you pretending to be? Angry, jealous?" Congratulations replied with a serious face

"Hehe, I hate it." The little girl sat on her lap dumbfounded. Although she was upset, she still gave her a pair of indulgent eyes.

"Ah, you're still smart. Look at how well the two of you match." Wu Yue appreciated it again, feeling more and more that the good brother has a clear sense of CP

"you do this delibrately?"

"Of course" she affirmed confidently, "Even if you are not a scorpion, you are still a mother, you should give up on it!"

"Haha" Contrasted with the sour words of congratulations, Wu Yue hugged her face and kissed her three times, "Why are you so cute?"

"Are you taking me for a fool?" Congratulations with a cold face, panicked, "Where is it?"

"Pfft" Wu Yue laughed again, "Ah, no, no." She waved her hand in denial, congratulations and listened to her next answer, "I think you are very cute, but you are jealous of Nezha, that is a cartoon..."

"I just know it's a guy..."

"Pfft..." Wu Yue gently pinched her cheeks, "Although they are both smoky and rebellious, but he is not as beautiful or as good as you."

"hehe"

"Not to mention that you understand me..." Wu Yue seriously kissed the corner of her mouth, and whispered cryptic words in her ear that made people blush and heartbeat, and the second it fell into her ears, Gong Xi raised her brows and understood. .

"Fortunately, it's a cartoon!" Gong Xi pinched her chin, her lips were red and her teeth were white, her face was shy, "And Mr. Wu, don't teach bad things to the children..."

"I hate it..." Wu Yue stood up confidently, her white ears became hot, "Give me a pair of your gloves..." Congratulations smiled lightly, and kissed her brow, to preserve her pride and fulfill her wish noble. .

"What is this?" It's hard for the room to become so messy. There are tools she doesn't know. She held a teacup and handed it to her mouth. She took a big swig

"It's a hot air blower, it's UV, it's glue, it's varnish."

Congratulations "Hot Air" for picking up that pink guy, raising his eyebrows and smirking

"Don't talk..." Wuyue is very smart and knows her next segment

"Hehe, why are you using it?"

"You will know in a while?"

In the past, Congratulations got a small and fresh tattoo. Wuyue rubbed the pattern she drew on the heat shrink film, filled in the color, cut the edge, and turned on the heat blower. After a bang, the heat shrink film miraculously has become delicate

"Wonderful, right?"

"Where is the problem?" Congratulations was very surprised, picked up the hot air blower to check carefully

"It's not that? It's this, the heat shrinkable sheet." She took the transparent plastic sheet in her hand, and she didn't seem to believe it. "I'm going to glue them for a while, you go out quickly."

"what?"

"Hurry up!" Wu Yue pushed her out with a mysterious look

"Is that dangerous?" Gong Xi was not at ease.

"No, you'll find out later!"

"Be careful!" Wu Yue was so warm that she had to kiss her from the air to reassure her. After some fiddling, the keychain that had been varnished became bright and shiny. She used needle-nose pliers to clean the brightly colored keychain a fixed

"Keychain?"

"Um"

Congratulations are still in the aftertaste, why in the blink of an eye, a keychain with an obvious glue smell was born in front of me, it was hung on my key!

"I gave it to you, isn't it good-looking? I've made so many things, but I haven't done anything for you myself! This should be with me all the time!" Congratulations, I haven't easily got red eyes because of such a small thing." Does it look good?"

"Um"

Seeing her happily watching, Wu Yue was so smart that she didn't want to bother, she just admired it quietly, secretly proud, Gong Xi raised her eyebrows, and looked at her proudly

"Huh? What do you want me to do?"

Putting the keys on the table, Wuyue also stood up, watched her take off the gloves for herself, and rubbed the slightly wet palms

"Do Teacher Wu's hands have magic?"

"Hehe" Her praise is neither kitsch nor exaggerated

"Have you been kissed by an angel before? So you can always be wonderful?"

"I've only been kissed by you alone." Wuyue stood on tiptoe, whispering in her ear, seducing, in exchange for her reward, entanglement. . .

That string is as delicate as that little girl, who was thrown on the table alive. Congratulations dare not look back, to see her ingenuity and her past.

"I'll keep the key for you first"

"No need" Congratulations have already arrived at the door, in order not to give myself a chance, "Just handle it yourself, let me know if you sell it..."

After all, she opened the door and left. Mr. Gong couldn't help sighing when he looked at the bunch of keys. He knew it all too well, and he would kill them all without leaving any room. There are tens of thousands of needs and pains, and for some things, there is only one time, a kind of happiness.